What makes me Smile.

Perhaps the first part of my webpage has thrown you off.  I am gothic, and yet.. I do not condone apathy to any extent.  I wear very little colour, but the way I see it.  The colours come from within me, and dont need to be worn like a banner -proving- that I am not without feeling.   Those who hang around long enough to find out soon learn that I'm just like you, yet too different to ever find comparison.  I believe.  I know.  I wonder.   I care.  I get scared.  I fall in love.  And above all else.  I smile.

I smile for alot of different reasons... more than I could ever take the time to list.  But because I know you want to know what makes me tick, I'll try to squeeze my happiness into a nutshell.  "This is me in a nutshell.  How did I get into this nutshell?  What kind of nut would have a shell this huge?"

• Beauty.   There are many different forms of beauty, and what one person might think not worth looking at, I will stare at unendingly.  Capturing its essence to the fullest of my capabilities.
• Love.  To see the bond of love take place, like an electric charge between two souls.  Those of lovers, or a mother and child, perhaps.  Of all of the wonders that life offers, the miracle of love is truly the most exceptional.
• Silent Beauty.  Things that move the senses, without beating them senseless.  Thats what Ive tried to make this web site into.  Another good example of this is a childs smile.  Or an old woman, staring into a book holding a single pressed rose that her love gave her long, long ago.
• Faith.  This is truly what makes the wheels of life spin endlessly.  This small, still, faceless thing.. That stands in the face of apathy and shines brighter than any star.
• Sweet Music.  Im more a fan of music than most.  I have preferences, just like anyone else.  But I love any music that feels real to me.  Music is the purest interpretation of emotion ever to grace our world.  And we should respect it as though it were a god.  It is, after all, immortal.

I hope, if nothing else.. that this has given you an insight into who I am.. and what I believe. 

The words are only the medium, sometimes you have to read beneath them as well.