Crucify
~Tori Amos~
Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces
Then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach
I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands-drive another nail in
Just what God needs-one more victim
Why do we crucify ourselves?
Everyday I crucify myself
And nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Everyday
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Got a kick for a dog beggin' for love
I gotta have my suffering so that I can have my cross
I know a cat named Easter he says
Will you ever learn?
You're just an empty cage, girl if you kill the bird
I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands-drive another nail in
God enough guilt to start my own religion
Why do we crucify ourselves?
Everyday, I crucify myself
And nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Everyday
And my heart is sick of being in chains
Please be
Save me
I cry
Looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands-drive another nail in
Where are those angels,
When you need 'em?