My sad poems
Broken
Lost Gift
Im a Fool
BROKEN
It's a sin
To love you as much as I do.
My love for you grows stronger with each passing day.
Why must my love be taken for granted?
You ask me,
Why I'm with you?
Well, the reasons are of thee abundance.
Yet when the very question,
Is turned to you.
A reason can't even come to mind.
Why don't you love me?
Was it something I said?
Was it something I did?
My heart is breaking.
I don't think I can go on.
I feel so drained.
So hopeless...
So numb...
So cold...
Yet, to you this means nothing.
It's me you don't understand?
I wouldn't either in your shoes.
That love of mine you don't deserve.
You've lost it within you.
The question that still remains is...
WHY!!??
You don't care anymore.
You're to damn selfish.
Well I know why.
And what must be done.
What I'm about to do,
Will probably not even hurt you.
If this is so.
Then, you never cared.
Or you grew to damn cold-hearted.
You'll just add me to that list.
That list of assholes.
Either way it must be done.
It's over between us.
The love for me is gone.
My love for you will always be.
The funny thing is...
Is that, I have felt this since the begining.
Why? You might say.
Well I have an answer....
Ask yourself..
LOST GIFT
Love is a gift
Given to you
Cherish it well
Or we'll be through
Just don't abuse
This love of mine
It's here for you always
Until the end of time
You are so perfect
'Til the very last drop
Your beauty is magnified
Makes my heart stop
When you are around
I can't seem to breathe
Please don't go
My love, will never leave
Now you are gone
And my heart with you
No one to turn to
Not sure what to do
I need to forget you
Or I'll lose my mind
You weren't that great
Weren't all that kind
I'M A FOOL
I was always a fool,
Doing foolish things,
In my car,
Or on the swings.
I was reckless,
Never caring,
Such a jerk,
Never sharing.
So alone,
No one there,
No one to turn to,
This, I could not bear.
Why is this?
You might say,
Everyone hates me,
Now they will pay.
So much sorrow,
So much rage,
I feel trapped,
Within a cage.
A cage of hurt,
A cage of pain,
A cage of suffering,
Left out in the rain.
Why must one,
Have to go through all this?
Was it something I said?
Was it something I missed?
Screw that!
It was not me,
It was you,
You caused this,
What am I to do.?
I forever hate you,
I wish you'd go away,
Just leave me alone,
End this miserable day.
I wish I could start over,
And do things different,
Give my love away,
To someone who would cherish it.
I have to forget you.
So I can move on,
I've got to wake up,
To a bright new dawn.
You are nothing,
A twinkle in the sky,
A distant memory,
But, why do I cry?
I guess it was not me,
It was you,
I'm glad you are gone,
You.... The Fool!