Doors with bolted locks are easy to find
Who bears the key nobody knows
That will unlock those doors so I can let things go
Secrets, I have many of
I hide them well with unconditional love
Should I stay, should I go
The answer to this I do not know
The hidden pain increases everyday
It's a price I'll have to pay
Falling fast into a state
Please help me before it's too late
Sometimes I wish that I couldn't speak
Because then I'd be strong instead of weak
I'm often lonely in a crowded room
I can bring laughter at a time of doom
I am drifting further away
Like clouds on those clear blue sunny days
Make me laugh instead of cry
I long to be happy before I die
I'm melting like ice in a warm glass
Put me back in the freezer so I can last
written October 13, 1992
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