This time

im tired of crappy ego licking up and down my spine like some sand-paper lizard trying to get inside of me this won't go on forever this can't last we watch it all and say nothing and then people are mangled and dirty and losing out on breathing clean air so we can have cheap cups and plates but not always so cheap if it was all so easy why is that kid hungry all the time why do we have to get fucked up to feel great god is gone and no one watches out for us anymore we certainly don't watch out for each other my expensive shoes are more importrant than that lady having food today and they fall apart in a year or so "because they aren't designed for such continual use" then why did they cost a hundred bucks its all image all pretend all crap but crap at what an extraordinary price why do we do it why don't we all just stop but we can't what else do we have they never gave us anything but lust for the plastic where do we go if we can't go home if home is crashing never meant to last never meant to get anywhere but a little further down the road but at what cost what cost to us to them to anyone that gets caught in this shit no more why can't we stop why can't we get out of here why can't we get as far away as possible take the children and go just go no turning back why can't we all just stop