Name your game no Hide and Seek

I don't play that one anymore

Go ahead and try to turn your cheek

I'll always be on the other side of your door

Watching, waiting, anticipating...

Swerve left, I'm there, jump right, too late

Cause I'm watching and I'm hating

You're tricks, your disguises, your pitiful debate

You can strike me, you can beat me

I no longer fear pain...not that kind!

Push me, drag me, drown me, gag me

I'm telling you that none of it will work

I live with demons you cannot even imagine

With thoughts that would make you drop

With heartache enough to kill me

And with wonderful thoughts of you

I am mortal, yet untouchable

I am woman, but I can be so much like steel

I am not special, I am not different

But I know you, I carry you with me

It is when I am strong that I know I am invincible

In an unrelenting emotional sense

Scary isn't it....

Did you know that I don't hate you?

Just think, you who raped me, who disgraced me, who made me pleasure you in the most disgusting ways, you who were deceitful,

You can't make me hate you, you can't ruin my life....

You have given me unbelievable challenges

And I have chosen to use them to my ADVANTAGE..to HELP other people

Oh and by the way, in case you forgot...

I have been through so much...so many times....and often alone....

I have nothing to lose...

You have EVERYTHING...

And I am smiling...

Bet you're not!