I thought I finally found companions I could trust, someone's that would allow me to open up, to be myself. I have long been living under certain rules when it comes to trusting people, one of the most important ones was "Trust in people, just don't trust the devil inside them." I took a chance and disregarded this one for once, it worked for awhile, then this happened. I told someone, who I thought I could trust, something about another person and it got used against me. Ya it was something I shouldn't have known and also shouldn't have told to someone, but that is part of the point of having friends. It caused a lot of problems of all those involved, mainly due to lack of communication with others not wholly involved. Since then we have come to terms, things aren't they the way they were, nor are they the way they should be. But they are, for lack of a better word, 'Normal'. It was one of those lessons of life I just didn't want to have to learn. Now my trusting of people is very limited, for those of you that have my trust count yourself lucky, it will take a lot more for people to gain my trust now. I am buy no means becoming a cold, selfish, un-trusting person, I'm just being very cautious from now on.