rip my heart in two
eat it whole
lap up the black pit
that once was my soul
kiss me good-bye
hold me tight
one last time i sigh
letting the happiness take flight
flinching from your knife of pain
yet letting it pierce me through
slipping into the arms of loneliness
choking on the words i want to say to you
shadows leading my every thought
darkness completing them
only one road remains to be traveled
to drown in my blood soaked tears
i take it

feel the force
nothing will come between us
only tears allowed
dried blood being the only remain
seems to make happy
like the memory of pain
the universe shutting out
a crisp puff of smoke
leading the way
filthy stench of what was never wanted
devour the sponge to control
be gone evil white bird
drill into the ear
sizzle on the tip of tongue
find comfort on the nipple
slap mothers hand
a tear floats up to hell
a face disappears in the flames
lay there and wait for the pressure
welcome the stolen breath
silk surroundings
wishing you were here by my side

i wait for the right moment to breathe
when the breeze laps at my skin
caressing my lips
forming a smile
but even the wind has its dark side
pricking at my warm heart
causing a chill in my bones
as if a statue from a thousand years ago
i wait to breathe