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The first time you smiled, it was just to perfect.
The only word is Adorable, it made me wanna laugh - and sigh all at once.
What's with you boy, what is it, you make me wonder?
Yet somehow you're too sweet, to much like a child,
that I don't dream about running my hands over your body.
This love's just not like that.
Sometimes it's a joker looking at me through wide opened eyes.
And sometimes it's something else, and you're looking at me
with those sofy, milky, sad, sad eyes,
trying to get something to me.
But then again you're laughing 'flirting?'
All the girls love you,
but when I'm caught in your melancholy gaze
while running my hands through someone's soft golden hair,
I want to run and hide my face in my hands.
Who are you, what can I say to describe you?
So much like a child, and something else.
But when I dream it's your smile I see,
that heartbreaking smile.
And then I feel your arms steal around me...


-Rachel Zacharias

take me back home