What Happened To Us
Author: Darly
E-mail: Spify182@aol.com
Rating: G
Summary: Willow thinks of past loves.
Notes: * * Willow thoughts
( ) song lyrics
Feedback: Yes please!!!
Disclaimer: Characters belong to Joss and song belongs to Jewel.
*I wonder what's happened to us? We used to have fun and talk, now it's all gone. I see you now and you are nothing like you once were.*
(You took your coat off, and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
And I watched from my window
Always felt I was outside, looking in, on you)
*Spike, whats wrong? Why won't you let me help? You say you love me but you don't show it. You say it'll work out but it isn't.*
(You were always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair
You were, fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather)
*You used to talk to me Angel. What happened to you? You left without a look back. You are back but you are not the same and neither am I.*
(Well in case you failed to notice
In case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you
This is me down on my knees)
*What has happened to us? Once we where so happy, now my heart aches. I feel broken, I long for your touches yet know they will not come.*
(These foolish games are tearing me apart
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart)
*It's too late Spike and Angel. I am far too hurt, your games have gone too far. My life is now a never ending cycle of doubt and heart ache and pain.*
(You were always brilliant in the morning
Smoking your cigarettes, and talking over coffee)
*Spike you were my moon and you left like Angel. One night I wake up alone without a note or a word, just empty space*
(You're philosophies on Art Baroque moved you
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar)
* Angel you were my sun and I loved you, just like I loved Spike, but you both left me without a glance back. You never knew what happened after you left, you never heard of my turning, or me killing everyone but no more........cause you left and that's when all the love in me died*
(You'd teach me of honest things
Things that were daring, things that were clean)
*You two taught me love was a great thing.......but you left the great love in your life and as a result there is nothing left but a heartless killer.*
(Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean
So I hid my soiled hands behind my back
Somewhere along the line
I must've gone off track with you)
*I became the one thing you hated most.......the one thing you ran away from I became a ruthless vampire with a heart as black as this night.*
(Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself.)
*I mistook your love for something everlasting, when in truth it wasn't, you used me and threw me away without a look back. That was when you left without a good-bye, without my consent you left me and for that you will pay.*
(These foolish games are tearing me apart
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart)
*No more crying, no more sleepless days, your time has come and you will meet the new Master of Sunnydale*
*What once you discarded like a cheap suit is now the last thing you will see, the guilt is worse than torture. Spike and Angel will die by their own hand for leaving me to become this a creature of the night.*
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