Title: Why?
Writer: Kim

Why do they leave clouds
covering the sky
ends up clouding my smile
sadness fills my face
after the new
the awful news
so saddening
i feel like cying
yet I can't
A broken heart
with no thread to mend it
So I sit in a corner
wondering why it had to be
Blaming myself
yet I know I did nothing wrong
Tear drops
running to the floor
drip drop
just like a storm
Stars in the sky
looking so bright
I am usually very bright
but days will pass
and as they pass
my face will be darkened
with sadness
Only I can make myself better
I want love in my life
to take away the pain
feelings so strong
should I cry to let it out
or should I hold it in
I will find a way
to solve the problems
feeling alone
all by myself
life can be so sad
being too young
for a committed realationship
caring for someone
for such a long time
only to be left alone with a broken heart
it was all so right
yet it couldn't have been
something went wrong
will I ever find love
finding it hard
to trust someone with secrets
secrets are precious gems
before letting secrets escape from your heart
You have to be able to trust
wanting to speak
not knowing what do say
stuck in a situation
not kowing what to do
or where to go
confusion
paradis is dying slipping away from your dreams
in a world of emptiness
complete hopelessness
hopes and dreams are fading
hoping to find light
around the next corner
turing and staring
looking into the darkness
tears filling my eyes
lost in a maze
alone
not one hears my low moaning cries
no one understands
how am I going to trust again?
it will be hard
but I will try
It may take days
or even weeks
to make me feel happy
the hurt may not all disappear
sooner or later it will all come back
I don't know when
so many bad experiences
why should I think
that the next relationship
will be good
thinking of the past is not good
I have to look into the future
and what it will bring me
why do people bring others sadness
I look into the sky
high above
wishing out loud
to the diamond above
"I wish for happiness
to fill my life"
Lying back
leaning on a wall
you sit on the floor and think
you are getting tired
so am I
I wish you well
Good-night

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