Actually, a lot is in a name. It's what people identify you as; in a lot of ways, it defines who you are. So why Darkshadow? Many would probably agree that they wouldn't want to be known as this. Well, I like the name (else I wouldn't use it), but I didn't really choose it...
I was walking around in a store with some old friends of mine, whom I hadn't seen in ages. (There was nothing peculiar about that, we used to all the time.) They were telling me how great it was to see me after such a long time (but that's a different story). As we were leaving the store, we were stopped by guards. I'm not talking security guards here, I'm talking about sword-toting, cloak-wearing, Shakespeare-talking (no offense intended to Shakespeare here, of course) mideval guards. They accused us of something - I'm not too sure on what - and took us away. Here the dream shifted forward in time (you know what I mean, everything just changes; where you just
know that time has passed), and it was my friends and I in a cell. It seemed to me we had been there for some time - months, perhaps, maybe even longer. We were still joking around and talking about the old times (we were like that). A guard came in, and told us we were going free...something about not having evidence. Again, the dream shifted. I was suddenly outside, in the middle of nowhere, standing in a line of 99 (yes, I
did actually count them). There was nothing all around; only this huge stone arch (
really huge, it seemed at least 40 stories high), which we all passed through. As each man passed through, a guard (I suppose) was taking the manacles off. Yes, manacles, not handcuffs, but manacles - heavy metal armbands, with even heavier chains connecting the two. It seemed an interminable wait until I arrived to the stone arch...I was, of course, last in line (sheesh, I'm late to everything, even in my dreams). There was no one to be seen besides the guard; all the other prisoners had simply vanished as they passed through the arch. As I drew even with the guard, he spoke: "You I do not trust. I believe you did it. (did what?
That, unfortunately, I never learned). So I will not release you from your bonds. Instead, I severe the chains (here he drew a sword and simply cut the chain as if it were but a hair). This is so all men everywhere will brand you for the traitor you are!" (traitor...I wonder what it was I was assumed of doing...?) At this pronouncement of my fate, the guard simply vanished. I stood under the arch, looking at the vast field of grass in front of me (brown; I think it was late summer). As I stood there, I perceived some kind of shadow standing next to me. Yes, a living shadow. I didn't turn to face it, somehow it seemed right. I then realized that the vista had changed to night. I do not know if it happened all at once, or if I had been standing there that long; at this point, the flow of time had ceased in my dream. I also realized that I was kneeling on the ground - again, I do not know if I had been all along, or if the scene just changed to this. The shadow was still there at my side, it had not disappeared in the abscence of light. I could see it out of the corner of my eye, it seemed to be faintly purple. Still I did not face it, just stared out at the stars. I then heard a voice. I believe it was the shadow speaking, though why, I don't know, because the voice came from everywhere at once. And this is what I was told:
"Rise, I recognize you. Do not despair, your chains are not binding; they set you free. Believe what I say, and no man will see them as bonds, rather as strength. So, arise, and give joy!"
At this point, I did stand, and I shouted with gladness (I don't really know why; I'm not given to just cheer when someone tells me to). But the voice was not through yet...
"So it is, as I said. Go forth now, for you will be one to raise men's hearts to high joy or low sorrow, to inflame hatred toward evil, to bring justice in thought and deed. Go now, and let all know ... Darkshadow is here!"
Here, I shouted "Yes! Yes, let it be known to all, I am Darkshadow, and I am on the way. I am...."
Admittedly, it's not much ... and I have no clue as to what it means. It's also not all that great word-wise. Maker of Poems ... I wouldn't usually write like that. I can say that I have always had a certain ... say admiration of the night. The night is special to me, it's the time I'm most creative and when thoughts just seem to leap into my head. Almost all of my poems I've written during the night ... also, most of the code for this page. Now, don't anyone go and get worried ... some of you may be thinking 'the night ... what kind of whacko ....?'. Just remember, I'm speaking of the night in it's beauty ... the stars, the moon, the coolness of the earth ... everything is in balance at night. Sooo ... anyone want to take a crack at what any of this means? All I know is ... Darkshadow is my name, and I am here.