First time I know her in Elementary Shcool, one of the best student. But we're getting close during our time in Junior High School. We took same Senior High School, with the same subject, Biology. And went to same University but taking different subject, she took Psychology and I took the wrong one.... She was great, smart and very popular in school. And somehow, I felt small for that. She never get tired to encourage me, reminds me that actually in some subject I was better than her. Yes it's true, but at that time, I felt that's not enough, there's another big thing that bothering me, but I can not figure it out. Years after, during my time in university, I took a deep thought about it, and I finally found the answer. I think it doesn't matter about how great, smart and popular she is, but the important thing that made me felt small is, how she can figure out herself, how she's being herself, how she could know what she wannabe. A questions that I could never answer in the past, since I realised that I didn't have a generousity to admit the reality. I
think she's one of the most successful person I know. Since in elementary
school, she always said to everyone that she wannabe a teacher, and today,
she's become Dean Assitant in Psychology Faculty in one of good university
in Surabaya. I must thank to her for her everlasting patience and faith, and many things she has shared that teaches me alot, that finally I can be what I want tobe now....^_^ And I hope she would forgive me for the very long time I took to understand her lessons. |