Dena's Musings

A moment into my mind . Sometimes bright, sometimes dark. Sad or happy. This is me.

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Mystic Dawn  

Dena 2001

 

What is my fate?

What is my dawn?

Why do my dreams remain on the horizon?

When will I find the calm?

 

What will life behold me?

Where will this take me?

Why do the answers elude me?

When will this end?

 

What will I find in the answers?

Where will they leave me?

Why does it avoid me?

When will I see the Mystic Dawn?

 

 

My future

Dena 2001

 

I see a future ahead

Two paths to choose

Either way what will I loose

Both so perfect in everyway

Both so Oh God

What do I do

Which path is mine

No guidance

No sense of direction

Just these simple words

You must follow your heart

I can't lead you there

Bitter Goodbyes

Dena 2001

 

You opened my heart

Then told me goodbye.

All I want to know is why

You could give so much 

To just walk away

How two hearts could

Share so much

Feel so much

Believe so much

To see it fizzle

Did you use me?

Was it real?

Will you love me always?

Did  I make a difference in your life?

Or just a game?

Childhood lessons learned

Dena2004

 

Stand up straight

Don't be home past 8

Think no evil

The devil is a deceiver

Sinning again

When will you get it right

Taught me alot

Directed my path

Boy it makes me laugh

You forgot the good hugs

The healing kisses

Loving me through all my near misses

I sat up straight

But not quite right

I tried hard not to be out past 8

I felt yucky if I thought any evil

I KNOW the devil is a deceiver

I didn't mean to sin I just made a mistake

I got it right didn't you notice

You taught me alot

Now I try to direct my babies paths

No need to laugh

I remember the good hugs

The healing kisses

I love them through all their near misses

Freedom

Dena 2004

I am free

Because of my savior

I am free 

Because of my country

I am free 

Because I no longer care

 

Screams

Dena2004

 

Turmoil inside me

Screams to be free

poke me prod me

Let it all out

Leave me empty

Free to start again

To erase the turmoil

That I've allowed others to create

 

Pain

Dena 2004

 

Pain to real

Pain to much

Pain I can't deal

Pain I can't stop

Pain won't die

When all you do is lie

Who have you become

Dena 2004

 

You were my best friend

You were my love

You were my husband

You rose above any other

You were my soul

 

You had my fate

I guess now it's too late

You left me all alone

To face this dark fear

For that I've shed many tears

 

Who have you become

In you I no longer see the sun

Empty heart

Empty soul

Sit here watch you die

Why

Who have you become