Ronnie, my Ronnie, you sing just
to me.
You speak and you pose, so no others
can see.
You are there when I want you.
You’re never too far.
Just a click of my cursor and wham,
there you are.
You are so undemanding, so painfully
rare.
When I’m busy, I miss you.
Because you’re not there.
I look at the screen and it’s words
that I see
They’re not your words, but others,
they’re nothing to me.
The downside of this is I’m falling
behind.
When I’m s’posed to be typing,
it’s you on my mind.
So I’ll close the page down, for
a sec, for a taste
‘cos there on my desktop, of course,
is your face
and it’s staring straight at me,
with that hand, shielding light,
and I look and I wonder, if one
day I might
get you out of my system, get on
with my life!
Give up this obsession – you’re
causing me strife!
My family thought something had
to be done
but the therapist, well he was
”no kinda fun”.
Said ‘The first step to winning
is wanting to quit’
I asked if he knew you, he said
‘just a bit.’
So I took along Dead Zone and then
Dogs of War.
I thought ’If he’s helping, he
should know the score.’
I saw him the next time, was that
a surprise?
“I’m not greedy” need more, was
the look in his eyes.
And I couldn’t desert him, I gave
him a list,
which he went through with gusto,
that made me quite pissed,
as I was the one who was s’posed
to need curing.
Now his appetite’s grown.
I don’t find that alluring!
So the wife of this otherwise reasonable
man,
came to see me today, just to see
if I can
give her wav. files and photos,
whatever I have,
as she’d watched with her
husband, and now they’re both mad
about Ronnie. My Ronnie.
They’re goners, of course,
and I feel for them, really I do,
it’s the force
of his charm and charisma, they’d
no way of knowing.
Should I now feel guilt, ‘cos their
hunger is growing?
This tale is a warning, be careful,
beware.
“You have no idea, the trouble
you got there.”
As for me, I am helpless.
Still addicted. and true
to my Ronnie, my Walken, but then,
so are you !?
Barbara Balchin. Happy to be part of The Addiction.
A little verse for Chris
I am a winter blanket,
Original and best,
Christopher honey
You will never feel the cold,
With me flung across your chest.
Kathleen Hagiwarar
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