' I've got so much to forget,
Help me. Remember me something, something we've
both got in common. Your choice. '

I thought it was all an elaborate joke at first and i was
wonderfully amused. But when it finally came to me
that I was indeed merely an assistant in his act I began
to feel a vague sort of hatred and distrust -

before the night's
over I'll be tired enough to ask even a ventriloquist's
dummy questions."

Again, the discovery was accidental - a spin-
off from the effort to develop new drugs for schizophrenia.

She's spin-
ning like a top out there as she goes up up and up! This is the
sacred synthesis

'Well, that does sound a bit more reasonable but still recog-
nizably schizoid. It all springs from your attitude towards

whether or
not it is efficacious, has often been used by men and
women with murderous intentions.

You don't know
how it can bite until you step on to one and it springs its steel
jaws and teeth on you

the concepts of sexuality and
death seem to have been intertwined with one another.

an endless amount of money to spend on my dream of
the dream of my life.

every variety of
perversity was indulged in by the participants, there
can be no doubt at all that throughout history

He, after all, was the control,
and all of his cleverness and natural sadism came out
through his relationship with the wooden doll.

"If you think for one moment I'm jealous of a stick
of wood!"

The most popular theory is
that this time lag has something to do with the brain's normal
methods for

throwing his voice. It was all so idiotic, it was all so
strange.

"You sit there, side by
side, the two of you. I'm not exactly blind.

"Aren't you?"
"No, no, I'm not!"

'Am I supposed to feel I am lucky to be still here on trial?

someone who had either died young or by violence.

'I'm nightblind, that's all there is to it. I don't see why I
should have to suffer for that. It's like astigmatism or colour
blindness.'

have been used more commonly with the
intention of inflicting harm or bringing death than of
inducing love.

somewhere in them, starving to death.
'So I moved back and forth from anger to pity,
from jealousy to understanding.

a fresh cigar, lit it and puffed
smoke. "So you don't recognize the dead man, Mr.
Douglas?"

pierced with 13 needles in the hands, feet, ears, eyes,
forehead, mouth, navel, anus, and pubic area.

This deathly doll, found in Norfolk in 1964,
almost certainly was made at some time in the
present century. Now as for thousands of years
past, doll magic is practised.