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by Wanda E. BatleyI wanto to be a
seamstress chef doctor
gardener pilot saint
writer perfect-daughter perfect-wife
perfect-mother.I want to have
a new house a new life
a new name a new career a divorce
an affair a fit
a baby.I want to be
famous energetic accomplished
listened-to hugged admired rich
appreciated skinny beautiful
loved.I notice
dust cobwebs stains obesity
snoring clutter ticking-of-clocks
stretch marks.I feel
glad sad filthy immaculate
loved hated in-charge
out-of-control anxious
excited.I
Crave chocolate
Think about life
Contemplate death
Talk in my sleep
Cry in my sleep
Oversleep
Condemn Politics
Abhor the past
Despise the present
Dread the future.Like clockwork.
Every twenty-eight days.
Then it all bleeds away.
And I'm just me.
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