What's new in my little corner?

Hello there....
yup no smile, sorry for that but
in this few months I'd been very angry to myself
and the one who called herself as my friend
angry for getting confused about my direction
angry for when I need their support
they just busy by trying to tell that I made a mistake
that's just make it worst, more confusing for me

Last time, I was so sure that art is my talent
and I have a responsibility to improve it
But what have they done to me?
They keep direct me away from drawing and designing
I've been thinking, perhaps it's my mistake
Maybe they see me clearly than I do?
Maybe my talent isn't just art, logic also
So after months dealing with these question
finally I decide to follow them...

I try to enjoy it, and when I'm starting to enjoy it
friend's of mine said, I have made a huge mistake...

Friend... all I need from you is your support
I don't want to talk with you anymore,
my heart has broken, I think,
I'd better think about my self only

God bless yaa all...
hopes you don't have same experience as I've been through

February issue