La Wanda's Poetry
I will get around to updating this page later... Let's just say alot of pain and grief flows through most of the stuff I've written. I put these on here in 1999. I know, it's way past time to update, and I probably will be doing so over the next few days...

Contradictions I'm living in a world of confusion.
Everything is a contradiction.
Say one thing, mean another.
Do what you have to, doesn't matter what you feel.
Nobody cares.
There are no rules, but I live by yours.
You never lie, but nothing is true.
I can't handle being near you, but I can't live without you.
The world of opposites, only love remains.
It's all over, but it's never going to end.
All the bets were laid, and we were the ones to lose.
We risked it all then, but now you won't risk me.
I risked it all, but they took you away, and they locked me up.
It's never going to end.
Time keeps repeating itself.
The past gets relived, in dreams and in life>
It's all over with the flash of a blade, but it never really ends...

July 1987

Dream Sadness
Grey clouds
Mists thru my eyes
Sorrow
Cold rains
Drowns broken hearts
Pain
Black knight
Sword in my soul
Death
So cold
Opens His arms for me
Love
So old
Still destroying me

Mind's Eye look into my mind's eye
i can see you there
but i can't touch you
i can see your lips moving
but i can't hear your voice
i reach out to you
but you're too far away
the emptiness inside of me
grows larger everyday
the love within my heart
gets deeper everyday
but i can't be with you
and it's like a white hot dagger
cutting thru my soul
the only time i see you is in my mind's eye
your image is painfully clear
and i always want to cry
i want to be with you
beyond the dreams
i don't want to see you
only thru my mind's eye

Please please don't cry now i must go
i can't promise but i know
the world won't end if i die
in your dreams i'll always fly
thru the clouds of shiny gold
we will never grow old
no more tears to fall
no more pain at all
can you ever understand
some broken hearts never mend
cascading waterfalls from my eyes
endless wells that never dry
stumbling blindlyon the ledge
always on the jagged edge
razor cuts into my veins
paradise come and end this pain
bloody teardrops burn my eyes
no more rainbows for my skies
thank you for this hell i'm in
won't you meet me here old friend
this is your world too you know
you will have nowhere else to go
welcome welcome come right in
nice to see all of your friends
greeting you with open arms
pay you back for all your harms
someday maybe you will see
exactly what you've done to me
until then you'll rot in hell
i'm so sorry but oh well
please forgive me if i'm cruel
but i'm tired of being your fool

more to come....

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