*supermarket in california*


What thoughts I have of you tonight, Walt Whit-
man, for I walked down the sidestreets under the trees
with a headache self-conscious looking at the full moon.
        In my hungry fatigue, and shopping for images,
I went into the neon fruit supermarked, dreaming of
your enumerations!
        What peaches and what penumbras! Whole fam-
ilies shopping at night! Aisles full of husbands! Wives
in the avocadoes, babies in the tomatoes!--and you,
Garcia Lorca, what were you doing down by the
watermelons?
       I saw you, Walt Whitman, childless, lonely old
grubber, poking among the meats in the refrigerator
and eyeing the grocery boys.
       I heard you asking questions of each: Who killed
the pork chops? What price bananas? Are you my
Angel?
I wandered in and out of the brilliant stacks of
cans following you, and followed in my imagination
by the store detective.
       We strode down the open corridors together in
our solitary fancy tasting artichokes, possession every
frozen delicacy, and never passing the cashier.
       Where are we going, Walt Whitman? The doors
close in an hour. Which way does your beard point
tonight?
       (I touch your book and dream of our odyssey in
the supermarket and feel absurd.)
       Will we walk all night through solitary streets?
Thre trees add shade to shade, lights out in the houses,
we'll both be lonely.
       Will we stroll dreaming of the lost America of love
past blue automobiles in driveways, home to our silent
cottage?
       Ah, dear father, graybeard, lonely old courage-
teacher, what America did you have when Charon quit
poling his ferry and you got out on a smoking bank
and stood watching the boat disappear on the black
waters of Lethe?


Berkely 1955

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