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Wow! We are now on Part 40. From this point on I would like to begin sayinbg goodbye. There are 9 pages left after this and I take a really long time to say goodbye. If I begin to work on this now I'll feel better in the long run. I don't know what'll happen after this book. Writing an autobiography is something that is defintely appealing to me. Doing all of this writing on my own is pretty cool. It surprises people when I tell them how long this is and the fact that I've written this all on my own. This is the longest piece of writing I've ever done for a general audience. I'm curious to see if I'll use this for school. If I could that would rock. Who knows. I've begun typing this already since it's so long it's going to take me awhile to get up this far so it's still safe. I've noticed that my grammar so far is relaly bad, it stinks, I know, but I refuse to change it. I consider this a study on the human mind. It's on my mind more specifiacally. It'll be interesting to hear what I have to say once I'm done typing it. Right now I'm just trying to stay away from the computer since I haven't been away from it in awhile. I need to work on my wall.
I despise chapped lips. When they're chapped I tend to tear away at the skin, like I shouldn't. Then my lips get all nasty. Not fun at all. School starts Sept. 10th. Lucky me! I didn't really miss school. At least I have awhile before I have anything to do for it. I'm really busy right now doing stuff for church and everything. I love music. I don't have a favorite kind. I listen to what they play on the radio pretty much. I guess you could say that I prefer soft rock, since most of my Cd's are centered around there. I put up with everything except country. I can almost tolerate jazz. Well bye bye for now! End part 40.

Part 41. Wow! I might actually get to bed before 2 tonight. That would be a first. I ahve to wake up early so that's the only reason why. It's cool that when I go and read what I've written I remember writing it.
Know what stinks? I really wanted to listen to my Blessid CD, but seeing as how it's in the CD player which is in Tori's room I can't get it. So Boyz II men is my compromise, which is not too bad at all, since they're very musically talented. Tomorrow I go and wait in line for BSB tickets against my will. Who knows, maybe I'll go just to see a celeb. Very dumb, but who knows.
I love this mosaic self-portrait I made out of felt in 8th grade. I'm wearing my glasses in it. It's still the best self-portrait I have ever done of myself. I really like it a lot, I think it captures me and my "essence" perfectly. That's hard to believe since it's done in felt, but it is an accurate representation of how I view myself. I might scan it one day. My smile is just incredible. It's like a playful grin, kind of like the Mona Lisa smile. I look young but at the same time very sage. It's just beyond cool.
Gifts from the heart mean a whole lot more to me. Especially the ones made by hand or thought out very well. Like the drawing Lucretia made of me in anime. I am still amazed at how much it's me. It's really cool. For my b-day my friend Matt gave me this really gorgeous necklace that is a purplish blue. It's one one of the best quality necklaces I own. It's simple and very exquisite. I marvel at it everytime I get it out and put it on.
My wall of stuff needs more stuff. I'm going to go searching throughout my house and find stuff to put up. It's a project that is unending. It's fun to do. I'm also thinking about dedicating a page to my friends musci interests. That would be fun. First I need my Christian page to go up before I work on everything.
KNow what I never understood? How people can "finish" a webpage. In my opinion there is always something you can improve on. I enjoy that fact. My goal is to get my site done well enough where I don't ahve to update so dang-on often. There's a lot for me to do right now. My theatre section has been delayed for a really long time. Oh well. If you think about it there's never ever an ending to everything. Death occurs, but life still goes on. One book is published, and another follows. It's a cycle where there is no real ending since not much ever stops. So once this book is finished it won't be my last. I always write. That hasn't changed much since 7th grade. It's still before two. "Night! End Part 41.

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