You only love me when you want to.
You only care if you have to.
You're never there when I need you.
I need you now.
I can't find you.
I already told you,
Tonight I need you.
But you're not here.
Why is it that when you need me I'm there?
Anytime, day or night I'M THERE!
Now it's my turn
And you disappear.
I'm all alone, nobody cares.
I have nobody
Only you.
The life inside me
Is probably dead.
Because I'm so fucked up in my head.
One more beer for me.
One more toke.
I can forget now
As I snort this coke.
I'm flying high now.
I'm flying low.
So low, I just want to blow.
Blow my fuckin head off
So I can't feel,
I can't feel anymore pain.
I can't feel anymore love.
I can't feel anymore life.
I can't feel now
As I pick up this knife.
I can't feel as it slits my wrists.
I can't feel the blood seeping through the slice.
All I can feel,
Is all this pain.
The pain of me going insane.
The pain inside me is finally dying.
As I breathe my final breath.
Just remember one more thing.
I always loved you.
I always will.
Now you can have
All this pain that I feel.