As he took his hands away from his ears and opened his eyes, he at first saw nothing but darkness. His eyes lowly grew adjusted to the inky black of midnight without the artificial sunlight of overhead flairs, had he realized that the ground had stopped shaking beneath him. Pulling himself out of the caked mud in the trench he hesitantly stood up into a crouch, keeping his head safely ducked and his shoulders hunched. Only now did his heartbeat and breathing begin slow down after mortal terror he'd somehow just lived through. It dawned on him that his mouth was agape from panting with fear moments ago. He closed it and took a deep breathe through his nose. And instantly regretted it. More than anything else he was overwhelmed with the stench of scorched things. The acrid smell and taste of gunpowder was in the air as well, mingling with the odor of burnt earth and burnt bodies. Now that his eyes were again adjusted to the night, he could see the limbs and trunks of his comrades all about, like they'd been peppered into the trenches from above. He began to feel sick, the sights and sounds and smells of war too much for him to handle, and he hung his head in shame, again breathing through his mouth. Trying to calm himself so he could aid his injured fellows, he recalled with fondness his lazy days he'd wasted away on the farm back home. He'd signed up for this war to see Europe, a chance he knew he'd never have again in his life. But this wasn't Europe. This was hell on earth. Thousands upon thousands of men flinging themselves before machine guns and mines and barbed wire ... the few making it past those obstacles doomed to close-quarter trench fighting, feeling a man's dying breath on their face as they rammed a knife deep into that total stranger.