The Poet Jay

FaLLeN & ScaRReD
By:Jay J. Jr.

Eye tear a new whole in my heart ov aches and itches and eye can never ever
cure my hatred ov false hopes and southern Kalifornia Komforts Kure ov
missing my future in a past lyfe class action zoot suit ragtime crime around
the clock radio alarm goes off tha deep end ov a love line life jacket cast
away my death toll silver dollar pennies for your thoughts in a nut encased
shell shocked hole sale for the re:telling me what eye fear to queer to hear
iz that eye lived in tha rear end ov my years in tears and dry up my swollen
limp crutch helping to see my blind spot hot shot in the two dark parkway
walkway walk away frum the explosion waiting to happen in my arteries tha
pressure building and tearing down tha blocks ov lyfe iz tha opening ov
pandora's topless box ov chocolate filled and drilled instilled at birth waz
tha fact ov death and fallen angels are born forever in the darkest weather
storm front sideline mainline walk tha fine line walk the tight rope ov a
trapeze artist formerly known az my painfull tear drops in a heaven scent
pennie ante smoke bomb shelter ov emotions costing me my inner demons rapture
ov banshees in tha night mare dreams ov blood and screams slither through
lush green gardens ov fruit and forbidden yet bitten my neck ov scars and
dead end car chases around the bends to deep in watery thoughts ov emotions
and devotions to the one light beaming into my very being eye saw who yoo him
her them us just me on an electric chair alone in a deserted family room
swept away by a witches broom dust pan & scan my whole life edited for tv
straight to video killed the dead star rising falling and left in me a big
gaping whole a scar...
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(created frum tha two poems "Eye've Fallen" & "Scarred"

Your Sad & Endless Situation
By:Jay J. jr.

Eye sit and sit and talk and talk and wander my mind and wander my mind to
find tha meaning ov a lyfeless crymeless synless talk ov trash and walk and
stalk my brain my thoughts so wrong so right fight tha caution flag dropped
down the acidic rainbow bath splatter love broke open and spilled out my
heart so cold to solidify and cry tha tears my fears my long walk off a short
pier spear cutting deeper cutting steeper must reap what eye did sew waz
death and tha reaper stalking running walking gentle talking into an earpiece
metal detector full 100 proof alarm set off and snooze to lose to cruise down
tha highway ov lost lust distrust and sad not mad just depressed an emotion
eye try to keep repressed for in sadness eye sit and stare at nothing and
everything along tha fringe barrier ov madness and hate together apart it;s
10:00 pm and eye wunder where eye am  just alone by myself a solitary figment
ov lyfes imagination eye am sad and alone eye try to dream but all eye
see:hear when my eye's close are silent screams eey awake to sleep and feel
incomplete tha twisted mirror image last rites inner fights with little
ambition permission to laugh cry or bask in the crystalline glow ov my
prismatic love touched deeply and softly into your essense ov tiny drops ov
my tears upon your open hand catching my thoughts my prayers at tha altar ov
tyme lost and found in a cereal box happy meal toy surprise and tha innocense
ov my tender truthful lies eye tell myself ov tha things eye want to say to
you but to shy to reply to my own inner thoughts wanting to say eye love yoo
over and over and over till tha moon iz lost adn clear skies ov darque clouds
sky fly high with me on a wind chill drift over tha storm ov madness taking
away my sadness and in my arms az we sleep together eye dream ov you and wake
my eyes open to see yoo gone and there eye sleep alone az one az none eye
want yoo 2nite and 2morrow and next week next year eye want yoo 4ever till
tha deth ov night time mirror shade tear eye'd Dreams ov fascination with
your Sm:)e your eyes Burn deep within my Heart beats to your touch Your lips
against mine in hot embraces ov my Hand on your cheek eye seek to know and
feel and be with you Hand in Hand Dark Skies Moon filled stand grand pursuit
ov your taste in my mouth Dry with anticipation trust and believe my werdz to
yoo are filled with my Heart and Soul so Lost till eye found yoo in my Mind
my Heart my Soul my Life iz YourS...
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(created frum tha four poems "SITuationGriM" , "SADMeSS" , "Endless" &
"YourZ")



SKINZ
by:Jay J. Jr.

enemy mine own dezine shatter a facade ov broken  dreams bring a new face
down around your silent ears heard the third mind talk about a shout in the
playground gun shotz ring out a falling out a broken mask tight around your
faceless thoughts wander sqaunder your hard earned self aware stare down a
shallow ally way ov kingpin breaks and toady makers movers and shakers and
fakers and skinless brides ov frankenstein monster park closed for renovation
to fix a qwik drink a qwik fix ov alcohol drug dosage just wrong to long
stare away your life sway and forth fifth into the cicle ov sadness plain
happyness a rarity sunshine blinded by the snow storm cometh iceman crying
the tears ov a dear trapped in a headlight gaze ov a gleam in the eye a hated
gaze ov fear queer gay happy are yoo sad nightz alone in an invisble room ov
stained glass nuthingness shining bright light ov the moon dripping upon your
naked flesh rest asleep dream the new scheme ov your reality beam me up a
shoddy plank ov diving off the deep end again stem roses grow cut weed me out
a new seam dress me in your warm coth ov never thinking think for me and show
me what to see to be to learn to agree with yoo are me and eye waz you till
you found out eye waz sumthin other then new clothes to toss me aside there
eye wait to find anuther to show mw the way a leach upon a sweaty brow ov
others werk and others thoughts are mine and mine and never mine just sumone
thinking my mind unblinking cut me open and you will be inside rip away my
faceless eyes and under you will find an empty sky for yoo to paint to splash
upon me your thoughts soy eye can be just like mike wanna be like mike and
liek everywun else dont wanna be my own person my own thoughts my own way in
a world so x-treme so generation x so trendy that eye wanna get my hot new
life frum remanants ov everywun elses help me pleez to be me show how to act
liek you to think like you to look like you to be you and to follow you and
to have fun like you and to finally know what it means to be kewl...
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