You came to me -- young, beautiful and kind-hearted.
And all I saw was an easy source of knowledge.
You defended me when everyone else loathed my existence.
And I was selfish enough to use you.
You grinned and invited my company when no one else would.
And I teased and manipulated you.
You applied your best efforts to save me from unbearable torture,
When anyone else would have rejoiced over my dead body.
And I thanked you with contempt and harsh words.

Still you came back to me and loved me.

I don't deserve you, but I'm too selfish to push you away.
All my life people have fought to discover my weaknesses,
And all my life I have showed my invincibility to every one of them.
You came to me -- young beautiful and kind-hearted
And found one in a heartbeat.
My dear Julian,
My weakness is you.

The End