Christmas 1994, my sister gave me a very special book, inside this book was only blank pages. My love for scribbling things down on pieces of paper now means those blank pages are full.
I look at what I write as a story in some ways, the story of my life. The people who have come into my life, the people who have left it but most importantly, it is about the people whom have loved me.
I once said I’d be wary about trusting another again
When you walked into my life
You threw all those inhibitions out the door
With you I could feel only ever safe and relaxed
For the day you walked into my life
I became a better person
You made me smile and laugh
You showed to me that I could trust again.
thank you babe *hugs*
I never knew a love like this was possible
All you ask is for me to be the best person I can be
For me to trust you
And for me to love you
You give me faith, hope and love unconditionally
Love being the greatest of all
You comfort me when I'm lonely
You carry me when the road ahead is too rough
You rejoice when I'm happy
The tears I shed when I'm sad are your tears too
Through you I found my way home.
Somedays I find myself missing you
Missing our many talks
Missing your smile
Missing the way you used to look at me
When we were together life was good
Yet together, we were not very often
Our lives led us down different paths
I feel sometimes I made you leave
That I pushed you out and away from me
Yet I know we all make our own decisions in life
And now I've come to realise it was never 'true love'
Let your actions be the guiding light
There to show me you really do care
Don't give me false promises
They are meaningless and hollow
There only purpose to wound and hurt
You never see the way your false promises send
me crumbling to the ground
You don't see the hands of those who care lifting me up
The gentle touch of a friend brushing away my tears