Okay, just a few words before you read this poem. I was very young when I wrote this. As you can see I am still here and doing really well. I am putting this on my home page, because I think it is important to know that at times in our lifes when we have feelings like this if you just stick it out you will make it through.
A Bad Day
Pretty stupid that's what I am
Always thinking of my "Brother Sam"
Tired of all the pain
Ready for me to go insane
I'm ready for my straight jacket
Cause I just can't hack it
I don't care if they take me away
At least I'll have a secure place to stay

Living on the edge of time
You might be reading my last rhyme
Not knowing when it'll ne over
Never finding my four leaf clover

Kill, kill, kill
It's time to take those pills
Ready for me to die
Kan't tell you the reason why
Everybody, can't you see my tears
Gee, I'll tell you my worst fears
Already I feel it seeping inside
Again and again the deeper it hides
Ready or not, I'll be free, cause
Dead, dead, dead is where I'll be

Written June 21, 1992
*Copyright Trixey 1985-1999
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