I Trust In Me

"Chaotic thoughts wash through my head
leaving only a mess behind
nothing for me to build my existence upon
so what am I supposed to do?

Lay down and cry, scream in hysteria
be cool as the Night
or through my Death find the meaning of this?
which is it going to be?

So I hereby give to you the Choise
to decide what shall become my Destiny
eventhough I know only I can make it
why do I put upon you this Weight?

I beg of you to catch my Life
collect the pieces the Chaos washed away
reunite them and make them stay together
then please hand them back to me on a Silverplate

This favour of yours
will cause me to depend my Life on yours
and I shall cast my endless Love before your feet
I will be your devoted Slave forever..........

But I think I will turn my back against you
paint my Body black
move an live Life like a Cat
put my Trust in ME, and smile within

And because I choose to do so
you shall no longer recognize me
as I walk the streets, you won't see me
I move like the Shadows in your tortured
fading Mind........"

By: SwanMay

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