JUST ADDED!!!! (10/10/98)    All New Bobs Page of Inane Rants and Useless Theories!!  Come one, come all... Be amazed and horrified!

I wanna see what this BoB guy looks like!

This is a Wastem.  Bob likes wastems.   More than you, probably.

A wastem is a little something bob carries in a tapioca bag or something.  Its from HoL.  Dont ask.  I really dont know.

Bob has a weird Cthulhu fetish.  Dont ask.. One too many LoveCraft books, I guess. :)

When I asked Bob to get me something that reminded him of me.. He handed me an ankh.  :)   Just another reason why I love him like I do.

Bob is a Malkavian by nature.  He's not really as into VtM as he used to be.. But he'll always be my little Malkav.

The following is a message that Bob wrote about me on a local BBS.


Date: Sunday, February 8, 1998 1:16am Forum: BBSers
From: Atropos Msg#: 105881
To: ** ALL **
Re: SHAN!!!

Here is the All-About-Shan message! :)

Shan/Malkavia/Mary Jane - Where should I begin? I love her so much it
truly scares me sometimes. Just the sheer volume and intensity of
emotion. She's everything to me. My Sun, my moon, my world, my universe.
(You're right, I AM a stalker, and wouldn't have it any other way!:) She
is the wind beneath my wings (sorry, couldn't resist <grin>). Why, you
may ask? Well, let me list a few things (I know y'all are ecstatic :)...

Well, Hell, first off, she's DAMN fine-lookin'. I mean, no one can
dispute that. :) And those EYES... Oh, man, they do terrible things to
me. :)

I'm normally a pretty paranoid guy, always lookin' over my shoulder,
always tense and waitin' for somethin' bad to happen. But with Shan,
oddly enough, I feel really safe (even in her car). I dunno. Maybe it's
just that my brain turns into a strange blue liquid normally reserved
for cleaning combs around her, and i don't think about it. :)

Her mind. I know, this sounds cliche and all that, but I'm serious.
We're on the same wavelength, more often than not, and that (while
scary) is a really rare thing in a relationship. And she's BRILLIANT,
though she denies it, and that also does things with my libido better
left unsaid. (Oh, baby, talk physics to me!! :)

Well, here's the last thing I'm gonna rant about... Her honestly. A lot
of times, it seems like an insignificant thing, and most people just lie
to make someone else happy, Shan knows that I don't feel that way, and
though, at times, it may be inconvenient or downright scary for her to
tell me the truth, she does anyway, even if I'll be pissed as all bloody
Hell, and I like that. It takes balls and integrity. (This isn't to say
she doesn't try to make me happy, though. She's one of the most generous
people I've ever met, anywhere)

Hrm. Well, that doesn't even cover a FRACTION of my feelings about Shan,
and things I love about her, but those are a few major points. Heh. I
always told ya I'd give ya a list, babe, and while this isn't the full
one, I hope it'll tide ya over. I love you. :)

-Atropos, smoking the love pipe-

I have a couple of songs that either mean something to me concerning Bob, or remind me of my feelings for him.  To see the lyrics to them,  just go ahead and click here.

Bob is my strength in weakness, my sanity when I lose my own, my voice of reason when I forget what logic looks like.  My best friend, my guardian angel, and the best damned boyfriend in the whole world, all rolled into one.  I love him with all my heart and then some.  And I look forward to spending many years to come, wrapped up in his arms.