When I close my eyes there's only pain. Thoughts don't come easily and hurt and stalk one another. It's enough to keep me far from sane. State of suspended animation, it's all become too much. I never thought I could want or need that bad. I never dreamed of becoming addicted to her touch. It's begun to hurt, the need I have, it hurts so much I'm deep into withdrawl. I can't fucking breath without her, suffering physical breakdown, I collapse and I fall. How much I have, how little I think. I create nightmares to make it seem right. I feel the sickening feeling of loss slowly tearing through me, and I refuse to fight. Everything will be alright. The babe says to the mother, with no fear behind it's eyes. I love you, I need you, there's nothing without you, none of the preceeding were lies. Truth comes justly from the idiots tounge, for raw emotion he easily speaks. Without you the fool coulden't live as it is, he dies with the other freeks. His world destroyed, without your eyes to hold it tight. His sun crashes and dies, your still the source of my light. My love is unfathomable, deep, true, and without flaw, there's nothing that's more sure. Except maybe that there is no one more gorgeous than you, sweet innocent and pure. Nothing else matters, nothing else is more sure...