Crazy Heart


I love you
I don't love you
the pendulum swings

You
the scorce of my confusion
Why am I drawn to you again and again?

Push you away
but long for your touch
you make me feel crazy

I feel closer to you
when I'm farther away
nearness brings pain of ambiguity

I don't even know what the hell I want from you
lover or friend
both

your fingers
around my heart
do you even know it?

Am I just a game you're playing?
do I merely misinterpret what you're saying?
Or do you have a plan I can't see?
Maybe you're just as fucked up as I am.
-srw
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