i am an angst-ridden, socially maladjusted, pretentious, unproductive, hate-filled, slacking post-genXer

ha!


love is an irrationality.

love is only temporary; it doesn't last forever
death to the fool who thought it did
why do we promise eternal love to each other
if it never makes us noble human moral happy
only weak
death is a prison that enslaves us all

sometimes i feel like a serial killer
sometimes i feel like a vampire
sometimes i feel like i should be dead
sometimes i feel like i am dead
sometimes i wish i were dead

water-soluble mascara and drooling saliva out of a rouged mouth
blubbering intelligble words
kill me out of pity before you realize
you are just like me

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