The Corner
of the Eye The poem is just beyond
the corner of the eye
You cannot see it--not yet--but sense the first
gleam,
Or stir. It may
be like a poor little shivering fieldmouse,
One tiny paw lifted from snow while, far off, the
owl
Utters. Or like
beakers, far off, almost as soundless as dream.
Or the rhythmic rasp of your father's last
breath, harsh
As the grind of
a great file the blacksmith sets to hoof.
Or the whispering slither the torn morning
newspaper makes,
Blown down an
empty slum street in New York, as midnight,
Past dog shit and garbage cans, while the full
moon,
Phthisic and
wan, above the East River, presides
Over that last fragment of history which is
Our lives. Or
the foggy glint of old eyes of
The sleepless patient who no longer wonders
If he will once
more see in that window the dun-
Bleached dawn that promises what. Or the street
corner
Where always,
for years, in passing you felt, unexplained, a
pang
Of despair, like nausea, till one night, late,
late on that spot
You were struck
stock-still and again remembered--felt
Her head thrust to your shoulder, she clinging,
while you
Mechanically
pat the fur coat, hear sobs, and stare up
Where tall buildings, frailer than reed-stalks,
reel among stars.
Yes, something
there at eye-edge lurks, hears ball creak in
socket,
Knows, before you do, tension of muscle, change
Of blood
pressure, heart-heave of sadness, foot's falter,
for
It has stalked you all day, or years, breath
rarely heard, fangs dripping.
And now, any
moment, great hindquarters may hunch, ready--
Or is it merely a poem, after all?

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