
Title: Statistic
Author: Dominique Stevenson
I feel so empty inside, though I know something is growin’
I went through three whole months without even knowin’.
No money to go to the doctor to have him take it away
So do I keep it and watch another life waste away?
I can’t believe this is happenin’; this couldn’t possibly be.
To have a horrible situation come to a good girl like me.
I used to swear this wouldn’t happen; I’m much too smart for this
Thinkin' back on my situation and how it started from just one kiss.
A glance turned into a stare; flirtation came with hugs
Couldn’t, wouldn’t, refused to stop; addicted to it like a drug.
But he walked outta my life like a thief in the night.
Never bothered to look back, or to even think twice.
My family, friends, and lover are gone; i have nothin' now.
I gotta pull myself together, some way, some how.
All I feel is pain; in my mind, body, and soul
Why was no one there to keep me from losin’ all control?
I bought some pills that will kill when taken.
This is so sad, the terrible choice that I’m makin'.
I should pray to God and get down on my knees.
But I’ve done too much wrong, He couldn’t possibly hear me.
So I place my life in my hands; I have everything to lose.
This is a tragic story, but it will never reach the news.
To think this could never happen to me wasn’t realistic
I’m sorry I allowed myself to become just another statistic.
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