I kind of keep asking myself little questions
Like where do i go from here
I seem to keep losing track of time and how long it's been
Since I last had u near

Been a painful road to a door that's closed
Been a gamble that I knew I couldn't win
Been a lonely conversation to this photograph of u
In the mirror there's a sign I must five in

So I'm not holding back the tears anymore
Tryin' escape the heartache, tryin' escape emotion
No I'm not holding aBack the tears anymore
Yesterday's my memory reminding me of all the time
But I depended on u

I used to enjoy spending time on my own here
Watching the jaded people pass
Now here I am sharing their pain and their lonely tears
And walking a road of broken glass

It's a constant fight to get through each day and night
It's a war between the present and the past
And the fave that's in ur mind every time u closed ur eyes
What's the reason, what's the answer, how long will this last

So I'm not holding back the tears anymore
Tryin' escape the heartache, tryin' escape emotion
No I'm not holding aBack the tears anymore
Yesterday's my memory reminding me of all the time
But I depended on u

Been a long long time since i heard ur last goodbye
Still I hear it clearly every day and night
What's the point in love when u have to give it up
Yet still u need it and it's nowhere u can find

So I'm not holding back the tears anymore
Tryin' escape the heartache, tryin' escape emotion
No I'm not holding Back the tears anymore
Yesterday's my memory reminding me of all the time
But I depended on u