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I am finally updating this after awhile. I am trying to be better. I am trying not to do things to hurt myself. I am trying not to hurt other people. I am not feeling so self loathing lately. I am feeling alittle happier these days. I am a girl. I am 16. I am weak. I am strong. I am hated. I am liked. I am special. I am loser. I am geek. I am original in an over done manner. I am an individual but I look like a thousand other people. I am trying to be myself but I am like everybody else. I hate hypocrites. I am a hypocrite. I am sad. I am happy. I am depressed. I am content. I am ok. I am confused. I am annoyed. I am alone. I am mean. I am nice. I am sarcastic. I am sensitive. I am suspicious. I am scared. I am self-conscious. I am insecure. I am an annoyance. I am unwanted. I am unloved. I am unneeded. I am analytical. I am social. I am colorful. I am stupid. I am smart. I am untrusting. I am messy. I am not going to get old. I am going to die before I get old. I am not scared to die. I am not sure what happens after death. I am not a Christian. I am not an atheist. I am interested. I am irritated. I am noisy. I am loud. I am a smoker when I can get cigarettes but i don't smoke very much anymore I am not addicted. I am a drinker when I can get alcohol. I am a partier when I can go. I am underage. I am dying to pierce my tongue and eyebrow and get a tattoos. I am thinking. I am strange. I am scared of heights. I am a vegetarian. I am given nicknames and hate them all. I am some one who doesn't think she can be loved or ever know love I am someone who hurts themselves in various ways - both inside and out - both physically and emotionally - and I don't know how or why I should stop. I am unsure as to who I really am and why I do the things I do. I am out of things to say. I am thinking if you want to know anymore then you'll just ask