Hiya people

..... Can you see God ... if not .... then why do you believe in Him?

The answer is very simple for me.

I Feel God so I believe in Him.

Can you see pain .... NO .... You feel it so feel God.

I am not single now (got married on 14th of July 2000) .... so I dont have to bother about my life (I have to now), it is very simple for me to live (not simple anymore). So I am leading my life simply (well trying to). No GFs problems but a wife to care for her nakhray and no kids yet to take care of though.

I lived in Saudi Arabian deserts for quite a while so you can think of my personality. No .... I am not stupid like Arabs, though they are not stupid but are thought to be. I am a considered to be a humble person. Most of you can't read my poems becasue they are in Urdu and not in English. I wish you would be able to read them as well. They really show my personality.

I am considered to be a computer scientist ... I am not sure whether I am or not ... but people think that I am. Well I studied computer science or information technology ... whatever you say, and actually studied more than I should study. So I can be said a computer scientist. My basic field is Networking which I like much. Now for the last five years I have been working on Unix and Solaris (Unfortunately Sun Micro Systems liked me too much and certified me for their Networking Technologies). I enjoy sitting infront of Computer. Computer is my life.

I like to travel alot ... and luckly I have travelled alot. I have seen almost THE EUROPE, Eastern part of USA & Canada, Middle East (almost all countries except Syria)and Pakistan. I have an ambition to travel all around the world in a car and if it would be possible I shall do it........

Death

Every young man hates this word ... DEATH ... not knowing that his death is chasing him from his birth. Why one should be afraid of death? Knowing that he has to die one day. Have you ever seen a bird dying? They dont hesitate their death. No creature hasitates except humans ....... because they like to live as long they can rather to die.

Dont hesitate from your death.

If you want to find me

Look for me

in graveyards and in ruins of old civilization, because I am always in search of mile stones of old human civilization, which showed the ways to destinations in some era.

The face of that old sculptor is engraved in my mind who is carving the sculptures and when he gets tired he sits on a big stone nearby. His golden face is glowing in the sunlight. The wrinkles of his face are telling the story of his age but his aim is still young. He is carving the mile stone.

Am I too difficult to be understood? Well, it is a question for me as well because I am still observing myself to decide whether I am difficult to be understood or not.