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YOU...
~bhi
~december 1997
YOU WERE THE MELODY IN LIFE'S SONG.
YOU WERE THE MEANING BEHIND THE WORDS.
YOU WERE THE SUN ON A CLOUDY DAY,
...AND THE WELCOME RAIN AFTER TOO LONG A DROUGHT.
YOU WERE THE WARM COMFORT IN THE SORROW OF NIGHT.
...THE COOL DRINK IN A THIRSTY LIFE WITHOUT.
YOU WERE THE STAR IN A WORLD DEVOID OF LIGHT.
YOU WERE MY MOM,
...MY HERO,
...MY FRIEND.
NEVER SHALL THIS WORLD SEE
...YOUR KIND
...AGAIN.
MAMA NIPE RADHI
KWISHI NA WATU KAZI.
~BO
GRIEF
~bhi
~october 1997
MISSING YOU
~bhi
~april 1998
GRIEF IS A TWO-EDGED SWORD
CUTTING THRU THE FABRIC OF YOUR LIFE.
LEAVING YOU...
NAKED AND BLEEDING,
FROM THE OPEN WOUND THAT WILL NEVER HEAL,
WITH A SORROW NEVER RECEDING.
WONDERING...
IF PAIN...
IS ALL...
YOU WILL EVER FEEL.
HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE
TO FOCUS,
HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE
TO THINK.
MY MIND KEEPS WANDERING
TO FLASHBACKS,
MY SOUL IS ON THE
EDGE OF THE BRINK.
AROUND AND AROUND,
YOUR FACE
IN MY MINDS EYE APPEAR
OF THOSE FATEFUL LAST WEEKS
OF YOUR STAY HERE...
AMONG THE ANGUISHED,
THE SUFFERERS,
AND THE WEAK.
CANNOT SEEM TO GATHER
MY THOUGHTS
IN A COHERENT FORM.
JUST ALWAYS SEEM TO PRATER,
TO HITHER
AND THITHER
AND YON.
ALL IT DOES BRING IS THE
HEARTACHE,
AND THE TEARS THAT HAVE BEEN SHED
IN VAIN.
FOR YOU TO RETURN TO THIS EARTH,
THIS HORRIBLE,
THIS VAIL OF PAIN...
MAKES ME SELFISH AND CRUEL
AND UNWORTHY
OF SO WONDERFUL AN ANGEL,
MY MOM.
SO AM ATTEMPTING TO
WEATHER
THE HEARTACHE, AND THE LONGING,
AND THE PAIN,
TO GATHER WHAT LITTLE OF HOPE,
AND THE STRENGTH
THAT YOU POURED OUT IN SAME.
COME TO ME IN SORROW,
OR LAUGHTER,
YOUR PRESENCE IS NEEDED,
IN EITHER...
TO COUNTER THE NEGATIVE
NAYS.
TO BOLSTER THE 'PORTO'
OF YOUR DAUGHTER...
THAT PROMISES TO FALL
FOR ALL OF HER REMAINING DAYS.
UNTITLED
COME TO ME IN MY DREAMS, AND THEN
BY DAY I SHALL BE WELL AGAIN!
FOR THEN THE NIGHT WILL MORE THAN PAY
THE HOPELESS LONGING OF THE DAY.
~matthew arnold
LIFE'S PARALLELS
NEVER ON THIS SIDE OF THE GRAVE AGAIN,
ON THIS SIDE OF THE RIVER,
ON THIS SIDE OF THE GARNER OF THE GRAIN,
NEVER.
EVER WHILE TIME FLOWS ON AND ON AND ON,
THAT NARROW NOISELESS RIVER,
EVER WHILE CORN BOWS HEAVY-HEADED, WAN,
EVER.
NEVER DESPAIRING, OFTEN FAINTING, RUING,
BUT LOOKING BACK, AH NEVER!
FAINT YET PURSUING, FAINT YET STILL PURSUING
EVER.
~christina rossetti
SONG
WHEN I AM DEAD, MY DEAREST,
SING NO SAD SONGS FOR ME;
PLANT THOU NO ROSES AT MY HEAD,
NOR SHADY CYPRESS TREE.
BE THE GREEN GRASS ABOVE ME
WITH SHOWERS AND DEWDROPS WET;
AND IF THOU WILT, REMEMBER,
AND IF THOU WILT, FORGET.
I SHALL NOT SEE THE SHADOWS,
I SHALL NOT FEEL THE RAIN;
I SHALL NOT HEAR THE NIGHTINGALE
SING ON AS IF IN PAIN.
AND DREAMING THROUGH THE TWILIGHT
THAT DOTH NOT RISE NOR SET,
HAPLEY I MAY REMEMBER,
AND HAPLY MAY FORGET.
~christina rosetti
OUT OF THE DAY AND NIGHT
A JOY HAS TAKEN FLIGHT;
FRESH SPRING, AND SUMMER,
AND WINTER BOAR
MOVE MY FAINT HEART WITH GRIEF,
BUT WITH DELIGHT...
NO MORE---OH, NEVER MORE!
~percy bysshe shelley
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