As I sit here on my bed
Trying to find words to write
This struggle is hard to fight
Who is going to win
My head or this ink pen
Love and happiness I can not see
It's like thay all have forgotten me
Floating, I am floating
I walk ...but I can't feel the ground
I can see ...but I can't tell where I'm going
I reach out ...but I can't touch anything
I can smell ...but I can't find the flower
I can eat ...but I can't find the food
Drifting, I am drifting
Along the ground, I can not feel
To a place, I can not see
All of me has disappeared
Into an emptiness
A world of no hope, no love
Just nothingness
Written Spetember 10. 1992
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