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Wuhu Part 23! Aren't you excited that this has gone on so long? I know to me it's interesting. Today I found the official websites for many of my favorite singers. And I even found the official site for Seth Green. It would be cool to have an official Lia site because I'm famous. That would defintely rock.
Elliott gave me a cool suggestion today: to write an autobiography. Wouldn't that be interesting and different? He considers what I'm writing short story. Elaine helped me figure out that I am most defintely and extroverted thinker. In order for me to think I have to hear how it sounds. So by thinking out loud I realize that I left something out, so my stories end up being out of chronological order. I have found all if that to be very true. Needless to say how my autobiography come out would be very interesting. But I refuse to leave this project unfinished. I am actually going to finish this little book, unlike so many other things I've never completed on my own. This piece is the single longest body of work I've written. My usual is maybe a two page poem at most.
My dumb nose is running and some of my muscles are sore from the riding I did. Blessid Union of Souls is good music. They are pleasant to listen to. At first I didn't think liked them. But after listening for awhile I enjoyed it. They are a normal band. They are wonderful normal Pop/Rock. There are a few good normal bands left in this world. My room is too big. It would be better if it were smaller and cozier. This room is shaped so that an ambush is possible. Not very nice. I need more pictures and things to put up in my wall. Finding things won't be too difficult. I have become less critical of a lot of things since moving here. I have absorbed the people openess that one can easily find here. That is why this town is really cool. I wonder how long I'll keep writing this. I really hate finishing off the day. There is so much to babble about.
I really don't like lying. It is stupid. The truth, although it hurts more, is more beneficial in the end. I find that the sooner one knows the truth, the sooner one can handle and accept what is said. I wish Tyler had told me he wanted to break up with me when I called him instead of him lying. Just goes to show how much he needs to grow up. Know what's cool? I still have more ex-churches then ex-boyfriends. I am on my 5th church and I've had 3 boyfriends. It's kind of sad but really fun to say. I helped paint the youth room today. That was interesting and fun. We had 6 people sponge painting a huge wall. My music taste is random. Overall I prefer the sappy sounds of Celine Dion and classical. Sadly I do enjoy listening to the boy bands. Well I'm going to see about writing another page. Teh farther I get the closer I get to where Elliott hexed my book. I don't understand that at all. But who cares? It's really fun to take a hot shower and then when you're done slowly move the dial to the cold. Then right before you get out you blast the cold for 3 seconds. That feels really cool. I suggest you try it. Whoever you are. I have found that I am excellent at writing in second person. But then again I'm 2nd Banana. That is one of my favorite nicknames since it's so original. Lately I've gotten into astrology. I am fascinated by the fact that I am a near perfect Gemeni. It is really cool. I really like having Elliott over. I've been friends with him since 4th grade. So that means almost seven years. It amazes me the respect we have for each other and the fact we have a really high opinion of each other. To me that is a really cool thing. Ultimately we enjoy being really good friends. He's my brother. After all these years of knowing him I only have one really good word to describe him and that's Elliott. I find it beyond awesome that my friends are so protective of me. Seriously, if I mention that some kind of injury could befall me they immediately are willing to aid and protect me. That is a really cool feeling. I would do the same for them. I am deathly loyal and very proud of who I am. That means people can easily mistake me for being stuck-up, which is not the case. I do use it as a defense mechanism. I love loev. As much pain and misery it causes it is the most wonderful thing. It allows me to remain very difficult to anger. I hate being angry and fights. I aviod confrontations at all costs unless doing so would be foolish. Arguing and fighting in particular lead you nowhere considering nothing gets accomplished. Okay I'm tired now. I think I'll finish up. Wonder how much sleep I'm going to get. End Part 23.

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