Hmm. Sometimes I actually start thinking. And it frustrates me very much. I happened to go to my church building today, and noticed some pictures on the wall. These pics covered the whole wall, and they were of the teens who went to CIY, and camp that the high schoolers at my church attend. I didn't go, mainly because I have no friends at my church. I do have one, but I rarely see her anymore, though I do like her. Seeing all the pics of people who go to the same church as me, yet I never associate with somehow struck something in me. It is very frustrating to always be on the outside. I don't know that any of you ever experience this, but it is the feeling you get when you walk into a room full of people, and yet no one recognizes your precense. It is like looking through a window at the world. I am usually able to deal with it, but today it made me very depressed. Why am I telling you all this? I'm not really sure. One reason is to explain my mood at work today, and this person probably remembers what I'm talking about. (People always blame it on p.m.s. which also annoys me a great deal...)The other reason is that this is the Dumping Ground, so I figure why not dump on you all. This is so silly of me to complain about. But, hey. whatever.

I would just like to also mention that this is the end of summer as I know it. I would also like to complain about the fact that I have not gone out of town once this whole summer. Which brings me to my suggestion of some sort of senior trip next summer. I don't know about you guys, but I am going to make my senior year the best, as well as the summer. It's our last together, right? So think up some ideas, looking forward to a summer trip with you guys would sure help me survive my last year of high school!