The Poet Jay

Dis the Nation Unknown

By:J.

A pane in the window glare stare deep into uncharted undiscovered undefined
restless minds lost forever in a cloud ov smoke shatters the will to strive
survive revive the last great hope ov eternity gone with the wind blows into
and out ov the eastern sea what yoo dont want to see be what yoo dont want to
be agree and disagree with the new world order ov the templar nights ov the
last longshot in the universal code ov never was and never will be a sight so
grand az the final stand against hate and fear and the gentle firey tear ov a
molten lava acid avalanche ov emotion devotion the revolution will not be
televised will not be broadcast will not be known for it begins in theminds ov
a generation x'ed out and given the burden ov learning a new way to play with
the world around us astounds us profoundy ponder the mishaps ov earlier liers
and become truth sayers in the brimstone fire sulfuric acid wash dreams ov
denile a long trip down the nile last ride down the final  writers block ov
misinformation and dissention in the so few ranks ov the subconcious desire to
trial and error nuthing fairer than your own thoughts deny me not a simple
wish deny eachother hope in the first degree agree to be one under no flag no
nation no god no satan no hatred for the weak and simple no remorse for the
lost and never found no fear ov the unknown never known to much other than a
peace talk buddist stop by the side ov the road ov tibeten tears an ocean
storm waiting to explode implode all around us hitler died yet still he wins
day after day after week after years and years ov suffering in a cold war torn
land loss ov siberion waste and chernobyl fire drop the bomb wipe out the race
before we finish what we started waz barely a crawl up a steep incline
inclined to give up but fuck them and thier law  rize up and opress the
opresser kill the killer fear not the reaper for there iz no death when yoo
leave your legacy ov honesty and love and compassion behind and there yoo will
find sumthing more than human sweat and blood upon broken stone werk build up
the power frum within and say fuck yoo to the almighty dollar bill and his
wife the hill and rise above electing another demo another repo another hater
ov freedom look past the classification and build bridges to  new world
wunders ov many minds wun goal wun race ov equals  brown white yellow black
grey ameritrash eurotrash trailertrash no more no less no yoo no me just we us
not them a rose thorn stem plant the seeds ov the rising sun and let the
balance ov the dragon and tiger and yin and yang and body mind and soul az one
we will overcome if we start from within sin or no sin god or fuck god its all
in your heads no time to pray time to think for ourselves and let our mistakes
teach us and not hinder us for the future iz now and the past iz layed to
rest...
---^v^v^--siNis--^v^v^---



Call Me
 

By:J.

My mind flies into a new section ov the hearts lonely dance eye'm in a trance
at the sudden thought ov a lover returning but still eye am yearning for the
cleart cut answer ov yes or no eye now see the problem wasnt me was me in a
way but truly was in anuthers hand my hearts love can now take a stand for who
eye love care for and want more than anything in my dreams last night eye saw
her eye's bright and blue and sweet with a truely innocent laugh ov the child
inside my inner demons die and my mind iz clear my heart iz open my love iz
pure no fear ov the future no fear ov never feeling my heart beat was one
again and again it beat its own rythm ov the lone gunman sitting upon a grassy
knole waiting to take my shot a shot eye never get until now eye have my
target in my sights and my lovers arrow in my hands the cupid arrow narrow
down my love withstood the flames ov passion the coldness ov loss the love ov
friendship into the love ov a relationship the only wall to overcome iz a
disapproving thought frum a disapproving relative to the hole in my soul can
be filled by your werds a phone call in tha middle ov the night a beautiful
sight to hear your sweet voice miss yoo all the time yet hear your voice in my
mind hold my teddy friend close at night smell the sweet scent ov neverwhen
eye want to be with yoo eye have to close my eyes and dream but still dreams
leave disappear eye want yoo there to feel my touch my kiss my love engulf yoo
hold yoo close and protect yoo frum the sadness and madness ov others thoughts
ov splintering our love our friendship dont hang up the phone yet eye want to
say goodbye for a few more hours till the line goes dead eye cant remember the
last thing eye said it stays in my mind like a bright fire in my chest
sumthing eye keep wanting to say but not wanting to hurt myself again by
saying eye love yoo and having yoo hear me alone at night knowing but not
knowing if tommorow eye will hear the ring ov the phone call eye wait for all
day eye seem to have nuthing more to say right now anyways call yoo tommorow
call me today cuz right now eye have so much to say....
--^v^v^--evoLove--^v^v^--



Lucipher's Christ

By:J.

The night moon sky filled with shallow tear drips upon closed hands frozen in
time airbrushed into a black and white excistance ov yoo and me and three unto
four past the fifth element ov sex and love and lust and do unto me az eye
trust unto yoo and see the plea the sea boiling over on the pleasure rim ov a
chasm swim dim lights calling stalling falling into deep purple lava bursts ov
exotic flavors sensous tastes and the missing link in a puzzle box lid open
shut on the number two grew into me died unto you and choose the death with
which yoo favor savor love or hate sex yoo break into me and out ov me and
into me and out ov the hidden need to feed to seeth with over flowing shot
glasses ov sex on the beached blond and love on the run sin ov the sun
drenched naked smells ov the lies yoo lead the truths yoo lost a faustian play
ov utter decay ov the senses shattering and splattering against train track
rendevous and lose yourself underneath your second skin tight facade ov the
life yoo had given me and the one yoo stole away sway with the rythm ov my
hearts bombbastic mister fantastic misses us mainly plainly stains lie and
sinners cry stix and stones will break my soul but the truth will never hurt
me more so than when eye scream eye can feel your love lost in a painful blood
tear ov sympathy for the devil inside the the devils advocate the devil may
care but so do eye belie the inner demons delight ov the breath ov flight and
the slight ov hand magik man son ov sam eye am the lorax eye speak for the
greed and lust and envy and sloth and wrath and gluttony and pride in the
desire to be full ov sin-cerity and be sin-cere in our thoughts and actions
and the many splintered factions ov good and evil and right wing and left wing
and liberal and concervative eye woold be a christian if only they opened
thier minds eye woold be a satanist if only they opened thier minds to the
fact that people are the same and different and all things at once and forever
never was so far away than my eyes can see and my mind can think in the
bottomless pit ov your despair eye wait and sit and wander and stare...
--^v^v^--DiZZy--^v^v^--J.--^v^v^--


WYNTeR'S End

By:J. aka DizzyDee

Lifeless strive less for nothing anymore a kiss a gentle touch ov your hand
upon my cheek my lips my tears cry for you but yoo do not see my eye's water
and dry and still yoo are blind to my hurt my pain my silence kills me more
and more each day each hour each second eye fear eye lose yoo second by second
hour by hour day to day eye think ov yoo but do you think ov me no phone rings
in my ears no letter fills my thoughts nothing iz good something iz better
than the tears on my pillow down my face icicles form break and shatter upon
clean floors scrubbed away the memories ov yoo twisted and bent into me into
everything into yoo into your heart black stains upon dirty minds eye see yoo
do yoo see me anymore anyless anything iz better than saying hello and only
getting your silence on the telephone turn around eye am still here eye avoid
your glance because eye am afraid yoo will look past me to another and another
and another piece ov me died tonite az my head filled with memories ov yoo and
me and the infinite silence inbetween the here and now that and this was time
for yourself but where do eye go now that yoo have a life again but yoo took
mine and left me a homeless loveless shadow ov me lost to yoo found in me
nothing but hopelessness nothingness deathlace around my neck the marks yoo
left gone for good have yoo found a new love on the icey slopes ov neverwhen
and everwas have yoo finally left me for good lovers to friends to an
aqauntance to a stranger living my life without your smile without even a werd
or three so blind yoo cant see that yoo and me were meant to be something more
than a nameless friends a start fill my heart with your attention please eye
dont want to lose more than what eye have already keep the rythm ov life
steady and flow into me in my dreams we used to kiss then we held hands now in
my dreams yoo dont even know me do yoo still want to know me it hurt the ferst
tyme yoo tossed me aside death woold be less painful than this coma yoo have
me in yoo dont want me to be your love just a friend or did yoo just not want
me just sumone else sumone other than me and myself and eye cried again last
night when my phone was silence and eye see yoo forget me more each day...








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