Manicky Flight

Maybe it's all I deserve.
Maybe it's just
my time in hell.
A man with frightened,
hollow eyes and
a voice like glass being crushed.
All sense has left
my life.
I go to a dark place,
where I first met you...
before I learned
what I am.
I'm dying,
but I can't die yet.
I'm not finished yet and
you're not finished with me.
We're reaching for death
on the end of a candle.
We're trying to find something
that has already been found.
I must confront this life,
it sneaks up on me
like a slithering serpent.
Must confront it,
eventually.
Untouched by love
or joy
or sorrow.
Glaring hate.
The wind rises,
tearing leaves free
from dead trees.
A frog croaks
like a cartoon car alarm.
Crickets pick up
the chorus.
A wolf howls.
I know how they feel.
Walking the razors edge,
so long...
for so long.
Somewhere in the endless night,
like a bellow
from a wounded bear,
the answer comes.
In one hour,
at midnight...
a grand death.


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