Sunday, April 30, 2000
I wonder when or if I'll ever know when moving isn't "running" but starting new. Ya see, I'm a runner. It's funny, actually, I hate running... the long distance, cross-country type running that they do in high school or the olympics. It's pretty ironic now that I think about it. I'm such a great runner! I never look back... until I'm forced too.I haven't been around here much lately. I've been looking at the things in my past... sortin' through my attic filled with scary things and aggrevating things and ugly and hurtful things. I haven't the slightest idea what I will do with all of them now that I've found them... I do know that I need desperately to get back here. I've "wandered" too far from here. I think that I'm back though... I've missed you all. Thanks for waiting around. kisses.......... me
Friday, March 3, 2000
I'm not sure why i bother to do this anymore. i haven't had a decent thought in ages. ok, maybe decent isn't the proper term.... i do think decently *wink* it's more like i haven't had a creative thought in forever. this week was/has been extremely difficult for me. i wish i could write about it but i'm just blank.... nothing comes out..... i've tried to put an entry up for you though..... hope you have/had a great weekend! me back