Being one individual with the freedom to choose how I will live my life, I have made the conscious decision (unlike many others) to live my life against the rules of society, to non-conform, to work against what evolution has brought us to. This personal statement is not a proclamation of my rebellion against society but instead my death certificate to this screwed up world. I have become sick and tired of the evil ways of society, corrupted ways of thinking, lies told to the innocent that could damage them for the rest of their lives and those that manipulate the truth to make themselves feel better.
      Like I said, this is the death certificate for my soul, it has become self-evident to me that happiness takes more then one lifetime to find and this life doesn't seem to be the one for me. All my life I've never been totally happy, even when I was a child troubles followed me but forgetting about them were easier. But now that I'm older the troubles are harder to forget, they grow bigger and bigger with each passing day and they are not alone. Seeing that the problems come in many forms, emotional, physical, mental; problems that take form in many shapes, life, love, success in life, financial. I have experienced more sadness then joy. My soul has become heavy and dark from the years of sadness, no matter how hard I try to overcome the hardships with every passing day, more and more troublesome situations arise to burden my darkened and saddened soul.