What makes me Smile.

Perhaps the first part of my
webpage has thrown you off. I am gothic, and yet.. I do not condone apathy to any
extent. I wear very little colour, but the way I see it. The colours come from
within me, and dont need to be worn like a banner -proving- that I am not without feeling.
Those who hang around long enough to find out soon learn that I'm just like you,
yet too different to ever find comparison. I believe. I know. I wonder.
I care. I get scared. I fall in love. And above all else. I
smile.
I smile for alot of different reasons...
more than I could ever take the time to list. But because I know you want to know
what makes me tick, I'll try to squeeze my happiness into a nutshell. "This is
me in a nutshell. How did I get into this nutshell? What kind of nut would
have a shell this huge?"
- Beauty. There are many different
forms of beauty, and what one person might think not worth looking at, I will stare at
unendingly. Capturing its essence to the fullest of my capabilities.
- Love. To see the bond of love take
place, like an electric charge between two souls. Those of lovers, or a mother and
child, perhaps. Of all of the wonders that life offers, the miracle of love is truly
the most exceptional.
- Silent Beauty. Things that move the
senses, without beating them senseless. Thats what Ive tried to make this web site
into. Another good example of this is a childs smile. Or an old woman, staring
into a book holding a single pressed rose that her love gave her long, long ago.
- Faith. This is truly what makes the
wheels of life spin endlessly. This small, still, faceless thing.. That stands in
the face of apathy and shines brighter than any star.
- Sweet Music. Im more a fan of music
than most. I have preferences, just like anyone else. But I love any music
that feels real to me. Music is the purest interpretation of emotion ever to grace
our world. And we should respect it as though it were a god. It is, after all,
immortal.
I hope, if nothing else.. that this has
given you an insight into who I am.. and what I believe.
The words are only the medium, sometimes you
have to read beneath them as well.
