As the long flow of life

keeps the outer walls

of nature in the street

we wish for that black

and mournful day

to come and open up

everything to us

for all eternity

it is gone forever

or forever going,

one wish

only one,

to end the forever

torment of my mind

and put my heart at rest

do you Love

to make me what you want?

oh, couldn't you just

Love me for what I am!

one day I will prove

to be the happier

more satisfied half

of this discrepency.

The dark is coming

and I the stronger

pulling it towards us

to feel the warmth

of that cold extasy

the last step

of human form

to put this angry

spirit to rest

I will go before you

although you are the elder

and I shall come back

and put your heart at shame

for the inhuman sins

of Love and greed

feel the thought

not the pain

for I do wish I could bring the sky

down under our feet

for the sights

would disgust

not of slack

but the ways

of our human companions

I want to Love

not Hate

because inner beauty

is even more amazing

than my outer beauty

I Love

I Hate

I Hurt

I feel Pain

I have Disgust

but most of all

I want to be Loved

for myself.