Great days - no they weren't!
Just an ordinary uneventful day at work. Went out in the evening down barratts - very little cash. Saw Honey briefly. Also Caroline and that other gorgeous barmaid. Then down the Langham - not keen, Gary really scares me (the fellar from Firm, not Austin)
Scott wants me to go to Nasma's party on Saturday with him - I said I would - bah! I'm too easy going. Never mind - what else can I do. Scott is having a party and barbeque tomorrow. Will ask Sadie - but don't be bad - she's not yours, and never will be. Flower got that job in Bristol and has to start on Monday so our trip is cancelled cause he has to go and find a house.
I'm empty. Don't know what, where or why. Who's my next victim? I want Sadie - jeez I want her - but I've wronged her, if only in my own mind - i made my decision yesterday and it frankly isn't fair. Gonna miss Rachel - she was a bit of a doll - woooow. Ah well, liked Kathy too (Lloyd) will I ever see her again? Can't be bothered with it all - I'll wait for something to happen.
Night night.
© 1996 I can ignore you all I want on: its_sph@nene.ac.uk