Dream of me as you wish -
a goddess on a mountain top
or an angel floating in air
always unattainable
forever
out of reach
See me as your dream
and love me from afar
because
no one could love a goddess
enough to
make her stay
and from
your arms an angel
will always
stray
But, if for one moment
I, like a goddess
could give you anything
my gift
to you would be
the courage
to look me in the eye
and see
me as I am
© Wildheart 1990
In these days of absence
I spend
my time
finding rainbows
for us to
share
gathering warmth
from the
sun
to give
to you
At night I dream of your return
and catch
the stars
and save
them in my pocket
so your
eyes will sparkle
when you
see me again
© Wildheart 1996
At last only one place to go
after so
many hours
and so many
miles
with the
world all around me
At last into your arms
where I
belong
with your
love all around me
into your
eyes
I will gaze
and see
At last only you and me
At last only you
© Wildheart 1996
The ghost of my mind
follows
me through the day
The little shadows
that I can almost see
in the corner
of my eye
they come
without warning
gone in a blink
In the fallen dust of the hour
I search
for clues
For the caster of shadows
returned
from the dead
I hear you calling
from your
realm of the unknown
the eerie
sighs
and long, lonely cries
mix with
the wind,
the trees,
and the falling leaves
You have become the air
and as I
breathe
I can feel you pulling me away
© Wildheart 1993
In familiar eyes
and in murky
waters
I have seen the face of death
In every home I have seen photographs
that hold
moments
and trap the river of time
In the face of death I see all that
is fragile
and vulnerable
all that
cannot be captured
by a photograph and hung on a wall
Looking at the face of death
I am stopped
cold
Face to face with eternity
staring into an open grave
desperately searching for a halo
of life
for memories
that match the photographs
but a shadow
covers any sign of light
and visions
of death are all I find
Permanent reminders that nothing
I see
can escape
that subtle gaze
the river
will flow
carrying memories to the sea
And all photographs turn to dust
© Wildheart 1994
I can think of no sad songs
that will
remind me of you
Mournful words I try to write
of love's
loss and lessons learned
of tears
and regrets
Oh, yes I try
A broken heart should wallow in eloquence
So long, goodbye
that's all
I can do
No fond farewell from me to you
The fornlorn looks, though I try
melt into
painted smiles
that strangers give
the pleasant
face of someone
you loved
but never took the time to know
© Wildheart 1994
Let fate be true
like a perfect
blue sky
too blue to be true
reminds
me why
Why fate guides you
(let it
go, let it go)
always to
the right place
always to
the way things should be
Those feelings of doubt
in my face
Let them go
like fine clouds
like a mist
without a trace
from an impossible situation
an endless chase
let it go
to perfect blue
reminds me how
fate can save you
if your heart is strong
enough to
leave false hopes
where they
belong
how fate
can show you
Crystal clear reality
the way it should be
the way
it always was
end the
game
of chasing what will
only destroy
me
send me
on a clear perfect path
to what
I really want
(go through, go through)
Clear path leads
to a clear
blue sky
a halo of
light
Go through it
and you
will know
that you are right
© Wildheart 1993
Looking up to a stone of white
rising against the sky
A dark blue sky, a halo of light
shining on a circle of green
covers and holds me down
Tread upon me to mourn a loss
listen to the sad words:
Beloved garden now all green
grass growing where flowers should
be
They do not want the garden this
way
They cannot face the stone
and so they turn away
A circle of green, all alone
looking at a stone
A stone of white, a stone for what?
perfectly smooth, all I can see
It cannot be for me
Floating above the stone and grass
into the deep blue sky
I must leave, away I fly
from this garden of someone else
above the earth I go
through the halo of light
© Wildheart 1988
Never leave the altar
your heart,
your stomach
your very core
left ripped
open for all to see
From high above
scan far
and wide
the adoring
masses gather
Believing you will serve your purpose
and then
be gone
But you have fooled them
You will never leave the altar
they forced
you up there
You have
every right to stay
Bleed and bleed
the eternal
sacrifice
if only
they had left you alone
Once their means
now you're
the end
Now they will watch you bleed
Everyday the solemn procession
Everyday the first cut
Everyday the first drop
Relive, relive
never let
it end
A sacrifice
greater
than any other
becomes
the ritual that never dies
© Wildheart 1992
That's not why you're here
No, you've come to send me down that
dark path
Never again, I had said
keep my
feet on the ground
keep the
clouds from my head
But you, with your heart on your
sleeve
and a child in your eyes
run to me
like some wild dream
craving
a little stability
certain
that I am what you need
I feel your gaze upon me
as you look
into my soul
and see
what my mind denies
You can almost make me believe
that you're
not in love
with the
person you imagine me to be
Don't tell me stories
about how
you've changed
matured and grown
and are
ready to settle down
Sincere, though you are
I know why you're really here
and what
we will become
You've made yourself believe
that I'm the answer to your prayers
but I can't save you from your destiny
So, don't
tell me lies
about a
future that can never be
and dreams
that you've never had
© Wildheart 1992
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