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my brethren (my disciples) has done it unto me. He that giveth a cup of water unto one of these my little one (my disciples/ preachers shall in nowise lose his reward. Do you want to be on the left side of God or the right side? How to beat hate/ jerks. Show love for hate. Shake his hand loved him (Javier). Keep trying to say hi even though rejected to punish them for rejecting me. That’s what the devil does is lower/ put down people. God loves and builds people up. You don’t think you’ll be punished for lowering/ putting me down? It’s dumb to lower/ put down others because God is just going to punish you for it. It’s better/ smarter to show love for others and God will bless you especially to a prophet. If you reject me you’re rejecting Jesus Christ. Why do you lower/ put me down, I only want to build you up and help you. Why do you show me hate. I show you love. Do you think you’re better than me. I left everything for God and you still think you’re better than me. I have love for all. People punished who reject/ put me down so don’t be afraid of them (bishop) because God will punish. God tells me don’t fret because of what evil (emmy) does to put me down I will give you it back and more. If you treat me like a servant and lower me/ tear me down God will treat you like a servant and punish you. If you treat me like a friend God will treat you like a friend and bless you. God blesses those who treat others well. Do you think you’re better than me- when I know somethings wrong I repent. I have been deceived but repented. I can’t promise you you’ll go to heck, but I can promise you you’ll regret it not helping me. I’m in a position where I need help to fulfill the Lord’s command. You don’t think God will hold you accountable if you love you rules more than his servants? He’s going to put the blood of all those I could have helped/ saved on your hands. Is that what you want to be condemned to heck. I call hypocrites hippos. They’re fat because they glut off the poor. Don’t feed the hippos. What happens if you feed a hippo? It turns around and rips you to shreds. Don’t let hypocrites get into power, all they do is tear down others they don’t like. They love power more than people. Not to make fun of fat people- don’t take that the wrong way. Some of the nicest people are fat. Why? Because they’ve been rejected all their lives If you’ve been rejected all your life you don’t want someone else to feel that way. 2/16/09- cried from spirit when realized/ happy from purity which helps make me smart. I crucified him- I’m sorry I said when I realized I contributed. They crucified an innocent loving nerd who never hurt a fly and loved everyone. Also to tears when thought of how to treat my brothers- greet- Wayne, man of courage and valor and purity, son of jarel, prince of peace shall be your name-and a scepter of unending righteousness shall you have and you shall speak the word and my enemies shall flee. My love for Wayne and Maria palpable. They will try to imprison me musst preach/ flee no time left. Treat them the way Spirit treated me- King Jesus, Excelcias. To tears with spirit when thought these testimonies I’m giving out represent my brothers and sisters I love so very much. Nothing is too much too spend on my brothers and sisters. I love them so much, nothing is too much too spend on my brothers and sisters, don’t you get it? I’m dumb because he loves me and wanted to make me into a great prophet- (spirit of prophecy/ mind reading/ healing / super intelligence/ or spirit genius. I have the mind of the spirit. It’s a sacrifice to save all mankind, throw the ring into the fire. Have the spirit so strong from preaching that I do healings. Touch of hands on head like Oral Roberts/ purity/ love/ compassion plus high spirit= healing power. I know this sounds loony, but think about it. While everyone else is leading a normal life I wanted to design a formula for being perfect. What does the name Jesus Christ mean? I”ve found the formula for being a savior of mankind. Perfect than sacrifice for all mankind. He almost took ring before I to Mexico (Frodo, Golem). I want you to understand the importance and the impact this will have- all prophets. I’m the only nerd to become a genius. The smartest man in the world is a a nerd, a dummy (considered a dummy). I figured out prophecies from movies- Lord of the Rings etc. I am the chosen one because I’m the smartest man in the world. I am your savior. I am your Jesus Christ. I wanted to show the world even a nerd could do it- be like me, so I came back again- to do miracles be a prophet and do another sacrifice for all mankind. No one wants me to be king, but it doesn’t matter God chose me (read minds, etc,) He’s a liar/ deceiver he should be in jail- they are deceived. Just live life he will gladly crucify me that’s not my job. I have to earn it to be leader king of armies of Israel from preaching/ faith . Present myself to brethren so they know I can do it. This is my reward for last life for suffering the cross, sins of the world. That’s why he fights me so hard, I am his nemesis- I took from him his kingdom that’s why they follow me grimace at me and hate me. Earn spirit of prophecy to lead armies against. You don’t believe yet. You think punished for abandoning me in my weakness. To me its even more impressive when a nerd no friends rejected by everyone not gifted with a half brain does it. That’s why I’m the greatest man who ever lived. He loves me so much he gave me that honor to be king. You are all witnessing the greatest event in human history. JC returns to the earth. How would you feel if you’re dog was smarter than you. Not very good right. I’m someone thats been stepped on/ trampled on all my life. Why did Jesus choose to come to Jewish people? What religion would you choose to be born into if you were Jesus come back to the earth again? Mormon. Would you choose a nerd brain so no one suspects. I’ve discovered a formula for being perfect and a formula for being JC. What could I do to make the d. so mad he would crucify me? It’s because he was chosen and pure. , repented of sins, so he was sinless. When forgiven you are sinless, those are requirements, or even not crucified. Dumb people are here to be loved not rejected. I’ve suffered for the sins of others all my life. I qualify (rejection, hated jealousy) Instead of being treated like a hero I’ve been treated like a zero even by my own family. They’re tightening down borders / campgrounds, fasting discouraged, and preaching/ sharing testimony with others- evil is learning from me. The devil wants you to have a normal 9-5 life he doesn’t want you to be a prophet , do miracles, transform into a Savior (trust me). They don’t want nerds or poor becoming heroes they want them suicidal, sick and miserable. It detracts from their order of things- hypocrites jerks don’t want nerds becoming cool/smart. I’ve upset their whole order of things. I’m the glitch in the system, the one that got away, that figured it out. Why do people hate nerds? It’s because of their imperfections and behaviors. Who do hardworkers hate? Lazy people. Nerds of ten have a lack of energy and ability to get/ keep jobs. I’ve figured out the formulas necessary to be a Genius that’s why I’m the smartest man in the world. I’m not a genius naturally. I’m simply obeying the rules necessary ot be entitled to be smart, to overcome the affects of the devil or sin. You’re cheating dumb people shouldn’t be able to be smart. Because I have done something they thought was impossible- I’ve overcome dumbness. That’s like me depriving you of your gift of intelligence or your happiness would you like that? No one wants to be perceived as dull, ineffective, lacking social intelligence or skills (a nerd or geek). Why? Because one talks to them gives them love validation, help etc. That’s why we all talk, socialize because of the reward of doing so. Why has the d. hurt me so much? He’s a bully – bullies pick on the weak. When they smell weakness they attack, they’re animals- Emmy. She never talks to me or harasses me when I’m smart with the spirit. ****-Talk- A person I knew was putting me down trying to discourage me from preaching etc. etc. He was using rules and anything he could think of to put me down- typical jerk behavior. And he asked me, “why don’t you put me down why do you build me up,” he asked. I put my arm around this young man and I said its because I truly love you . You’re my brother that’s why I want to help you not hurt you. To me you’re not an enemy just someone deceived. We need another hero I told him, look around evil is winning. That’s why I came into the world. God chose me because of who I am. I’m not a prophet because I’ve somehow cheated the system and cheated God. I’m a prophet because he chose me to be a prophet and because I’ve found the necessary formulas to be a prophet. This young man’s countenance changed- his demeanor changed- he realized the truth of what I was saying in that instant. I continually showed him love not returning his hate and he eventually loved me and showed me love. He realized the truth- the truth of what I was saying and it dawned on him. Often people will tell me I’ll never pick on dumb people again. I didn’t realize they had potential until I met you. I’ve always judged dumb people because I thought God didn’t love them or was punishing them- I didn’t realize it was in fact a blessing. No one treated me with more love than this man the rest of my stay in that area. Big miracles revelations and visions don’t impress me as much anymore I’ve had too many to count. But what really impresses me most is this-.a soul being saved and changing from a bad path to the correct path. I told them I was sent here because I love my brothers and sisters. My brothers and sisters are dying spiritually, will not have all the joy they could have. Can’t you see that? Brothers and sisters, I want to show you the way of the Master (say in testimony meeting). I was chosen because of who I am. I often had people ask me are you here for the tourist attractions, are you here to see the pyramids, the sights to see. I had one person ask are you here to find the silver mines and all the silver we have here? I’ve always said no I’ not here for anything like that- Im here because I want to look for souls. I’m here to find souls. I’ve said, the souls of people are of more value than all the silver and gold in the world. I’m not here to look for silver mines or pyramids or tourist attractions I’m here to look for lost souls. They couldn’t understand that, they couldn’t understand why anyone would think like that. Now I want to tell another story that teaches the principle of worshipping God not rules. I’m a firm believer in what the spirit tells you to do, not necessarily what man tells you to do. This one is also about this young man, his name is yessir. I got two golden stories from this guy. During that first conversation he was using rules to tear me down, put me down. And he made the comment well why don’t you go home and get your garments, get a recommend, go to the temple, work a few years, pay off all your debts, get a special blessing, then take up your cross and go preach the gospel. You’re walking around without any protection he said. Don’t you know it’s a rule you have to wear garments? Now I agree that wearing garments is a good thing and I believe it can afford you some spiritual protection, Now don’t misunderstand me I’m not trying to knock the use of garments in anyway (we’ve all heard of the miraculous stories of garments saving people’s lives.-I’m just using this as a teaching example. I proceeded to explain. That yes I knew it was a rule but when God tells you to do something you better go do it. Then he denied the Holy Spirit and the spirit of revelation and basically told me I was a liar . And I told him the truth that I trusted in God more than my clothes more than the type of clothing I wore and that those who were for me were more than those who were against me. That I was surrounded by angels assigned to bear me up , that he that is in me is greater than all , that I was not alone God was with me, etc, etc. As the story goes, a little while later, maybe a month later I got the news that he had been shot and in critical condition having lost a lot of blood, and as he said almost died. I visited this young man an ex-missionary in the hospital. I felt the spirit and I think everyone else in the room felt it.too. One of my thoughts was that I was tempted to tell him see I told you so, Why didn’t your garments protect you, aren’t they really bullet proof? But I held my tounge for obvious reasons. Close to tears I just showed him love, the spirit was palpable in that room. Jesus Christ didn’t tell me to wait until my situation was perfect to go preach the gospel He just said, go preach. Why? My health was deteriating, the devil had gotten power to destroy my finances and was destroying my mind. . I was losing the ring of power, I had to do something. I had to act on the promptings I was getting from the Holy Spirit to got to Mexico and preach the gospel. The whole world was against me it always is, but I went and I’ve been blessed a thousand fold for it in every aspect of my life. Not only that but I gained my soul which is a good thing to have if you think about it. In the scriptures he doesn’t say wait until you’re a millionaire or wait until you win the lottery to go preach, he just says go preach, find a way. I’m not saying you have to go to Mexico to preach the gospel. I’m not saying you have to go to Japan or China to preach the gospel. I’m just saying do what you feel the Holy Spirit is telling you to do, not what the world is telling you to do. Trust in God more than man for a change. Yes, it would be nice to be debt free. It would be nice if money starting growing on trees, but God will provide if you show the faith. Any miracle you want done just requires the faith. I’ve waited all my life for the perfect job or even a good job and haven’t found it. Do you think I’d be thinking about and relying on God if I had the perfect job? No I’d be out partying and having a good time. Life was meant to be hard for a reason. Only the champion gets the prize. Those who come in last place who don’t do anything don’t get a prize. Why do you think everyone was discouraging me from being in Mexico? Well some of them did so because they wanted me to have last place so I wouldn’t make them look bad. What they don’t realize is that there’s enough to go around. There’s enough to help others succeed and still be successful ourselves. It would destroy the pride of their hearts if someone they considered to be less than did more than them. Bros.and sisters, I’m not going to lie to you and tell you I’ve been perfect all my life, that I’ve never done anything wrong. The measure of a man is not where he stumbles along the way but where he arrives, his destination. If we insist on judging, why don’t we judge righteously? There is only one judge and that was Jesus Christ. I’ve got another story that teaches the principle of how to beat the hypocrites or Goliaths in our lives. There was another missionary in an area where I was who judged me because of something I did or one of my imperfections He decided to treat me with hate- he wouldn’t talk to me , he wouldn’t return any of my greetings he talked bad about me. He would spread rumors about me saying he’s this and this he’s done this don’t talk to him, etc, etc. When ever I sat by him he got up and left. He thought that by treating with hate he would teach me to be perfect like him. He didn’t realize that you don’t show love to people by showing hate that just backfires. He was convinced that I was less than him so he treated me like garbage. He also didn’t like Americans much because he had been racistly treated badly by an American who thought he was better than Mexicans. I would go out of my way to show him love I would always greet him anyway, shake his hand, praise him and publicly praise him to others for his good qualities- he was a funny guy and always had a funny story to make people laugh, he was a good missionary. He wouldn’t accept anything from me I gave him something one time and he wouldn’t take it. Well, he was finally transferred, I think because he finally learned his lesson, but I remember him saying before leaving, “I just don’t feel the spirit, I feel depressed.” Well Gee I wonder why- hypocrites are stupid they just don’t get it. They’re like a fly hitting up against a window time and time again, never learning the lesson- You can’t treat others badly and get away with it, that’s just not how life works, that s not God’s system. God will keep punishing you until you learn your lesson. He wasn’t hurting me, God blessed me for everything bad he did to me, he was only hurting himself. When you treat others like a servant God treats you like a servant. When you treat others like a friend God treats you like a friend. . No one understands my potential or what I have and can do. No one has grasped it yet. I’m hoping this book will help people understand. They just don’t get it. I’m trying to get that little light bulb to goof in people’s head. . I’m hoping this book will help me in my goal of saving the world. But I can’t do it alone. I often teach with stories or parables that teach a lesson. One parable to illustrate the importance of taking up your cross and preaching the gospel is this- If a a farmer never decides to get on his tractor and plow and plant seed in the field it never gets done. If the farmer decides well its someone else’s responsibility someone more qualified with a special license to plant; his field will remain fruitless and unproductive. I want them to see the scope and potential of what I’m doing/ have accomplished here. If everyone in the world were a God made genius or a prophet what difference would this make do you think? If someone were to discover a formula for saving the world (all the souls in the world) would that be of value? When some scientist devises a a way to harness the sun’s energy to create energy or electricity that’s wonderful. If someone devises a new toothbrush or a better toilet seat to sit on that’s great, but what if we had someone smart enough to figure out how to make others smart even geniuses and to be prophets and how to save the world (the souls in the world). Isn’t that of more value? I want you to see the scope and potential of what I have accomplished. The spiritual frontier is where its at where the most potential for good and change lies; and I’m the leading pioneer. Why does everyone want to deny that I do miracles? Why does everyone say oh well he was on acid when he wrote his books or he uses drugs to be smarter, or he’s crazy- all his visions and revelations are just a mental disease, or he’s a liar/ deceiver nothing he says is true. Why do people hate me and put me down? What is the value of someone who has figured out how to save the world? Everyone thought being dumb was a punishment for me. But because of being dumb I’ve become a master of the Spirit. No one knows the things I I know; know one does the things I do. Spirit teach me to heal/.pray foe this. I often use the example of Bill Gates would be the richest man in the world if he would have invested in me. I’m asking you to invest in me and see if you don’t get a miraculous return. Did I make a dumb decision to go to Mexico to preach or one of the smartest decisions of all time? President calls me- I tell him I’m the only nerd genius. Anyone can be a genius or the greatest man who ever lived, do miracles. Think about this for a minute. I’ve discovered how ordinary people can do miracles. The miracles Jesus did. I am on my way of achieving my goal of saving the world- earn it, preaching somehow bring souls for completion help in achieving my goal (for inspiration on how to accomplish it). 90% of success is inspiration, 10% is perspiration. Actually I’m the expert on everything spiritual not to brag. I discovered a formula for life everlasting ot only 100 fold, and to save my soul. I was given wisdom necessary to beat d. The devil’s favorite trick is to steal intelligence from me so everyone thinks I’m dumb. I’ve found a way to overcome/ counteract that. It’s not a mistake that you have met me. You’ve been chosen to help me. He’s not rally a nerd, he’s the smartest man in the world. – a formula for being smart/ prophet. I was considered selfish, dull, dumb, ineffective, but I’ve discovered a formula for spirit genius. Everyone can be an Einstein, a Jesus Christ. Selfish smart people don’t want dumb people being smart. I’m here to solve the world’s spiritual problems their real problems. Your real problem is not financial, you’re real problem is you’re not a genius or a prophet or a soul winner. That’s your real problem. Their problem is not the environment or air pollution. The real problem is they’re not spirit-filled. They don’t know how to harness the power of Spirit Genius. We take the sacrament it’s helped. I’m not saying you have to be Mormon, I’m just telling you what has worked for me. If you have the faith God will give you a job. You have to ask for it- preach etc. ****Speeches, presidential. The problem is we don’t have faith. We really don’t understand why we’re here and what we can accomplish. It’s not that the rain forests in South America are disappearing, not that the ozone layer is disappearing. It’s that our faith is disappearing. We can pray to have all of our problems fixed, but we have to learn to have the faith to get our prayers answered. Faith/ preaching/ earn it to be famous/ leader. Inspiration will come on how to be President. This is a formula for becoming the President of the United States. Ohehohehoheh, ohehoeoheho. Started out with thinking- There’s a guy who says he’s a prophet and JC, what should I do. I want to talk to this young man says Thomas S M. I believe what he says says G. Fight manfully for me and I promise you a place in my father’s kingdom a mansion. For honor, for glory, for your families. I will fight and die with free and the brave, I am an American- honor and freedom are my names. I have the spirit of Elijah. The borders are closed the devil marches on Gandor. Flee to the mountains for safety. The dead shall fight for me. I will bless you with the spirit of greatness. I call on the Mexican nation to stand with me, the latino nations I shall speak the word and the mountains shall flee before me. Great and terrible is my name. My enemies shall fear me greatly. I shall call down fire from the heavens to consume mine enemies. Man of Holiness is my name. Excelcias… He’s just smarter than we are. We can choose to be jealous and feel less because someone else is smarter or more accomplished than we are. Or we can choose to be grateful and appreciate what God has given/ done for that person. Should we kill Albert Einstein because we don’t understand e=mc2? Realizing that other people’s successes don’t make us nay less significant. Prayed a simple prayer that changed the world- I want to do a sacrifice for all people because I love them. Why was I still given spirit of inspiration after lust sin? Because I affected enough lives in the week, that’s why I still have spirit/intelligence after sin-God gave me a reward. When someone knows every thought that comes into your mind that can freak you out. I don’t blame people for being scared of me. Why does God allow me to be dependant on others, receive from others. So they won’t be condemned for not recognizing my potential or who I am. I’m smart because God’s smart. I’m not smart because I’m smart. I can convince you. I’m confident in that. If you haven’t realized my value yet don’t despair, I think I can convince you. Does that mean I’m better than you? No, it just means I’ve shown the faith to receive them (visions/ revelations). I’ve had more visions, revelations, and miracles in my life than I can shake a stick at. I’m just a loser who discovered how to harness the power of God. Don’t be scared of me Do you realize how full of myself I would be without that weakness for all the miracles and revelation I’ve received? I’d be walking around with the head the size of the good year blimp if I weren’t a nerd. How did I discover my first and most important formula? I analyzed the progression of Jesus after his 40 days of fasting . He returned in the power of the Sprit. Also the scripture, I fasted and prayed many days for a knowledge of these things. And this kind cometh not out but by fasting and prayer. I used that formula to write the greatest book ever written aside from this one- my first book. ***The Prophet formula simplified is something like this. An x amount of preaching/ visiting inactives/ handing out testimonies and showing love for others plus asking for it= wisdom, the spirit of greatness/ inspiration and the spirit of prophecy. The hypocrites want to put me down stone me to death? Why? I’m the type of person they’ve picked on and hated for years. If you are a bully do you want the kid you’ve picked on and hated for years becoming class President? Of course not. What would happen. You’d be afraid of going to detention. Forget about any special favors or positions in student government as well. Now you see why the world hates me I even love hypocrites. I treat everyone fairly. They’re afraid of me being king, because they’re afraid I’ll run them out of town. What they don’t realize is I love everyone. There’s a place for everyone in my kingdom; well not everyone. My favor with E is dependant on faith. My mission is to preach the gospel and bring souls to Christ. Sacrificing 5 souls for 5 million. Why aren’t your goals to preach./ save souls? Helping me is helping you. My goal is to be the greatest man who ever lived. Not to be a… And accomplishing a sacrifice to save the world. I To save the nation of Japan. If Lord tells me to go to China or Japan to save them and I’m a father what is the devil going to say about me? How am I going to take care of a family and preach at the same time. With much power comes much responsibility (from spiderman). Why did Jesus leave him family to go preach? Why didn’t he take his whole family with him? She’s a good girl who loves her momma. Loves Jesus and Elvis Presley. All women love Jesus. That’s a universal law. Why? Because he was full of love and pure. Lunch money and the school yard bully: Why does the devil hate me so much? Let me give an analogy. The school bully hates the nerd he’s been picking on since grade school. If the nerd is a smart-alec and makes him look bad in front of the other students how much more does the bully hate him And hates him even more when the nerd tells the other kids when the bully is going to steal their lunch money (preaching). The bully goes hungry when that happens, right? How mad is the bully at the nerd, now? Mad enough to beat the tar out of him, I’d imagine. But, what happens if the bully totally creams and beats up the nerd- the principal or teacher raps him on the knuckles with a ruler and sends him to detention for a long time. That’s why the devil hasn’t killed me yet, he’s afraid of getting punished for it. Lets look at this logically. I do miracles that nobody in their wildest dreams has ever done or thought of before. It had to be me. I’m the only one that qualifies to be king. I spent years reading self-help books trying to find a distinction that would change my life, allow me to be successful/ accepted, a way to achieve my goals. It didn’t work. So I had one option left- God. I had a belief and faith in God. I found the formula, and other formulas, (My Spirit Formulas) that would change my life forever and propel me to the top. Where did I get the ideas for the formulas? In the scriptures, that boring old dusty book written by a bunch of clueless grumpy old men (that’s what the world thinks). Bingo! I studied the life of the greatest man who ever lived ad found the answers to my problems- the formulas necessary to beat the bully (the devil) and the hypocrites and be and achieve what I wanted to achieve. Have you ever seen the movie- Never ending Story? Well it was kind of like that. My life began to miraculously change- I grew in wisdom and favor with God and man. I spoke with power and authority. I returned in the Spirit. I began to preach the kingdom of Heaven- show the path to eternal life. I began to do healings, read minds, have the spirit of prophecy, cast out devils, you name it. Incidently the bad parts came true too- The hearts of the people turned against me, conspirings, persecution, secret combinations (the devil’s men) after me, temptations, the forces of evil combining against me, hated and rejected by the people I was sent to save, etc. What you can imagine- you can do; with the help of God. How do you beat the hypocrites? You love them to death. You show more faith, outwork them spiritually to beat them or bring forth the fruit to beat them. God will see your efforts and deliver you if you affect enough lives. Remember God’s first goal is that everyone of his sons and daughters returns to him. Put your goals in line with his and what do you get. S-U-C-C-E-S-S-. Why is this such a hard principle for people to understand? God doesn’t judge us on our past mistakes, but our future potential. Do you think God chose Moses because of his past record? Of course not. He killed a man for crying outloud. But God saw in him something different something special. Why did God choose David to be King and not Eliab. Jesse said. “ why are you choosing David over Eliab” Eliab’s tall and strong and muscular, intelligent, all the girls love him, he has a great education multiple degrees in combat ,horsenmanship, agriculture, and politics he’s a leader, he’s got connections. Why did you choose a red haired pimply faced skinny kid who sings hymns to the sheep? God doesn’t judge the way man judges. He saw David’s heart and his spiritual intelligence, not his worldly intelligence. Saul was an intelligent man in a worldly sense, he was a very cunning man, he almost killed David a couple of times, but Saul lacked spiritual intelligence, intelligence for the things of God like obedience to God not man, knowing the Holy Spirit and doing the will of God. Who wrote Psalms? Was it Saul? I don’t recall Saul being the author of Psalms, do you? I’m the poor man’s apostle. If you want someone who’s going to teach you about stocks and bonds and how to invest your money so you can retire and play golf the rest of your life I’m not your guy, I’m not going to be your favorite. I don’t know any of that stuff. I’ve never had more than a thousand bucks cash on hand. What I preach is a hard gospel, a gospel of sacrifice, of selling all that you have giving it to the poor taking up your cross and preaching the gospel, of caring for the poor, of bringing precious souls to God, loving all your brothers and sisters, and the important things in life. If you’re rich the world loves you if you’re successful everyone is attracted to you, Why because everybody wants to be rich and successful. A poor man’s wisdom is despised. If I were rich and respected can you imagine the impact for good I could have? Can you imagine how this world would change if every loser had the spirit of prophecy and could do miracles like Jesus did, The devil wants status quo- he wants the hypocrites rich and powerful in power just like the pharoses wanted. If I had the money to do it the whole world would understand the secrets of being a winner, genius, prophet, and how to save the world/ be a God. It would all be over and everyone would be lifted up into heaven if I were rich. Why David was anointed King. The only notable thing David did was kill a lion with a slingshot (representing the power and intelligence of the Spirit. With the power and intelligence of the Holy Spirit, a lowly farm boy or shepherd boy can beat the biggest baddest bully in the world. Why have I been anointed king? Why do you think? Do you think its just a coincidence that my last name means king in Spanish? Whenever someone would ask me how to pronounce my last name I would tell them it’s pronounced like the word king in Spanish or like king of the gringos (Americans). Joke? Or Prophecy? Is there a significance in names? It’s not very often in history that God chooses the king- usually the king is the one with the biggest gun or the biggest army, or biggest pocketbook. Do we choose our leaders the way God chooses His leaders or Kings? An interesting question. Was it important to God to choose a king who would save his chosen people (the children of Israel)? My testimony just might change your life. I have some key distinctions on that page. All of life’s difficult questions are answered on that 8 ½ inch by 11 inch piece of paper. There is more wisdom on this 8 ½ by 11 inch piece of paper than in all the libraries in the world put together. Why are the majority of people spiritually inept? They’re spoiled. I fasted for 2 days a week for eight years to have the power intelligence and wisdom of God. You tell someone to fast for 48 hours and they gasp in horror. “I couldn’t do that- I love food they say or I would get hungry I can’t do that”. Well, okay- love your food-but you’re never going to get the testimony, know the truth, have the relationship with the Holy Spirit that you want. Do you love food more than God? Do you love your possessions more than God, your security and ease of life more than God? God responds to sacrifice. What reason would God have to bless you if you do the same things everyone else does? And forget about asking someone to go to a different country to preach. “Well, I’ve heard the water’s bad in mexico. I might get diareah. I don’t like the heat, I can’t take bucket showers. I don’t’ like to eat beans.” Beans give you energy, chile puts hair on your chest and a little sun is not going to kill you. I always use to tell people I want to be Mexican but I don’t eat chile. That always got a big laugh. You’re not considered Mexican if you don’t eat chile or hot sauce. I would ask for a bowl of soup and it had chile in it. I asked for chicken and they would mix it in a pot with chile. I asked for a sandwich and they gave me one with chili peppers in it and it was so hot it felt like I put a branding iron on my toungue I would suck on candy to ease the pain. Everybody says Mexicans are lazy. All they do is drink and sing drunk guy songs. That’s not true. I knew some Mexicans who worked from 6 in the morning till ten at night and all they got paid was 5 dollars a day. They worked harder than mules. They made enough to buy a meal and some bread, and then it was back to work another day’s work to earn another meal. It’s a miracle some of them even survive with all the other expenses there are. That’s why they’re all here in this country. I’m the first person in the world to discover a cure for dumbness. Why don’t they give me a congretional medal. What do you think God is going to do if you treat badly or let the guy preaching the gospel who has the spirit of prophecy sit out in the rain and favor the rich hypocrite. Do you think God is going to be happy? Our job is not to punish the sinner God does a good job of that himself. Our job is to love and lift the sinner and show the way. There’s nothing new or spectacular about that. We’ve had it beat into our heads the need and value of work. We’ve all known that from the the beginning of time. There’s nothing new or revolutionary about the idea of having kids. People having babies is the reason we’re here. The dumbest man in the world can have sex and make babies. We don’t need more men who want to have sex and make babies. We need more men who want to preach and save all those babies that are being made. We need spirit-filled anointed preachers of the gospel not sex crazed baby-making machines. We should shower others with praise and adoration like they do to Pres. Hinckley. Why isn’t everyone treated like that? Hypocrites will never get it. They just don’t get it. A hypocrite is like a fly that keeps hitting up against the window, trying to get out instead of going out the open door. If you keep hitting yourself up against a window you’re just making it harder for yourself. You could go to heck for treating me bad. I’m dead serious. Hypocrites aren’t bad people, they’re just stupid and deceived. They don’t realize there’ a punishment for doing wrong and a reward for being good. A hypocrite thinks- I can treat him bad and hate some people and get away with it. No it doesn’t work that way. It’s not your system. God doesn’t have a hypocritical system. God’s not a hypocrite. God favors the righteous, the poor, those who have suffered. The rich he sends away empty. Why? Because God’s fair. I’ve often said that God is not a hypocrite. When you point a finger at someone else there’s four fingers pointing back at you. When you gossip you’re not really destroying someone else really. You’re destroying yourself. I tell it like it is. I really love hypocrites. Some of the hardest working people are hypocrites. The devil is a hardworker, he walks up and down the earth all day and all night at his job. Good leaders are not those who boss people around, but those who teat others with love. I do the impossible.? Why? Because I am impossible. My name is impossible. Many leaders of the church are hypocrites. Hypocrites of ten pay a lot of tithing (like the Pharosees n the Bible) and do a lot for the church. 2/18/09- Thoughts of “ He took the time to talk to that old lady,”: and he spoke with confidence like a God at testimony meeting.- brought spirit, brought sprit of greatness inspiration for speaking. Also divorced hypocrite story. What you dream becomes your reality. I dreamed at early age of being JC, Now I am. You can be my hero baby. You can wipe away my tears. –Like Jesus was, that’s why I went. I wanted to be their hero- I love this woman with all my heart. I want her to be in my kingdom when I come with my father- to tears pointing at Nora. I loved laura / dian. I loved little Carlos. He even loved the gay guy. I didn’t want him to do more miracles said bishop. I preach give away all you have to get rich. Everyone else says save your money, save for retirement, save for a rainy day, build a barn and store all your goods. Save for this, save for that. I say give it all away and God will give you more. God will make you the richest man in the world if you give it all away. I’ve been blessed more than I can fathom, more than I can even imagine for being obedient to that one commandment- sell all that you have give to the poor, take up your cross and follow me. Imagine if the young rich man would have sold all he had gave to the poor and preached the gospel. I’ll bet he would have been the richest man in the world (the true riches are not earthly by the way), but God is so good I bet he would have made him worldly rich again as well. Does the scripture say save that you have and deny the poor? No, the scripture says Sell that you have and give to the poor. Every time the devil throws a monkey wrench into my plans of bringing the most souls to Jesus, God calls a mechanic to fix it. Repeat after me, everything the devil does just makes me stronger He takes away my intelligence, so what do I do, I become a master of the Spirit and learn how to be a Genius. He puts me in a hospital, brainwashes me and takes away my testimony and healings, and what do I do- I take up my cross and go preach the gospel and become the greatest man who ever lived. He sends false prophets to rob me and what happens? I’m blessed with more money. He discredits me and what happens? God gives me favor. He sends people to say a pack of lies and gossip about me to take away my fruit and friends. What does God do, he gives me more friends and more fruit. If you’re in a mental hospital and you tell the doctors you feel and receive revelation from the Holy Spirit you get labeled schizoaffective or schizophrenic. Caution: you are entering the mind of a highly spiritually intelligent genius, if you can’t take the heat get out of the kitchen as they say. Am I crazy? Or am I a genius? Am I dumb, or am I a genius? You’ve seen the evidence, you be the judge. Like I said before, I’ve read a lot of self-help books in the past. Let me be clear about this. This is not a self-help book. This is a God-help book. There is a big difference. I never was able to achieve my goals on my own, but when I learned to harness the power of God, I did. One book in particular comes to mind by Tony Robbins. In it there’s a principle he talks about called CANI- constant and never ending improvement. I had always wondered how that was possible, because for me life was just constant and never ending trouble. It was only when I discovered the Spirit Formula and other formulas that I teach that I realized how it was possible to beat the devil and be constantly improving. It is possible to be prosperous by applying these formulas. The devil like I said before, wants you miserable broke and sick. I want you happy, prosperous, and healthy from the Holy Spirit of course. Who is the author of sickness? Who is the author of depression? Who robs you of your money, time, and salvation? You got it, the big D. Why does the devil seek to discredit me at every turn and even has gone so far as stealing my intelligence to make people think I was dumb, just a nerd and worthless? Think about it. If you don’t know the answer to that question from reading this book you’ve got problems. I’m the chosen one, the anointed one. But in order to be truly happy, truly rich (with treasure in heaven) you have to be molded into a Godly person. Ouch, that hurts you say. It’s not as bad as you think it is. My books take you through that process step by step. **** 2/19/09- So why aren’t you rich they ask- if you’re the leading pioneer/ innovator of the most dramatic world-changing science- the science of spirituality (oneness with God and harnessing the powers of heaven), why aren’t you rich? Good question- the reason is one has discovered/ seen my potential yet. No one wants to help support or give me what I deserve. Why? Can you imagine the tv ads I would run, the televised speeches I would make?- the people I would affect if I were rich? If I had the money to do it the whole world would understand the secrets of being a winner/ genius/ prophet, and how to save the world/ be a God. It would all be over, and everyone would be lifted up into heaven if I were rich. Why have the people who have not helped me been so condemned? Or the people who have tried to put me down? Think about it. What do you think happened to the Jews who didn’t help Jesus or even rejected him? Do you remember how cursed those people were? Do I have to recite history? If I am the savior/ Christ of these times how would it be any different for those that reject me? It comes down to stupidity , pride and jealous selfishness. The only difference between me and Jesus Christ is he figured out who he was at an earlier age than I did. I didn’t figure out I was Jesus Christ until after in life. I’m the only one who will admit I’m a loser/nothing without God. I have the brain of a nerd and the heart of a lion. I have the highest spiritual IQ. I didn’t say the highest social or verbal IQ. Everyone else lifted up in pride of hearts saying they’re better. Everything they have including their intelligence to think and act was given to them by God. I give all the glory and credit to God for what I’ve done Why did Herod give up the ghost when he gave a great rousing speech. Because he didn’t give God the credit. He claimed he was the smart one. He didn’t say the truth that God had given him his superior intellectual ability. No, he said its all me I earned my superiority and speaking ability. God can only help us when we’re humble. Smart people always win. Smart people ge the best jobs, the most money, the most friends and favor. It’s a gift. When I’m smart and crack a few jokes everyone is suddenly my friend, why? Because intelligence is power, it’s a great gift. People in power have more resources.and are usually smarter, they’ve learned to master the system of gaining favor and what they want. People favor smart people. Let me put it this way- if you had two workers one that gave you 5 times as much increase and glory- who would you choose for a promotion? The one who gave you more glory or increase right? That’s why he chose me. What kind of a belief system would empower you more than believing you’re Jesus Christ? How would you act if you really thought you were Jesus Christ the savior of mankind? What confidence would you feel? What power or belief in yourself and self worth would you have? Think about it. Now wait a minute, before you judge me/ doubt me. I know its hard to believe that I could be Jesus Christ. And that I came to the earth to do another sacrifice for mankind. So I’m going to make it simple. Lets take it slow. Do you know the meaning of the name Jesus Christ? It’s one who takes away the sins of his people. A savior. I think the Spirit wants me to think I’m JC or is giving me that privilige of being Him. Why? For starters I’ve been rejected, treated like dirt my whole life when I’ve actually had more potential for good than others done more affected more lives. A Christ is a savior. We all should have taken upon ourselves the name of Christ and the responsibility of being saviors. I’ve told you already part of the evidence I have that I am JC or the Christ of these times if you’ve been paying attention. Analyzing the mind of God. Lets look at it from a different angle for a minute. I’m just a nerd brain that that God chose to be a Jesus brain (the smartest). Another angle- if you had a son who got everything he wanted was happy and had a joyful life and another son who got nothing that he wanted was treated like dirt/ homeless abandoned by everyone- Who would you want to help, give the gift too? Which would give you the most glory/ spirit to give a gift to a poor person or a rich person? Is there a light bulb turning on in your head yet? Why did you give all your money to the poor they ask me- that was a dumb thing to do. Was it really a dumb thing to do, or was it a genius thing to do? Do you think I didn’t want to be rich, have a home, family, friends, a nice pension or retirement plan, health insurance, an easy life? Of course I did. But I chose a different path. Because of my disability (a lack of intelligence for social/ relations/ speaking/ math/ other intelligences and a lack of money, I wasn’t able to finish college and take that path. I had to learn to rely on God not on my own ability (because I didn’t have any) or education. I could have died, but I didn’t. I found/ learned a formula to tap into God’s wisdom and intelligence that allowed me to survive and achieve many of my goals and dreams. Does that mean I’m out of the woods or I’ve got it made? NO, the devil still hounds me like a bloodhound on steroids, but as I said before one of my formulas or sayings is that for everything the devil does to me, I’m rewarded 10 times or even more for what he does/ persecutes me. If I would have been able to go that path, the easier, more acceptable path I would have relied on my ability/ education/ money etc and would have never made the sacrifices I made to find God and learn how to take the Spirit as a guide and become the smartest man in the world. Are you starting to get to know me yet? I hope so. I’m a pretty transparent guy- - I make no bones about the fact that I was a total loser/ nerd who just happened to discover the greatest secrets of all time. I teach people how to be Gods. Now the question remains- do I have the faith to accomplish my other goals, more specifically my goal for saving the world. I’ve already been chosen to do it (by God). I’ve told you the prophecies and movies about me. Another question “are you going to help me accomplish my goal?” I’ll include more of the revelations I’ve gotten about my purpose and who I am in my next book. Why are my best friends and people that love me hit so hard by the devil? I’m sure Benny Hinn has taken a hit because of me. Why do you think? If you want more evidence I’ve got plenty more where that came from (God). Have I answered the question “who I am I” or “what am I dong here” The two questions I always got when I was in Mexico. I can’t sit around all day writing books, I’m a man of action and I came to save the world. I’d like to type up all my revelations and evidence and formulas I got in Mexico, but I’ll have to save it for the next book. I’m feeling a liitle low in the spirit. Almost all the preachers you see rehash what they’ve heard others say or read in the Bible. I give you cutting edge, straight from the source revelation/ prophecy/ wisdom. The best insurance plan you can have is to go preach. The best retirement plan you can have is to trust in the Lord not riches. The best pension you can have is from serving the Lord. I’m tired of the world’s nonsense. Someone said- you may be smarter than me, but you’re still a nerd. I responded, you may be dumber than me, but you’re still a jerk. People are smarter than we are so that we would be more humble. Not so we would mope around all day saying God doesn’t love me. I discovered a formula for being a Genius. Your salvation is on the line not mine. If you had imprisoned Jesus Christ and stopped him from preaching/ saving souls, I’d imagine you’d be in the deepest darkest pit in hell. Where do you think you’d be right now if you put an innocent man who’s preaching the gospel in prison? God doesn’t just love jerks, he loves everyone. If you treat someone else bad you ‘re going to suffer and be punished by God. I don’t have to punish you, my daddy will. A nerd and his computer can change the world. The pen is mightier than the sword. The gigabyte is mightier than the sword. There’s not a devil in heck who doesn’t rage my name, I guarantee that. That’s what I like about God. God doesn’t discriminate based on personality. Its not logical that the dumbest man could be the smartest man. God’s not logical, he’s miraculous. God treats everyone the same, he loves everyone. If you show the faith he rewards you. God doesn’t say oh,, he’s a nerd, I’m not going to talk to him or give him love. On the contrary, he blesses and loves the rejected more. Isn’t God good? Isn’t he wonderful. He tells the rich to go away empty (he sends them packing) . What does he do to the proud and those who thing they’re better than others he gives them a one-way ticket to hell. Do not pass go Do not collect $200. The devil has a hissy fit when I tell people they can be Gods. We need to stand up to bullies and people who use their power to put down others. That’s part of being a man. When I said we shouldn’t judge or criticize I’m not saying we should let bullies take advantage of the weak. 2/15/09- The truth is I’m a winner, the greatest winner of all time. Tears welled up in my eyes as I realized the truth- its not because God loves me less its because God loves me more. God allowed the devil to destroy my mind and my finances because he loves me more . Now he can bless me with his Spirit and genius and love. Why? Because I’m humble and meek like him. I now qualify for his help/love/spirit/genius intelligence. It’s not because he loves me less that I’ve been denied the things I’ve wanted in life- its because he loves me more. I actually have more much more potential to affect/ change lives on the path that I’m on. Not only am I not a loser, I’m the greatest winner of all time. There’s another rumor you probably haven’t heard-I’m the greatest man of all time. Did they tell you that? No, I didn’t think so. Why did I give away to poor the only thing I had of worth, a mobile home worth 3k generating me $200 a month? Did I do it because I wanted to be poor? No, I did it because I wanted to be rich, truly rich. It wasn’t stupid, it was stupendous (genius). Then I took up my cross and went to preach the gospel in Mexico like God told me to. The rest is history. You must act quickly flee p gives money stay with relative bro etc. I will deliver you. The d. is not after me because I’m the biggest loser. He’s after me because I’m the biggest winner. He would care less about me if I were just a low-impact loser. I wasn’t poor and without the intellectual schooling ability to finish college get a degree and make good money because I was less than. That happened because God has greater plans for my life. I was feeling sorry for myself one day- I’m in thousands and thousands of dollars of debt no skills or education to support myself. I can’t get or keep a job because of the devil ( hounding me, spreading rumors about me, using his men to destroy me and my credibility, tormented by evil spirits, intelligence taken at intervals) My life sucks I thought-“why do you hate me God” I thought. If I would have gotten the education and job I wanted I would have forgotten God. I wouldn’t have desperately needed him. I would have had my money , security to comfort me, thereby I never would have had the ring of power (favor and great wisdom/ calling to be the chosen one) that I do now. So I said thank you Lord and felt his love come over me to tears. Jesus didn’t have fancy degrees or diplomas or go to some prestigious college- how can this man read never having learned letters? He was uneducated for crying outloud. Why do you think everyone rejected him? Because when they saw him they didn’t see dollar signs or the trappings of success, they saw a man smitten and afflicted by God and we hid as it were our faces from him. Every time he did something the devil tried to destroy his mind his finances, his job opportunities. He was another Moses meek and humble and treated badly by the world. The world promotes its own. He figured out he was the messiah early on, I didn’t. I was deceived by the world into thinking I was the biggest loser when actually I was the biggest winner- the ring of power (spiritual genius/ gifts of spirit/ superior intelligence for the things of greatest importance, the higher wisdom). While everybody else was thinking about details and temporal abilities I was mastering things like talking to God, the spirit of prophecy, healing and figuring out how to save the world. Do you get the picture, understand what I’m getting at yet? Its not because of what I’ve done, its because of who I am. I was created to be a man of action- preacher, leader, soul winner. My mission is to belike JC, do what he did-preach, healing miracles, the cross, sacrifice for all, go somewhere A nerd prophet would serve us right for all the years we’ve picked on nerds. I just have to show the faith (preach figure out how to bring more souls/ affect lives and God will help me achieve my goals of being the greatest(actually I’ve already achieved that goal) who ever lived and bring the most souls to Jesus than anyone in recorded history. You might have surmised this if you’ve been paying attention to what I’ve written about what I’ve accomplished/ become/ etc. etc. I’m not impressed with someone born with the abilities talents who gets their goals accomplished, Im more impressed with the devil afflicted poor man who finds a way despite the odds to beat that rascal and become the greatest force for good like Jesus (me). Get up at 7 am for spirit, bed at 9 pm Now I just have to figure out away out of problems – d.’s men after me, debt, become preacher, sell books. Show faith and solution will rise present it self a job in slc preaching/ teaching/ wife/ plain old job maybe telemarket.. I’m wondering if you would help sponsor me or my books I’m chosen one use your prophecy to find out. Why is this life impossible for some people? Pushing against a n obstacle you can’t move makes you stronger. When you achieve the impossible- no schooling, skills, . I once asked someone why do you hate dumb people? Interesting stories- false prophet. Why are you rejecting Jesus? Is it wrong to be like Jesus? Analyzing my life (to understand me)- why I am the way I am: All my life, I’ve asked for a healing of my mind, the intelligence necessary to succeed. I finally got that healing at age 30 from a miraculous visitation. About a month later the devil jealously took it from me. I had big plans during that month of being a preacher, bringing thousands of thousands of souls to Jesus, books, speaking ability. I was overjoyed that God had come and healed me and gave me all the intelligence that the devil had stolen from me over the years. I was so smart I made the smartest men look like babies. I finally had the tools I needed to be the success I always wanted to be but never thought possible because of my weaknesses (lack of social intelligence and verbal ability). Imagine how devastated I was when the devil took all that away and stuck me in captivity. I felt abandoned by God. Why did you do this to me I would ask? Are you still there? Why do you hate me now? I had such big plans to serve you, dedicate my life to you, why did you let this happen Lord? Lustful thoughts and mater. Had contributed to the problem allowing the devil to steal and diminish my mind further. True, it was partly my fault, I did have something to do with it. But I had been deceived unknowingly and caught in a cycle. It wasn’t really my fault- that’s part of why he felt sorry for me and gave me a healing. That and faith and just bugging God for it- actually it was a direct result or reward from going back to church/ taking the sacrament. Also, he felt sorry for me- I guess he loves me- that’s why I got a healing and was purified and sanctified (all lust and desire purged from and taken from me.) After I lost all that the devil had succeeded in destroying my hope and dreams, but don’t ever count out Jesus. I’m like Jesus, you don’t ever want underestimate me either. I was down for the count. Another miraculous full healing of a mind that has been halfway destroyed by the devil is a tall order to fill. Faith to receive another one would entail preaching, asking for. My finances were destroyed and my mind was an old broken down station wagon again. I discarded my dreams- after all how was I going to be the greatest man of all time with the brain of a stupid nerd again? But then I realized, how can you be the hero of the poor, the down trodden, the disabled if you’ve never experienced it for yourself? It was a gift not a punishment to understand the poor the destitute the mentally disabled that’s why I got put in that hospital. Who better to empathize understand the poor than someone who has really been poor. How can you really understand the homeless if you’ve never been homeless? How can say I’m the hero of the poor, the needy, the homeless, the mentally disabled if I’ve never been poor/ homeless/ mentally disadvantaged, etc, etc, The brain of a nerd and the heart of a lion. 2-20-09- I want to be very clear about this its not bexause visons and miracles and reverlations are rare its because faith is rare. The answer is faith- God ‘s timetable is dependant on our timetable. When we show the faith, bring forth the fruit, he gives us what we want. If you want to be a master of the Spirit be in will of God, know your mission The only way to happiness is through following the example of JC. I’m the master. If you tell the doctors you feel the Holy Spirit and receive revelation, what do they do they classify you with a mental disability. It’s the ignorance of the world for spiritual things. I will always maintain this position- lust is Satan’s greatest weapon against mankind. 2/3/09- Do you want the Spirit of Greatness? Listen to me Do you want to do miracles? Listen to me. I teach people the basics of how to be a master or a genius (a winner). It’s in the dreams (my dreams of being like Jesus healing people preaching in congregations, etc. Life is what you make it- high paying job interpreter no. This is big say parents. Everyone’s talking about him , radio shows,. Talk shows. Another person baptized because of him/ his testimony, affecting lives millions for generations. That’s why blessed with spirit/ miracles. Normal = normal blessings. Jesus= more blessings/ spirit no fear of death. Secret= pure – 15 times resisting, just suffer it, pray for w dreams progress to drams, suffer it ask how too. Secret to healing people- sufficient faith (changing lives). I had greatest potential and treated like less potential, pure=love for others=okay Ill stand up, levantate y sea sanado en el nombre de jesucristo, if spirit says bless her q’ sea major poco a poco de este momento en el nombre de jesucristo amen. Dream of more=more blessed=binging souls= more blessings. Affecting lives, new place, etc. =love for people= that you may be do not talk because I love you until you repent. Love for people not anger for rejection gives healing power/ favor/ humor. I am the chosen one to liberate my people- How to be a Genius- winners/ masters/ christs. Lead armies. I am the king it is my right my birthright to be king all that the father hath is mine. All glory to God. The ring of power gift of the Spirit to give genius wisdom preservation souls miracles/ healing / speeches of greatness power and inspiration. What would Jesus do and do it. Think of how to help them, talk to them, the missionaries, not of self how to help me. Por amor por la gente, compassion, The son of man is growing in wisdom and power. Robs my seed, my money. I am the only Jedi. Life is what you make of it. We decide our destinies. I’m willing my destiny into life-tv show, friends with O and BH. . Good spirit in hotel del sol gave me much inspiration, greatness, wisdom the greatest highest wisdom. What I did in my first book was go from loser to genius and prophet level What I’ve done in this book is go from prophet to Jesus and God level. Which is the greater of the two books? I’ll let you decide. I want to teach you all how to think like geniuses. I want you to shed the robot and think like a genius, like Jesus. Why am I different than everyone else? Everyone else says listen to the Prophet, I say be a prophet. I raised the bar. Spirit of greatness/ inspiration came from thoughts of affecting p passing out flyers it works.I’m reading minds and resisting/purity. The day I figured out I could get the spirit/ inspiration and intelligence from showing the highest path- talking to people and giving my testimony paper was the day I kicked the d. in the pants. -Humor- 1/27/09- A little humor in your life. Make fun of self- walked in ride when car broke down, ha ha ha. I jumped up out of chair for the pain from the laser (lasik). Make fun of cath. (hay pocos in Utah, casi no hay) Make fun of pesos versus dollars- aqui pagan en dollars. We’re better make fun of them worse- working at Soriana versus other place. I’m better than you hypocrites versus nerds I make dollars. Make fun of in respect to mormons- all you need is a tie and you would be Mormon and a name tag and a Book of Mormon, briefcase. Keep joking, keep jokes coming. Make fun of lazy/ rich me- just relaxed for a year they paid me for nothing. Do they pay you-ask.. Make fun of beans, made me sick and water todos red eyes zombies aqui. Similarities- you look like a Mormon- suit and tie, I look like peewee Herman, Big head funny like Jay Leno. Also, Think how luis joked/ laughed- los dos jovenes, ha ha, ha. Or Yo Adrian, Edward scissorhands. Humor prayed for with missionaries Dominguez, affecting lives, blessings of missionary work. To be funny- Are you sleeping? Did you get enough sleep? Aburrido (are you bored?), you need a pillow, carry a bed here, laugh make joke like luis, I like to eat a lot-your favorite thing- make fun of. Soy bueno para algo, soy un chiste. I’d be his best friend if he has barbecue. Also exaggerate- you have more babies than you can shake a stick at. Etc. Greatest man who ever lived goal- sacrifice for all mankind on cross bring most souls to prove a nerd can be JC/ jedi read minds, etc. The whole world is watching. Healing faith from preaching. Greatness is a choice. Greatness was Jesus Christ. Sacrifice for todos. A solution for everything- spirit tells me you need a friend to feel comfortable at church.. You need to go to church for Holy Spirit right path to son Omar. Read his mind- Don’t think I’m a child molstor for red eyes. This is a sign that I’m a prophet believe me. Coincidences- del sol, cedros, gave paper to a guy named Jesus who goes to barrio esmeralda. Friend (Luis Carlos) who helps. Anger- darth vader, me- Luke skywalker, me clark kent clumsy fool dumb beat d. by no tv/ sex/ impure thoughts/ no master/ not read preach-path (solve problem- get testimony, filled with spirit highest level of heaven, Holy Spirit is testimony of truth. I was gong down now blessed for going to church. Learn from your church brethren, word in mind not world, progress spiritually, Holy Spirit for miracles and health not doctors.Why to go to church? It’s a commandment follow Jesus example, sport example- cut from team if you don’t, find right path, Holy Spirit told me none true (testigos, etc). He loved everyone- my nietas still talk about him, I will be Mormon says Angeles- he loved everyone says emmy, Nora Javier everyone and we all rejected/.hated him. He loved me only one who didn’t use me. Ay q’ Nora, love give cookies to kids and beggars. It’s when you’re in will of spirit you get inspiration/ wisdom/ spirit not necessarily the physical place you’re in. I am Jesus Christ- spirit to tears- LOVE- I was like JC love for them. For good points / qualities of Javier, emmy- generous gave me room, was a worker, gave me food, was smart sarcastic funny. Love that she would be saved I love Jesus- his wisdom/ greatness/ love for others humility- oh father I need you your guidance, preservation. He was poor gave it all away, depended on God. Sang learn of me and listen to my words. Walk in the meekness of my way. I am Jesus Christ. Sang tears spirit, pictured Him healing loving people compassion work sacrifice preaching, crucified feeling love during pain torture. I love you so much I would be crucified for you. Cried hardest tears/ spirit when I realized- He loved me so much he made me greater than him, gave me that privilege. Mine is the greatest story in history, how a nerd becomes the greatest man to ever live. **All this wisdom came from my Love for Luis and his son. Love is the most important thing, don’t forget love. I will deliver him up says d. he even loves me. How many more miracles do you need before you believe in me? Read minds, increase intelligence/ love/ spirit, beat hypocrites smarter than, preach for spirit, like Moses, healings, movies about me, spirit stronger than anyone, spirit genius, rejected all life, love poor. Not even his own brethren believed in him, why? They knew his imperfections, maybe he was a little lazy, a little dumb, maybe he smelled bad, maybe he had long hair, maybe he loved women. The nerd speech. If I wanted to tell jokes I would have bought a knock knock joke book from the dollar store or checked one out from the library. What I want to do today is change your life. I loved Jim Carey, gave him a good life. The D. doesn’t want you to know your true identity-JC. You know what a lobster does when it sees another lobster leaving the bucket ? He pulls him down so he won’t get away. You guys have got it all wrong he said, you’re putting importance on tithing not love/ preaching the gospel of my Father/ judgement. I teach people to be prophets. Go one I want everyone in here to admit it. Say it- I am a nerd. Say it bishop, I want you to say it too bishop. I think he really is a nerd. Don’t have a cow. Everyone of us has our quirks. Everyone of us is a nerd really. All of us have imperfections, shortcomings and social inadequacies or quirks. All of us are anti-social in some way. I’m a dull ineffective, dumb socially awkward nerd. You were expecting me to tell a joke or something to make everyone think I was cool, huh? Are our reputations more important to us than being Christlike and loving? I want you to think about that. If you think about it everything we do is to create the impression that we’re cool or sociable, the way we dress the way we talk etc. Why do we judge others for their imperfections and shun them? I don’t say believe in miracles. I teach you how to do miracles. I don’t say believe the prophet. I say be a prophet. Brigham Young said that he wished all men were prophets. What do I specialize in? I specialize in turning average human beings into spiritual giants. I would like to talk of higher things, The basics of spiritual law- Don’t worship rules worship God. I have been anointed king of Israel. Fight manfully for me and I will give you crowns of glory and a place in my Father’s kingdom, I am the Christ of my times. I’m the only one who can save us- prophecy, spirit genius, only Jedi, know mind and will of God. I need your support- don’t be afraid of devil/ cowards, 10 times blessed and if you give your lives for me I promise you crown of glory and glory. The devil marches on Gandor. I can’t do it alone, I need your support. I will lead the armies of Israel. Devil has already declared war on U.S. There’s only a little time left. I’m the hope of the world. Plans are in place to topple government and destroy this church, I am the only one. This came from God not me, but if I want it to become reality I have to will my destiny into life through faith and right connections. Edward deje su computadora y sigue a mi. Deje su hyocricia Moises y sigue ami. You must not use the ring of power to get rich (the plates). But humble Jesus preaching healing, circulating wisdom/ books. I’m not just a nerd I’m the greatest nerd in history. All the world will know my Spirit Wisdom. Convince them- top people gifts of spirit, ordinary people can be geniuses, with spirit and how. It’s the LOVE I had for Luis , souls of Nora Angeles, Javier etc. Security is secret. Jim, I am the man in the moon. I need protection. The smartest men lead (me). His purity and love for others is his secret. They couldn’t see my potential, overlooked me so God chose me. Do I believe the world what people are telling me or the Spirit (yes, the Spirit) that’s why I went to Mexico. You are my son this day have I begotten you. I’m little Nicky big nosed adam sanler. I never want to have s again with e or other or m. I want this smart inspiration spirit always. I want you to beat them (the hypocrites) and achieve your dreams- preach king leader of armies ultimate sacrifice healing people preaching saving many souls. --****Try every possible option, then try new things- preach in Christian etc. Guide of spirit to win beat hypos Making the perfect/ Jesus formula work/ convincing. Find people who love you. There are Jesus sympahizers. I’m in a bad situation. Not in a position to work, no papers to work. What would Jesus do, rules or help stranger? My blood on your hands and all souls I could bring? Judge me and find Jesus, heart of. If you judge me judge righteously, God favors the righteous and those trying to win souls for his kingdom. I’m a prophet- gift of spirit, important mission, save many people. What would Jesus Do? WWJD. Will you let the devil win? Personality or heart and mission potential. Just have to convince them a little more. Work for healing convince for room. Even a little lie decreases the spirit. Better is a poor man than a liar. I’m dying Felix, I don’t have anyone else 1/27/09- I am the greatest man who ever lived. I do things other people have never even dreamed of/ about. I’m the greatest man in the world for the things of God. Benny Hinn’s not half as smart as me for the things of God (spirit strong). I’ve been chosen because of my faith and who I am-I was chosen before birth, to do a sacrifice for many people’s sins. Duda- solve doubt- get stronger testimony. Why- Celestial kingdom full of Holy Spirit, blessings, go to church, progress spiritually. There are some people so hypocritical that they would use that against me- I am JC. Do you know anyone that hypocritical? I have same mission, gifts, personality. I’m suffering and you’re relaxing enjoying life won’t even give me a dollar to help out what would Christ say? Techniques of hypos- use the rules to put down tear down and criticize. I want to teach everyone to be a genius- receive genius/ wisdom from the Spirit. Lets get past your lies. The reason I have my weakness is to teach me the way of the Spirit- it was a gift. Where am I? Am I here, am I there? Give it right back- robots who cant’ think for themselves. Unpredictiable, wise. Elders of Zion, take courage and onward to victory. Would you like me to lecture you on following the spirit? Blessed from missionary work- everything I want- humor health, etc. Would Jesus walk by the rules or by the Spirit? What would Jesus do? I just want to ask you one question. Devil says don’t talk to him he’s a selfish nerd scammer. We should like everyone- there’s something good, a good quality in everyone we meet. Love for all no important personality. Read his mind- smile more. Do unto others as you would want them to do to you. Treat me as a friend like I treat you. Do you want to be lectured or treated as less than. A nerd learns to be cool. Spirit tells me- act like part of the group- spirit says talk to elder Rosa, talk to elder oniveronis. Asked him where are you from how much time do you have in mission. Joked- did you get enough sleep? Look at and smile not turn away face. Spirit says ask him (elder Perez) where he’s from. Do you want to be rich? He that hath eternal life is rich. Be a fisher of men. To be a friend is to offer help, offered to buy him something. I am destined for greatness, and greatness is my name. Follow my path and I will make you greater than you can imagine. How to master humility- From dumb/ wanting a room or money for food gave spirit sympathy from Felix. I give men weaknesses that they may be humble. 1/15/09- Everything good in my life has come as a result of being pure (no master) holding out to not be dumb. Purity=survival cold=purity=smart 12/09/09- Lost spirit because went to Guatemala. Spirit said they are waiting to rob you turn back, so I got off switched buses. Spirit tells me not to go back to Mexico City, got off in other town was preserved got spirit and intelligence again. Spirit says “don’t you get it, I will take care of you, you’re my servant.” 12/05-08- Spirit says- they don’t hate you they hate me. If you love Jesus you’ll love me. They will be punished for hating/ rejecting you. What they have done to me they will also do to you. That love you have for the welfare of their souls is the same love God has for us. 1/03/09- Conversationalist- from wanting to help/ love (whenever I’m totally unselfish seeking other’s salvation I am blessed with wisdom or favor) at copies- Chicago- worked education courses, pres. Obama good for mex. Propia cuenta, do you speak English, no work here pay little, ir en camion, invite to church, talk about Spirit, 100% sure, **receive love or attention (build up intelligence from them talking to me) then give when I have spirit/ love/ smart. Talk to someone else show love, etc. 01/04/09- Spirit or love to tears when thought of love for retarded guy/ kid, also bigger girl. Thought of giving him something more than others but he refused-10 pesos and saying I love you son . Treat this man good alright. This man is Jesus Christ. Their love to me talking to me gave me intelligence to respond intelligently. We have to treat all others with respect. Remember my identity (Excelsias) he will provide money protection. I’m going to beat poverty- rich office job sharing testimony. Speaking like I was great, inspiriting people. 12/31/08- Why I show disguised Jesus drawing. Somethng that at first looks dumb or ugly when we look at it closer can be something of great worth/ value/ beauty like with people. Felt love to tears for Don Carlos and daughter to save them so they don’t get punished. It’s a game- for every act of faith I win devil loses. More faith = more winning preserved, etc. The devil trying to slow me down desperately, He hates it when I do miracles. It’s too late there’s no stopping me, you can only hope to contain me. They’ve created a monster, unleashed a lion. 12/27/08- Placticon/ conversationalist- Receive from them,(they talk to me) then give back (talk to them). Talked about pizza business, his life how he met wife (I could do the same about my wife how I met her or suicide/van. I made the greatest discovery of the 21st century-how to be a genius, where’s my nobel prize? Because you loved me, says Jesus to me, that’s why I make you like me. Lord, my Redeemer thou hast done so much for me. Sang to tears love for pictured Jesus in white robe- he gave me glory movies about me frodo, superman, etc, sang in mind tears love God then love for Jesus- I will come for you. You were my strength when I was weak (to tears to Jesus) sang in mind- little or no food, hungry for spirit/ love of Christ. Single/ pure to cross. Sometimes the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few. 12/27/08- Enthusiasm/ greatness from thoughts- my daughter fasted and felt spirit, he’s more wise than everyone Morro says to son. I believe he’s a prophet. I’m going to make copies and give to friends. To God be all the glory not me. I dared to believe that the dumbest man to ever live could become the greatest man to ever live. When I’m talking its not me that’s talking its God that’s talking. Don’t major in minors or trivial things, use pros/cons list for big decisions (where to go). There’s something about getting up at 2 am in morning to pace from cold/fleas/discomfort to think/pace. Remember Utah- can’t afford to lose mind/intelligence- no flirting. 12/23/08- For Veronica- Do it to save your soul and save the souls of your kids. D. puts demons to stop you, discourage you. From following the right path (baptized, assist church, read Book of Mormon). Because he doesn’t want you happy (saved) or going to Celestial Kingdom (highest level). , but I do love you. I’m honest you know that, just trust me. Just trust-fall and I’ll catch you, jump. Full of spirit if baptized, guide of spirit. Do it for classes of English, no one has to know, this Sunday, ok. Its hard at first but gets easier. To be full of words of God not world. Progress learn from church brethren, easier as you go along. Book of Mormon is essential, read it fast, fast for a couple days, pray and will feel Spirit- ask to know if its true- you will feel spirit in chest or in mind to tears. Continue along path. Gave stove parable- going to church is taking your hand off stove, waters of baptism to cool hand and Holy Spirit. You will have healings, blessings, money, happiness, most important you’ll save your soul. Befriended, showed loved too, talked to. Everything that happened to Jc is happening to me. History repeats itself. Hypocrites who judge by exterior or personaility. The fate of the world lies in the hands of a hobbit (me). That’s scary. Thinking of miracles- Jose Ruiz is getting baptized for his miracles reading minds/ love, touched the heart of Abel his love. Miracles are happening- enthusiasm/ greatness- he’s wisest man in the world. To tears/ spirit- Obispo sembrano says lets help him visit all inactives- happy thoughts, Think happy thoughts Peter- prophet/ love/ miracles- dumb to smart Que tontos son los orgullosos, el enemigo. Jim Carey smarter sarcastic. The power I have- Robert punished for putting me down. Spirit to tears when thought of Morro saying it touches my heart to think that he would give up his own salvation for us. Joke- soy el rey del los nerds, con la mente de burro. Thought of stake president saying my son has a testimony wants to be a missionary because of Scott bearing his testimony. I just want to inspire- felt Spirit to tears- to people with disabilities. Show them the way. 12/07/08- Had spirit real strong when I’m JC to people and song gave me energy-JC his identity I finally got it act like him his power. Spirit told me this man doesn’t have a job and he drinks, I called him on it, but had love for his needs. Sang I fed them thousands with one loaf of bread felt like I was Jc from anointing love for/ needs etc. It’s love- showing love/ preaching this is what’s helping me the most in life- taking off the blinders people are wearing. I’m your hero/savior. I’m like Jesus. He gave me his identity power/ wisdom/love/ humility. Just pure/faith/love/preaching/don’t flirt or lust. Remember people not things.Javier’s salvation not razor. Winner not loser. Look at with love- Jose Ruiz, etc. I can’t be confounded among men with spirit (most wise/ intelligent). I have power within to heal myself (imagined healing eyes with spirit light and was healed). I am here to warn you of what will come, torment for not going to church keeping his commandment. 12/06/08- Never hath a man come unto me with such faith- cried felt spirit to tears, my son now I know that thou lovest me, sang praises to Jesus- you’re my friend forever in my mind, pictured him or God, thought of giving cough drops to emmy, a present to viviana for birthday, giving something to someone, even tithing. I give him everything- my wife that which I had of most value.. Crying for his love for me, Come unto me, I am not of pride, The most humble man. Humility= love look at with love/ talk to show love.. You are my first fruits. I am the God of the meek. 12/05/08- Felt spirit to tears from song and Miguel showing me love/ respect with a handshake felt brotherly love from them. Also humble to tears when prompted by spirit to ask for work- why? Because I love you says God. Humble- sad because no job would be happy but no money/ job. Because of purity/ preaching he loves me. Just love them. Picture imagine loving them, teaching them how to be prophets. It takes years of sacrifice and molding to be a Prophet it doesn’t happen overnight. Well, actually I’ve streamlined the process with this book. I Fasted and read scriptures 2 days a week for 8 years, improving and gaining wisdom, changing into Christ. Then went back to church because of experience in testimony, took sacrament, was pure, started passing out my testimonies. Then I got healing of mind was purified and sanctified from lust for a time, received even more revelations and visitations. Then got put in hospital by jealous devil. Then lost testimony and faith but regained it and called by God to take up my cross and preach the gospel in mexico and to Lamanites. When God tells you you are a prophet you are a prohet. It comes after much sacrifice- fasting for me. Purity was key. Leaving the world (tv, sports, etc) Spirit comes from reading scriptures/ fasting/ preaching, not from practicing your golf swing. Learning to get the Holy Spirit through Spirit Formula, receiving revelation and guidance, eventual spirit of prophecy of things that could happen in your life either to warn you or inspire you, and reading minds. Then I began to preach/ talk to people share my testimony. A lot of people just wasting their time working. Spirit of greatness, enthusiasm from finding/ piecing together clues to my true identity- Frodo/ king, Superman/clark kent, matiix. Don’t worry about money, just preach I will give you money. Those soldiers/ policeman chosen to see His Majesty (you) walking street. Oh my gosh he’s JC says morro. Wife of Morro says I’ going to heck for treating him bad (JC). People giving me other pieces of the truth. He said he’s frodo says Israel. King of Kings, Lord of Lords. Hallelujah, Hallelujah. Sang- angels are singing. You figured it out- the devil knows you would figure it out. Where is the king?- says the angel. I am JC- love even though rejected, trust totally I Lord for money etc. When he comes will he do more miracles, raising intelligence/ love/ most wisdom, healing, imagine healing, reading minds, etc. Take the sword and be the king (lead armies), prophet of church?. I’m their hero, of the poor. I am JC. A nerd wakes up and realizes he’s JC he thinks, preferred before me, This time I have come to show that even the weakest of men can be like Jesus do what he did. The Father’s plan works. Picture new cell connections forming. Adam Sandler- If you say he was Christ I’ll believe you. Who am I to judge another when I walk imperfectly. Do something for someone else (money/ testimony, something) I want to bless you my son. 11/30/08- Learn to fight, imagination to create miracles other gifts of the spirit. Humilidad- felt/ showed humility after bisobp sembrano gave smart/ intelligence again. Spirit of prophecy- Thought of morro saying we’ll hide him, he wants to die for us. Tort him, regret you ever knew me, prayed for strength for deliverance, greater than you can imagine, . Spirit makes me into greatest man I can imagine- tells me do this/ that/ teaches me to do miracles Please help me to know what would be of most worth to me. I’ve already won- I know my mission- JC, cross, heal, preach, travel. Angels rejoice today for they know your worth. Enthusiasm- point, exito. 11/27/08- Love to tears- said no to thinking about Jose Ruiz suffering torment losing his soul or not in Celestial Kingdom and said save him, loved him “I would give my life for you.” Also I would give my life for you. Don’t reject me, I love you, come unto me A lot of thoughts, miracles happening gives enthusiasm. She healed herself, amazing, he’s the wisest man in the world. He has confidence power and authority. He’s going to teach everyone to be prophets, says hermana. I realized not enough faith to talk to God, says Elder walker- brought enthusiasm/ greatness pointing gestures, excitement (animo), spirit, dodging bullets. Imagining their sayings/ their thoughts in other people’s heads. Even JC will bow knee because I earned it- perfection sacrifice pure lamb miracles, preaching etc. Move from town to town, plotting to kill me. You don’t have time for JC? Everything given my future answers to married or not what to say to convince them when I’m in spirit of prophecy after Sunday, day after, sacrament, D&C, pray for spirit of prophecy, no music, little food. It’s not that hard to leave all, 100 times blessed with friends health eternal life, purity. Remember how I was in spirit guided by before. Don’t need man to direct me just God. Rely on Spirit. In a team there’s always a star. Pass me the ball. I have spidey sense- the spirit of prophecy. Felt Spirit to tears when imagined Holy Spirit in room and healing me and sang in mind when no one is my friend he is- The Holy Spirit/ God/ and I’ve grieved him blood on my hands. I’m sorry imagined him my comforter. Hno. Morro imagining love from- says Morro- I only hope I’m worthy of him he gave up his life for me and me for him. Greatness- I wash your feet with my tears Do you know me now? or no? Who am I? I left everything for you, Morro. Who am I, I love you. Are you with me or not? Feed my sheep scripture- Lovest thou me more than these, Morro? Love from hermana- I want him to love me like he loves Jose. The most christlike man I’ve ever seen- loving humble spiritual. Just begin to believe. Your faith is very weak. There are punishments for fighting against the pure in heart. I want to raise your faith. I give hope that others could be prophets. I want to begin to open the scriptures so you know who I am. I will raise another Moses and to him I will give a ring of power. To tears when thought of Bishop Sembrano giving me bishop position- he deserves it for his love for people (not mocking/ respecting/ loving/ humility). Women are dangerous. Las mujeres son peligrosas. A woman is not the answer, God is the answer. I am the king of kings. I want to open your eyes about what is happening in the world. Because I denied myself pure not talk to girls/ preach I was more than rewarded with love prayed for. I want scott to baptize me says Jose Ruiz. Shower at 7:30 to 8 am for spirit. Its worth pain of resisting. The way he looked at me with Christs love. Felt love and cross I would die for you love for bishop sembrano and Roberto- they really love me, good men. I’m JC say to e. don’t doubt me. The bad guys are chasing me. 11-25-08- Felt spirit of inspiration and greatness again from thoughts of you changed his prejudgements about nerds in one day. Humble, loving, rapid depth perception picking the right joke on many levels, true love , help conversation out of love, talk to show love. Emmy- he is JC how does he do it? My weakness they hat e and attack. Ask why do you show me hate instead of love like I do. Enthusiasm/ greatness, pointing- he has risen, thought robert’s wife- they’ve make him into a nerd he deserves respect. Robert says give him a little money or we’ll be punished. I choose the poor. John Stockton face serious mouth, instead of accept me they have rejected me, I came to lower the proud. Leave the right you have with your wives, leave your idols and follow me. 11-23-08- Read lady’s mind- asked her where she got her money from and she admitted from committing adultery with another woman’s husband. Threw up the taco she gave me, never accepted again. Religions of the world are fixated on a rule like what day should be the Sabbath day or the real name of God. They’re obsessed with a rule and not with God. They forget what ‘s most important- what God (the holy spirit says). Ask God. God tells you in heart through Holy Spirit what’s true, which religion or ideas are correct. Spirit came back in morning after wrestle with dumb depressed and BOM came spirit and intelligence and enthusiastic ( happy thoughts) of greatness- He has love, humility, intelligence, talks fast, / spirit and he’s dumb, we’re going to heck for how we’ve treated him.says Montemayor. JC- perfection obtained, sacrifice for all. Men following me, wisdom like JC, rejected like JC, you are Jesus, gives me identity because loves me, like him love people, ask person prepared to give me job. When I do what he wants he gives me what I want- preach- wisdom, health. Read Juan’s mind- he looks happy maybe I’ll go to church. The wisest men in this world are dumb, they don’t now what ‘s most important. They focus on details not wisdom from God. They don’t know will of God or mind of God, just their will. The evil is always lowering/ punishing me/ taking my mind (intelligence) because I’m Criestlike. Spirit says, The devil wants you to think about sex, tricking you. Don’t look at to lust after. . Because enemy gave me fleas, God gave me wisdom. I’m the richest man in the world in reality. It’s because of sacrifice- leaving all to preach, fasting praying, scriptures no tv- that’s why miracles. God’s so good he blesses you here with friends, money, work and gives you eternal life.if you’re on the right path. But if you sin, don’t go to church, punished here with depression less money and lose eternal life. Enemy punishes you here and there. I know, I felt how they will feel who don’t go to church said to a group of Lamanites. The Indian people are often rejected by the Mexicans, they can identify with me. Think about in spirit, showing faith first ask for and he gives you answers to all your problems/ questions. Don’t think about appearance, that’s what devil wants me to do-hair on face, etc. 11/17/08- Lord, my Redeemer thou hast done so much for me, sang in mind and cried/ felt spirit- he saved me has healed me wanted me to be happy gave me a mission an identity and health. Thinking of Bishop Sembrano saying I’ll make him 2nd counselor. Love-happy thoughts. Will you forgive me said to Lord for reading a book that got me out of sprit. When ever I do something totally unselfish (their salvation) I get wisdom. If you don’t have time for Jesus in this life he won’t have time for you in next life. Pinnochio becomes a real boy- Was smiling, treating and talking with love to people, greeting, no hair on face, shower not smell. Future leader he thinks Pray for strength to overcome, to takeaway lust- spirit of inspiration and greatness/ wisdom. Ask for love of Christ if I don’t do it. Think of shedding his blood, his pain (JC). Consequences- e. mad at me, dumb not preserved. Hit/ punch, visualize hairy armpits, long nose/ big ears. Do what ever it takes- Screwdriver, pain threshold after each thought to train me. Goal 1 month, than 2 months. Hymns, feeling of Spirit. Enthusism- thoughts of- I’m gong to make him ward mission leader he’s like kilipoki says president- he gave my wife desire to preach the gospel go on a mission because it gives him the spirit. Thought of love for people (Monson waving white handkerchief). Befriending enemies. 11/15/08- Ask in prayer/ figure out what devil doesn’t want me to know. If you help me you will receive a prophets reward, 100 times. I just want to take the blinder off your eyes. Wake up. ***You want to put me down and I want to build you up that’s why you’re punished, understand? You are preoccupied with many things, but only one thing is important- God. You’re putting me down/ tearing me down to feel more important/ intelligent, but God will punish you. He loves me and will have to punish you. The devil is hardening your hear. Without the help and spirit I am selfish/ dumb/ hopeless, no favor, a loser. But because I don’t waste time I am full of spirit, most intelligent, favor, wisdom- I give to poor, love for their eternal welfare showing the path, and have goals. The d. is telling you all paths lead to the same place. But no spirit= lower kingdom, no glory, joy. Ask to figure out my mission in prayer. My mission- achieve perfection, give my life for others, heal like JC did, miracles, prophecy of people’s futures and destinations, read minds. Just have faith, preaching, teaching soul winners, wisdom given, love felt for and he will give me job, power to do miracles, etc. These are the events that transpired before I left for Mexico. I was put in hospital because devil entered a police officer, he said some weird things to scare me, I took off running to get away, He accused me of choking someone when I really only pulled arm and asked for help. It was all a setup. I was hauled of to hospital, I was medicated (drugged) lost my full healing of mind, became a nerd again, Lost spirit comfort and revelations, eventually lost memory of miracles in my life and my testimony and eventually my purity, and nearly lost my soul again. This is 1 year later, the events that took place to force my leaving starting 2/22/08. 11/15/08-For enthusiasm- thought- I want him to teach me to be a prophet (Robert) I want to live for glory and die for glory too. Bishop- I want to visit inactives with him. Saucedo- that’s what I’m missing love for others, also he healed her foot that’s why she came. Don’t be afraid of his power she says. Escelsias is my (his) name. Your faith is sufficient to heal. The patriarch says he’s a prophet. Talking fast with pure spirit wisdom with power and authority. Had a dream of preaching on tv with stronger anointing and power. Also gave me enthusiasm when thought, he thinks I’m Frodo thought of movie and my mission. Don’t quibble about a rule, what day is the Sabbath. Use the spirit to find the true church. Follow what the spirit is telling you, not to work sundays. Don’t just join the church with the doctrine you like the most, ask God and he will tell you with thoughts in your mind from Holy Ghost. While young do great things not when old, don’t wait. For talk- use gates of heck are open to receive those who don’t go to church. The most important is the eternal welfare of the soul. We always talk about details. Also to be pure and faithful to church is the most important, if not lose everything possibly soul. Compliment their love. We shouldn’t judge, we don’t know their life experiences or situation. Hypocrites with sins always judge others. We shouldn’t say bad things about other people. Those who fight against the pure of heart- there are many punishments for. Tell them what I’m doing- visiting towns/ pueblos/ colonies. Trying to change lives/ affect lives, give wisdom, show the correct path. Moroni, Moses, purity is greatness, don’t have blood on your hands. Prophecy- grace for grace. Testimony through fasting. Sacrifice brings blessings and spirit stronger. The game is in the thoughts. What you believe becomes your reality. Your dreams can become reality through showing faith. Don’t worship idols- tv lust sports hobbies wastes of time. Try to phase out the use of the procreation power out of your life. It weakens you and allow the devil to enter and destroy your mind little by little. Your goal should be to be purified and sanctified. Excelsias is his name, his scepter endureth forever. Do you know for 100% sure your church is the most true? I do. What kind of personality did Christ have? Did you know you’re worshipping a rejected, sad, stricken of God, man with problems? We hate and reject people like that but we say we love Jesus, I’ve always thought that was ironic. Enthusiasm- I want to be a prophet says elder walkman. I’m going to ask him how to be a prophet. He’s already healing people. Morro- a man of sorrows and we hid our faces from him, rejected him. Figuring stuff out about me and being a prophet or why I’m dumb punished gives me enthusiasm/ spirit ask for too. They judge me for a sin that’s not my fault- hypocrites who waste their time on trivial pursuits and watching tv. 11/12/08- Cried from love felt for tienda girl at Margaritas. I would die for you. (daria mi vida para ud, le amo tanto q dari mi vida para ud). I love you so much I would die for you. Talk to show love, be a friend. Tell stories of life, would you do me a a favor and go to church. God has so much love for his children that if you are rejected God will punish them and bless you. If you treat me like a servant, God will treat you like a servant. The truth hurts. I don’t want to offend you but you could lose your salvation for not on right path going to church taking sacrament, etc. Being with a non-spiritual person can cost you everything. Pray to remove resentment. Show love, be friend of enemies and God punishes your enemies. How to beat your enemies with love. Lift others up so they can see what’s going on. Why am I always talking about love? Because love gives the stongest outpouring of spirit/ anointing/ wisdom/ life. You must learn to master love. How to be a God: I get it. It’s the immortality and eternal life of man. Helping others’ welfare (welfare of their eternal soul) through preaching, helping to remove blinders, gives me the Holy Spirit/ health, intelligence, life. God will provide money or room or job if I ask someone find the right people prepared to give it to me. God lives to mold me into a soul/ winner/ Jesus Christ/ full of spirit. He doesn’t watch tv or waste time on trivial things God receives his glory and spirit and blessings from this. That’s how we become Gods- learning to be Gods, doing what he does-loving/molding/ giving wisdom to others gives us glory, health, blessings, joy. We’re here to learn to be like God- work to bring souls, for welfare of souls for health blessings, money, miracles, intelligence, wisdom. Grace for grace not all at once. God will bless you- I’m preaching/ changing lives. Love gives the spirit the strongest to tears. Now given wisdom to figure it all out. I’m the only one awake in the Matrix. God is teaching me grace for grace, preaching, loving for wisdom and blessings until I reach perfection and sacrifice. So to receive the blessings and spirit, honor and glory God does, we have to do what God does. Get it? This is the same path Jesus took. 11/07-08- How to master love- Felt spirit to tears, charity love of Christ, for little kid with bad mouth in Acatempan. Thought lovefor the welfare of his soul that he would be with me saved (in heaven). Also that he would be healed- please heal him. And gave him money (like giving my lunch to guy). Loved him as myself, and said that you be healed in the name of JC and touched knee. Also love for passer-by girl and woman at tienda. Fruit- preaching = love of Christ for. Show love by talking, bigger girl showed me love so smarter/ spirit. Bad words down. Mimicked happy lady’s style. Whatever you ask for given- you are god (the secret he doesn’t want you to know. To receive gift of Spirit guide in your life you must be baptized by proper authority like Peter said. The smartest man in the world and he doesn’t even know it. Talking faster with spirit because of testifying to a group. Why he chose me- I can’t do anything without him, I am nothing without him, his strength is made perfect in my weakness, half brain state. 11-08-08- Love- I look at people and they’re on the wrong path- smoking, baad words, not going to church, not taking the sacrament- they will be punished like me one day. They are slowly losing everything mind body and soul. You have to learn to love for welfare of their soul. Give lunch, do unto others as you would have done to you- feel spirit. Some things lower the Spirit, like tv, the internet, music. Preaching gives it (the Spirit). I’m trying to show people a higher path to celestial being state and purified and sanctified. He healed my mind and told me to go to Mexico. When totally unselfish that’s when blessed. Holy Spirit teaches me to be prophet, the ring of power. What happened to those who rejected JC, that didn’t believe? I don’t want the people who judge or doubt me to go to heck. Please don’t go to heck. Hello, earth to hypocrite, come in hypocrite. Why do we reject the very person we say we love and worship? The rejected, the sad, the troubled, the smitten and afflicted of God? Why do we try to find every imperfection possible in order reject these people. All my life I thought I was a loser (smitten of God and the devil), but then it dawned on me, I’m not a loser, I’m Jesus Christ. The hero of heroes, the greatest winner of all time. Cover- Once upon a time in a galaxy far far away, Luke Skywalker takes up his cross and begins his training to be a Jedi. Using the guide of Yoda (the Holy Spirit) he transforms himself from a novice Jedi knight into a Jedi Master. Learning the skills he would need to aid him in destroying the evil empire and the deathstar. Mastering such skills as mind reading, spirit formulas, wisdom, the increasing of intelligence that would enable him to become the smartest man in the world, the spirit of prophecy, and the healing power, he transformed himself into a lean- mean soul winning machine and a powerful force for good. Fighting the storm troopers and Darth Vader at every turn with the light saber of the Holy Spirit and truth, he defied even the great emperor of darkness. Use your heart not your mind and a master you will become, Yoda (the Holy Spirit) told him. Walk by faith not by sight. Take the sword and be king. You can do it Little Nicky. We believe in you Peter. With much power comes much responsibility. Finally learning his true destiny/ mission- a sacrifice for all mankind that would destroy the deathstar and save his people; he threw the ring into the fire like Frodo and the rest is history. The nerd loser hobbit becomes the jedi prophet king. The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the One. I am the One. I’m your savior. I’m a hobbit. I’m your king. I am Superman. I am the mater of words. Into the mind of a Prophet. I’m not here to tell you how to quote others, I’m here to tell you how to make quotes. I want to open your eyes and your minds, your imagination. I want you to begin to see the potential , the possibilities. I want to inspire you, motivate you. You’re worshipping a nerd you stupid idiots. The devil was all over his mind, his finances, everything. Nerd discovers secret to being a genius. The smartest man in the world are babies compared to me. I make the smartest men in the world look like babies. How? With the ring of Power/ the holy Spirit. Wake up America, your king is a nerd and you don’t even know it. 2/29/09- sinned but thought of giving cell phone to fat girl and felt spirit to tears. Then was humble- I’m sorry I’m not worthy- picturing at Jesus feet for forgiveness. Because of my love for his people he forgives me, I will consider it payment. Gives me the spirit to tears after sin. Also got some spirit back from thoughts- D’s going to frame me, escape, good job slc, My formula for being perfect, its becoming true. Do you want to suffer like the Jews. Reject your king again, America. I’m the master. Walking in town instead of lusting gave me spriit. Analyzing the mind of a hypocrite. Cain also thought he was a Master. All of us have that inate desire within us to be great/ important. But his secret was not a good one. His secret was that he knew how to kill people to get financial gain. But what he really discovered was the secret to eternal damnation. Hypocrites today are much like Cain. Of course they don’t go around physically killing people they have learned that that doesn’t work. But what they do is kill with words and gossip, thinking to lower and put down others they don’t like or perceive to be threats thinking they will get the spoils or power or love. What hypocrites don’t realize is that they’re being punished rather than rewarded for their behavior. Now, how do you train a hypocrite to stop their behavior. You have to teach them the consequences for their behavior. I have found many a time that hypocrites are just ignorant as to the consequences of their behavior. They do what they do because they feel they are being rewarded for their behavior. You have to show the hypocrite how his or her behavior is actually hurting them. The hypocrites of Jesus’s day perceived he was a threat to their power and positions and influence. Of course, we know the story, they eventually ended up crucifying him But who won? Jesus did ultimately. They got a one way ticket to hell and he became the savior and king of all mankind. That’s what I love about Jesus he exposed hypocrisy for what it was stupidity. And he exposed hypocrites for what they are stupid people. Stupid for the things that really matter, the things of God. Its not your regular Iq that will determine ultimately your success, but your spiritual IQ. It’s not that Cain was dumb man, he was a very intelligent and cunning man. but he lacked righteousness and spiritual intelligence. Now, we cant’ actually go out and physically kill all the hypocrites in power and put in wise good men unless we’re in the army I guess. But there are tactics we can employ and ways to make sure these people do not prosper. All hypocrites think that they can get away with oppressing the poor and the weak. But why does God allow this to happen? That the wicked may be condemned and the righteous exalted. I love to see hypocrites squirm. What hypocritical lady told me I shouldn’t be a Mormon. Why because I was nerd, I was a little bit socially awkward and quiet, not a happy energetic person. Do you know what I told her, The greatest Mormon who ever lived was a nerd. Jesus Christ gave all the inspiration in the Book of Mormon and how to organize this church and everything else we believe. Then I proceeded to open the scriptures to her telling her that Jesus was a man of sorrows acquainted with grief and we hid our faces from him. A sad man, a man with problems. .He was rejected by the popular crowd of his day, the hypocrites leaders and proudful rich people. Jesus was not a happy go lucky person without a care in the world a have it all richy rich worldly person, he was hounded and buffeted and tried. Why do you think he told parables of rich people going to hell and beggars going to heaven? Because of people like you who thought they were better than him. Then I told her, its not that I’m in the wrong church, its that you’re in the wrong church. You’re the kind of person who would reject Jesus. I don’t want you in my church, you should be in the devil’s church, that’s where you belong because you’re a hypocrite you say you love your brother but you hate him despise him and reject him. You’re a proud angry hypocrite with a big head too just like the devil you would get along just fine with him in heck. In fact maybe you should marry him you’d make a great pair, he’s even more proud than you are. You say you love Jesus but you reject him. Needless to say she wasn’t very happy with this and stormed off, scheming to destroy me. Typical hippo behavior. Hypocrites will never understand. If you beat a hypocrite over the head and stick him in the sad his hypocrisy won’t leave him. Hypocrites hate that someone could be better than them. The devil and the hypocrites hounded Jesus so much he couldn’t even work a normal job, the scriptures say he didn’t even have a place to so much as rest his head. I’m sure he did his share of begging or relying on others to survive. I want to be clear- a hypocrite is not someone who makes a mistake and then repents or even someone who makes a lot of mistakes but keeps repenting. A hypocrite is someone constantly pointing the finger at someone else saying look how bad that person is. How did Jesus deal with the hypocrites of his day? First he publicly condemned them so they and others would understand the consequences of their behavior- a free ride on the eternal torment and damnation merry go round, then he loved them to death, giving his life to atone for the sins of those who would repent. We can not tolerate hypocrites in power. If we do we’re no better than them. If you hire spiritually intelligent people you will not only be blessed eternally but temporally as well in the long run. If you hire a bunch of proud hateful hypocrites who waste what they have you’ll be cursed eternally and in the long run suffer greatly in this life as well. Do you want to be cursed and go to hell or blessed and go to heaven? The choice is yours at chuckarama. Being ungodly is a waste of time. When you’re Godly you are blessed with the spirit, increase, and life and affect other’s lives. Jesus didn’t have the perfect job, he didn’t have a mercedez benz, but he showed those good old boy hypocrites where to shove it. He beat them so bad we still talk about it today. You see they thought by killing him they could beat him, punish him and tear him down, but all they did was make him greater. How do you beat prideful jerks? You expose them for what they are, alert others, then love them to death and you will be exonerated If others do not help you and do something about they are for evil as well and will be punished. I am king, I want you to fight for me. A hypocrite is constantly pointing the finger at someone else to put them down. When you point a finger at someone there’s always four fingers pointing back at you. It’s not your secular learning its your spiritual learning that determines your success. I’m missing half my brain courtesy of the biggest jerk on the planet. Is this fiction or is this reality. Truth is stranger than fiction. Why should you hire me? I’m JC. If I really am JC (the one to save his people from their sins, the savior, the chosen one) and I’m going to save the world and you don’t help me and I’m not able to complete my mission what’s going to happen to you. You’ll probably go to heck, right? Or be severly punished. I’m not lying I did receive revelation on that. I’m an honest guy. You can take your chances that I’m lying or play it safe and hire me. Sounds like I’m writing a fiction novel doesn’t it? No, its not. I’m just showing you what the power of imagination and creativity can do. I really don’t need to write fiction, my material is exciting enough if you believe miracles are possible, if you believe like I do that what you can imagine you can become, if you believe that dreams can come true, that a man is only limited by his imagination and ability to dream big dreams. If you believe there is a God. If you believe there is evil, If you believe there are prophets, if you believe there are souls that need to be saved, that there is a battle going on for souls of men, that thousands of souls are going to heck each day. If you believe all that what’s the purpose of fiction? If reality is just as interesting as fiction, why not talk about reality, something that actually exists and is happening all around us. Why not use your words to edify and talk of truth. Is there really time for anything else? How short is life? I’ve seen this a countless number of times. The rich who have the money spend hundreds of dollars on the latest information and technology trying to learn everything they can to give them the edge and make themselves look smart and important. But they lack the spiritual intelligence and vision to accomplish what the Lord really wants. They don’t understand what’s really important or the mind and will of God. While they are planning extravagant ward picnics and sporting events, the inactives and people around them are dying spiritually and they don’t even seem to care. One time I was getting down on myself and I said Lord I’m poor, why did you make me poor. And he said, no I made you the richest man in the world. I’ve made you the richest man eternally, I’ve given you health, preserved you, given you my spirit, the highest wisdom, the greatest gifts of the spirit, You have been anointed king of Israel. I said, but my name’s not Bill Gates, how could I possibly be the richest man in the world. He responded, “if Bill Gates had invested in you he would have really been the richest man in the world” It took a while for that to sink in, but its true. If not the richest money wise, the richest spiritual wise.I need to find souls for my kingdom, or I won’t have a kingdom. I’m as honest as the day is long. What reason would I have to lie? Do you think I’m stupid enough to think that you’ll fall to my feet and worship me? I’m so honest I let cashiers or bank tellers no when they’ve given me to much change back. These are the events that transpired before I left for Mexico. I was put in a hospital because devil entered a police officer, he said some weird things to scare me, I took off running to get away, He accused me of choking someone when I really only pulled arm and asked for help. It was all a setup. I was hauled of to hospital, I was medicated (drugged) lost my full healing of mind, became a nerd again (lost potential), Lost spirit comfort and revelations, eventually lost memory of miracles in my life and my testimony and eventually my purity, and nearly lost my soul again. This is 1 year later, the events that took place to force my leaving. 2/22/08- I’m starting to believe in God again due to 2 dreams when evil spirits were attacking me and I felt paralyzed- just like I use to get. I fought them off, went to lighted hall and felt terror/ fear. Also tormented verbally. Got no sleep that night. The next day felt spirit in chest after tears for sex addiction with E. Need to choose what inspiration I obey and believe to prevent another episode. I went from 150% Christian to 100% atheist to 100% Christian again. All evidence is coming back through Holy Spirit of God (all my dreams and healings- details of episode). I had a spiritual blood baptism to be purified and sanctified- no lustful dreams or desires for 2 years, and spiritual brain surgery on my brain to transform me from a nerd lacking intelligence to the smartest man in the world full of potential. I doubt a miracle has happened like that since the beginning of time. I had lost my healing though due to hospital stay and being purified and sanctified due to being deceived into having sex with my wife again. Eli said, “I banish you ,” to an evil spirit in her dream and she says I’m crazy for my spiritual experiences. I’m talking to myself and answering my own questions through the spirit again. My ability to remember my dreams is what did it (got me to believe in God again). To obtain this ability I would always tell myself, I will remember my dreams, before I went to sleep each night and I started remembering my dreams. Need to forgive those who have deceived me and done this to me. I now have overwhelming evidence that there is a God- from all my evil spirit dreams to remembering when Holy Spirit performed surgery on my brain, to being spiritually baptized in blood of Jesus, to evil spirits attacking me when awake in Guatemala as a missionary. Pray to remember more- the evil doctor Steve Sigler in St. George facility who was responsible for sending me to Provo hospital Pray for the welfare of my eternal soul and others. 2/23/08- told go (go and do) by Spirit. Faith is an action word. Felt moses when I said I would name a son Moses. Just get a job says Stacey in a dream. Will testify to everyone. Go and sin no more says Spirit. or a worse thing will come upon you. Man of holiness is my name (getting back my identity). Look away from her with sad Jesus face. Ask myself more questions come up with the answers. I was lost now I’m found- believe and on right path more or less. I got up the courage to wash dishes, something I didn’t even think I could do my confidence and ability was so low. I believed I could do it ( wash dishes) because I knew God believed in me. A job? Take showers again. Remember the hate the devil has for you- felt intense hatred of evil for me. 2/25/08- Had another evil spirit dream this one of the Jezebelic sprit around my waist- felt deep terror / evil, need to get rid of. Then brain was taken over / damaged by evil spirits (eating my brain and making my sentences and thoughts disjointed and muddled). They’ve been waiting for me to wake up to destroy me and punish me for having sex with E. I know for sure God and Jesus are real (felt spirit confirmation from reading scriptures- asked is this all true?). I need to forsake all lust and sex with wife. What to do- fast? I’m receiving punishment for sins- throwup and vomiting, also brain damage and no sleep because of torments (basically a living nightmare that I’m going through). Always remember today. Chessmatch with the devil, whats my next move? Devote life to Lord. Must endure to the end even if I have dementia or something awful. Do not touch her. Never forget today. No lust or sex at all cost- preach, preach, send flyers of my testimony like I did before. You have to work here on earth. Eat nothing she fixex, small portions, a fig bar a day and infection ( I had a life threatening infection that started in bladder/ stomach and spread to whole body, no sleep, lots of physical pain as well). Spirit also tells me no more pills/ medication causing side effects. There really was an evil spirit sent by the Lord to Saul, its all true (evil spirits) I realize that again- I have awoken from a deep slumber. Keep the Sabbath day Holy says Holy Spirit. Sin no more less a worse thing come upon thee. All my days I will serve thee diligently – passing out flyers, thinking about doing good not about lust, dream seeds, scriptures fasting and prayer, church and testimony bearing. Lord I pray that Elisha will receive a witness of these things if it be for the welfare of our souls and your will. I Received witness a burning or glowing feeling in chest of Holy Spirit that brought me to tears from scriptures today.(from Book of Mormon). Fasted whole day, no tv.(there’s a formula here for people interested in getting a testimony) I know for 100% sure its true I’m not crazy its Jesus- I won’t be deceived by man or devil. The scriptures are true, I have a memory of all my revelations, miracles and healings- their all true. There really is a God. 2/28/08- Mind problems because spiritually raped, I’m learning my true identity. Cannot sin- was given some blood to purify and sanctify me spiritually . Sex should be used for procreation purposes only- a word of caution to everyone- unless you want tok live the nightmare I’m living. Not eating till 3 or 4 in day then scriptures then brake fast is inspiration I’m getting. I made you a Eunuch for the kingdom of heave’s sake. I’m giving her up and that’s final. Now just me where to go. 2/30/08- when I am oppressed by evil I receive inspiration (rewarded for suffering). It could have been the devil as an angel of light that told me to go to Mexico. Need to think with my head to not be deceived- what are my options? Spirit tells me to stay up all night due to satanic attacks. I pray for power/ protection and it is given. Get a group of elders to pray for me? Experiencing heavy spiritual warfare. Spirit enlightens me- The evil of drugs in mental hospital. Remembering Spanish lady tormented because of mind- altering drugs. Recalling that someone told me their schizophrenia was caused by having sex. The drugs are altering brain, not allowing Spirit’s influence in mind thus causing unbelief and eventual loss of faith maybe loss of soul as well- the evil of these medications and the mental health system- treated like a number, little food, shut up inside, people need to go outside. Those drugs mess with chemicals in the mind. My healing and Spirit was taken from me, a loss of my testimony and faith eventually almost lost everything. It must be a right patients have to refuse medication- it is a terrible injustice, not just that- it’s spiritual murder, these people are killing these patients’ souls. The devil set me up big time. I didn’t even have the confidence or ability to wash dishes. The Holy Spirit working and protecting the mind is necessary. I want my people to be free- we need to change the rules so that people have the right to refuse medication in these satanic warehouses for tortured souls they call mental hospitals, they’re being used to destroy people like me- spiritual geniuses or people of great faith. Somebody wake up and do something- change the laws, monitor these places. When you see the power of the devil (evil spirits, torment) you know that God is real. Spirit tells me don’t eat meats. Eat grains not sweets- I was eating a lot of doughnuts and pastries. Spirit tells me, “teach not but repentance,”, “Declare with a loud voice- repent for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.” Tell them Jesus is coming says Spirit. Open wide your mouth to all you see. No food till 3 or 4 then just a figbar, eat small portions everyday get use to it. I beat the devil for a little while, then the d. came back and took away my purity and harassed me mentally again, the nightmare continues. I thought all was lost (much intelligence was taken again) but it was restored back to me later- another miracle. I will always know that God is real and 3 Nephi 18 (go to church and take sacrament oft) is real. The Jedi diet- no meat, fast till 3, grain bars and proteins, and wheat. No more hamburgers hot dogs, milk, pop, cookies. Child of the devil will turn away kids from the truth. 3/01/08- Had a dream of a black guy who had 10 girls/ dates and smiling and a good place to live. Spirit says if I forsook all I would have more than what I wanted- this man lost his life while preaching in India now he has all he wants/ happiness. I must go to Mexico. I had a dream- I will play a part in destroying evil partly with my revelations such as no sex for other than procreation purposes, let leaders know, was lifted up to fight evil then dead then fireworks (celebration) then the prophet Joseph Smith’s memorial statue (thoughts of Frodo the ringbearer than came). Then evil (evil spirits converged on me) after the dream. 3/02/08- Dream- black guy walks by me and won’t shake my hand. Condemnation dreams for sinning. Gave pearls to swine. Prayed for fear to be taken and replaced with love of God/ man. It matters if you’re pure in heart, not how many times you go to church. You can’t have lust or lustful thoughts even to your wife other than for procreation purposes- be very very careful. The pure in heart- free from lust are Zion. The church of Satan is alive and well in our prisons and mental institutions, many of the prisoners and patients are the most righteous people, letter to George Bush. Lord please take away my fear. He will prepare a way for me to escape. My thoughts are always toward him not tv. or food or lust. I’m not saying you have to be a Mormon to be saved, I’m just saying you must be pure of heart (no lust) to be part of Zion. If you’re a faithful member of another religion, you’re alright, but you would be missing out on a lot. No lustful thoughts or imaginations even toward wife. Fasting to fight it. Holy Spirit says- Now go and peach my gospel to every tongue and people, be not afraid of him (d.) I will deliver you. I speak a hard thing, only the righteous will be saved. God to church and repent. Jesus is coming, now is the day of your salvation. Only the pure in heart ( no lust or lustful imaginations) will be saved. Your temple must be the temple of the Holy Ghost not the temple of evil lust spirits. 3/05/08- It was a great opportunity- dreaming of Jesus like miracles arise you are healed to people of Mexico, all my needs would have been taken care of- housing etc. by God. Must be ever vigilant from lust and (d.). Come when you’re called- go to Mexico. Now d. given power to take away more intelligence and gifts. Would have had spirit guide. Miracles/ thousands to Jesus/ church. Pray to be purified and sanctified that you may not be tempted. Nephi preached gospel to everyone. Hold on until you are perfected. I will make you great, I forgive you. 3/06/08- I will provide away for you to escape- given a temporary blood cleansing to protect me (my mind from being destroyed further). I will not suffer the d. to accomplish his will against you. Had a vision of a latin woman crying for a soul gone to heck- her husband. (this is what will happen if you don’t go). In the least degree you’ve tasted when I’ve withdrawn my spirit- need to repent. Forsake e and more later. Slothful- must arise with sun or 7-8 and he would have been with me. The d. is thorn in my flesh to buffet me if lazy. :Prayed for courage. Men must be pure of heart without lustful thoughts or imaginations. I’ve suffered a lot in my life because of lust. You’ve humbled yourself because of e. It is finished, get out of here. You have humbled yourself to my will. Felt spirit after testifying to wife of importance of purity- a godly man to heaven, a lustful man to heck. Concern for the welfare of her soul= spirit/ true love. Your souls at stake. Cry repentance, Jesus coming, pure in heart, go to church take sacrament, church, BOM, baptized, no tv. 3/08/08- Had dream of being 1 of 6 great prophets chosen to preach, then I was given godly fear to leave, then a dream of neighbor getting mad at me and shooting me- I got the message, I’m in danger, need to leave, d. destroying my mind. 3/08/08- Had feeling of spirit real strong that protected me at night. Get the out of the midst of her. Don’t think just do it. Prison- d. wants to throw me in to stop my progression and mission. I gave you a keen and alert mind because you asked. My desire will be granted- oh that I were an angel and could cry repentance unto every soul and convince them of purity and the consequences for not keeping your mind pure. I hate her love you. Do you want this spirit feeling? Then leave it says. Think of as a vacation. Receive a hundredfold if forsake wife. She will be punished she wants your destruction. The devil comes as a thief in the night to destroy me. Because of your love for Jesus from Matthew I was given spirit protection. 3/10/08- Received 2 witnesses of Holy Spirit to tears that I did the right thing- gave mobile home widow Spirit says- this shall be a memorial to me wherever this gospel is preached- symbolic of what I did. Then I had a strange dream in which the devil and his angels had no power over me or to tempt me. Then as waking, attacked by many evil spirits- Saw what looked like a 3d halogram of a man who looked like Jesus rebuking the evil spirits ganged up on me- they instantly left. Then an image of a woman appeared (the first time that’s happened by the way) and she said to me, “When will you join the battle (the battle for souls)? I was stunned in awe. 3/11/08- Felt d. power all over me attracting evil spirits . Holy Spirit promises me- Spirit will descend on me in Mexico. Devils will try to stop me from going. Teach Mexicans from testimony paper, to save soul- be pure in heart/ show faith and get baptized/ church, pray to be purified and sanctified. Now you know your true identity- movies about me so world would love me, spirit said friend / Jesus, preferred before me, Joeseph and Mary my parents, same identity, same desires, the son of man must be lifted up, then the gospel preached in its fullness. Talk like Christ- marvel not. Believe I am and will do works after faith (saving souls). Not sent to Gentiles hardened hearts but to lamanites. Will suffer tribulation but by and by success, will regret leaving wife. Many souls at stake, says spirit, many souls will be lost if you don’t go. 3/12/08- Life is one big chessmatch between good and evil, me and d. Thought of next moves while in spirit. God is ultimate chessmaster. Need to get up by 8 to keep mind alert. Made a solemn promise to go to Mexico today. Stoned and tortured in this country. Felt fear from God to leave again. Saw a dream of Stacey and felt impression he was okay. Then had a dream of a man holding a dying bleeding eagle- that’s you says spirit. I want to help you. I was in the bathroom and saw a blind ant confused and going I all directions not knowing where to go. The spirit says, “see that blind ant, so shall they be who fight against Zion the pure in heart- fear not”. 3/20/08- If you do not repent unto his desires. I was entangled in sin again after hospital because believed man’s lies and d. that sex is okay in marriage no matter the circumstance. Punished with crazy dreams from master. Felt impressed that in a few days prison/ labor/ gadianton robbers rape wife. Do not be afraid got to Mexico. I feel their hatred for me- they spit in my eye- evil spirits. Marvel not for I am sent to save that which is lost, who am I, I left everything, this is the price of your soul, take your cross and follow me. Need to get out of d’s house. I point the way to eternal life. This is the path you need to take otherwise you will go to heck. Do you want to suffer the pain of heck? What in heck do you want? This is the way to heaven- my testimony. All you have to do is look and be saved. Felt spirit for passing out flyers at Laundromat.The wisdom of the world is exalted. Julius Caser- why fear death, just enjoy life. Because your soul is at stake dummy that’s why you should fear death. The wisdom of God is thought of as nothing (my wisdom). Tomorrow I will deliver you. 4/1/08- Prophecy- things that might happen from Spirit- I will draw all Lamanites to me save the sons of perdition. Read about Jesus in the Gideon Bible and it gave me the spirit- the Gideons have a part in my story as well. Because I was healed again I went up to forsake even my life if necessary to go preach. The spirit had told me- Go to mexico, and preach the gospel to the Lamanites. 4/2/08- Was healed of mind pain and some intelligence restored, stomach pain healed as well as eye pain so I went fastingand had no problems all though met a false prophet named Joseph Maddai in bus from Cedar to Las Vegas. I just happened to sit next to him, he said God gave him a vision of me sitting next to him and telling him which church was true. I was in awe of course, and proceeded to testify that I knew that the Mormon church was true and that we had the ordinances and proper authority to allow him to enter the highest level of heaven. I also said if he didn’t go to church there could be serious consequences, possibly losing his soul- referring to the experience I had of almost losing my soul for not going to church or taking the sacrament. Then I told him of all the blessings and healings that had happened to me as a result of being obedient to that commandment. He produced a Joeseph Smith book that he said he had been studying. He said he was a man of God, a prophet sent to help me in my mission to preach. He had various scriptures memorized about how angels could appear to men and being obedient to the man of God and the Holy Spirit. I must admit I did feel the Holy Spirit as I was testifying to him so thought he was an okay person. He was very respectful, an intelligent talker, and a good personality- he even told the bus driver to wait for a passenger at one of the rest stops (St. George). He proceeded to give me a sob story about how he needed a thousand dollars to get his wife into the United States from Africa- he was black and had a Benny Hinn kind of accent. I felt sorry for him, but explained I didn’t have the money to help him out. Then we proceeded to talk some more and he finally convinced me to give him the money after he told me some things about my life that no one could know- he knew about some of the revelations I had like for instance that I had the revelation that I represented the character Frodo in the Lord of the Rings Movie and that I had an important mission to perform. I asked him if I were a Savior, he said no but you’re a prophet from the lineage of the prophets. He also had information about some friends I had had where they were and how they were doing, also that I had written a book and other details no one could have known about me. I was convinced he was a prophet or an angel. He then gave me a story that he worked for Enron or some big company that went down and lost his money but that he was getting a big check and that he would pay me back even give me more- I think he said like 20k extra and an suv for me to travel around in. I bought it hook line and sinker because of the miracles I thought he did- he seemed to have the spirit of prophecy like he was talking to someone who knew all about me. Also his personality was really affable and likeable not proud or condescending in any way, and a great command of the bible, memorized stories and sermons, he was like the Christian preachers I had seen on tv, very eloquent I finally agreed to give him the money thinking I was being obedient to God in order to receive a great blessing- this was a test of my faith. So we went to the nearest casino near the bus stop in Vegas- I withdrew the money and gave it to him, He called me again when I got to El Paso and said he was going to send me the money and an extra 20k but that he needed another thousand. So I wired him 1000 through the western union there in El Paso. Then he told me to get on a plane to Vegas to meet him for the money. So I did that- I went to Vegas and met him at the New York New York casino building where he had some friends. They all talked about how on fire for Jesus and the gospel they were and I saw them do some kind of secret handshake that was actually a miracle a sign they had between themselves. By this time I was a little suspicious but when he asked to go to the wells fargo bank and withdraw another thousand I obliged. So in all I gave him a little more than 3 thousand expecting a big return on my money. I rode back to Cedar City on the bus. Before leaving though was told by the spirit that certain men at the bus stop were Gadianton robbers thieves in a secret combination, they all seemed to be staring at me as if they knew who I was. I was a little fearful. I saw some give me a sign that they do with their eyes and mouth right out of some kind of satanic group ritual movie. I was marked. So not only did I meet the false prophets, but I also saw the gadianton robbers whose leader is none other than Satan. They’re the most evil baser fellows. That’s to the extent of my knowledge, but I have always been followed by these secret combinations since in almost every town I’ve been in, apparently they’re everywhere. I was threatened by them in Mexico City. They said they would do me bodily harm if I didn’t go back to my F’n country as they put it. They followed me at every street corner. In Salt Lake City they were everywhere in the church buildings in temple square- we’re taking a big secret operation bent on destroying the church and government and all that oppose Satan. Well anyway, I went back to Cedar City, and he (the false prophet) calls me again. This time the spirit kicks in and tells me what’s going on that he’s scamming me. He wants me to go to Vegas again apparently to give me the money and show him more of his false prophet friends, these guys are really believable by the way, they act and talk real spiritual. I tell him no way are you kiddning and I check the balances on my bank account and three credit cards. All the balances have been zapped, I was totally cleaned out by this guy, a total of about 5k in all, all the remaining balances on my accounts for Capital One like 2k stolen, Bank of America 2k and 500 from my bank account. I called all banks to report fraud immediately, but all say they’ve investigated and determined it was not fraud. My bank sent me a copy of the withdrawal slip and it is obvious to me it has been forged. At least I have some evidence. Also the remaining balance on one of my cards was taken at a casino I had never been at. The other card companies had no information as to the whereabouts of the withdrawals. The grand total that was scammed or stolen from me is about 7k. I called credit agencies to put a freeze on my credit, so that doesn’t get used. How he stole my information- none of my cards were stolen by the way. I think he went in to the bank in Vegas maybe with a cop friend and had them give him my information, account information etc. These guys are very sophisticated and cunning. 4/02/08- Should have not feared and shared testimony with catholic guy. This is the truth. Don’t swear-offensive to God. I perceive you are looking for the true church. Lots of people, lots of evil spirits, alone is prayer and scriptures, and spirit. Talk about Mormons to introduce testimony. It’s not temporal needs, spiritual needs are higher. You have much wisdom don’t let that blind you from the truth. Wisdom puffeth up. At least try the fruit before you reject it. If you’re the man of God you say you are it will be revealed. Greater joy would you have if you believed BOM. Details don’t matter- obey the greater counsel of the Lord. I found the true church said to taxi driver. If you want to go to heck continue sinning, but if you want to go to heaven repent and go to church. Felt spirit with Liz should have said true church. Felt overpowering spirit witness after gave lady my testimony. 4/10/08- expect the unexpected- d. tactics/ tricks, etc prison. The walls have ears- don’t tell anyone my plans until do it- fly to cedar etc. Also don’t blab sacred stuff- prophecy. How to identify them- they have red eyes and are rude, usually darker leathery skin. Also sometimes wear sunglasses and have bad language, sometimes sensitive to light. 4/14/08- took sacrament- no l. demons to give lust.dreams but don’t sin or a worse thing. Keep my Sabbath days Holy He tells me. Had a dream I was taken to places to Brent davies- You need to find God. Another dream- foreshadowing of things to come- light torches banging on door. Jesus suffered it. Another dream- they put me in jail cell. This is what will happen if you don’t leave. Many souls will be lost if you don’t go. Also dreamed of a little pig that kept almost drowning, but each time its head would go under water it was pulled up by a strong man (Daniel Goodwin)- the spirit says, you’re that pig, your name is little pig. 4/28/08- It was extra mile that did it- going to beehive house after rejected. Repent- should have given testimony to taxi driver- I’ve found the true church. Mine is from God. Preach to people in street-repent-true church/ pure in heart or pass out to people or on cars. Free rent members homes. Was diligent today- up at 7:30 and walked far preached till 6:30 and started mind reading and spirit and miracles. Secret combinations following me. Felt spirit and charity to kids. They plant false accusers and accuse me of saying bad things to people, tell me to leave Temple Square. Who am I? Am I God/Jesus? This is unbelievable. Made decision to go Mexico. They’re knocking on my door, following me around. Is my life the Truman Show? This is surreal, and no I’m not the guy on a Beautiful Mind, this is all real. The devil enters woman who was really friendly to me at first, when I share my testimony- You shouldn’t share your testimony she said, and rejected me. 5/15/08- Felt spirit/ charity again from liking yessir- because he talked to me etc. Imagined le amo and abrazo. Punished for following lusts of eyes and for leaving early. Was rewarded in Taxco for staying late preaching. Felt spirit super strong going to church my first Sundays. Early for church/ all wards. Spirit said give her 500 I only gave 200. Bishop was loving at first then devil enters him when he reads my testimony he really looked possessed- spirit tells me it’s a purity issue. I get varied responses from my testimony, some people love it, others get possessed by the devil when they read it. Mind over body- No dogs go to heaven, it says that in scriptures. The great error of the church- we trust in man more than God. If I do what I want I get punished by God, but if I do what God wants me to do its much better. If you don’t have love you won’t enter the kingdom of God. The men of Ninevah will rise up in judgement against us because they repented of worshipping their idols, but we have not repented of worshipping the tv. Me bajaj mi fe- they lower my faith. 6/07/08- I had a dream of deceivers in our church- they were fat with brownish or tan skin in nice fashionable clothes preaching and spreading false doctrine and unimportant doctrine. . This is happening now. I must let the others know. You can’t flirt and have the Spirit. Do not use this power to put down others to make myself feel great/ wise. Only to bring souls/ convince people. *Whatever the devil does to put me down (rumors to emmy) only helps me more because God blesses and makes me even greater and greater (rejected for work). Prayed for anointing/spirit/high intelligence, mj spirit. I am the one. Felt spirit thinking about movies- matrix. Because I had haste to preach he will heal me- suffered from flirting. Spirit warns- if you continue with her you will lose everything. Felt spirit strong when made copies of my testimony. Has anointing so strong felt I was JC or mj. About 3 women grab my arms and my shirt wanting me to buy their tacos. That does not happen in U.S.. Felt loss of spirit because of joking around. Traveling(in bus) gives spirit- more spirit formulas. I’m following the spirit to learn my mission- things I should be doing. 7/03/08- Imagined saying- that’s me, Spiderman, I have spidey sense. You were chosen to meet me. Take up your cross and follow me. And I will make you a hero more than you can imagine. Saw a vision of future- pure virtue healing people thousands believe my message. City to City, wise. Just being with some women takes away the Spirit. I will give you your desires if you do my will first. Had dream of working at a bad job eating gross food. This is the job I would have if continue with her forsaking my mission. Saw my future going down that path and it was bleak. Sometimes I am given comparisons of what will happen in the future not exactly what will happen. The spirit of prophecy often exaggerates or uses comparisons-spirit of prophecy 101. 7/11/08- The god of the broken hearted. If I show faith- preach/ pure-the key /no lust/ sacrament, and pray for it it will happen another healing of mind. Remember Jesus standing and saying I won’t let the d. accomplish his will with you. Moving to a new city, gives more intelligence/ spirit after punished from accepting money from an enemy. Job=inspiration. Received healing from working a job, but first priority sharing my testimony with workers. Shared my experience of mind healing and When God told me that when he comes for this church he will tale me up to heaven because this church has the keys and if I’m pure and loyal he will take me up too. When you do the things God wants first he gives you what you want later. Don’t look for women look for the kingdom of heaven and will be blessed a 100 fold in next life too. Focus on them- preaching not money. Felt spirit and presence of JC he bestows his charity on me for being pure holding out till Sunday, and feeling love to people. Also at church felt love for them, on combi bowels ached for them- how can I leave these your children, in tears. Saw another vision of me suffering as Jesus on cross. For the deceived. You’re ready now to do it- the sacrifice. Don’t worry about your job, worry about the souls of your coworkers. God can give you a better job- to those punished for doing his will. There’s no job shortages with God. There’s no scarcity with God. God is a god of abundance. I challenge the status quo. 7/23/08- Follow me and everything is alright. Look past the face and the intelligence. What do you see? Can you see my heart. I can see your heart. Jose Manuel, lovest thou me more than these? God loves shy people and dumb people too. That’s the way God made me. I’ve been calling you for a long time Hector, its time to go to church. I choose you, follow me. Take up your cross and follow me and I will make you greater than you can imagine. 7/30/08- Because I want to go to heaven not heck, that’s why I go to church. Its not fun in heck, believe me I’ve been there. What in heck do you want? All you have to do is look and you’ll be saved (experiment).. I am the light of this city while I am here. I am the truth. Felt love for Gabby- I love you, and Lisset- ven a mi. Preaching gave anointing. Preaching= anointing. Sacrifice= anointing. I loved her for her hard work. Had compassion felt spirit/ charity. Love felt for them talking to me. Spirit says, I will triumph over all my enemies because I’m like him/ think like him. Oh. Lord keep me from sin. I’m the only one who believes its possible. I’m the only one who knows how to be purified and sanctified. I’ve done miracles bigger than this. I don’t believe in limitations only possibilities. Your brothers and sisters are dying spiritually and you don’t want to show them the way? You’re a murderer and you’re judging me? To do miracles- pray everyday for/ show love affect lives/ preach/ share testimony/ work a job and share wisdom and experience of healing/ pure hold out till Sunday I’m the only one who can do it my mission-purified sanctified, miracles, faith, wisdom, believes its possible, willing to leave everything, obeys God not man. Intelligence and love not a woman. Worked when felt lust and went away. 8/27/08- I woke up and saw what’s going on again with secret combos- I am the chosen one. The one. I see the path- preaching everyday late, faith, haling of mind, sprit, charity, leads to healings souls saved to cross. His desires in this life (preach), my desires in next life or mold my desires to his. No woman= intelligent. In the matrix (referring to the movie) felt spirit/ intelligence/cool/spirit/ lindo/happy again. 8/30/08- Discovering the spirit of greatness, How to get the spirit of greatness- prayed for/ preached/ brought forth fruit. Dream Seeds bring spirit of greatness/ inspiration- thought- Saucedo saying he’s a prophet. The guys at the taller (mechanic shop) getting baptized. Angel visits them says you have brought condemnation on your house. Pictured I’m not worthy before thee oh magnificent God . Jesus pleading for me. Singing praises to him. Forgive me father. Take it away. I commit to being alone preaching. To tears with spirit. Why me? I’m rejected and despised. I need you song. Envisioned God and Jesus, humble too, not worthy. 1/9/09- Spirit left when talked about women. It was stolen- my intelligence, personality/ favor with people. Rejection of women= spirit of inspiration and greatness. Fire comes out of my mouth when I speak. Pictured giving testimony to person who rejected me and felt sprit charity for enemies. Felt charity again for Javier for his sufferings and sins. Was spirit filled after giving tomatoes to woman. Take the sword. I am the king. Everyone is against me- the whole world wants me to give up and just go home. When will you join the battle? I have to beat the hippos. Because of grand thoughts of Frodo, etc came spirit of greatness/ inspiration. This day you are my son/ noble/ king, no lust. Not nervous because realized I was more intelligent wise. Follow me and men of purity I will make you, men of miracles. I raised you from the sheepcote (nerd/rejected) to a great man (speaker/preacher) bringer of souls. When I speak I speak not of things of this world but another. What my Father has told me I tell you. I am the head. . Faith- fruit preaching/ work/wisdom, plus purity, w dreams, purified=healing/miracles. The only perfect man- the spirit tells me. If thou wilt be perfect… And all heaven was stunned/ silenced at a nerd king/ hero/ my faith and all bow the knee. Whose the king? Every knee shall bow and every tongue confess. Where is the king? Said the angel.. God restores 10 times what the devil takes so reject me. Pray to remember how I silenced all heaven. Imagine being healed presence of Jesus/ Holy Spirit and read D&C healing again. I’m Luke Skywalker and I want my father back. I’m the jedi. No one wants me to be king but God. It was part of a plot to destroy me, my mind everything. 9/12/08- Had spirit intelligence from talking to people because talked with friendly old guy showed love for his welfare (getting baptized) and shared pamphlets. On again and attracted people smile face charisma, spirit/ wisdom. I have committed all power into your hands this day- thought from God. The d. says you can have it-the sacrifice. Went from depressed dumb to smart loving spirit. Felt it for war heroes. 9/15/08- I didn’t love them like I love you father. Asked why did he leave (the spirit). skimming through unimportant stuff in d and c. Because I had love for the welfare of his soul even though rejected I was blessed. Just loved him. He raises me makes me stronger for feeling rejection. The Lord of Hosts wishes to enter. Will you let the king of kings enter? 9/18/08- The bewitching hour is 9 am any later than that getting up and the sprit leaves. When will he be the king I know he is the king I see inside. Life is hard so we would learn to trust in God. I was always told growing up the formula for success is work. My dad told me that everyday. But all I got from just working was tired depressed sick, not able to hold a job or find one. What I didn’t realize was that for me God was the formula for success for me.Leaning on God, using the power of t he Spirit was how I was able to survive and be happy. Nobody ever taught me real wisdom. Why? Because nobody real has it. I found God at age 22 after I used the Spirit Formula, fasting for 3 days reading scriptures. Before that God was just some distant fantasy for me. God came into my life and saved me after I made the effort to find him. Had faith not sad that Saucedo might reject me- he’ll give me more friends even better. So reject me. Come on I dare you. I was lowered by bad spirits lust dream, but my friends gave me a good dream- spirit tells me to give a kidney to a guy. I say I will and feel spirit to tears others in tears too. This is an example of the back and forth battle I’ve had all my life. Evil hates me destroys me then God saves me. 9/20/08- its in the thoughts spirit comes- started again from speaking speech thoughts- I took you from the sheepcote to being king of all Israel: Feed my sheep. I raised you up to be a leader. This day you dine with a king. Hoy es el dia de su salvacion. On fire. Was blessed for rejection, felt spirit, they hate me reject me, humble.. Because I went out and did something- make copies. Because I stayed and talked with her, loved her, gave spirit. what is the secret of the prophets- to know God, and to know the mind of God- he wants souls for his kingdom. What does this world lack- wisdom. Affecting lives gives spirit- some day your are going to want to know the truth. You have to do the sacrifices necessary to gain favor with God/ get closer to God. to have revelation. For everything bad that happens, something good happens- evil spirits led to inspiration. 9/23/08- LOVE- felt spirit because of love for woman wanting to help her for her salvation, her problems about not going to church that would stop her from being blessed and possibly cost her eternal life.. It’s a commandment to go to church take sacrament. Must be baptized by proper authority and priesthood to enter highest level of heaven. Got to doubt- anxiety- God told me if they say things/ reject me he would bless me and punish them. God loves all his children and will punish those who reject you. Those thoughts are from the enemy, he doesn’t want you to go to church, because you’ll be blessed. Then love felt strong almost to tears- look at the marks in my hands, I would die for you. I am the beloved son. Feed my sheep, I was an hungered… When are you going to take up your cross and follow me? So I’m asking you when, when? I love you. I speak the truth. I just want to help you, save you from torment/ your soul. Closer to God for spirit and he tells you things. Guide of the spirit, God has told me J.S was a prophet. I felt the spirit many times reading the stories in this book and when it says only true and living church. Show a little faith. 9/23/08- I can teach you to be prophets, but you have to have the desire. That’s the last thing the devil wants. Miracles, spirit of prophecy, preaching the gospel. I discovered a formula that I used to get spirit power of God, wisdom, favor, and to achieve my goals in life- its called the Spirit Formula. Pray for w dreams, progress ot purified and sanctified. Take sacrament to quell urges. Teach from my book- spirit=happiness, cross life’s bridges in the mind first, go to mountains to read/ get inspiration, move to sacred place no sin not mobile homes, mas sabios viven in casas buenas. I’m on the rise- gaining intelligence, love for people / christs love to help them their welfare of their soul. I’m a doctor of the soul. I fix souls. My treasures are in the heavens. I’ve made the greatest discovery of the 21st century. We have to ask God what did I do to lose the spirit. Didn’t love them, thought of yourself not my purposes (bring souls to me etc.) I’m here to show you the wisdom of God, not quote scriptures or leader. One person trying to discourage me from preaching said, imagine your joy with just one soul that you bring to Jesus. Why don’t you just worry about yourself. I replied, imagine your joy if you should bring many souls to Christ. Now do you understand why I’m here? What you believe becomes your reality. Like a tire- the game is in the thoughts- the spirit of greatness/ inspiration. The wants us to feel lower than, put us down. I’ve discovered spirit admires us think I’m great not lowly. I want to help you achieve a level higher than what you’re on. I want to teach you about how the Holy Spirit is. It (he) admires us , wants us to be great. There is a rule higher than all- he that loseth his life shall find it. He that findeth his life shall lose it. I am the teacher of teachers. You soy el maestro de maestros. How do you learn wisdom- I’ve already answered that with many formulas. Everything the devil does to lower you, God will use to your benefit. I was always considered dumb, until I finally learned wisdom through Spirit formula. I don’t want your money, I want your heart. Asked for wisdom/ love/ healing/ spirit of greatness- thought of reading minds, people believing me, saying I will teach you to be prophets. It’s in the thoughts (greatness) .He gives it to you for church, pure, preaching, scriptures, gives you favor/ spirit. We can’t think lustful thoughts. The hope of the world. I never lose. They’ve thrown me in hospitals but they will never beat me. 9/24/08-spirit again- I’m the teacher, I deserve it- they call you the teacher- I will teach you to be a teacher, a real teacher. The stone the builders rejected is now the head of the cornerstone and is it marvelous in your eyes? If he steals my book, God will give me another one. Spirit says that desire Saucedo asking me to go home is from the devil. Will you leave me too? I said to Jesus/ spirit to tears. I’m like Zacheus, a hobbit. Jesus is living again through me? 9/25/08- That’s why I know all the answers to the big questions in life- the spirit gives you the answer when you have the mind of the spirit from reading the scriptures/ preaching. That’s how you get wisdom, wisdom is born of desire. Everything in life is born of desire. That’s a principle that changed my life. You will never hear another man teach the things I teach. You’re not going to find this in any manual or in the Bible. Never a man spake as this man. Whatever the devil does just makes me stronger. Rejected by man = loved by God (Leah, Joseph). Bring fruits/preaching ask for purity no lust thoughts. Little by little we can rise to level of Christ. Grace for Grace, it’s a process. 9/26/08- No me quieres, no me amas? You don’t love me? I gave my life for you. Look at the marks in my hands. I gave my body and my blood for you. Who am I? Who am I? Spirit tells me he was angry. I ask, “were you angry?” Surprised he said he was. I didn’t come to bring peace. The things I say will split up families. The wife will rise up against the husband and the husband against the wife for the things I say. I tell it like it is and some people don’t like that. They are chanting my name in the spirit world. There’s only a little time left to complete my mission. No me llamo elder ray, me llamo el rey de los reyes. Fight for me- I’m Luke Skywalker and I want my father back. Need to spend more time on praying to remember how I figured out how to be pure before. Who are you to teach us, they say. We have titles, we’re doctors and lawyers and bishops. One bishop told me where’s your authority and power, I have a certificate signed by such and such a leader. I replied, “ My certificate of power comes from the blood of Jesus Christ all over my body and soul. My authority comes from the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, you think you have more authority than me? “ I can part the red sea if God tells me too. I can make you deaf, dumb, and blind if he gives me the command. I’ve been called directly by god to be a prophet and preacher of the gospel of Jesus Christ. I’ve got a title greater than yours, I have the title of Jesus Christ on my forehead can’t you see it? My name is Jesus Christ. I was bought and paid for by his blood. The prostitutes and sinners will enter the kingdom of heaven before you. They repented at the preaching of John the Baptist. But you hypocrites wouldn’t repent of your pride and worshipping your rules and your order. You don’t let others enter the kingdom of heaven because you don’t love them, you reject them because of your pride and jealousy and selfishness. You forget the most important things like actually caring about the welfare of the soul of your neighbor and preaching and concentrate on less important rules like tithing just like the Pharisees of old and then you judge me, go figure. Who’s the king now, the rich man or the beggar? Who said send Lazarus to take away my torment? Do you want to go to heck? Do you remember a man named Jesus? I want you to be Jedi’s. I want you to be prophets, that receive revelation from God. If you want to learn the Spanish language, first learn to get the Holy Spirit. I want to know what behind the façade, the lies, and the hypocrisy. Tell me the truth. What is it you don’t like about me? Why do you think you’re better than me. This has nothing to do with your stupid rules. What was the sin of the pharoses? Pride. There’s always going to be Pharisees and there’s always going to be Christs. They always want to lower the chosen one. History repeats itself. Do you have any interest in your salvation. It doesn’t matter the IQ level, but the level of your heart. It’s not important the type of personality you have, but the type of heart you have. It’s not the color of your skin, but the color of your heart. It’s not your intelligence quota, but your spiritual quota. It’s not how much money you have, its how much love you have. It’s not how many cars you have in the driveway, its how many souls you have brought to Jesus. It’s not important how cool you are, but how wise you are. The world just doesn’t get it. No, I don’t give inspiration, I am inspiration. I guarantee you won’t enter my kingdom if you don’t have the desire to search for the truth. How much does God love this woman. How beautiful is her heart? All my life I have suffered the stupidities and hypocrisy of men. This woman since I met her has been talking to me, telling me jokes, giving me something to eat. How much does God love this woman? I’m giving you my hand. I want you to be in my kingdom. Take my hand. I have the truth. What I say unto one I say unto all- take up your crosses and follow me. He that is born of God cannot sin for his seed remaineth in him. Full of the spirit and virtue a celestial body changes into a celestial glory. Crucify the flesh daily Deny yourself. Deny your body, your desires. If the Holy Ghost isn’t in our temple the enemy is in our temple. If you can’t feel the spirit, you’re doing something wrong. Those who don’t want me to be king will be cast out, I will put them beneath my foot. Those who lower me will be severly punished, those who raise me will be highly blessed. There’s always a Christ and there’s always Pharosees. I have to achieve totally purity- w dreams, no m. He paid a big price for me, but he said it was worth the trouble because I have a servant that will fight for me. He chose the lowest man to defeat the most powerful man. Less of me, more of thee. Less physical exercise, more spiritual exercise. Less tv, more scriptures. Less sports, more preaching. Less work, more church. The battle is for the souls of men. How can we do miracles? Through fasting. How many days have you fasted? There’s something worse than hunger, its called being without the spirit. There’s a disease worse than gastritis, its called spiritual death. There’s something worse than being unpopular its called being unsaved. There’s something worse than losing your job, its called losing your soul. There’s something worse than being in church, its called being in hell. It’s not important how your face looks but how your heart looks. Its preaching/ talking to people, learning after with Spirit how to love them and what to say to bring Christ’s spirit of love. We often forget the most important story ever told. 2/26/09- It is my right to reign. I’ve suffered hospital, rejection for d.’s taking my intelligence. Master, healing preaching, consume with plagues, sword of truth, reading minds. --***Speech. I get a lot of flak for this- for saying my name is Jesus Christ. In the presence of all Israel and the angels of heaven I proclaim my identity. I am not ashamed to bear the name of Jesus Christ. I am Jesus Christ. If you think about it, all of us should have taken upon us the name of Jesus Christ when we were baptized. Aren’t all those who are called by God to preach the gospel given the name of Jesus Christ? If you reject me, you’re not rejecting me, your rejecting Jesus; the very man you say you love and worship. I want each one of you to confess- my name is Jesus Christ. Say it. I’ve got the greatest mission of my time. Don’t you think its possible that there could be another deliverer of his people of these times like Moses? Someone asked me, how should I invest my money for retirement. I said, invest in me, invest in Jesus. Think about it. If you had invested in Jesus or gave to him or his ministry, how rich would you be now? You’d probably be the richest man in the world. You’d probably make Bill Gates look like a sap sucker. If you invest in me, I don’t promise you a 2% or 3% return, I promise you a 1000% return on your money. Some ministries promise you a two- fold or even a 10 fold return on your money. I’ve even heard some say 100 fold, but I’m promising a 1000 fold or more. Why? I’ve got the greatest mission of my time, I’m the deliverer, the chosen one. I will explain more. Some people preach save your money, I preach just the opposite. I preach if you want to be rich, give it all away. Why? Because I know it works, Jesus is not a liar. He said sell that you have and give alms. Sell that you have and give it to the poor and take up your cross and follow me and you will be blessed a hundred fold and have life everlasting. Give and it shall be given unto you. Pressed down and flowing over. I was a regular/ real boy. I have been purified and sanctified. But now I have the passions of men again. I preach a absolute purity. Through faith asking for it, it was given. *Rewarded for resisting lust with wisdom. Anther sanctifying and healing? That’s why brought here? You have to earn it- purified and sanctified, healing of mind/ intelligent. I’m the comeback kid. It’s possible to lose half your brain and then have it restored. I’ve done it. It is the will of the Father that I am a normal man right now. It is the will of God that I struggle- it wasn’t meant to be easy for me, to claim my throne, my position. I lost that thanks to a clever trick by the adversary I want to teach people to be spiritual giants, geniuses, prophets, seers, and revelators. Bringing fruits is key in the process. Why quote someone who’s dumber than you? I’m not here to teach you how to quote great men, but to show you how to be great men. I’ve suffered more than man should suffer. I’m not talking 4 squared minus 2 squared. I have had sex. I have had masterbation. Oh no. It’s a matter of trust. It’s saying God I trust you enough to postpone my desires for a later reward. I admit to you my true identity, my mission, and my purpose. No one is better than anyone else, and if we think we’re better than others God will punish us. God is the only judge/ JC. Our job is to love people unconditionally, nothing more. I’m not here to show you how smart I am and how dumb everyone else is. If you can’t see my potential, you need a magnifying glass. We must all hang together, or we will all hang separately. The hypocrites will pick us off one by one and there won’t be any honest, good people left. If you know anyone using their power to put down other people or spreading gossip about another person, let me know. I will personally bust their chops. We can’t tolerate hypocrites in power. I’ll sick God on em, then love em to death. I’ve been a bully buster since birth. I’ve been bullied because I am smitten and afflicted of the devil. Together, united, we can beat the hypocrites. We’re Americans. We’re not robots, we’re Americans. You know who the real nerds are, the real losers in our society are the hypocrites. They’re the real dumb, selfish losers. Because I had an intelligence deficiency or mentally disadvantaged. Jesus said if you don’t love your brother, you don’t love me. A hypocrite is someone who points the finger at others or uses their power to lower others. The measure of a man is not what ins he has committed or where he has stumbled, but the desires of his heart and his destination. Do I put fear in the heart of every hypocrite? But that’s not my mission, my mission in life is to preach and bring souls to Jesus. I’m like Jesus, I expose those snively, finger pointing gossiping hypocrites for what they are. Why do hypocrites hate me? Why do you think? I was the kid the bullies picked on for years. I am Moses. I am Jesus Christ. When a bully smells weakness he attacks. They don’t pick on the rich and powerful. We cannot tolerate bullies picking on the weak. My purpose is not to break the jaw of the wicked. In shower- weapon, pretend, ticket to heck, lost my soul, I still love them. I want you to understand what a hypocrite is. A hypocrite pretends to be like Jesus and says he loves all men, but really doesn’t- he hates them. The favorite weapon of a hypocrite is gossip and using the rules to destroy others. Hypocrites are the real losers. Why? Because they’re getting a one-way ticket to heck for all they’ve done to people like me. They just don’t realize it. They’re so stupid they think that if they reject and cause someone else to fall they won’t be punished for it. I’ve suffered at the hands of hypocrites in power all my life. They pretend to be like Jesus, they say they love all their brothers and sisters, but they don’t. Sometimes my presence is enough to destroy a hypocrite. Why? Because God sees that I show love for hypocrites, while they are trying to tear me down. The weapon of a hypocrite is hate. Their gossip is really a form of hate. I’ve been in some wards where just my presence destroys and exposes hypocrites. Why? Because God loves me so much, he punishes hypocrites severly for what they do to me. I show them love while they show me hate. Who would you punish if you were God? The only people who can read minds are true men of God. The favorite behavior of a hypocrite is to point the finger. We need to confront bullies and tell them to repent. We need to tell leaders about whats going on. I’ve suffered more than you can imagine at the hands of hypocrites. Why? So that the wicked may be condemned and the righteous rewarded. Resisted lust sad hopeless, but then went away. The secret combinations in our church that are trying to destroy it are a bunch of hypocrites. We must pluck the spoil out of their teeth and and give it to the righteous. I would like to talk to you of higher things like how to be prophets, seers, and revelators. How to do miracles and stuff like that, but I feel I must chastise some of you for ignorance. We must put in men who are Christlike, men who love all of their brothers and sisters. I’m trying to reach my goal of being perfected again, purified and sanctified. They have judged me for the ways I’ve been deceived by man. Sometimes we have to use our imagination in order to think of how to do miracles. Who accept other people regardless of their personality flaws or weaknesses, foibles, imperfections. If you are a hypocrite there is still time to repent- get on your knees and ask for forgiveness for what you’ve done to your brothers. There is hope for you. Of how I make them look stupid, spank their sorry little behinds. *I should have been given a Nobel Prize for what I’ve done. But all I’ve gotten is a bunch of crap from hypocrites. I’ve discovered formulas that allow anyone to be a genius, prophet, seer, or revelator, or do miracles. Just fulfilling the commandment to love another is a start. If hypocrites are in power people are not going to be treated fairly. Hypocrites do not have the spirit of love, do not know the mind and will of God, and worship rules not God. When hypocrites are in power everyone suffers. When Christlike men are in power everyone gets blessed. We should give power and authority only to Christlike men. Yes, I am the better man, and the better man should be in power. Yes we are Gods and sons of Gods. Humble, anyone can be the greatest man who ever lived, my message. I am totally transparent. I’m not going to lie to you. Yes, I have had sex, and yes I have masterbated. The most Chrsitlike man should be in power. The best man should be in power not he worst. What good is it going to do if everyone does miracles, is a prophet, a celestial being, I don’t like some people, I want them to go to heck. I don’t want nerds being geniuses. What good is it if everyone gets saved, becomes a prophet, does miracles, becomes a God? Could you think of anything better than that? Socially awkward, low intelligence and social intellignce level. If a nerd can do it why can’t you? No speaking ability, money. If I were a fat lazy cat like everyone else I would not have been motivated to beat the hypocrites. If rich, I wouldn’t have relied on the Lord, Lord wouldn’t have been able to bless me. It’s because I’m better than them I’ve always wondered why a threat. Do you know what adultery is? The most Christlike man should be king. When I’m around hypocrites don’t have a cloak for their sin. Jesus is coming. It’s time to get ready. If you haven’t learned to be pure be pure. This is just for the record. If you are men of courage and honor I need your help. There are secret combinations at work trying to overthrow this church. But I’m the only one that knows about that. Wherever great men go there are always rumors. I came to this world to show everyone that even a nerd could be like Jesus Christ, do what he did. By the way teach your kids what masterbation is, that’s very important. Who would I boss around? We don’t everyone being prophets. My only disability is that I’m a nerd and I’ve had intelligence stolen from me by the devil. Hypocrites really aren’t stupid people they’re just deceived into thinking they can get away with putting down and rejecting others. We don’t need the court jester in power, The hypocrites who have persecuted or put me down will suffer more than they can imagine. I am the one who discovered the glitch in the Matrix. Spiritual nitwit. I don’t want you to go to heck. I am the anti-bully. Ring of power- had strong intelligence- realized they were part of secret combos those guys to beat give out papers about them to people in power. God chose his hero(me). If you have a wicked ruler the people become wicked. Commiting ad with other man’s w, Lisa, take off.the Ranger and become king. Wah, wah, wah, say the hypocrites, he heals on Sundays, he broke this rule, that rule say those little hypocrites. Everything you have is a gift from God. Nothing you have is yours. I’m not a rules guy, I’m a spirit guy. Transformed myself into a winner/ genius. A loser with half a brain. Stupid enough to believe rumors and gossip. There are secret combinations on this earth right now that make the gadianton robbers look like pom pom girls. I teach absolute purity. Sometimes a man has desires. I don’t remember Jesus going to dunkin doughnuts, do you? You’re going to end up in the great and spacious building where all the hypocrites are. Teach them to love, faith. I couldn’t get a girl to talk to me let alone a date. And laugh your brains out. Comedy is for people who don’t have wisdom. What’s love got to do with it? Love is God. Without love (charity the pure love of Christ) you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. Have I ever been treated for the God I am? I don’t think so. When you look at someone on the wrong path and your heart aches that’s when you know you’ve mastered love. They’re deceived into thinking they can get away with not obeying the commandments. Even if you’re the biggest loser you can be the biggest winner. *One year ago I set out on a mission to bring souls to Jesus. One goal, one purpose, one mission. The Son of Man is in this room today. Wakeup America, there’s a battle gong on for the souls of men. Confusion reigns. I will raise up another Moses, and in him I will give the ring of power. A battle rages in the hearts of men- Jesus great prophet mode. Back on with spirit to tears, love- Imagined- I would give my life for this woman, (Nora). Love she has for me, my love for her, no ves, can’t you see the marks I’m not worthy. You love me- pictured Christ loving me, dying for me. He will be crucified says Hulet. Tried till crucified. He just wants to make all the hypocrites look bad says j. Purified and sanctified hold out pray to preach somehow. I want them to see who you really are behind personality. Die for them. He beat the devil with half a brain and he’s coming to the earth to reign. I am the voice of the voiceless. I am the hero of the poor, the homeless, the mentally ill, the hungry, the forgotten, the rejected, the down trodden. I have been chosen to do a sacrifice for all mankind. Why? Because I’m the most like Jesus. The question is will you help/ support me. I can’t do it alone. I’m going to save the world. I want you to think about that. I came for the deceived. Explain the consequences of masterbation and we need to explain them how to get a testimony through fasting or sacrifice. 1/27/09- Its coming back. Felt it getting up at 7:45 and when I went to walmart felt a shot of spirit smarts again. Big time spirit to tears and shot of energy/ spirit from just love her (spirit says)- thought of saying I love you that’s why I’m telling you this. I want you in my church. The spirit told me to give you my testimony. Its not coincidence Jesus Christ power act llike I want you in my kingdom when I come. If they reject you blessed – answer their doubt, affect lives. I’m an answer to your prayers. I came here for you understand Thought of preaching love them I love you want you in my church. They’re part of the greatest movie ever- the people around me. Energy/ spirit/ smart from preaching to a lot of people or list of inactives, affectin lives. Take the sword and be king- the sword is the guide or voice of the Spirit I have God on my side to guide my every step to beat that rascally rabbit. 11/04/08- I don’t want to change because bad things happen to righteous people a lady told me. I said, that’s what the devil wants you to think. He puts those thoughts in your mind- but you will be blessed with happiness, the spirit/ health , wisdom/ eternal life. *It’s the LOVE they showed me- talking to me, interested in me, chile, their love made me smarter gave me spirit. Also my love for them, talk to them ask questions, teach a principle- no chismes, take off the blinders, your sleeping, I awoke when I read 3 Nephi 18. Tell story of police wanting bribe, He has you deceived into thinking you don’t have to go to church and take sacrament. Little by little you will go down hill without spirit. To happy, be healed you must be on right path. There are certain things we have to do in this life Going to church, looking for the truth Fruit= preach then ask for in prayer= receive. Enthusiasm building. What I say unto the Mexican I say unto the American. What I say to the tallest, I say to the smallest. Talk to show love to like Laura’s mom did to me. Just show love for their hate and you will be blessed and them punished. Preach to relieve lust or pray for strength to resist. Talk to them says spirit always. Parable- Life is like a sport: Only the champion gets the prize. Only those who go to the games (church every Sunday, and partake of sacrament, purity, to have Holy Spirit) and those who practice the sport (fast, read scriptures, ask if true) will get the prize. Those who don’t go to the games or practice the sport get cut from the time (thrown out of the kingdom of heaven). Parable- Not gong to church or partaking of the sacrament is like having your hand on a hot stove. God allows the devil to turn up the temperature of the stove little by little by giving you problems (bad health, depression, etc) Finally taking your hand off the stove because your hand is burning is going to church taking the sacrament and rinsing your hand with the cold water of the Holy Spirit, baptism, and love for others. Look at the devil and tell him he can’t have you then come to church with me. Would you rather have 500 dollars or 500 pesos? 500 dollars right? Would you rather have a taco with chile or a taco without chile? Would you rather be miserable and sad or be happy joyful and have the love of God? That’s the difference between this church and another church. Why? Because the other churches are churches of men and not of God, don’t have the proper authority or priesthood to do necessary ordinances or the Holy Spirit (witness of truth). 3/04/09- The way out is a job. Convince them with books, 1000 times blessed, when join battle, if a nerd can do it. I can do it- preach be famous, believe in myself- How to be a genius, prophet, God. its’ not that they hate me, they want me to win, its that they’ve suffered. Caught the vision- my greatness/ revelations, etc The evidence is overwhelming that I’m the chosen one (matrix also). Are there more movies? Just convince better- that I am the One from movies. Rejection to be the best stuff it in their face, my truth (sword). Put one foot in front of the other- preach, then receive inspirtation on how to achieve greatness/ healing/ preaching/ convince O/M. The way to fight bullies/ hate is with love, be their friend. General points of being a Prophet: Purity is greatness. Release any bad thought, pray for strength when tempted, take up cross means no lust. One cannot lust or drink or smoke or anything like that. Use Spirit Formula- fasting, reading important scriptures, read quickly unimportant scripture and slowly important parts. Pray for intelligence, wisdom. Bring fruit- preach to non or inactives, change lives with truth/ wisdom/ share your testimony then ask for spirit of wisdom/ mind of spirit/ spirit of inspiration and greatness. Then in morning think happy thoughts/ analyze and learn from what people said you said. Use dream seeds- think of people getting baptized because of you, people saying you’re a prophet, who is this, or speeches. What to say- take up your crosses, then have mind of spirit to think about anything and get answer (wisdom). Also bring fruit- preach/ fast/ sacrifice/ sacrament/ go to church every Sunday/ tithing for spirit of prophecy read minds, spirit/ love/ humility/ charity. Greatness- what you believe becomes your reality. Believe you are a prophet- act like, do what they did/ talk like transform with imagination into JC. The mind cannot tell the difference between a success imagined or a real success. If you imagine you’ve done miracles eventually you believe you can do them thus increasing your faith. Ask for righteous desires- bring souls, charity, will of God. Virtue filled/ anointing feeling of Holy Spirit- preach/ fruit then ask for. Perfect charity- think love for welfare of their soul/ needs, go to church , solve their fears and doubts, help them- their needs, love them like medina or Obispo Israel. Grace for grace- preach- ask (receive wisdom, etc.) Talk to Lord- what did I do wrong (when lose spirit) ask what to do where to go inspiration for. Picture why me- humble before throne or feet of Jesus. Think of what to say to love them. I would die for you, take my hand, I want to save you. Goal is purified and sanctified- revelations/ power/ virtue/ healing/ preaching/ king of Israel, highest level of Celestial Kingdom. Sacrament relieves lust and gives healing. No distractions good house- spirits/ spiritual environment. Happiness= Spirit not games. Obey the greater counsel of the Lord- go to Mexico not local church. Wise as a serpent, don’t tell anyone, don’t blab sacred stuff or let on you’re a prophet. Expect the unexpected, do the unexpected. Try every option, then think of something else. Pray for welfare of soul and others. Then give me wisdom/ money/ work. Sacrifice- preach- more Holy Spirit. Spirit as a guide- feel when testimony, do copies of testimony, preach not in bars or people with bad language, no tv internet or music, no women or flirting- no physical thoughts only spiritual thoughts- totally pure. 10/ 23/08- More on being a Prophet- to Juan Manuel- I can give you the truths (additional information) necessary so that you can be more happy full of spirit, go to a better place, unlock your potential (be a winner, hero), in this life and next life. I teach people to be prophets, soul winners, celestial beings. The game is in the thoughts, desires. Grace for grace, preach change lives, bring souls to repentance, righteousness, and he gives you health blessings/ wisdom if you ask for it/ work or money. Spirit Formula- how to read (quickly in boring parts), How to fast (drink water), where to fast and read scriptures- with no distractions/ evil spirits/ move to different place/ or in mountains. Take spirit as guide. How to pray- for welfare of soul/ will of God. Develop charity welfare of the soul. If you reject the truth (me) there are punishments. Purity= greatness. How to be pure, reject lust, pray for change of heart/ desires. Path to apostle/ prophet- ask for spirit of prophecy/ spirit/ totally pure from lust/ sacrament to help give me strength. Preach in front of groups/ congregations/ spirit of greatness/ inspiration-take your swords and follow me. Wisdom more important than intelligence. Intelligent man falls while wise man keeps laws of God first and achieves Celestial glory. Every time I share my testimony I feel spirit. Preach, service, money to poor, tithing. I know this is true and if you follow me you will be blessed with joy power of spirit, etc. Be obedient to the greater counsel of God- got to mexico not local church. They are like the Pharisees fixated on rules. Jesus Christ went by what the spirit says/ heart. This is what other churches don’t want you to know because they don’t believe in revelation. God talking to man. If you died tomorrow do you know for sure where exactly you’d go? Know the mind of God. I’m not trying to deceive anyone to get donations or something, this is all true. Do you know for 100% sure you’re in the right church, the highest path? More- Purity not animal. Thoughts. Desires. Happiness= Spirit. Spirit Formula to receive inspiration and wisdom. Preach/ fruits for wisdom/ healing me and others. Full of virtue like Jesus. Anointing of spirit. Filled with Holy Spirit. Pray for change of heart and mind. Sacrament relieves lust and for healing of mind. Pray for wisdom/ mind of Spirit. Spirit of inspiration and greatness speeches. Dream seeds give spirit of inspiration and greatness. Love for Medina, lawyer Israel gives me intelligence. Their good qualities, talking to me/ charisma. Love to help them, their needs. Love for welfare of their souls to solve give answers to their needs or doubts about going to church. Love for welfare of their soul, so they don’t go to heck punishment. Grace for grace- preach for wisdom in morning. Lord, what did I do wrong- ask God- when lose spirit intelligence, mind of spirit. Goal- preacher in congregations with greatness/ share wisdom, miracles healing virtue. Purified and sanctified, spirit strong thinking in spirit again, reject lust totally. King of all Israel, leader of armies/ church/ ultimate sacrifice for sins cross pure totally. Souls to Christ in path- church/ pure. Better house/ spirits or field to read. Thoughts of Greatness/ inspiration, got tire rolling, give spirit/ wisdom/ mind of spirit. Thought Gabby says he’s changed/ he’s JC. I’ve judged JC I live the scriptures, you guys are reading about me. In testimony meeting- from bearing my testimony- from their thoughts about me- Enthusiasm from their thoughts, what they’re thinking about me. Think Happy thoughts. That movie was a message for me. You all have waited your whole lives to meet me. Imagination from spirit and thoughts begin to run and run- Enthusiasm, thoughts of greatness- what they’re thinking about me- He goes from dumb to smart, he does miracles. Cuatehmoc was punished for giving me wisdom. He’s the most awake man in the world says Robert. I’m scared what if he is the Christ. Even after lust changed tire/ direction of mind from preaching yesterday- talking to wise lawyers and pastors, etc. You have one piece of truth, but you could have two. The wisdom of the world has no value really. I make the wisest men in the world look dumb. .Imagine the power and confidence I have believing I’m JC. What you think or believe begins to become your reality. If you think thoughts of greatness and winning eventually you will be great, do great things. Your faith is sufficient to do miracles says spirit. I want to talk to his parents says president of stake. I am the chosen one, do dodging bullets gesture. Talk fast to give spirit with spirit. Twirl finger- its roundup time. Fight for me and point. The lion of Judah has come, take up your crosses and follow me. I’m here to give you hope/ inspiration. Come here fingers gesture. Riddle me this, Riddle me that. Who am I? I live for glory, I die for glory, and glory is my name. Whatever the devil does just makes me stronger. I don’t want you to suffer like the jews Every time they reject me he blesses me with wisdom or spirit or something. Your Spanish is bad says person- spirit tells me devil sent him and nose comment. Teaching Javier to do miracles- preach, change lives, give my testimony, then pray for it will happen. I came unto my own and my own received me not. The scriptures are being fulfilled this day in your ears. The chosen one is here. Read minds- Javier thinks look on top not bottom. Angeles thinks he’s not dumb. Nora- I feel sorry for girls who think he’s smart. Jesus learned grace for grace. Figured it out most intelligent like me-figured out the puzzle how to heal virtue spirit/ wisdom he earned it/ overcame. . I love the Mexican people. They’re very unassuming and accomadating. Mexicans are very good and humble people. I was invited over for dinner many times; that doesn’t happen to me in U.S. very often. But, Mexicans generally have a low honesty IQ. If you plan on going to Mexico for any length of time, plan on being robbed. That’s just a part of life there. I don’t know how many times I’ve been shortchanged at the cash register or scammed or lied to- told something is one price when it really isn’t etc.etc.. They don’t realize that they’ll suffer and be punished for dishonesty especially if they’re ripping off someone who’s preaching the gospel and chosen of God. Mexicans have a high friendliness IQ, they’re very friendly- when they see an American they’re eyes light up, they see dollar signs, cha-ching. I think its 14 pesos per dollar- that’s a lot of pesos. You can stretch a dollar there further than you can stretch spandex. I was at albertsons the other day and the lady at the cash register said my change was 7 dollars when the computer screen said 7.55. I was outraged, I said what are you talking about, it says 7.55. Then she pointed to the change slot and said there’s the change. Boy, did I feel stupid and I realized I’m not in Mexico anymore-culture shock. Who’s more honest, a politician or a Mexican? Tough question. Mexicans love tacos. Mexicans love chili and anything hot and spicy. How do you get a Mexican to eat a hamburger? Pour chili all over it. The Mexican people have been kept down they have been an oppressed people. Their leaders and government have a long history of corruption. But they’re a freedom loving people. I’d say they have roughly a tenth of the laws and regulations we do. Guatemala doesn’t have any rules. On every street corner in Mexico, there’s some guy with a hot- dog cart or selling something- hammocks, jewelry, remote controls. Jobs are hard to come by so you have to be creative to survive sometimes. Everyone in Mexico belongs to a religion. 90% of the people are catholic. I didn’t suffer too much for telling people I was JC, but if I would have said I was the Virgin Mary look out. They would have impaled me, ripped out my organs, and drilled holes in my skull. They would always ask me so you don’t believe in the Virgin Mary. I would say, yes I do believe in the Virgin Mary, she’s my mom. I’m Jesus Christ. That always got a few weird looks. Look, I’m not here to tell a bunch of jokes to show how cool I am and how stupid everybody else is, okay. What I want to do is change your life today. Not everyone is going to sell everything they have take up their crosses and go preach the gospel in Timbucktoo or Kalamazoo. I’m not asking everyone to do that, well actually I am if you want to be perfect. But what I want you to do is make some changes in your life. I want you to get to that next level of spirituality. Even if you just turn off the tv for awhile to read scriptures, even if you just talk about the gospel to that nonmember friend at work, even if you just fast a couple meals one day, even if you fast for a couple days to get a stronger testimony and to receive revelation from the Holy Spirit, even if you just pass out flyers, even if you just start treat dumb people with respect, even if you give a dollar to a homeless person, even if you tell that ugly girl she’s beautiful; even if you just ask that fat girl out to the prom, even if you just tell that loser he can be the greatest man who ever lived. A nerd wakes up one day and discovers he’s God. What a story line. If you knew who you were. I’ve never met a more spiritually intelligent man than me. I make the smartest guys look like idiots with the Spirit. I am more intelligent than them all. Devil after me since birth or even before birth actually. I’m a man ahead of his time. That’s right says my mom he was born prematurely. I’ve been rejected and despised my whole life by the very people I was sent to save. I am the chosen one to do a sacrifice like Jesus for all mankind. I’ve suffered at the hands of everyone in my life, even almost lost my soul. I’m in the 13trh ward. I was born on Friday the 13th. The nice decent park ranger was replaced with a mean jerk park ranger when I was living in a campround area. He impounded my vehicle and left me with no place to stay. Things like that keep happening to me. I’ve been followed around everywhere I go by secret combos. The Spirit tells me I’m the richest man who ever lived. I have nothing in my bank account. In fact, I’m in the whole a bunch. I’m the hero of the poor, the rejected, the disabled. Who am I? I do miracles that have not been done since the beginning of time. All the greatest movies are about me. I’ve found the glitch in the devil’s system. I’m the only one awake in the Matrix. I’ve thrown the ring into the fire. I’ve learned to crow and to fight. I save the lost boys. I am the beloved son. Excelsisas is my name and saving souls is my game. My scepter is a scepter of never-changing righteousness. In my name shall all the nations of the earth be blessed. Pharoah, let my people go. Give me the list, give me the throne and sword of Gandor. The light saber of truth and the Holy Spirit. Luke, use the force let it guide your actions. Think with your heart and not your mind and a jedi knight you will become. Listen to your heart, and you will find… Why I’m the chosen one- an example from the past- kindergarten- Justin Anderson catches the dodge ball and crouches down to tag me out. I jump leap frog style over him and make it to home plate (somehow I find a way). Also, evil spirited kid stabs me with an IV needle and I’m rushed to nurse’s office. First grade- I’m almost drowned by a bigger kid (bully), but miraculously survive. Age 23, no place to go, devil and evil spirits all over me, I live in a van and an old motor home for awhile. Half my brain is gone and suicide spirits after me, suffering depression and no hope and I discover the Spirit Formula to become intelligent and happy. Age 30- Little by little losing Spirit and falling into mental (slowly losing more and more intelligence) and spiritual decay so I fast for 3 days and suffered torments of heck from reading 3 Nephi 18. Repented/ went back to church take sacrament and receive a complete healing of mind and purified and sanctified.
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my brethren (my disciples) has done it unto me. He that giveth a cup of water unto one of these my little one (my disciples/ preachers shall in nowise lose his reward. Do you want to be on the left side of God or the right side? How to beat hate/ jerks. Show love for hate. Shake his hand loved him (Javier). Keep trying to say hi even though rejected to punish them for rejecting me. That’s what the devil does is lower/ put down people. God loves and builds people up. You don’t think you’ll be punished for lowering/ putting me down? It’s dumb to lower/ put down others because God is just going to punish you for it. It’s better/ smarter to show love for others and God will bless you especially to a prophet. If you reject me you’re rejecting Jesus Christ. Why do you lower/ put me down, I only want to build you up and help you. Why do you show me hate. I show you love. Do you think you’re better than me. I left everything for God and you still think you’re better than me. I have love for all. People punished who reject/ put me down so don’t be afraid of them (bishop) because God will punish. God tells me don’t fret because of what evil (emmy) does to put me down I will give you it back and more. If you treat me like a servant and lower me/ tear me down God will treat you like a servant and punish you. If you treat me like a friend God will treat you like a friend and bless you. God blesses those who treat others well. Do you think you’re better than me- when I know somethings wrong I repent. I have been deceived but repented. I can’t promise you you’ll go to heck, but I can promise you you’ll regret it not helping me. I’m in a position where I need help to fulfill the Lord’s command. You don’t think God will hold you accountable if you love you rules more than his servants? He’s going to put the blood of all those I could have helped/ saved on your hands. Is that what you want to be condemned to heck. I call hypocrites hippos. They’re fat because they glut off the poor. Don’t feed the hippos. What happens if you feed a hippo? It turns around and rips you to shreds. Don’t let hypocrites get into power, all they do is tear down others they don’t like. They love power more than people. Not to make fun of fat people- don’t take that the wrong way. Some of the nicest people are fat. Why? Because they’ve been rejected all their lives If you’ve been rejected all your life you don’t want someone else to feel that way. 2/16/09- cried from spirit when realized/ happy from purity which helps make me smart. I crucified him- I’m sorry I said when I realized I contributed. They crucified an innocent loving nerd who never hurt a fly and loved everyone. Also to tears when thought of how to treat my brothers- greet- Wayne, man of courage and valor and purity, son of jarel, prince of peace shall be your name-and a scepter of unending righteousness shall you have and you shall speak the word and my enemies shall flee. My love for Wayne and Maria palpable. They will try to imprison me musst preach/ flee no time left. Treat them the way Spirit treated me- King Jesus, Excelcias. To tears with spirit when thought these testimonies I’m giving out represent my brothers and sisters I love so very much. Nothing is too much too spend on my brothers and sisters. I love them so much, nothing is too much too spend on my brothers and sisters, don’t you get it? I’m dumb because he loves me and wanted to make me into a great prophet- (spirit of prophecy/ mind reading/ healing / super intelligence/ or spirit genius. I have the mind of the spirit. It’s a sacrifice to save all mankind, throw the ring into the fire. Have the spirit so strong from preaching that I do healings. Touch of hands on head like Oral Roberts/ purity/ love/ compassion plus high spirit= healing power. I know this sounds loony, but think about it. While everyone else is leading a normal life I wanted to design a formula for being perfect. What does the name Jesus Christ mean? I”ve found the formula for being a savior of mankind. Perfect than sacrifice for all mankind. He almost took ring before I to Mexico (Frodo, Golem). I want you to understand the importance and the impact this will have- all prophets. I’m the only nerd to become a genius. The smartest man in the world is a a nerd, a dummy (considered a dummy). I figured out prophecies from movies- Lord of the Rings etc. I am the chosen one because I’m the smartest man in the world. I am your savior. I am your Jesus Christ. I wanted to show the world even a nerd could do it- be like me, so I came back again- to do miracles be a prophet and do another sacrifice for all mankind. No one wants me to be king, but it doesn’t matter God chose me (read minds, etc,) He’s a liar/ deceiver he should be in jail- they are deceived. Just live life he will gladly crucify me that’s not my job. I have to earn it to be leader king of armies of Israel from preaching/ faith . Present myself to brethren so they know I can do it. This is my reward for last life for suffering the cross, sins of the world. That’s why he fights me so hard, I am his nemesis- I took from him his kingdom that’s why they follow me grimace at me and hate me. Earn spirit of prophecy to lead armies against. You don’t believe yet. You think punished for abandoning me in my weakness. To me its even more impressive when a nerd no friends rejected by everyone not gifted with a half brain does it. That’s why I’m the greatest man who ever lived. He loves me so much he gave me that honor to be king. You are all witnessing the greatest event in human history. JC returns to the earth. How would you feel if you’re dog was smarter than you. Not very good right. I’m someone thats been stepped on/ trampled on all my life. Why did Jesus choose to come to Jewish people? What religion would you choose to be born into if you were Jesus come back to the earth again? Mormon. Would you choose a nerd brain so no one suspects. I’ve discovered a formula for being perfect and a formula for being JC. What could I do to make the d. so mad he would crucify me? It’s because he was chosen and pure. , repented of sins, so he was sinless. When forgiven you are sinless, those are requirements, or even not crucified. Dumb people are here to be loved not rejected. I’ve suffered for the sins of others all my life. I qualify (rejection, hated jealousy) Instead of being treated like a hero I’ve been treated like a zero even by my own family. They’re tightening down borders / campgrounds, fasting discouraged, and preaching/ sharing testimony with others- evil is learning from me. The devil wants you to have a normal 9-5 life he doesn’t want you to be a prophet , do miracles, transform into a Savior (trust me). They don’t want nerds or poor becoming heroes they want them suicidal, sick and miserable. It detracts from their order of things- hypocrites jerks don’t want nerds becoming cool/smart. I’ve upset their whole order of things. I’m the glitch in the system, the one that got away, that figured it out. Why do people hate nerds? It’s because of their imperfections and behaviors. Who do hardworkers hate? Lazy people. Nerds of ten have a lack of energy and ability to get/ keep jobs. I’ve figured out the formulas necessary to be a Genius that’s why I’m the smartest man in the world. I’m not a genius naturally. I’m simply obeying the rules necessary ot be entitled to be smart, to overcome the affects of the devil or sin. You’re cheating dumb people shouldn’t be able to be smart. Because I have done something they thought was impossible- I’ve overcome dumbness. That’s like me depriving you of your gift of intelligence or your happiness would you like that? No one wants to be perceived as dull, ineffective, lacking social intelligence or skills (a nerd or geek). Why? Because one talks to them gives them love validation, help etc. That’s why we all talk, socialize because of the reward of doing so. Why has the d. hurt me so much? He’s a bully – bullies pick on the weak. When they smell weakness they attack, they’re animals- Emmy. She never talks to me or harasses me when I’m smart with the spirit. ****-Talk- A person I knew was putting me down trying to discourage me from preaching etc. etc. He was using rules and anything he could think of to put me down- typical jerk behavior. And he asked me, “why don’t you put me down why do you build me up,” he asked. I put my arm around this young man and I said its because I truly love you . You’re my brother that’s why I want to help you not hurt you. To me you’re not an enemy just someone deceived. We need another hero I told him, look around evil is winning. That’s why I came into the world. God chose me because of who I am. I’m not a prophet because I’ve somehow cheated the system and cheated God. I’m a prophet because he chose me to be a prophet and because I’ve found the necessary formulas to be a prophet. This young man’s countenance changed- his demeanor changed- he realized the truth of what I was saying in that instant. I continually showed him love not returning his hate and he eventually loved me and showed me love. He realized the truth- the truth of what I was saying and it dawned on him. Often people will tell me I’ll never pick on dumb people again. I didn’t realize they had potential until I met you. I’ve always judged dumb people because I thought God didn’t love them or was punishing them- I didn’t realize it was in fact a blessing. No one treated me with more love than this man the rest of my stay in that area. Big miracles revelations and visions don’t impress me as much anymore I’ve had too many to count. But what really impresses me most is this-.a soul being saved and changing from a bad path to the correct path. I told them I was sent here because I love my brothers and sisters. My brothers and sisters are dying spiritually, will not have all the joy they could have. Can’t you see that? Brothers and sisters, I want to show you the way of the Master (say in testimony meeting). I was chosen because of who I am. I often had people ask me are you here for the tourist attractions, are you here to see the pyramids, the sights to see. I had one person ask are you here to find the silver mines and all the silver we have here? I’ve always said no I’ not here for anything like that- Im here because I want to look for souls. I’m here to find souls. I’ve said, the souls of people are of more value than all the silver and gold in the world. I’m not here to look for silver mines or pyramids or tourist attractions I’m here to look for lost souls. They couldn’t understand that, they couldn’t understand why anyone would think like that. Now I want to tell another story that teaches the principle of worshipping God not rules. I’m a firm believer in what the spirit tells you to do, not necessarily what man tells you to do. This one is also about this young man, his name is yessir. I got two golden stories from this guy. During that first conversation he was using rules to tear me down, put me down. And he made the comment well why don’t you go home and get your garments, get a recommend, go to the temple, work a few years, pay off all your debts, get a special blessing, then take up your cross and go preach the gospel. You’re walking around without any protection he said. Don’t you know it’s a rule you have to wear garments? Now I agree that wearing garments is a good thing and I believe it can afford you some spiritual protection, Now don’t misunderstand me I’m not trying to knock the use of garments in anyway (we’ve all heard of the miraculous stories of garments saving people’s lives.-I’m just using this as a teaching example. I proceeded to explain. That yes I knew it was a rule but when God tells you to do something you better go do it. Then he denied the Holy Spirit and the spirit of revelation and basically told me I was a liar . And I told him the truth that I trusted in God more than my clothes more than the type of clothing I wore and that those who were for me were more than those who were against me. That I was surrounded by angels assigned to bear me up , that he that is in me is greater than all , that I was not alone God was with me, etc, etc. As the story goes, a little while later, maybe a month later I got the news that he had been shot and in critical condition having lost a lot of blood, and as he said almost died. I visited this young man an ex-missionary in the hospital. I felt the spirit and I think everyone else in the room felt it.too. One of my thoughts was that I was tempted to tell him see I told you so, Why didn’t your garments protect you, aren’t they really bullet proof? But I held my tounge for obvious reasons. Close to tears I just showed him love, the spirit was palpable in that room. Jesus Christ didn’t tell me to wait until my situation was perfect to go preach the gospel He just said, go preach. Why? My health was deteriating, the devil had gotten power to destroy my finances and was destroying my mind. . I was losing the ring of power, I had to do something. I had to act on the promptings I was getting from the Holy Spirit to got to Mexico and preach the gospel. The whole world was against me it always is, but I went and I’ve been blessed a thousand fold for it in every aspect of my life. Not only that but I gained my soul which is a good thing to have if you think about it. In the scriptures he doesn’t say wait until you’re a millionaire or wait until you win the lottery to go preach, he just says go preach, find a way. I’m not saying you have to go to Mexico to preach the gospel. I’m not saying you have to go to Japan or China to preach the gospel. I’m just saying do what you feel the Holy Spirit is telling you to do, not what the world is telling you to do. Trust in God more than man for a change. Yes, it would be nice to be debt free. It would be nice if money starting growing on trees, but God will provide if you show the faith. Any miracle you want done just requires the faith. I’ve waited all my life for the perfect job or even a good job and haven’t found it. Do you think I’d be thinking about and relying on God if I had the perfect job? No I’d be out partying and having a good time. Life was meant to be hard for a reason. Only the champion gets the prize. Those who come in last place who don’t do anything don’t get a prize. Why do you think everyone was discouraging me from being in Mexico? Well some of them did so because they wanted me to have last place so I wouldn’t make them look bad. What they don’t realize is that there’s enough to go around. There’s enough to help others succeed and still be successful ourselves. It would destroy the pride of their hearts if someone they considered to be less than did more than them. Bros.and sisters, I’m not going to lie to you and tell you I’ve been perfect all my life, that I’ve never done anything wrong. The measure of a man is not where he stumbles along the way but where he arrives, his destination. If we insist on judging, why don’t we judge righteously? There is only one judge and that was Jesus Christ. I’ve got another story that teaches the principle of how to beat the hypocrites or Goliaths in our lives. There was another missionary in an area where I was who judged me because of something I did or one of my imperfections He decided to treat me with hate- he wouldn’t talk to me , he wouldn’t return any of my greetings he talked bad about me. He would spread rumors about me saying he’s this and this he’s done this don’t talk to him, etc, etc. When ever I sat by him he got up and left. He thought that by treating with hate he would teach me to be perfect like him. He didn’t realize that you don’t show love to people by showing hate that just backfires. He was convinced that I was less than him so he treated me like garbage. He also didn’t like Americans much because he had been racistly treated badly by an American who thought he was better than Mexicans. I would go out of my way to show him love I would always greet him anyway, shake his hand, praise him and publicly praise him to others for his good qualities- he was a funny guy and always had a funny story to make people laugh, he was a good missionary. He wouldn’t accept anything from me I gave him something one time and he wouldn’t take it. Well, he was finally transferred, I think because he finally learned his lesson, but I remember him saying before leaving, “I just don’t feel the spirit, I feel depressed.” Well Gee I wonder why- hypocrites are stupid they just don’t get it. They’re like a fly hitting up against a window time and time again, never learning the lesson- You can’t treat others badly and get away with it, that’s just not how life works, that s not God’s system. God will keep punishing you until you learn your lesson. He wasn’t hurting me, God blessed me for everything bad he did to me, he was only hurting himself. When you treat others like a servant God treats you like a servant. When you treat others like a friend God treats you like a friend. . No one understands my potential or what I have and can do. No one has grasped it yet. I’m hoping this book will help people understand. They just don’t get it. I’m trying to get that little light bulb to goof in people’s head. . I’m hoping this book will help me in my goal of saving the world. But I can’t do it alone. I often teach with stories or parables that teach a lesson. One parable to illustrate the importance of taking up your cross and preaching the gospel is this- If a a farmer never decides to get on his tractor and plow and plant seed in the field it never gets done. If the farmer decides well its someone else’s responsibility someone more qualified with a special license to plant; his field will remain fruitless and unproductive. I want them to see the scope and potential of what I’m doing/ have accomplished here. If everyone in the world were a God made genius or a prophet what difference would this make do you think? If someone were to discover a formula for saving the world (all the souls in the world) would that be of value? When some scientist devises a a way to harness the sun’s energy to create energy or electricity that’s wonderful. If someone devises a new toothbrush or a better toilet seat to sit on that’s great, but what if we had someone smart enough to figure out how to make others smart even geniuses and to be prophets and how to save the world (the souls in the world). Isn’t that of more value? I want you to see the scope and potential of what I have accomplished. The spiritual frontier is where its at where the most potential for good and change lies; and I’m the leading pioneer. Why does everyone want to deny that I do miracles? Why does everyone say oh well he was on acid when he wrote his books or he uses drugs to be smarter, or he’s crazy- all his visions and revelations are just a mental disease, or he’s a liar/ deceiver nothing he says is true. Why do people hate me and put me down? What is the value of someone who has figured out how to save the world? Everyone thought being dumb was a punishment for me. But because of being dumb I’ve become a master of the Spirit. No one knows the things I I know; know one does the things I do. Spirit teach me to heal/.pray foe this. I often use the example of Bill Gates would be the richest man in the world if he would have invested in me. I’m asking you to invest in me and see if you don’t get a miraculous return. Did I make a dumb decision to go to Mexico to preach or one of the smartest decisions of all time? President calls me- I tell him I’m the only nerd genius. Anyone can be a genius or the greatest man who ever lived, do miracles. Think about this for a minute. I’ve discovered how ordinary people can do miracles. The miracles Jesus did. I am on my way of achieving my goal of saving the world- earn it, preaching somehow bring souls for completion help in achieving my goal (for inspiration on how to accomplish it). 90% of success is inspiration, 10% is perspiration. Actually I’m the expert on everything spiritual not to brag. I discovered a formula for life everlasting ot only 100 fold, and to save my soul. I was given wisdom necessary to beat d. The devil’s favorite trick is to steal intelligence from me so everyone thinks I’m dumb. I’ve found a way to overcome/ counteract that. It’s not a mistake that you have met me. You’ve been chosen to help me. He’s not rally a nerd, he’s the smartest man in the world. – a formula for being smart/ prophet. I was considered selfish, dull, dumb, ineffective, but I’ve discovered a formula for spirit genius. Everyone can be an Einstein, a Jesus Christ. Selfish smart people don’t want dumb people being smart. I’m here to solve the world’s spiritual problems their real problems. Your real problem is not financial, you’re real problem is you’re not a genius or a prophet or a soul winner. That’s your real problem. Their problem is not the environment or air pollution. The real problem is they’re not spirit-filled. They don’t know how to harness the power of Spirit Genius. We take the sacrament it’s helped. I’m not saying you have to be Mormon, I’m just telling you what has worked for me. If you have the faith God will give you a job. You have to ask for it- preach etc. ****Speeches, presidential. The problem is we don’t have faith. We really don’t understand why we’re here and what we can accomplish. It’s not that the rain forests in South America are disappearing, not that the ozone layer is disappearing. It’s that our faith is disappearing. We can pray to have all of our problems fixed, but we have to learn to have the faith to get our prayers answered. Faith/ preaching/ earn it to be famous/ leader. Inspiration will come on how to be President. This is a formula for becoming the President of the United States. Ohehohehoheh, ohehoeoheho. Started out with thinking- There’s a guy who says he’s a prophet and JC, what should I do. I want to talk to this young man says Thomas S M. I believe what he says says G. Fight manfully for me and I promise you a place in my father’s kingdom a mansion. For honor, for glory, for your families. I will fight and die with free and the brave, I am an American- honor and freedom are my names. I have the spirit of Elijah. The borders are closed the devil marches on Gandor. Flee to the mountains for safety. The dead shall fight for me. I will bless you with the spirit of greatness. I call on the Mexican nation to stand with me, the latino nations I shall speak the word and the mountains shall flee before me. Great and terrible is my name. My enemies shall fear me greatly. I shall call down fire from the heavens to consume mine enemies. Man of Holiness is my name. Excelcias… He’s just smarter than we are. We can choose to be jealous and feel less because someone else is smarter or more accomplished than we are. Or we can choose to be grateful and appreciate what God has given/ done for that person. Should we kill Albert Einstein because we don’t understand e=mc2? Realizing that other people’s successes don’t make us nay less significant. Prayed a simple prayer that changed the world- I want to do a sacrifice for all people because I love them. Why was I still given spirit of inspiration after lust sin? Because I affected enough lives in the week, that’s why I still have spirit/intelligence after sin-God gave me a reward. When someone knows every thought that comes into your mind that can freak you out. I don’t blame people for being scared of me. Why does God allow me to be dependant on others, receive from others. So they won’t be condemned for not recognizing my potential or who I am. I’m smart because God’s smart. I’m not smart because I’m smart. I can convince you. I’m confident in that. If you haven’t realized my value yet don’t despair, I think I can convince you. Does that mean I’m better than you? No, it just means I’ve shown the faith to receive them (visions/ revelations). I’ve had more visions, revelations, and miracles in my life than I can shake a stick at. I’m just a loser who discovered how to harness the power of God. Don’t be scared of me Do you realize how full of myself I would be without that weakness for all the miracles and revelation I’ve received? I’d be walking around with the head the size of the good year blimp if I weren’t a nerd. How did I discover my first and most important formula? I analyzed the progression of Jesus after his 40 days of fasting . He returned in the power of the Sprit. Also the scripture, I fasted and prayed many days for a knowledge of these things. And this kind cometh not out but by fasting and prayer. I used that formula to write the greatest book ever written aside from this one- my first book. ***The Prophet formula simplified is something like this. An x amount of preaching/ visiting inactives/ handing out testimonies and showing love for others plus asking for it= wisdom, the spirit of greatness/ inspiration and the spirit of prophecy. The hypocrites want to put me down stone me to death? Why? I’m the type of person they’ve picked on and hated for years. If you are a bully do you want the kid you’ve picked on and hated for years becoming class President? Of course not. What would happen. You’d be afraid of going to detention. Forget about any special favors or positions in student government as well. Now you see why the world hates me I even love hypocrites. I treat everyone fairly. They’re afraid of me being king, because they’re afraid I’ll run them out of town. What they don’t realize is I love everyone. There’s a place for everyone in my kingdom; well not everyone. My favor with E is dependant on faith. My mission is to preach the gospel and bring souls to Christ. Sacrificing 5 souls for 5 million. Why aren’t your goals to preach./ save souls? Helping me is helping you. My goal is to be the greatest man who ever lived. Not to be a… And accomplishing a sacrifice to save the world. I To save the nation of Japan. If Lord tells me to go to China or Japan to save them and I’m a father what is the devil going to say about me? How am I going to take care of a family and preach at the same time. With much power comes much responsibility (from spiderman). Why did Jesus leave him family to go preach? Why didn’t he take his whole family with him? She’s a good girl who loves her momma. Loves Jesus and Elvis Presley. All women love Jesus. That’s a universal law. Why? Because he was full of love and pure. Lunch money and the school yard bully: Why does the devil hate me so much? Let me give an analogy. The school bully hates the nerd he’s been picking on since grade school. If the nerd is a smart-alec and makes him look bad in front of the other students how much more does the bully hate him And hates him even more when the nerd tells the other kids when the bully is going to steal their lunch money (preaching). The bully goes hungry when that happens, right? How mad is the bully at the nerd, now? Mad enough to beat the tar out of him, I’d imagine. But, what happens if the bully totally creams and beats up the nerd- the principal or teacher raps him on the knuckles with a ruler and sends him to detention for a long time. That’s why the devil hasn’t killed me yet, he’s afraid of getting punished for it. Lets look at this logically. I do miracles that nobody in their wildest dreams has ever done or thought of before. It had to be me. I’m the only one that qualifies to be king. I spent years reading self-help books trying to find a distinction that would change my life, allow me to be successful/ accepted, a way to achieve my goals. It didn’t work. So I had one option left- God. I had a belief and faith in God. I found the formula, and other formulas, (My Spirit Formulas) that would change my life forever and propel me to the top. Where did I get the ideas for the formulas? In the scriptures, that boring old dusty book written by a bunch of clueless grumpy old men (that’s what the world thinks). Bingo! I studied the life of the greatest man who ever lived ad found the answers to my problems- the formulas necessary to beat the bully (the devil) and the hypocrites and be and achieve what I wanted to achieve. Have you ever seen the movie- Never ending Story? Well it was kind of like that. My life began to miraculously change- I grew in wisdom and favor with God and man. I spoke with power and authority. I returned in the Spirit. I began to preach the kingdom of Heaven- show the path to eternal life. I began to do healings, read minds, have the spirit of prophecy, cast out devils, you name it. Incidently the bad parts came true too- The hearts of the people turned against me, conspirings, persecution, secret combinations (the devil’s men) after me, temptations, the forces of evil combining against me, hated and rejected by the people I was sent to save, etc. What you can imagine- you can do; with the help of God. How do you beat the hypocrites? You love them to death. You show more faith, outwork them spiritually to beat them or bring forth the fruit to beat them. God will see your efforts and deliver you if you affect enough lives. Remember God’s first goal is that everyone of his sons and daughters returns to him. Put your goals in line with his and what do you get. S-U-C-C-E-S-S-. Why is this such a hard principle for people to understand? God doesn’t judge us on our past mistakes, but our future potential. Do you think God chose Moses because of his past record? Of course not. He killed a man for crying outloud. But God saw in him something different something special. Why did God choose David to be King and not Eliab. Jesse said. “ why are you choosing David over Eliab” Eliab’s tall and strong and muscular, intelligent, all the girls love him, he has a great education multiple degrees in combat ,horsenmanship, agriculture, and politics he’s a leader, he’s got connections. Why did you choose a red haired pimply faced skinny kid who sings hymns to the sheep? God doesn’t judge the way man judges. He saw David’s heart and his spiritual intelligence, not his worldly intelligence. Saul was an intelligent man in a worldly sense, he was a very cunning man, he almost killed David a couple of times, but Saul lacked spiritual intelligence, intelligence for the things of God like obedience to God not man, knowing the Holy Spirit and doing the will of God. Who wrote Psalms? Was it Saul? I don’t recall Saul being the author of Psalms, do you? I’m the poor man’s apostle. If you want someone who’s going to teach you about stocks and bonds and how to invest your money so you can retire and play golf the rest of your life I’m not your guy, I’m not going to be your favorite. I don’t know any of that stuff. I’ve never had more than a thousand bucks cash on hand. What I preach is a hard gospel, a gospel of sacrifice, of selling all that you have giving it to the poor taking up your cross and preaching the gospel, of caring for the poor, of bringing precious souls to God, loving all your brothers and sisters, and the important things in life. If you’re rich the world loves you if you’re successful everyone is attracted to you, Why because everybody wants to be rich and successful. A poor man’s wisdom is despised. If I were rich and respected can you imagine the impact for good I could have? Can you imagine how this world would change if every loser had the spirit of prophecy and could do miracles like Jesus did, The devil wants status quo- he wants the hypocrites rich and powerful in power just like the pharoses wanted. If I had the money to do it the whole world would understand the secrets of being a winner, genius, prophet, and how to save the world/ be a God. It would all be over and everyone would be lifted up into heaven if I were rich. Why David was anointed King. The only notable thing David did was kill a lion with a slingshot (representing the power and intelligence of the Spirit. With the power and intelligence of the Holy Spirit, a lowly farm boy or shepherd boy can beat the biggest baddest bully in the world. Why have I been anointed king? Why do you think? Do you think its just a coincidence that my last name means king in Spanish? Whenever someone would ask me how to pronounce my last name I would tell them it’s pronounced like the word king in Spanish or like king of the gringos (Americans). Joke? Or Prophecy? Is there a significance in names? It’s not very often in history that God chooses the king- usually the king is the one with the biggest gun or the biggest army, or biggest pocketbook. Do we choose our leaders the way God chooses His leaders or Kings? An interesting question. Was it important to God to choose a king who would save his chosen people (the children of Israel)? My testimony just might change your life. I have some key distinctions on that page. All of life’s difficult questions are answered on that 8 ½ inch by 11 inch piece of paper. There is more wisdom on this 8 ½ by 11 inch piece of paper than in all the libraries in the world put together. Why are the majority of people spiritually inept? They’re spoiled. I fasted for 2 days a week for eight years to have the power intelligence and wisdom of God. You tell someone to fast for 48 hours and they gasp in horror. “I couldn’t do that- I love food they say or I would get hungry I can’t do that”. Well, okay- love your food-but you’re never going to get the testimony, know the truth, have the relationship with the Holy Spirit that you want. Do you love food more than God? Do you love your possessions more than God, your security and ease of life more than God? God responds to sacrifice. What reason would God have to bless you if you do the same things everyone else does? And forget about asking someone to go to a different country to preach. “Well, I’ve heard the water’s bad in mexico. I might get diareah. I don’t like the heat, I can’t take bucket showers. I don’t’ like to eat beans.” Beans give you energy, chile puts hair on your chest and a little sun is not going to kill you. I always use to tell people I want to be Mexican but I don’t eat chile. That always got a big laugh. You’re not considered Mexican if you don’t eat chile or hot sauce. I would ask for a bowl of soup and it had chile in it. I asked for chicken and they would mix it in a pot with chile. I asked for a sandwich and they gave me one with chili peppers in it and it was so hot it felt like I put a branding iron on my toungue I would suck on candy to ease the pain. Everybody says Mexicans are lazy. All they do is drink and sing drunk guy songs. That’s not true. I knew some Mexicans who worked from 6 in the morning till ten at night and all they got paid was 5 dollars a day. They worked harder than mules. They made enough to buy a meal and some bread, and then it was back to work another day’s work to earn another meal. It’s a miracle some of them even survive with all the other expenses there are. That’s why they’re all here in this country. I’m the first person in the world to discover a cure for dumbness. Why don’t they give me a congretional medal. What do you think God is going to do if you treat badly or let the guy preaching the gospel who has the spirit of prophecy sit out in the rain and favor the rich hypocrite. Do you think God is going to be happy? Our job is not to punish the sinner God does a good job of that himself. Our job is to love and lift the sinner and show the way. There’s nothing new or spectacular about that. We’ve had it beat into our heads the need and value of work. We’ve all known that from the the beginning of time. There’s nothing new or revolutionary about the idea of having kids. People having babies is the reason we’re here. The dumbest man in the world can have sex and make babies. We don’t need more men who want to have sex and make babies. We need more men who want to preach and save all those babies that are being made. We need spirit-filled anointed preachers of the gospel not sex crazed baby-making machines. We should shower others with praise and adoration like they do to Pres. Hinckley. Why isn’t everyone treated like that? Hypocrites will never get it. They just don’t get it. A hypocrite is like a fly that keeps hitting up against the window, trying to get out instead of going out the open door. If you keep hitting yourself up against a window you’re just making it harder for yourself. You could go to heck for treating me bad. I’m dead serious. Hypocrites aren’t bad people, they’re just stupid and deceived. They don’t realize there’ a punishment for doing wrong and a reward for being good. A hypocrite thinks- I can treat him bad and hate some people and get away with it. No it doesn’t work that way. It’s not your system. God doesn’t have a hypocritical system. God’s not a hypocrite. God favors the righteous, the poor, those who have suffered. The rich he sends away empty. Why? Because God’s fair. I’ve often said that God is not a hypocrite. When you point a finger at someone else there’s four fingers pointing back at you. When you gossip you’re not really destroying someone else really. You’re destroying yourself. I tell it like it is. I really love hypocrites. Some of the hardest working people are hypocrites. The devil is a hardworker, he walks up and down the earth all day and all night at his job. Good leaders are not those who boss people around, but those who teat others with love. I do the impossible.? Why? Because I am impossible. My name is impossible. Many leaders of the church are hypocrites. Hypocrites of ten pay a lot of tithing (like the Pharosees n the Bible) and do a lot for the church. 2/18/09- Thoughts of “ He took the time to talk to that old lady,”: and he spoke with confidence like a God at testimony meeting.- brought spirit, brought sprit of greatness inspiration for speaking. Also divorced hypocrite story. What you dream becomes your reality. I dreamed at early age of being JC, Now I am. You can be my hero baby. You can wipe away my tears. –Like Jesus was, that’s why I went. I wanted to be their hero- I love this woman with all my heart. I want her to be in my kingdom when I come with my father- to tears pointing at Nora. I loved laura / dian. I loved little Carlos. He even loved the gay guy. I didn’t want him to do more miracles said bishop. I preach give away all you have to get rich. Everyone else says save your money, save for retirement, save for a rainy day, build a barn and store all your goods. Save for this, save for that. I say give it all away and God will give you more. God will make you the richest man in the world if you give it all away. I’ve been blessed more than I can fathom, more than I can even imagine for being obedient to that one commandment- sell all that you have give to the poor, take up your cross and follow me. Imagine if the young rich man would have sold all he had gave to the poor and preached the gospel. I’ll bet he would have been the richest man in the world (the true riches are not earthly by the way), but God is so good I bet he would have made him worldly rich again as well. Does the scripture say save that you have and deny the poor? No, the scripture says Sell that you have and give to the poor. Every time the devil throws a monkey wrench into my plans of bringing the most souls to Jesus, God calls a mechanic to fix it. Repeat after me, everything the devil does just makes me stronger He takes away my intelligence, so what do I do, I become a master of the Spirit and learn how to be a Genius. He puts me in a hospital, brainwashes me and takes away my testimony and healings, and what do I do- I take up my cross and go preach the gospel and become the greatest man who ever lived. He sends false prophets to rob me and what happens? I’m blessed with more money. He discredits me and what happens? God gives me favor. He sends people to say a pack of lies and gossip about me to take away my fruit and friends. What does God do, he gives me more friends and more fruit. If you’re in a mental hospital and you tell the doctors you feel and receive revelation from the Holy Spirit you get labeled schizoaffective or schizophrenic. Caution: you are entering the mind of a highly spiritually intelligent genius, if you can’t take the heat get out of the kitchen as they say. Am I crazy? Or am I a genius? Am I dumb, or am I a genius? You’ve seen the evidence, you be the judge. Like I said before, I’ve read a lot of self-help books in the past. Let me be clear about this. This is not a self-help book. This is a God-help book. There is a big difference. I never was able to achieve my goals on my own, but when I learned to harness the power of God, I did. One book in particular comes to mind by Tony Robbins. In it there’s a principle he talks about called CANI- constant and never ending improvement. I had always wondered how that was possible, because for me life was just constant and never ending trouble. It was only when I discovered the Spirit Formula and other formulas that I teach that I realized how it was possible to beat the devil and be constantly improving. It is possible to be prosperous by applying these formulas. The devil like I said before, wants you miserable broke and sick. I want you happy, prosperous, and healthy from the Holy Spirit of course. Who is the author of sickness? Who is the author of depression? Who robs you of your money, time, and salvation? You got it, the big D. Why does the devil seek to discredit me at every turn and even has gone so far as stealing my intelligence to make people think I was dumb, just a nerd and worthless? Think about it. If you don’t know the answer to that question from reading this book you’ve got problems. I’m the chosen one, the anointed one. But in order to be truly happy, truly rich (with treasure in heaven) you have to be molded into a Godly person. Ouch, that hurts you say. It’s not as bad as you think it is. My books take you through that process step by step. **** 2/19/09- So why aren’t you rich they ask- if you’re the leading pioneer/ innovator of the most dramatic world-changing science- the science of spirituality (oneness with God and harnessing the powers of heaven), why aren’t you rich? Good question- the reason is one has discovered/ seen my potential yet. No one wants to help support or give me what I deserve. Why? Can you imagine the tv ads I would run, the televised speeches I would make?- the people I would affect if I were rich? If I had the money to do it the whole world would understand the secrets of being a winner/ genius/ prophet, and how to save the world/ be a God. It would all be over, and everyone would be lifted up into heaven if I were rich. Why have the people who have not helped me been so condemned? Or the people who have tried to put me down? Think about it. What do you think happened to the Jews who didn’t help Jesus or even rejected him? Do you remember how cursed those people were? Do I have to recite history? If I am the savior/ Christ of these times how would it be any different for those that reject me? It comes down to stupidity , pride and jealous selfishness. The only difference between me and Jesus Christ is he figured out who he was at an earlier age than I did. I didn’t figure out I was Jesus Christ until after in life. I’m the only one who will admit I’m a loser/nothing without God. I have the brain of a nerd and the heart of a lion. I have the highest spiritual IQ. I didn’t say the highest social or verbal IQ. Everyone else lifted up in pride of hearts saying they’re better. Everything they have including their intelligence to think and act was given to them by God. I give all the glory and credit to God for what I’ve done Why did Herod give up the ghost when he gave a great rousing speech. Because he didn’t give God the credit. He claimed he was the smart one. He didn’t say the truth that God had given him his superior intellectual ability. No, he said its all me I earned my superiority and speaking ability. God can only help us when we’re humble. Smart people always win. Smart people ge the best jobs, the most money, the most friends and favor. It’s a gift. When I’m smart and crack a few jokes everyone is suddenly my friend, why? Because intelligence is power, it’s a great gift. People in power have more resources.and are usually smarter, they’ve learned to master the system of gaining favor and what they want. People favor smart people. Let me put it this way- if you had two workers one that gave you 5 times as much increase and glory- who would you choose for a promotion? The one who gave you more glory or increase right? That’s why he chose me. What kind of a belief system would empower you more than believing you’re Jesus Christ? How would you act if you really thought you were Jesus Christ the savior of mankind? What confidence would you feel? What power or belief in yourself and self worth would you have? Think about it. Now wait a minute, before you judge me/ doubt me. I know its hard to believe that I could be Jesus Christ. And that I came to the earth to do another sacrifice for mankind. So I’m going to make it simple. Lets take it slow. Do you know the meaning of the name Jesus Christ? It’s one who takes away the sins of his people. A savior. I think the Spirit wants me to think I’m JC or is giving me that privilige of being Him. Why? For starters I’ve been rejected, treated like dirt my whole life when I’ve actually had more potential for good than others done more affected more lives. A Christ is a savior. We all should have taken upon ourselves the name of Christ and the responsibility of being saviors. I’ve told you already part of the evidence I have that I am JC or the Christ of these times if you’ve been paying attention. Analyzing the mind of God. Lets look at it from a different angle for a minute. I’m just a nerd brain that that God chose to be a Jesus brain (the smartest). Another angle- if you had a son who got everything he wanted was happy and had a joyful life and another son who got nothing that he wanted was treated like dirt/ homeless abandoned by everyone- Who would you want to help, give the gift too? Which would give you the most glory/ spirit to give a gift to a poor person or a rich person? Is there a light bulb turning on in your head yet? Why did you give all your money to the poor they ask me- that was a dumb thing to do. Was it really a dumb thing to do, or was it a genius thing to do? Do you think I didn’t want to be rich, have a home, family, friends, a nice pension or retirement plan, health insurance, an easy life? Of course I did. But I chose a different path. Because of my disability (a lack of intelligence for social/ relations/ speaking/ math/ other intelligences and a lack of money, I wasn’t able to finish college and take that path. I had to learn to rely on God not on my own ability (because I didn’t have any) or education. I could have died, but I didn’t. I found/ learned a formula to tap into God’s wisdom and intelligence that allowed me to survive and achieve many of my goals and dreams. Does that mean I’m out of the woods or I’ve got it made? NO, the devil still hounds me like a bloodhound on steroids, but as I said before one of my formulas or sayings is that for everything the devil does to me, I’m rewarded 10 times or even more for what he does/ persecutes me. If I would have been able to go that path, the easier, more acceptable path I would have relied on my ability/ education/ money etc and would have never made the sacrifices I made to find God and learn how to take the Spirit as a guide and become the smartest man in the world. Are you starting to get to know me yet? I hope so. I’m a pretty transparent guy- - I make no bones about the fact that I was a total loser/ nerd who just happened to discover the greatest secrets of all time. I teach people how to be Gods. Now the question remains- do I have the faith to accomplish my other goals, more specifically my goal for saving the world. I’ve already been chosen to do it (by God). I’ve told you the prophecies and movies about me. Another question “are you going to help me accomplish my goal?” I’ll include more of the revelations I’ve gotten about my purpose and who I am in my next book. Why are my best friends and people that love me hit so hard by the devil? I’m sure Benny Hinn has taken a hit because of me. Why do you think? If you want more evidence I’ve got plenty more where that came from (God). Have I answered the question “who I am I” or “what am I dong here” The two questions I always got when I was in Mexico. I can’t sit around all day writing books, I’m a man of action and I came to save the world. I’d like to type up all my revelations and evidence and formulas I got in Mexico, but I’ll have to save it for the next book. I’m feeling a liitle low in the spirit. Almost all the preachers you see rehash what they’ve heard others say or read in the Bible. I give you cutting edge, straight from the source revelation/ prophecy/ wisdom. The best insurance plan you can have is to go preach. The best retirement plan you can have is to trust in the Lord not riches. The best pension you can have is from serving the Lord. I’m tired of the world’s nonsense. Someone said- you may be smarter than me, but you’re still a nerd. I responded, you may be dumber than me, but you’re still a jerk. People are smarter than we are so that we would be more humble. Not so we would mope around all day saying God doesn’t love me. I discovered a formula for being a Genius. Your salvation is on the line not mine. If you had imprisoned Jesus Christ and stopped him from preaching/ saving souls, I’d imagine you’d be in the deepest darkest pit in hell. Where do you think you’d be right now if you put an innocent man who’s preaching the gospel in prison? God doesn’t just love jerks, he loves everyone. If you treat someone else bad you ‘re going to suffer and be punished by God. I don’t have to punish you, my daddy will. A nerd and his computer can change the world. The pen is mightier than the sword. The gigabyte is mightier than the sword. There’s not a devil in heck who doesn’t rage my name, I guarantee that. That’s what I like about God. God doesn’t discriminate based on personality. Its not logical that the dumbest man could be the smartest man. God’s not logical, he’s miraculous. God treats everyone the same, he loves everyone. If you show the faith he rewards you. God doesn’t say oh,, he’s a nerd, I’m not going to talk to him or give him love. On the contrary, he blesses and loves the rejected more. Isn’t God good? Isn’t he wonderful. He tells the rich to go away empty (he sends them packing) . What does he do to the proud and those who thing they’re better than others he gives them a one-way ticket to hell. Do not pass go Do not collect $200. The devil has a hissy fit when I tell people they can be Gods. We need to stand up to bullies and people who use their power to put down others. That’s part of being a man. When I said we shouldn’t judge or criticize I’m not saying we should let bullies take advantage of the weak. 2/15/09- The truth is I’m a winner, the greatest winner of all time. Tears welled up in my eyes as I realized the truth- its not because God loves me less its because God loves me more. God allowed the devil to destroy my mind and my finances because he loves me more . Now he can bless me with his Spirit and genius and love. Why? Because I’m humble and meek like him. I now qualify for his help/love/spirit/genius intelligence. It’s not because he loves me less that I’ve been denied the things I’ve wanted in life- its because he loves me more. I actually have more much more potential to affect/ change lives on the path that I’m on. Not only am I not a loser, I’m the greatest winner of all time. There’s another rumor you probably haven’t heard-I’m the greatest man of all time. Did they tell you that? No, I didn’t think so. Why did I give away to poor the only thing I had of worth, a mobile home worth 3k generating me $200 a month? Did I do it because I wanted to be poor? No, I did it because I wanted to be rich, truly rich. It wasn’t stupid, it was stupendous (genius). Then I took up my cross and went to preach the gospel in Mexico like God told me to. The rest is history. You must act quickly flee p gives money stay with relative bro etc. I will deliver you. The d. is not after me because I’m the biggest loser. He’s after me because I’m the biggest winner. He would care less about me if I were just a low-impact loser. I wasn’t poor and without the intellectual schooling ability to finish college get a degree and make good money because I was less than. That happened because God has greater plans for my life. I was feeling sorry for myself one day- I’m in thousands and thousands of dollars of debt no skills or education to support myself. I can’t get or keep a job because of the devil ( hounding me, spreading rumors about me, using his men to destroy me and my credibility, tormented by evil spirits, intelligence taken at intervals) My life sucks I thought-“why do you hate me God” I thought. If I would have gotten the education and job I wanted I would have forgotten God. I wouldn’t have desperately needed him. I would have had my money , security to comfort me, thereby I never would have had the ring of power (favor and great wisdom/ calling to be the chosen one) that I do now. So I said thank you Lord and felt his love come over me to tears. Jesus didn’t have fancy degrees or diplomas or go to some prestigious college- how can this man read never having learned letters? He was uneducated for crying outloud. Why do you think everyone rejected him? Because when they saw him they didn’t see dollar signs or the trappings of success, they saw a man smitten and afflicted by God and we hid as it were our faces from him. Every time he did something the devil tried to destroy his mind his finances, his job opportunities. He was another Moses meek and humble and treated badly by the world. The world promotes its own. He figured out he was the messiah early on, I didn’t. I was deceived by the world into thinking I was the biggest loser when actually I was the biggest winner- the ring of power (spiritual genius/ gifts of spirit/ superior intelligence for the things of greatest importance, the higher wisdom). While everybody else was thinking about details and temporal abilities I was mastering things like talking to God, the spirit of prophecy, healing and figuring out how to save the world. Do you get the picture, understand what I’m getting at yet? Its not because of what I’ve done, its because of who I am. I was created to be a man of action- preacher, leader, soul winner. My mission is to belike JC, do what he did-preach, healing miracles, the cross, sacrifice for all, go somewhere A nerd prophet would serve us right for all the years we’ve picked on nerds. I just have to show the faith (preach figure out how to bring more souls/ affect lives and God will help me achieve my goals of being the greatest(actually I’ve already achieved that goal) who ever lived and bring the most souls to Jesus than anyone in recorded history. You might have surmised this if you’ve been paying attention to what I’ve written about what I’ve accomplished/ become/ etc. etc. I’m not impressed with someone born with the abilities talents who gets their goals accomplished, Im more impressed with the devil afflicted poor man who finds a way despite the odds to beat that rascal and become the greatest force for good like Jesus (me). Get up at 7 am for spirit, bed at 9 pm Now I just have to figure out away out of problems – d.’s men after me, debt, become preacher, sell books. Show faith and solution will rise present it self a job in slc preaching/ teaching/ wife/ plain old job maybe telemarket.. I’m wondering if you would help sponsor me or my books I’m chosen one use your prophecy to find out. Why is this life impossible for some people? Pushing against a n obstacle you can’t move makes you stronger. When you achieve the impossible- no schooling, skills, . I once asked someone why do you hate dumb people? Interesting stories- false prophet. Why are you rejecting Jesus? Is it wrong to be like Jesus? Analyzing my life (to understand me)- why I am the way I am: All my life, I’ve asked for a healing of my mind, the intelligence necessary to succeed. I finally got that healing at age 30 from a miraculous visitation. About a month later the devil jealously took it from me. I had big plans during that month of being a preacher, bringing thousands of thousands of souls to Jesus, books, speaking ability. I was overjoyed that God had come and healed me and gave me all the intelligence that the devil had stolen from me over the years. I was so smart I made the smartest men look like babies. I finally had the tools I needed to be the success I always wanted to be but never thought possible because of my weaknesses (lack of social intelligence and verbal ability). Imagine how devastated I was when the devil took all that away and stuck me in captivity. I felt abandoned by God. Why did you do this to me I would ask? Are you still there? Why do you hate me now? I had such big plans to serve you, dedicate my life to you, why did you let this happen Lord? Lustful thoughts and mater. Had contributed to the problem allowing the devil to steal and diminish my mind further. True, it was partly my fault, I did have something to do with it. But I had been deceived unknowingly and caught in a cycle. It wasn’t really my fault- that’s part of why he felt sorry for me and gave me a healing. That and faith and just bugging God for it- actually it was a direct result or reward from going back to church/ taking the sacrament. Also, he felt sorry for me- I guess he loves me- that’s why I got a healing and was purified and sanctified (all lust and desire purged from and taken from me.) After I lost all that the devil had succeeded in destroying my hope and dreams, but don’t ever count out Jesus. I’m like Jesus, you don’t ever want underestimate me either. I was down for the count. Another miraculous full healing of a mind that has been halfway destroyed by the devil is a tall order to fill. Faith to receive another one would entail preaching, asking for. My finances were destroyed and my mind was an old broken down station wagon again. I discarded my dreams- after all how was I going to be the greatest man of all time with the brain of a stupid nerd again? But then I realized, how can you be the hero of the poor, the down trodden, the disabled if you’ve never experienced it for yourself? It was a gift not a punishment to understand the poor the destitute the mentally disabled that’s why I got put in that hospital. Who better to empathize understand the poor than someone who has really been poor. How can you really understand the homeless if you’ve never been homeless? How can say I’m the hero of the poor, the needy, the homeless, the mentally disabled if I’ve never been poor/ homeless/ mentally disadvantaged, etc, etc, The brain of a nerd and the heart of a lion. 2-20-09- I want to be very clear about this its not bexause visons and miracles and reverlations are rare its because faith is rare. The answer is faith- God ‘s timetable is dependant on our timetable. When we show the faith, bring forth the fruit, he gives us what we want. If you want to be a master of the Spirit be in will of God, know your mission The only way to happiness is through following the example of JC. I’m the master. If you tell the doctors you feel the Holy Spirit and receive revelation, what do they do they classify you with a mental disability. It’s the ignorance of the world for spiritual things. I will always maintain this position- lust is Satan’s greatest weapon against mankind. 2/3/09- Do you want the Spirit of Greatness? Listen to me Do you want to do miracles? Listen to me. I teach people the basics of how to be a master or a genius (a winner). It’s in the dreams (my dreams of being like Jesus healing people preaching in congregations, etc. Life is what you make it- high paying job interpreter no. This is big say parents. Everyone’s talking about him , radio shows,. Talk shows. Another person baptized because of him/ his testimony, affecting lives millions for generations. That’s why blessed with spirit/ miracles. Normal = normal blessings. Jesus= more blessings/ spirit no fear of death. Secret= pure – 15 times resisting, just suffer it, pray for w dreams progress to drams, suffer it ask how too. Secret to healing people- sufficient faith (changing lives). I had greatest potential and treated like less potential, pure=love for others=okay Ill stand up, levantate y sea sanado en el nombre de jesucristo, if spirit says bless her q’ sea major poco a poco de este momento en el nombre de jesucristo amen. Dream of more=more blessed=binging souls= more blessings. Affecting lives, new place, etc. =love for people= that you may be do not talk because I love you until you repent. Love for people not anger for rejection gives healing power/ favor/ humor. I am the chosen one to liberate my people- How to be a Genius- winners/ masters/ christs. Lead armies. I am the king it is my right my birthright to be king all that the father hath is mine. All glory to God. The ring of power gift of the Spirit to give genius wisdom preservation souls miracles/ healing / speeches of greatness power and inspiration. What would Jesus do and do it. Think of how to help them, talk to them, the missionaries, not of self how to help me. Por amor por la gente, compassion, The son of man is growing in wisdom and power. Robs my seed, my money. I am the only Jedi. Life is what you make of it. We decide our destinies. I’m willing my destiny into life-tv show, friends with O and BH. . Good spirit in hotel del sol gave me much inspiration, greatness, wisdom the greatest highest wisdom. What I did in my first book was go from loser to genius and prophet level What I’ve done in this book is go from prophet to Jesus and God level. Which is the greater of the two books? I’ll let you decide. I want to teach you all how to think like geniuses. I want you to shed the robot and think like a genius, like Jesus. Why am I different than everyone else? Everyone else says listen to the Prophet, I say be a prophet. I raised the bar. Spirit of greatness/ inspiration came from thoughts of affecting p passing out flyers it works.I’m reading minds and resisting/purity. The day I figured out I could get the spirit/ inspiration and intelligence from showing the highest path- talking to people and giving my testimony paper was the day I kicked the d. in the pants. -Humor- 1/27/09- A little humor in your life. Make fun of self- walked in ride when car broke down, ha ha ha. I jumped up out of chair for the pain from the laser (lasik). Make fun of cath. (hay pocos in Utah, casi no hay) Make fun of pesos versus dollars- aqui pagan en dollars. We’re better make fun of them worse- working at Soriana versus other place. I’m better than you hypocrites versus nerds I make dollars. Make fun of in respect to mormons- all you need is a tie and you would be Mormon and a name tag and a Book of Mormon, briefcase. Keep joking, keep jokes coming. Make fun of lazy/ rich me- just relaxed for a year they paid me for nothing. Do they pay you-ask.. Make fun of beans, made me sick and water todos red eyes zombies aqui. Similarities- you look like a Mormon- suit and tie, I look like peewee Herman, Big head funny like Jay Leno. Also, Think how luis joked/ laughed- los dos jovenes, ha ha, ha. Or Yo Adrian, Edward scissorhands. Humor prayed for with missionaries Dominguez, affecting lives, blessings of missionary work. To be funny- Are you sleeping? Did you get enough sleep? Aburrido (are you bored?), you need a pillow, carry a bed here, laugh make joke like luis, I like to eat a lot-your favorite thing- make fun of. Soy bueno para algo, soy un chiste. I’d be his best friend if he has barbecue. Also exaggerate- you have more babies than you can shake a stick at. Etc. Greatest man who ever lived goal- sacrifice for all mankind on cross bring most souls to prove a nerd can be JC/ jedi read minds, etc. The whole world is watching. Healing faith from preaching. Greatness is a choice. Greatness was Jesus Christ. Sacrifice for todos. A solution for everything- spirit tells me you need a friend to feel comfortable at church.. You need to go to church for Holy Spirit right path to son Omar. Read his mind- Don’t think I’m a child molstor for red eyes. This is a sign that I’m a prophet believe me. Coincidences- del sol, cedros, gave paper to a guy named Jesus who goes to barrio esmeralda. Friend (Luis Carlos) who helps. Anger- darth vader, me- Luke skywalker, me clark kent clumsy fool dumb beat d. by no tv/ sex/ impure thoughts/ no master/ not read preach-path (solve problem- get testimony, filled with spirit highest level of heaven, Holy Spirit is testimony of truth. I was gong down now blessed for going to church. Learn from your church brethren, word in mind not world, progress spiritually, Holy Spirit for miracles and health not doctors.Why to go to church? It’s a commandment follow Jesus example, sport example- cut from team if you don’t, find right path, Holy Spirit told me none true (testigos, etc). He loved everyone- my nietas still talk about him, I will be Mormon says Angeles- he loved everyone says emmy, Nora Javier everyone and we all rejected/.hated him. He loved me only one who didn’t use me. Ay q’ Nora, love give cookies to kids and beggars. It’s when you’re in will of spirit you get inspiration/ wisdom/ spirit not necessarily the physical place you’re in. I am Jesus Christ- spirit to tears- LOVE- I was like JC love for them. For good points / qualities of Javier, emmy- generous gave me room, was a worker, gave me food, was smart sarcastic funny. Love that she would be saved I love Jesus- his wisdom/ greatness/ love for others humility- oh father I need you your guidance, preservation. He was poor gave it all away, depended on God. Sang learn of me and listen to my words. Walk in the meekness of my way. I am Jesus Christ. Sang tears spirit, pictured Him healing loving people compassion work sacrifice preaching, crucified feeling love during pain torture. I love you so much I would be crucified for you. Cried hardest tears/ spirit when I realized- He loved me so much he made me greater than him, gave me that privilege. Mine is the greatest story in history, how a nerd becomes the greatest man to ever live. **All this wisdom came from my Love for Luis and his son. Love is the most important thing, don’t forget love. I will deliver him up says d. he even loves me. How many more miracles do you need before you believe in me? Read minds, increase intelligence/ love/ spirit, beat hypocrites smarter than, preach for spirit, like Moses, healings, movies about me, spirit stronger than anyone, spirit genius, rejected all life, love poor. Not even his own brethren believed in him, why? They knew his imperfections, maybe he was a little lazy, a little dumb, maybe he smelled bad, maybe he had long hair, maybe he loved women. The nerd speech. If I wanted to tell jokes I would have bought a knock knock joke book from the dollar store or checked one out from the library. What I want to do today is change your life. I loved Jim Carey, gave him a good life. The D. doesn’t want you to know your true identity-JC. You know what a lobster does when it sees another lobster leaving the bucket ? He pulls him down so he won’t get away. You guys have got it all wrong he said, you’re putting importance on tithing not love/ preaching the gospel of my Father/ judgement. I teach people to be prophets. Go one I want everyone in here to admit it. Say it- I am a nerd. Say it bishop, I want you to say it too bishop. I think he really is a nerd. Don’t have a cow. Everyone of us has our quirks. Everyone of us is a nerd really. All of us have imperfections, shortcomings and social inadequacies or quirks. All of us are anti-social in some way. I’m a dull ineffective, dumb socially awkward nerd. You were expecting me to tell a joke or something to make everyone think I was cool, huh? Are our reputations more important to us than being Christlike and loving? I want you to think about that. If you think about it everything we do is to create the impression that we’re cool or sociable, the way we dress the way we talk etc. Why do we judge others for their imperfections and shun them? I don’t say believe in miracles. I teach you how to do miracles. I don’t say believe the prophet. I say be a prophet. Brigham Young said that he wished all men were prophets. What do I specialize in? I specialize in turning average human beings into spiritual giants. I would like to talk of higher things, The basics of spiritual law- Don’t worship rules worship God. I have been anointed king of Israel. Fight manfully for me and I will give you crowns of glory and a place in my Father’s kingdom, I am the Christ of my times. I’m the only one who can save us- prophecy, spirit genius, only Jedi, know mind and will of God. I need your support- don’t be afraid of devil/ cowards, 10 times blessed and if you give your lives for me I promise you crown of glory and glory. The devil marches on Gandor. I can’t do it alone, I need your support. I will lead the armies of Israel. Devil has already declared war on U.S. There’s only a little time left. I’m the hope of the world. Plans are in place to topple government and destroy this church, I am the only one. This came from God not me, but if I want it to become reality I have to will my destiny into life through faith and right connections. Edward deje su computadora y sigue a mi. Deje su hyocricia Moises y sigue ami. You must not use the ring of power to get rich (the plates). But humble Jesus preaching healing, circulating wisdom/ books. I’m not just a nerd I’m the greatest nerd in history. All the world will know my Spirit Wisdom. Convince them- top people gifts of spirit, ordinary people can be geniuses, with spirit and how. It’s the LOVE I had for Luis , souls of Nora Angeles, Javier etc. Security is secret. Jim, I am the man in the moon. I need protection. The smartest men lead (me). His purity and love for others is his secret. They couldn’t see my potential, overlooked me so God chose me. Do I believe the world what people are telling me or the Spirit (yes, the Spirit) that’s why I went to Mexico. You are my son this day have I begotten you. I’m little Nicky big nosed adam sanler. I never want to have s again with e or other or m. I want this smart inspiration spirit always. I want you to beat them (the hypocrites) and achieve your dreams- preach king leader of armies ultimate sacrifice healing people preaching saving many souls. --****Try every possible option, then try new things- preach in Christian etc. Guide of spirit to win beat hypos Making the perfect/ Jesus formula work/ convincing. Find people who love you. There are Jesus sympahizers. I’m in a bad situation. Not in a position to work, no papers to work. What would Jesus do, rules or help stranger? My blood on your hands and all souls I could bring? Judge me and find Jesus, heart of. If you judge me judge righteously, God favors the righteous and those trying to win souls for his kingdom. I’m a prophet- gift of spirit, important mission, save many people. What would Jesus Do? WWJD. Will you let the devil win? Personality or heart and mission potential. Just have to convince them a little more. Work for healing convince for room. Even a little lie decreases the spirit. Better is a poor man than a liar. I’m dying Felix, I don’t have anyone else 1/27/09- I am the greatest man who ever lived. I do things other people have never even dreamed of/ about. I’m the greatest man in the world for the things of God. Benny Hinn’s not half as smart as me for the things of God (spirit strong). I’ve been chosen because of my faith and who I am-I was chosen before birth, to do a sacrifice for many people’s sins. Duda- solve doubt- get stronger testimony. Why- Celestial kingdom full of Holy Spirit, blessings, go to church, progress spiritually. There are some people so hypocritical that they would use that against me- I am JC. Do you know anyone that hypocritical? I have same mission, gifts, personality. I’m suffering and you’re relaxing enjoying life won’t even give me a dollar to help out what would Christ say? Techniques of hypos- use the rules to put down tear down and criticize. I want to teach everyone to be a genius- receive genius/ wisdom from the Spirit. Lets get past your lies. The reason I have my weakness is to teach me the way of the Spirit- it was a gift. Where am I? Am I here, am I there? Give it right back- robots who cant’ think for themselves. Unpredictiable, wise. Elders of Zion, take courage and onward to victory. Would you like me to lecture you on following the spirit? Blessed from missionary work- everything I want- humor health, etc. Would Jesus walk by the rules or by the Spirit? What would Jesus do? I just want to ask you one question. Devil says don’t talk to him he’s a selfish nerd scammer. We should like everyone- there’s something good, a good quality in everyone we meet. Love for all no important personality. Read his mind- smile more. Do unto others as you would want them to do to you. Treat me as a friend like I treat you. Do you want to be lectured or treated as less than. A nerd learns to be cool. Spirit tells me- act like part of the group- spirit says talk to elder Rosa, talk to elder oniveronis. Asked him where are you from how much time do you have in mission. Joked- did you get enough sleep? Look at and smile not turn away face. Spirit says ask him (elder Perez) where he’s from. Do you want to be rich? He that hath eternal life is rich. Be a fisher of men. To be a friend is to offer help, offered to buy him something. I am destined for greatness, and greatness is my name. Follow my path and I will make you greater than you can imagine. How to master humility- From dumb/ wanting a room or money for food gave spirit sympathy from Felix. I give men weaknesses that they may be humble. 1/15/09- Everything good in my life has come as a result of being pure (no master) holding out to not be dumb. Purity=survival cold=purity=smart 12/09/09- Lost spirit because went to Guatemala. Spirit said they are waiting to rob you turn back, so I got off switched buses. Spirit tells me not to go back to Mexico City, got off in other town was preserved got spirit and intelligence again. Spirit says “don’t you get it, I will take care of you, you’re my servant.” 12/05-08- Spirit says- they don’t hate you they hate me. If you love Jesus you’ll love me. They will be punished for hating/ rejecting you. What they have done to me they will also do to you. That love you have for the welfare of their souls is the same love God has for us. 1/03/09- Conversationalist- from wanting to help/ love (whenever I’m totally unselfish seeking other’s salvation I am blessed with wisdom or favor) at copies- Chicago- worked education courses, pres. Obama good for mex. Propia cuenta, do you speak English, no work here pay little, ir en camion, invite to church, talk about Spirit, 100% sure, **receive love or attention (build up intelligence from them talking to me) then give when I have spirit/ love/ smart. Talk to someone else show love, etc. 01/04/09- Spirit or love to tears when thought of love for retarded guy/ kid, also bigger girl. Thought of giving him something more than others but he refused-10 pesos and saying I love you son . Treat this man good alright. This man is Jesus Christ. Their love to me talking to me gave me intelligence to respond intelligently. We have to treat all others with respect. Remember my identity (Excelsias) he will provide money protection. I’m going to beat poverty- rich office job sharing testimony. Speaking like I was great, inspiriting people. 12/31/08- Why I show disguised Jesus drawing. Somethng that at first looks dumb or ugly when we look at it closer can be something of great worth/ value/ beauty like with people. Felt love to tears for Don Carlos and daughter to save them so they don’t get punished. It’s a game- for every act of faith I win devil loses. More faith = more winning preserved, etc. The devil trying to slow me down desperately, He hates it when I do miracles. It’s too late there’s no stopping me, you can only hope to contain me. They’ve created a monster, unleashed a lion. 12/27/08- Placticon/ conversationalist- Receive from them,(they talk to me) then give back (talk to them). Talked about pizza business, his life how he met wife (I could do the same about my wife how I met her or suicide/van. I made the greatest discovery of the 21st century-how to be a genius, where’s my nobel prize? Because you loved me, says Jesus to me, that’s why I make you like me. Lord, my Redeemer thou hast done so much for me. Sang to tears love for pictured Jesus in white robe- he gave me glory movies about me frodo, superman, etc, sang in mind tears love God then love for Jesus- I will come for you. You were my strength when I was weak (to tears to Jesus) sang in mind- little or no food, hungry for spirit/ love of Christ. Single/ pure to cross. Sometimes the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few. 12/27/08- Enthusiasm/ greatness from thoughts- my daughter fasted and felt spirit, he’s more wise than everyone Morro says to son. I believe he’s a prophet. I’m going to make copies and give to friends. To God be all the glory not me. I dared to believe that the dumbest man to ever live could become the greatest man to ever live. When I’m talking its not me that’s talking its God that’s talking. Don’t major in minors or trivial things, use pros/cons list for big decisions (where to go). There’s something about getting up at 2 am in morning to pace from cold/fleas/discomfort to think/pace. Remember Utah- can’t afford to lose mind/intelligence- no flirting. 12/23/08- For Veronica- Do it to save your soul and save the souls of your kids. D. puts demons to stop you, discourage you. From following the right path (baptized, assist church, read Book of Mormon). Because he doesn’t want you happy (saved) or going to Celestial Kingdom (highest level). , but I do love you. I’m honest you know that, just trust me. Just trust-fall and I’ll catch you, jump. Full of spirit if baptized, guide of spirit. Do it for classes of English, no one has to know, this Sunday, ok. Its hard at first but gets easier. To be full of words of God not world. Progress learn from church brethren, easier as you go along. Book of Mormon is essential, read it fast, fast for a couple days, pray and will feel Spirit- ask to know if its true- you will feel spirit in chest or in mind to tears. Continue along path. Gave stove parable- going to church is taking your hand off stove, waters of baptism to cool hand and Holy Spirit. You will have healings, blessings, money, happiness, most important you’ll save your soul. Befriended, showed loved too, talked to. Everything that happened to Jc is happening to me. History repeats itself. Hypocrites who judge by exterior or personaility. The fate of the world lies in the hands of a hobbit (me). That’s scary. Thinking of miracles- Jose Ruiz is getting baptized for his miracles reading minds/ love, touched the heart of Abel his love. Miracles are happening- enthusiasm/ greatness- he’s wisest man in the world. To tears/ spirit- Obispo sembrano says lets help him visit all inactives- happy thoughts, Think happy thoughts Peter- prophet/ love/ miracles- dumb to smart Que tontos son los orgullosos, el enemigo. Jim Carey smarter sarcastic. The power I have- Robert punished for putting me down. Spirit to tears when thought of Morro saying it touches my heart to think that he would give up his own salvation for us. Joke- soy el rey del los nerds, con la mente de burro. Thought of stake president saying my son has a testimony wants to be a missionary because of Scott bearing his testimony. I just want to inspire- felt Spirit to tears- to people with disabilities. Show them the way. 12/07/08- Had spirit real strong when I’m JC to people and song gave me energy-JC his identity I finally got it act like him his power. Spirit told me this man doesn’t have a job and he drinks, I called him on it, but had love for his needs. Sang I fed them thousands with one loaf of bread felt like I was Jc from anointing love for/ needs etc. It’s love- showing love/ preaching this is what’s helping me the most in life- taking off the blinders people are wearing. I’m your hero/savior. I’m like Jesus. He gave me his identity power/ wisdom/love/ humility. Just pure/faith/love/preaching/don’t flirt or lust. Remember people not things.Javier’s salvation not razor. Winner not loser. Look at with love- Jose Ruiz, etc. I can’t be confounded among men with spirit (most wise/ intelligent). I have power within to heal myself (imagined healing eyes with spirit light and was healed). I am here to warn you of what will come, torment for not going to church keeping his commandment. 12/06/08- Never hath a man come unto me with such faith- cried felt spirit to tears, my son now I know that thou lovest me, sang praises to Jesus- you’re my friend forever in my mind, pictured him or God, thought of giving cough drops to emmy, a present to viviana for birthday, giving something to someone, even tithing. I give him everything- my wife that which I had of most value.. Crying for his love for me, Come unto me, I am not of pride, The most humble man. Humility= love look at with love/ talk to show love.. You are my first fruits. I am the God of the meek. 12/05/08- Felt spirit to tears from song and Miguel showing me love/ respect with a handshake felt brotherly love from them. Also humble to tears when prompted by spirit to ask for work- why? Because I love you says God. Humble- sad because no job would be happy but no money/ job. Because of purity/ preaching he loves me. Just love them. Picture imagine loving them, teaching them how to be prophets. It takes years of sacrifice and molding to be a Prophet it doesn’t happen overnight. Well, actually I’ve streamlined the process with this book. I Fasted and read scriptures 2 days a week for 8 years, improving and gaining wisdom, changing into Christ. Then went back to church because of experience in testimony, took sacrament, was pure, started passing out my testimonies. Then I got healing of mind was purified and sanctified from lust for a time, received even more revelations and visitations. Then got put in hospital by jealous devil. Then lost testimony and faith but regained it and called by God to take up my cross and preach the gospel in mexico and to Lamanites. When God tells you you are a prophet you are a prohet. It comes after much sacrifice- fasting for me. Purity was key. Leaving the world (tv, sports, etc) Spirit comes from reading scriptures/ fasting/ preaching, not from practicing your golf swing. Learning to get the Holy Spirit through Spirit Formula, receiving revelation and guidance, eventual spirit of prophecy of things that could happen in your life either to warn you or inspire you, and reading minds. Then I began to preach/ talk to people share my testimony. A lot of people just wasting their time working. Spirit of greatness, enthusiasm from finding/ piecing together clues to my true identity- Frodo/ king, Superman/clark kent, matiix. Don’t worry about money, just preach I will give you money. Those soldiers/ policeman chosen to see His Majesty (you) walking street. Oh my gosh he’s JC says morro. Wife of Morro says I’ going to heck for treating him bad (JC). People giving me other pieces of the truth. He said he’s frodo says Israel. King of Kings, Lord of Lords. Hallelujah, Hallelujah. Sang- angels are singing. You figured it out- the devil knows you would figure it out. Where is the king?- says the angel. I am JC- love even though rejected, trust totally I Lord for money etc. When he comes will he do more miracles, raising intelligence/ love/ most wisdom, healing, imagine healing, reading minds, etc. Take the sword and be the king (lead armies), prophet of church?. I’m their hero, of the poor. I am JC. A nerd wakes up and realizes he’s JC he thinks, preferred before me, This time I have come to show that even the weakest of men can be like Jesus do what he did. The Father’s plan works. Picture new cell connections forming. Adam Sandler- If you say he was Christ I’ll believe you. Who am I to judge another when I walk imperfectly. Do something for someone else (money/ testimony, something) I want to bless you my son. 11/30/08- Learn to fight, imagination to create miracles other gifts of the spirit. Humilidad- felt/ showed humility after bisobp sembrano gave smart/ intelligence again. Spirit of prophecy- Thought of morro saying we’ll hide him, he wants to die for us. Tort him, regret you ever knew me, prayed for strength for deliverance, greater than you can imagine, . Spirit makes me into greatest man I can imagine- tells me do this/ that/ teaches me to do miracles Please help me to know what would be of most worth to me. I’ve already won- I know my mission- JC, cross, heal, preach, travel. Angels rejoice today for they know your worth. Enthusiasm- point, exito. 11/27/08- Love to tears- said no to thinking about Jose Ruiz suffering torment losing his soul or not in Celestial Kingdom and said save him, loved him “I would give my life for you.” Also I would give my life for you. Don’t reject me, I love you, come unto me A lot of thoughts, miracles happening gives enthusiasm. She healed herself, amazing, he’s the wisest man in the world. He has confidence power and authority. He’s going to teach everyone to be prophets, says hermana. I realized not enough faith to talk to God, says Elder walker- brought enthusiasm/ greatness pointing gestures, excitement (animo), spirit, dodging bullets. Imagining their sayings/ their thoughts in other people’s heads. Even JC will bow knee because I earned it- perfection sacrifice pure lamb miracles, preaching etc. Move from town to town, plotting to kill me. You don’t have time for JC? Everything given my future answers to married or not what to say to convince them when I’m in spirit of prophecy after Sunday, day after, sacrament, D&C, pray for spirit of prophecy, no music, little food. It’s not that hard to leave all, 100 times blessed with friends health eternal life, purity. Remember how I was in spirit guided by before. Don’t need man to direct me just God. Rely on Spirit. In a team there’s always a star. Pass me the ball. I have spidey sense- the spirit of prophecy. Felt Spirit to tears when imagined Holy Spirit in room and healing me and sang in mind when no one is my friend he is- The Holy Spirit/ God/ and I’ve grieved him blood on my hands. I’m sorry imagined him my comforter. Hno. Morro imagining love from- says Morro- I only hope I’m worthy of him he gave up his life for me and me for him. Greatness- I wash your feet with my tears Do you know me now? or no? Who am I? I left everything for you, Morro. Who am I, I love you. Are you with me or not? Feed my sheep scripture- Lovest thou me more than these, Morro? Love from hermana- I want him to love me like he loves Jose. The most christlike man I’ve ever seen- loving humble spiritual. Just begin to believe. Your faith is very weak. There are punishments for fighting against the pure in heart. I want to raise your faith. I give hope that others could be prophets. I want to begin to open the scriptures so you know who I am. I will raise another Moses and to him I will give a ring of power. To tears when thought of Bishop Sembrano giving me bishop position- he deserves it for his love for people (not mocking/ respecting/ loving/ humility). Women are dangerous. Las mujeres son peligrosas. A woman is not the answer, God is the answer. I am the king of kings. I want to open your eyes about what is happening in the world. Because I denied myself pure not talk to girls/ preach I was more than rewarded with love prayed for. I want scott to baptize me says Jose Ruiz. Shower at 7:30 to 8 am for spirit. Its worth pain of resisting. The way he looked at me with Christs love. Felt love and cross I would die for you love for bishop sembrano and Roberto- they really love me, good men. I’m JC say to e. don’t doubt me. The bad guys are chasing me. 11-25-08- Felt spirit of inspiration and greatness again from thoughts of you changed his prejudgements about nerds in one day. Humble, loving, rapid depth perception picking the right joke on many levels, true love , help conversation out of love, talk to show love. Emmy- he is JC how does he do it? My weakness they hat e and attack. Ask why do you show me hate instead of love like I do. Enthusiasm/ greatness, pointing- he has risen, thought robert’s wife- they’ve make him into a nerd he deserves respect. Robert says give him a little money or we’ll be punished. I choose the poor. John Stockton face serious mouth, instead of accept me they have rejected me, I came to lower the proud. Leave the right you have with your wives, leave your idols and follow me. 11-23-08- Read lady’s mind- asked her where she got her money from and she admitted from committing adultery with another woman’s husband. Threw up the taco she gave me, never accepted again. Religions of the world are fixated on a rule like what day should be the Sabbath day or the real name of God. They’re obsessed with a rule and not with God. They forget what ‘s most important- what God (the holy spirit says). Ask God. God tells you in heart through Holy Spirit what’s true, which religion or ideas are correct. Spirit came back in morning after wrestle with dumb depressed and BOM came spirit and intelligence and enthusiastic ( happy thoughts) of greatness- He has love, humility, intelligence, talks fast, / spirit and he’s dumb, we’re going to heck for how we’ve treated him.says Montemayor. JC- perfection obtained, sacrifice for all. Men following me, wisdom like JC, rejected like JC, you are Jesus, gives me identity because loves me, like him love people, ask person prepared to give me job. When I do what he wants he gives me what I want- preach- wisdom, health. Read Juan’s mind- he looks happy maybe I’ll go to church. The wisest men in this world are dumb, they don’t now what ‘s most important. They focus on details not wisdom from God. They don’t know will of God or mind of God, just their will. The evil is always lowering/ punishing me/ taking my mind (intelligence) because I’m Criestlike. Spirit says, The devil wants you to think about sex, tricking you. Don’t look at to lust after. . Because enemy gave me fleas, God gave me wisdom. I’m the richest man in the world in reality. It’s because of sacrifice- leaving all to preach, fasting praying, scriptures no tv- that’s why miracles. God’s so good he blesses you here with friends, money, work and gives you eternal life.if you’re on the right path. But if you sin, don’t go to church, punished here with depression less money and lose eternal life. Enemy punishes you here and there. I know, I felt how they will feel who don’t go to church said to a group of Lamanites. The Indian people are often rejected by the Mexicans, they can identify with me. Think about in spirit, showing faith first ask for and he gives you answers to all your problems/ questions. Don’t think about appearance, that’s what devil wants me to do-hair on face, etc. 11/17/08- Lord, my Redeemer thou hast done so much for me, sang in mind and cried/ felt spirit- he saved me has healed me wanted me to be happy gave me a mission an identity and health. Thinking of Bishop Sembrano saying I’ll make him 2nd counselor. Love-happy thoughts. Will you forgive me said to Lord for reading a book that got me out of sprit. When ever I do something totally unselfish (their salvation) I get wisdom. If you don’t have time for Jesus in this life he won’t have time for you in next life. Pinnochio becomes a real boy- Was smiling, treating and talking with love to people, greeting, no hair on face, shower not smell. Future leader he thinks Pray for strength to overcome, to takeaway lust- spirit of inspiration and greatness/ wisdom. Ask for love of Christ if I don’t do it. Think of shedding his blood, his pain (JC). Consequences- e. mad at me, dumb not preserved. Hit/ punch, visualize hairy armpits, long nose/ big ears. Do what ever it takes- Screwdriver, pain threshold after each thought to train me. Goal 1 month, than 2 months. Hymns, feeling of Spirit. Enthusism- thoughts of- I’m gong to make him ward mission leader he’s like kilipoki says president- he gave my wife desire to preach the gospel go on a mission because it gives him the spirit. Thought of love for people (Monson waving white handkerchief). Befriending enemies. 11/15/08- Ask in prayer/ figure out what devil doesn’t want me to know. If you help me you will receive a prophets reward, 100 times. I just want to take the blinder off your eyes. Wake up. ***You want to put me down and I want to build you up that’s why you’re punished, understand? You are preoccupied with many things, but only one thing is important- God. You’re putting me down/ tearing me down to feel more important/ intelligent, but God will punish you. He loves me and will have to punish you. The devil is hardening your hear. Without the help and spirit I am selfish/ dumb/ hopeless, no favor, a loser. But because I don’t waste time I am full of spirit, most intelligent, favor, wisdom- I give to poor, love for their eternal welfare showing the path, and have goals. The d. is telling you all paths lead to the same place. But no spirit= lower kingdom, no glory, joy. Ask to figure out my mission in prayer. My mission- achieve perfection, give my life for others, heal like JC did, miracles, prophecy of people’s futures and destinations, read minds. Just have faith, preaching, teaching soul winners, wisdom given, love felt for and he will give me job, power to do miracles, etc. These are the events that transpired before I left for Mexico. I was put in hospital because devil entered a police officer, he said some weird things to scare me, I took off running to get away, He accused me of choking someone when I really only pulled arm and asked for help. It was all a setup. I was hauled of to hospital, I was medicated (drugged) lost my full healing of mind, became a nerd again, Lost spirit comfort and revelations, eventually lost memory of miracles in my life and my testimony and eventually my purity, and nearly lost my soul again. This is 1 year later, the events that took place to force my leaving starting 2/22/08. 11/15/08-For enthusiasm- thought- I want him to teach me to be a prophet (Robert) I want to live for glory and die for glory too. Bishop- I want to visit inactives with him. Saucedo- that’s what I’m missing love for others, also he healed her foot that’s why she came. Don’t be afraid of his power she says. Escelsias is my (his) name. Your faith is sufficient to heal. The patriarch says he’s a prophet. Talking fast with pure spirit wisdom with power and authority. Had a dream of preaching on tv with stronger anointing and power. Also gave me enthusiasm when thought, he thinks I’m Frodo thought of movie and my mission. Don’t quibble about a rule, what day is the Sabbath. Use the spirit to find the true church. Follow what the spirit is telling you, not to work sundays. Don’t just join the church with the doctrine you like the most, ask God and he will tell you with thoughts in your mind from Holy Ghost. While young do great things not when old, don’t wait. For talk- use gates of heck are open to receive those who don’t go to church. The most important is the eternal welfare of the soul. We always talk about details. Also to be pure and faithful to church is the most important, if not lose everything possibly soul. Compliment their love. We shouldn’t judge, we don’t know their life experiences or situation. Hypocrites with sins always judge others. We shouldn’t say bad things about other people. Those who fight against the pure of heart- there are many punishments for. Tell them what I’m doing- visiting towns/ pueblos/ colonies. Trying to change lives/ affect lives, give wisdom, show the correct path. Moroni, Moses, purity is greatness, don’t have blood on your hands. Prophecy- grace for grace. Testimony through fasting. Sacrifice brings blessings and spirit stronger. The game is in the thoughts. What you believe becomes your reality. Your dreams can become reality through showing faith. Don’t worship idols- tv lust sports hobbies wastes of time. Try to phase out the use of the procreation power out of your life. It weakens you and allow the devil to enter and destroy your mind little by little. Your goal should be to be purified and sanctified. Excelsias is his name, his scepter endureth forever. Do you know for 100% sure your church is the most true? I do. What kind of personality did Christ have? Did you know you’re worshipping a rejected, sad, stricken of God, man with problems? We hate and reject people like that but we say we love Jesus, I’ve always thought that was ironic. Enthusiasm- I want to be a prophet says elder walkman. I’m going to ask him how to be a prophet. He’s already healing people. Morro- a man of sorrows and we hid our faces from him, rejected him. Figuring stuff out about me and being a prophet or why I’m dumb punished gives me enthusiasm/ spirit ask for too. They judge me for a sin that’s not my fault- hypocrites who waste their time on trivial pursuits and watching tv. 11/12/08- Cried from love felt for tienda girl at Margaritas. I would die for you. (daria mi vida para ud, le amo tanto q dari mi vida para ud). I love you so much I would die for you. Talk to show love, be a friend. Tell stories of life, would you do me a a favor and go to church. God has so much love for his children that if you are rejected God will punish them and bless you. If you treat me like a servant, God will treat you like a servant. The truth hurts. I don’t want to offend you but you could lose your salvation for not on right path going to church taking sacrament, etc. Being with a non-spiritual person can cost you everything. Pray to remove resentment. Show love, be friend of enemies and God punishes your enemies. How to beat your enemies with love. Lift others up so they can see what’s going on. Why am I always talking about love? Because love gives the stongest outpouring of spirit/ anointing/ wisdom/ life. You must learn to master love. How to be a God: I get it. It’s the immortality and eternal life of man. Helping others’ welfare (welfare of their eternal soul) through preaching, helping to remove blinders, gives me the Holy Spirit/ health, intelligence, life. God will provide money or room or job if I ask someone find the right people prepared to give it to me. God lives to mold me into a soul/ winner/ Jesus Christ/ full of spirit. He doesn’t watch tv or waste time on trivial things God receives his glory and spirit and blessings from this. That’s how we become Gods- learning to be Gods, doing what he does-loving/molding/ giving wisdom to others gives us glory, health, blessings, joy. We’re here to learn to be like God- work to bring souls, for welfare of souls for health blessings, money, miracles, intelligence, wisdom. Grace for grace not all at once. God will bless you- I’m preaching/ changing lives. Love gives the spirit the strongest to tears. Now given wisdom to figure it all out. I’m the only one awake in the Matrix. God is teaching me grace for grace, preaching, loving for wisdom and blessings until I reach perfection and sacrifice. So to receive the blessings and spirit, honor and glory God does, we have to do what God does. Get it? This is the same path Jesus took. 11/07-08- How to master love- Felt spirit to tears, charity love of Christ, for little kid with bad mouth in Acatempan. Thought lovefor the welfare of his soul that he would be with me saved (in heaven). Also that he would be healed- please heal him. And gave him money (like giving my lunch to guy). Loved him as myself, and said that you be healed in the name of JC and touched knee. Also love for passer-by girl and woman at tienda. Fruit- preaching = love of Christ for. Show love by talking, bigger girl showed me love so smarter/ spirit. Bad words down. Mimicked happy lady’s style. Whatever you ask for given- you are god (the secret he doesn’t want you to know. To receive gift of Spirit guide in your life you must be baptized by proper authority like Peter said. The smartest man in the world and he doesn’t even know it. Talking faster with spirit because of testifying to a group. Why he chose me- I can’t do anything without him, I am nothing without him, his strength is made perfect in my weakness, half brain state. 11-08-08- Love- I look at people and they’re on the wrong path- smoking, baad words, not going to church, not taking the sacrament- they will be punished like me one day. They are slowly losing everything mind body and soul. You have to learn to love for welfare of their soul. Give lunch, do unto others as you would have done to you- feel spirit. Some things lower the Spirit, like tv, the internet, music. Preaching gives it (the Spirit). I’m trying to show people a higher path to celestial being state and purified and sanctified. He healed my mind and told me to go to Mexico. When totally unselfish that’s when blessed. Holy Spirit teaches me to be prophet, the ring of power. What happened to those who rejected JC, that didn’t believe? I don’t want the people who judge or doubt me to go to heck. Please don’t go to heck. Hello, earth to hypocrite, come in hypocrite. Why do we reject the very person we say we love and worship? The rejected, the sad, the troubled, the smitten and afflicted of God? Why do we try to find every imperfection possible in order reject these people. All my life I thought I was a loser (smitten of God and the devil), but then it dawned on me, I’m not a loser, I’m Jesus Christ. The hero of heroes, the greatest winner of all time. Cover- Once upon a time in a galaxy far far away, Luke Skywalker takes up his cross and begins his training to be a Jedi. Using the guide of Yoda (the Holy Spirit) he transforms himself from a novice Jedi knight into a Jedi Master. Learning the skills he would need to aid him in destroying the evil empire and the deathstar. Mastering such skills as mind reading, spirit formulas, wisdom, the increasing of intelligence that would enable him to become the smartest man in the world, the spirit of prophecy, and the healing power, he transformed himself into a lean- mean soul winning machine and a powerful force for good. Fighting the storm troopers and Darth Vader at every turn with the light saber of the Holy Spirit and truth, he defied even the great emperor of darkness. Use your heart not your mind and a master you will become, Yoda (the Holy Spirit) told him. Walk by faith not by sight. Take the sword and be king. You can do it Little Nicky. We believe in you Peter. With much power comes much responsibility. Finally learning his true destiny/ mission- a sacrifice for all mankind that would destroy the deathstar and save his people; he threw the ring into the fire like Frodo and the rest is history. The nerd loser hobbit becomes the jedi prophet king. The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the One. I am the One. I’m your savior. I’m a hobbit. I’m your king. I am Superman. I am the mater of words. Into the mind of a Prophet. I’m not here to tell you how to quote others, I’m here to tell you how to make quotes. I want to open your eyes and your minds, your imagination. I want you to begin to see the potential , the possibilities. I want to inspire you, motivate you. You’re worshipping a nerd you stupid idiots. The devil was all over his mind, his finances, everything. Nerd discovers secret to being a genius. The smartest man in the world are babies compared to me. I make the smartest men in the world look like babies. How? With the ring of Power/ the holy Spirit. Wake up America, your king is a nerd and you don’t even know it. 2/29/09- sinned but thought of giving cell phone to fat girl and felt spirit to tears. Then was humble- I’m sorry I’m not worthy- picturing at Jesus feet for forgiveness. Because of my love for his people he forgives me, I will consider it payment. Gives me the spirit to tears after sin. Also got some spirit back from thoughts- D’s going to frame me, escape, good job slc, My formula for being perfect, its becoming true. Do you want to suffer like the Jews. Reject your king again, America. I’m the master. Walking in town instead of lusting gave me spriit. Analyzing the mind of a hypocrite. Cain also thought he was a Master. All of us have that inate desire within us to be great/ important. But his secret was not a good one. His secret was that he knew how to kill people to get financial gain. But what he really discovered was the secret to eternal damnation. Hypocrites today are much like Cain. Of course they don’t go around physically killing people they have learned that that doesn’t work. But what they do is kill with words and gossip, thinking to lower and put down others they don’t like or perceive to be threats thinking they will get the spoils or power or love. What hypocrites don’t realize is that they’re being punished rather than rewarded for their behavior. Now, how do you train a hypocrite to stop their behavior. You have to teach them the consequences for their behavior. I have found many a time that hypocrites are just ignorant as to the consequences of their behavior. They do what they do because they feel they are being rewarded for their behavior. You have to show the hypocrite how his or her behavior is actually hurting them. The hypocrites of Jesus’s day perceived he was a threat to their power and positions and influence. Of course, we know the story, they eventually ended up crucifying him But who won? Jesus did ultimately. They got a one way ticket to hell and he became the savior and king of all mankind. That’s what I love about Jesus he exposed hypocrisy for what it was stupidity. And he exposed hypocrites for what they are stupid people. Stupid for the things that really matter, the things of God. Its not your regular Iq that will determine ultimately your success, but your spiritual IQ. It’s not that Cain was dumb man, he was a very intelligent and cunning man. but he lacked righteousness and spiritual intelligence. Now, we cant’ actually go out and physically kill all the hypocrites in power and put in wise good men unless we’re in the army I guess. But there are tactics we can employ and ways to make sure these people do not prosper. All hypocrites think that they can get away with oppressing the poor and the weak. But why does God allow this to happen? That the wicked may be condemned and the righteous exalted. I love to see hypocrites squirm. What hypocritical lady told me I shouldn’t be a Mormon. Why because I was nerd, I was a little bit socially awkward and quiet, not a happy energetic person. Do you know what I told her, The greatest Mormon who ever lived was a nerd. Jesus Christ gave all the inspiration in the Book of Mormon and how to organize this church and everything else we believe. Then I proceeded to open the scriptures to her telling her that Jesus was a man of sorrows acquainted with grief and we hid our faces from him. A sad man, a man with problems. .He was rejected by the popular crowd of his day, the hypocrites leaders and proudful rich people. Jesus was not a happy go lucky person without a care in the world a have it all richy rich worldly person, he was hounded and buffeted and tried. Why do you think he told parables of rich people going to hell and beggars going to heaven? Because of people like you who thought they were better than him. Then I told her, its not that I’m in the wrong church, its that you’re in the wrong church. You’re the kind of person who would reject Jesus. I don’t want you in my church, you should be in the devil’s church, that’s where you belong because you’re a hypocrite you say you love your brother but you hate him despise him and reject him. You’re a proud angry hypocrite with a big head too just like the devil you would get along just fine with him in heck. In fact maybe you should marry him you’d make a great pair, he’s even more proud than you are. You say you love Jesus but you reject him. Needless to say she wasn’t very happy with this and stormed off, scheming to destroy me. Typical hippo behavior. Hypocrites will never understand. If you beat a hypocrite over the head and stick him in the sad his hypocrisy won’t leave him. Hypocrites hate that someone could be better than them. The devil and the hypocrites hounded Jesus so much he couldn’t even work a normal job, the scriptures say he didn’t even have a place to so much as rest his head. I’m sure he did his share of begging or relying on others to survive. I want to be clear- a hypocrite is not someone who makes a mistake and then repents or even someone who makes a lot of mistakes but keeps repenting. A hypocrite is someone constantly pointing the finger at someone else saying look how bad that person is. How did Jesus deal with the hypocrites of his day? First he publicly condemned them so they and others would understand the consequences of their behavior- a free ride on the eternal torment and damnation merry go round, then he loved them to death, giving his life to atone for the sins of those who would repent. We can not tolerate hypocrites in power. If we do we’re no better than them. If you hire spiritually intelligent people you will not only be blessed eternally but temporally as well in the long run. If you hire a bunch of proud hateful hypocrites who waste what they have you’ll be cursed eternally and in the long run suffer greatly in this life as well. Do you want to be cursed and go to hell or blessed and go to heaven? The choice is yours at chuckarama. Being ungodly is a waste of time. When you’re Godly you are blessed with the spirit, increase, and life and affect other’s lives. Jesus didn’t have the perfect job, he didn’t have a mercedez benz, but he showed those good old boy hypocrites where to shove it. He beat them so bad we still talk about it today. You see they thought by killing him they could beat him, punish him and tear him down, but all they did was make him greater. How do you beat prideful jerks? You expose them for what they are, alert others, then love them to death and you will be exonerated If others do not help you and do something about they are for evil as well and will be punished. I am king, I want you to fight for me. A hypocrite is constantly pointing the finger at someone else to put them down. When you point a finger at someone there’s always four fingers pointing back at you. It’s not your secular learning its your spiritual learning that determines your success. I’m missing half my brain courtesy of the biggest jerk on the planet. Is this fiction or is this reality. Truth is stranger than fiction. Why should you hire me? I’m JC. If I really am JC (the one to save his people from their sins, the savior, the chosen one) and I’m going to save the world and you don’t help me and I’m not able to complete my mission what’s going to happen to you. You’ll probably go to heck, right? Or be severly punished. I’m not lying I did receive revelation on that. I’m an honest guy. You can take your chances that I’m lying or play it safe and hire me. Sounds like I’m writing a fiction novel doesn’t it? No, its not. I’m just showing you what the power of imagination and creativity can do. I really don’t need to write fiction, my material is exciting enough if you believe miracles are possible, if you believe like I do that what you can imagine you can become, if you believe that dreams can come true, that a man is only limited by his imagination and ability to dream big dreams. If you believe there is a God. If you believe there is evil, If you believe there are prophets, if you believe there are souls that need to be saved, that there is a battle going on for souls of men, that thousands of souls are going to heck each day. If you believe all that what’s the purpose of fiction? If reality is just as interesting as fiction, why not talk about reality, something that actually exists and is happening all around us. Why not use your words to edify and talk of truth. Is there really time for anything else? How short is life? I’ve seen this a countless number of times. The rich who have the money spend hundreds of dollars on the latest information and technology trying to learn everything they can to give them the edge and make themselves look smart and important. But they lack the spiritual intelligence and vision to accomplish what the Lord really wants. They don’t understand what’s really important or the mind and will of God. While they are planning extravagant ward picnics and sporting events, the inactives and people around them are dying spiritually and they don’t even seem to care. One time I was getting down on myself and I said Lord I’m poor, why did you make me poor. And he said, no I made you the richest man in the world. I’ve made you the richest man eternally, I’ve given you health, preserved you, given you my spirit, the highest wisdom, the greatest gifts of the spirit, You have been anointed king of Israel. I said, but my name’s not Bill Gates, how could I possibly be the richest man in the world. He responded, “if Bill Gates had invested in you he would have really been the richest man in the world” It took a while for that to sink in, but its true. If not the richest money wise, the richest spiritual wise.I need to find souls for my kingdom, or I won’t have a kingdom. I’m as honest as the day is long. What reason would I have to lie? Do you think I’m stupid enough to think that you’ll fall to my feet and worship me? I’m so honest I let cashiers or bank tellers no when they’ve given me to much change back. These are the events that transpired before I left for Mexico. I was put in a hospital because devil entered a police officer, he said some weird things to scare me, I took off running to get away, He accused me of choking someone when I really only pulled arm and asked for help. It was all a setup. I was hauled of to hospital, I was medicated (drugged) lost my full healing of mind, became a nerd again (lost potential), Lost spirit comfort and revelations, eventually lost memory of miracles in my life and my testimony and eventually my purity, and nearly lost my soul again. This is 1 year later, the events that took place to force my leaving. 2/22/08- I’m starting to believe in God again due to 2 dreams when evil spirits were attacking me and I felt paralyzed- just like I use to get. I fought them off, went to lighted hall and felt terror/ fear. Also tormented verbally. Got no sleep that night. The next day felt spirit in chest after tears for sex addiction with E. Need to choose what inspiration I obey and believe to prevent another episode. I went from 150% Christian to 100% atheist to 100% Christian again. All evidence is coming back through Holy Spirit of God (all my dreams and healings- details of episode). I had a spiritual blood baptism to be purified and sanctified- no lustful dreams or desires for 2 years, and spiritual brain surgery on my brain to transform me from a nerd lacking intelligence to the smartest man in the world full of potential. I doubt a miracle has happened like that since the beginning of time. I had lost my healing though due to hospital stay and being purified and sanctified due to being deceived into having sex with my wife again. Eli said, “I banish you ,” to an evil spirit in her dream and she says I’m crazy for my spiritual experiences. I’m talking to myself and answering my own questions through the spirit again. My ability to remember my dreams is what did it (got me to believe in God again). To obtain this ability I would always tell myself, I will remember my dreams, before I went to sleep each night and I started remembering my dreams. Need to forgive those who have deceived me and done this to me. I now have overwhelming evidence that there is a God- from all my evil spirit dreams to remembering when Holy Spirit performed surgery on my brain, to being spiritually baptized in blood of Jesus, to evil spirits attacking me when awake in Guatemala as a missionary. Pray to remember more- the evil doctor Steve Sigler in St. George facility who was responsible for sending me to Provo hospital Pray for the welfare of my eternal soul and others. 2/23/08- told go (go and do) by Spirit. Faith is an action word. Felt moses when I said I would name a son Moses. Just get a job says Stacey in a dream. Will testify to everyone. Go and sin no more says Spirit. or a worse thing will come upon you. Man of holiness is my name (getting back my identity). Look away from her with sad Jesus face. Ask myself more questions come up with the answers. I was lost now I’m found- believe and on right path more or less. I got up the courage to wash dishes, something I didn’t even think I could do my confidence and ability was so low. I believed I could do it ( wash dishes) because I knew God believed in me. A job? Take showers again. Remember the hate the devil has for you- felt intense hatred of evil for me. 2/25/08- Had another evil spirit dream this one of the Jezebelic sprit around my waist- felt deep terror / evil, need to get rid of. Then brain was taken over / damaged by evil spirits (eating my brain and making my sentences and thoughts disjointed and muddled). They’ve been waiting for me to wake up to destroy me and punish me for having sex with E. I know for sure God and Jesus are real (felt spirit confirmation from reading scriptures- asked is this all true?). I need to forsake all lust and sex with wife. What to do- fast? I’m receiving punishment for sins- throwup and vomiting, also brain damage and no sleep because of torments (basically a living nightmare that I’m going through). Always remember today. Chessmatch with the devil, whats my next move? Devote life to Lord. Must endure to the end even if I have dementia or something awful. Do not touch her. Never forget today. No lust or sex at all cost- preach, preach, send flyers of my testimony like I did before. You have to work here on earth. Eat nothing she fixex, small portions, a fig bar a day and infection ( I had a life threatening infection that started in bladder/ stomach and spread to whole body, no sleep, lots of physical pain as well). Spirit also tells me no more pills/ medication causing side effects. There really was an evil spirit sent by the Lord to Saul, its all true (evil spirits) I realize that again- I have awoken from a deep slumber. Keep the Sabbath day Holy says Holy Spirit. Sin no more less a worse thing come upon thee. All my days I will serve thee diligently – passing out flyers, thinking about doing good not about lust, dream seeds, scriptures fasting and prayer, church and testimony bearing. Lord I pray that Elisha will receive a witness of these things if it be for the welfare of our souls and your will. I Received witness a burning or glowing feeling in chest of Holy Spirit that brought me to tears from scriptures today.(from Book of Mormon). Fasted whole day, no tv.(there’s a formula here for people interested in getting a testimony) I know for 100% sure its true I’m not crazy its Jesus- I won’t be deceived by man or devil. The scriptures are true, I have a memory of all my revelations, miracles and healings- their all true. There really is a God. 2/28/08- Mind problems because spiritually raped, I’m learning my true identity. Cannot sin- was given some blood to purify and sanctify me spiritually . Sex should be used for procreation purposes only- a word of caution to everyone- unless you want tok live the nightmare I’m living. Not eating till 3 or 4 in day then scriptures then brake fast is inspiration I’m getting. I made you a Eunuch for the kingdom of heave’s sake. I’m giving her up and that’s final. Now just me where to go. 2/30/08- when I am oppressed by evil I receive inspiration (rewarded for suffering). It could have been the devil as an angel of light that told me to go to Mexico. Need to think with my head to not be deceived- what are my options? Spirit tells me to stay up all night due to satanic attacks. I pray for power/ protection and it is given. Get a group of elders to pray for me? Experiencing heavy spiritual warfare. Spirit enlightens me- The evil of drugs in mental hospital. Remembering Spanish lady tormented because of mind- altering drugs. Recalling that someone told me their schizophrenia was caused by having sex. The drugs are altering brain, not allowing Spirit’s influence in mind thus causing unbelief and eventual loss of faith maybe loss of soul as well- the evil of these medications and the mental health system- treated like a number, little food, shut up inside, people need to go outside. Those drugs mess with chemicals in the mind. My healing and Spirit was taken from me, a loss of my testimony and faith eventually almost lost everything. It must be a right patients have to refuse medication- it is a terrible injustice, not just that- it’s spiritual murder, these people are killing these patients’ souls. The devil set me up big time. I didn’t even have the confidence or ability to wash dishes. The Holy Spirit working and protecting the mind is necessary. I want my people to be free- we need to change the rules so that people have the right to refuse medication in these satanic warehouses for tortured souls they call mental hospitals, they’re being used to destroy people like me- spiritual geniuses or people of great faith. Somebody wake up and do something- change the laws, monitor these places. When you see the power of the devil (evil spirits, torment) you know that God is real. Spirit tells me don’t eat meats. Eat grains not sweets- I was eating a lot of doughnuts and pastries. Spirit tells me, “teach not but repentance,”, “Declare with a loud voice- repent for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.” Tell them Jesus is coming says Spirit. Open wide your mouth to all you see. No food till 3 or 4 then just a figbar, eat small portions everyday get use to it. I beat the devil for a little while, then the d. came back and took away my purity and harassed me mentally again, the nightmare continues. I thought all was lost (much intelligence was taken again) but it was restored back to me later- another miracle. I will always know that God is real and 3 Nephi 18 (go to church and take sacrament oft) is real. The Jedi diet- no meat, fast till 3, grain bars and proteins, and wheat. No more hamburgers hot dogs, milk, pop, cookies. Child of the devil will turn away kids from the truth. 3/01/08- Had a dream of a black guy who had 10 girls/ dates and smiling and a good place to live. Spirit says if I forsook all I would have more than what I wanted- this man lost his life while preaching in India now he has all he wants/ happiness. I must go to Mexico. I had a dream- I will play a part in destroying evil partly with my revelations such as no sex for other than procreation purposes, let leaders know, was lifted up to fight evil then dead then fireworks (celebration) then the prophet Joseph Smith’s memorial statue (thoughts of Frodo the ringbearer than came). Then evil (evil spirits converged on me) after the dream. 3/02/08- Dream- black guy walks by me and won’t shake my hand. Condemnation dreams for sinning. Gave pearls to swine. Prayed for fear to be taken and replaced with love of God/ man. It matters if you’re pure in heart, not how many times you go to church. You can’t have lust or lustful thoughts even to your wife other than for procreation purposes- be very very careful. The pure in heart- free from lust are Zion. The church of Satan is alive and well in our prisons and mental institutions, many of the prisoners and patients are the most righteous people, letter to George Bush. Lord please take away my fear. He will prepare a way for me to escape. My thoughts are always toward him not tv. or food or lust. I’m not saying you have to be a Mormon to be saved, I’m just saying you must be pure of heart (no lust) to be part of Zion. If you’re a faithful member of another religion, you’re alright, but you would be missing out on a lot. No lustful thoughts or imaginations even toward wife. Fasting to fight it. Holy Spirit says- Now go and peach my gospel to every tongue and people, be not afraid of him (d.) I will deliver you. I speak a hard thing, only the righteous will be saved. God to church and repent. Jesus is coming, now is the day of your salvation. Only the pure in heart ( no lust or lustful imaginations) will be saved. Your temple must be the temple of the Holy Ghost not the temple of evil lust spirits. 3/05/08- It was a great opportunity- dreaming of Jesus like miracles arise you are healed to people of Mexico, all my needs would have been taken care of- housing etc. by God. Must be ever vigilant from lust and (d.). Come when you’re called- go to Mexico. Now d. given power to take away more intelligence and gifts. Would have had spirit guide. Miracles/ thousands to Jesus/ church. Pray to be purified and sanctified that you may not be tempted. Nephi preached gospel to everyone. Hold on until you are perfected. I will make you great, I forgive you. 3/06/08- I will provide away for you to escape- given a temporary blood cleansing to protect me (my mind from being destroyed further). I will not suffer the d. to accomplish his will against you. Had a vision of a latin woman crying for a soul gone to heck- her husband. (this is what will happen if you don’t go). In the least degree you’ve tasted when I’ve withdrawn my spirit- need to repent. Forsake e and more later. Slothful- must arise with sun or 7-8 and he would have been with me. The d. is thorn in my flesh to buffet me if lazy. :Prayed for courage. Men must be pure of heart without lustful thoughts or imaginations. I’ve suffered a lot in my life because of lust. You’ve humbled yourself because of e. It is finished, get out of here. You have humbled yourself to my will. Felt spirit after testifying to wife of importance of purity- a godly man to heaven, a lustful man to heck. Concern for the welfare of her soul= spirit/ true love. Your souls at stake. Cry repentance, Jesus coming, pure in heart, go to church take sacrament, church, BOM, baptized, no tv. 3/08/08- Had dream of being 1 of 6 great prophets chosen to preach, then I was given godly fear to leave, then a dream of neighbor getting mad at me and shooting me- I got the message, I’m in danger, need to leave, d. destroying my mind. 3/08/08- Had feeling of spirit real strong that protected me at night. Get the out of the midst of her. Don’t think just do it. Prison- d. wants to throw me in to stop my progression and mission. I gave you a keen and alert mind because you asked. My desire will be granted- oh that I were an angel and could cry repentance unto every soul and convince them of purity and the consequences for not keeping your mind pure. I hate her love you. Do you want this spirit feeling? Then leave it says. Think of as a vacation. Receive a hundredfold if forsake wife. She will be punished she wants your destruction. The devil comes as a thief in the night to destroy me. Because of your love for Jesus from Matthew I was given spirit protection. 3/10/08- Received 2 witnesses of Holy Spirit to tears that I did the right thing- gave mobile home widow Spirit says- this shall be a memorial to me wherever this gospel is preached- symbolic of what I did. Then I had a strange dream in which the devil and his angels had no power over me or to tempt me. Then as waking, attacked by many evil spirits- Saw what looked like a 3d halogram of a man who looked like Jesus rebuking the evil spirits ganged up on me- they instantly left. Then an image of a woman appeared (the first time that’s happened by the way) and she said to me, “When will you join the battle (the battle for souls)? I was stunned in awe. 3/11/08- Felt d. power all over me attracting evil spirits . Holy Spirit promises me- Spirit will descend on me in Mexico. Devils will try to stop me from going. Teach Mexicans from testimony paper, to save soul- be pure in heart/ show faith and get baptized/ church, pray to be purified and sanctified. Now you know your true identity- movies about me so world would love me, spirit said friend / Jesus, preferred before me, Joeseph and Mary my parents, same identity, same desires, the son of man must be lifted up, then the gospel preached in its fullness. Talk like Christ- marvel not. Believe I am and will do works after faith (saving souls). Not sent to Gentiles hardened hearts but to lamanites. Will suffer tribulation but by and by success, will regret leaving wife. Many souls at stake, says spirit, many souls will be lost if you don’t go. 3/12/08- Life is one big chessmatch between good and evil, me and d. Thought of next moves while in spirit. God is ultimate chessmaster. Need to get up by 8 to keep mind alert. Made a solemn promise to go to Mexico today. Stoned and tortured in this country. Felt fear from God to leave again. Saw a dream of Stacey and felt impression he was okay. Then had a dream of a man holding a dying bleeding eagle- that’s you says spirit. I want to help you. I was in the bathroom and saw a blind ant confused and going I all directions not knowing where to go. The spirit says, “see that blind ant, so shall they be who fight against Zion the pure in heart- fear not”. 3/20/08- If you do not repent unto his desires. I was entangled in sin again after hospital because believed man’s lies and d. that sex is okay in marriage no matter the circumstance. Punished with crazy dreams from master. Felt impressed that in a few days prison/ labor/ gadianton robbers rape wife. Do not be afraid got to Mexico. I feel their hatred for me- they spit in my eye- evil spirits. Marvel not for I am sent to save that which is lost, who am I, I left everything, this is the price of your soul, take your cross and follow me. Need to get out of d’s house. I point the way to eternal life. This is the path you need to take otherwise you will go to heck. Do you want to suffer the pain of heck? What in heck do you want? This is the way to heaven- my testimony. All you have to do is look and be saved. Felt spirit for passing out flyers at Laundromat.The wisdom of the world is exalted. Julius Caser- why fear death, just enjoy life. Because your soul is at stake dummy that’s why you should fear death. The wisdom of God is thought of as nothing (my wisdom). Tomorrow I will deliver you. 4/1/08- Prophecy- things that might happen from Spirit- I will draw all Lamanites to me save the sons of perdition. Read about Jesus in the Gideon Bible and it gave me the spirit- the Gideons have a part in my story as well. Because I was healed again I went up to forsake even my life if necessary to go preach. The spirit had told me- Go to mexico, and preach the gospel to the Lamanites. 4/2/08- Was healed of mind pain and some intelligence restored, stomach pain healed as well as eye pain so I went fastingand had no problems all though met a false prophet named Joseph Maddai in bus from Cedar to Las Vegas. I just happened to sit next to him, he said God gave him a vision of me sitting next to him and telling him which church was true. I was in awe of course, and proceeded to testify that I knew that the Mormon church was true and that we had the ordinances and proper authority to allow him to enter the highest level of heaven. I also said if he didn’t go to church there could be serious consequences, possibly losing his soul- referring to the experience I had of almost losing my soul for not going to church or taking the sacrament. Then I told him of all the blessings and healings that had happened to me as a result of being obedient to that commandment. He produced a Joeseph Smith book that he said he had been studying. He said he was a man of God, a prophet sent to help me in my mission to preach. He had various scriptures memorized about how angels could appear to men and being obedient to the man of God and the Holy Spirit. I must admit I did feel the Holy Spirit as I was testifying to him so thought he was an okay person. He was very respectful, an intelligent talker, and a good personality- he even told the bus driver to wait for a passenger at one of the rest stops (St. George). He proceeded to give me a sob story about how he needed a thousand dollars to get his wife into the United States from Africa- he was black and had a Benny Hinn kind of accent. I felt sorry for him, but explained I didn’t have the money to help him out. Then we proceeded to talk some more and he finally convinced me to give him the money after he told me some things about my life that no one could know- he knew about some of the revelations I had like for instance that I had the revelation that I represented the character Frodo in the Lord of the Rings Movie and that I had an important mission to perform. I asked him if I were a Savior, he said no but you’re a prophet from the lineage of the prophets. He also had information about some friends I had had where they were and how they were doing, also that I had written a book and other details no one could have known about me. I was convinced he was a prophet or an angel. He then gave me a story that he worked for Enron or some big company that went down and lost his money but that he was getting a big check and that he would pay me back even give me more- I think he said like 20k extra and an suv for me to travel around in. I bought it hook line and sinker because of the miracles I thought he did- he seemed to have the spirit of prophecy like he was talking to someone who knew all about me. Also his personality was really affable and likeable not proud or condescending in any way, and a great command of the bible, memorized stories and sermons, he was like the Christian preachers I had seen on tv, very eloquent I finally agreed to give him the money thinking I was being obedient to God in order to receive a great blessing- this was a test of my faith. So we went to the nearest casino near the bus stop in Vegas- I withdrew the money and gave it to him, He called me again when I got to El Paso and said he was going to send me the money and an extra 20k but that he needed another thousand. So I wired him 1000 through the western union there in El Paso. Then he told me to get on a plane to Vegas to meet him for the money. So I did that- I went to Vegas and met him at the New York New York casino building where he had some friends. They all talked about how on fire for Jesus and the gospel they were and I saw them do some kind of secret handshake that was actually a miracle a sign they had between themselves. By this time I was a little suspicious but when he asked to go to the wells fargo bank and withdraw another thousand I obliged. So in all I gave him a little more than 3 thousand expecting a big return on my money. I rode back to Cedar City on the bus. Before leaving though was told by the spirit that certain men at the bus stop were Gadianton robbers thieves in a secret combination, they all seemed to be staring at me as if they knew who I was. I was a little fearful. I saw some give me a sign that they do with their eyes and mouth right out of some kind of satanic group ritual movie. I was marked. So not only did I meet the false prophets, but I also saw the gadianton robbers whose leader is none other than Satan. They’re the most evil baser fellows. That’s to the extent of my knowledge, but I have always been followed by these secret combinations since in almost every town I’ve been in, apparently they’re everywhere. I was threatened by them in Mexico City. They said they would do me bodily harm if I didn’t go back to my F’n country as they put it. They followed me at every street corner. In Salt Lake City they were everywhere in the church buildings in temple square- we’re taking a big secret operation bent on destroying the church and government and all that oppose Satan. Well anyway, I went back to Cedar City, and he (the false prophet) calls me again. This time the spirit kicks in and tells me what’s going on that he’s scamming me. He wants me to go to Vegas again apparently to give me the money and show him more of his false prophet friends, these guys are really believable by the way, they act and talk real spiritual. I tell him no way are you kiddning and I check the balances on my bank account and three credit cards. All the balances have been zapped, I was totally cleaned out by this guy, a total of about 5k in all, all the remaining balances on my accounts for Capital One like 2k stolen, Bank of America 2k and 500 from my bank account. I called all banks to report fraud immediately, but all say they’ve investigated and determined it was not fraud. My bank sent me a copy of the withdrawal slip and it is obvious to me it has been forged. At least I have some evidence. Also the remaining balance on one of my cards was taken at a casino I had never been at. The other card companies had no information as to the whereabouts of the withdrawals. The grand total that was scammed or stolen from me is about 7k. I called credit agencies to put a freeze on my credit, so that doesn’t get used. How he stole my information- none of my cards were stolen by the way. I think he went in to the bank in Vegas maybe with a cop friend and had them give him my information, account information etc. These guys are very sophisticated and cunning. 4/02/08- Should have not feared and shared testimony with catholic guy. This is the truth. Don’t swear-offensive to God. I perceive you are looking for the true church. Lots of people, lots of evil spirits, alone is prayer and scriptures, and spirit. Talk about Mormons to introduce testimony. It’s not temporal needs, spiritual needs are higher. You have much wisdom don’t let that blind you from the truth. Wisdom puffeth up. At least try the fruit before you reject it. If you’re the man of God you say you are it will be revealed. Greater joy would you have if you believed BOM. Details don’t matter- obey the greater counsel of the Lord. I found the true church said to taxi driver. If you want to go to heck continue sinning, but if you want to go to heaven repent and go to church. Felt spirit with Liz should have said true church. Felt overpowering spirit witness after gave lady my testimony. 4/10/08- expect the unexpected- d. tactics/ tricks, etc prison. The walls have ears- don’t tell anyone my plans until do it- fly to cedar etc. Also don’t blab sacred stuff- prophecy. How to identify them- they have red eyes and are rude, usually darker leathery skin. Also sometimes wear sunglasses and have bad language, sometimes sensitive to light. 4/14/08- took sacrament- no l. demons to give lust.dreams but don’t sin or a worse thing. Keep my Sabbath days Holy He tells me. Had a dream I was taken to places to Brent davies- You need to find God. Another dream- foreshadowing of things to come- light torches banging on door. Jesus suffered it. Another dream- they put me in jail cell. This is what will happen if you don’t leave. Many souls will be lost if you don’t go. Also dreamed of a little pig that kept almost drowning, but each time its head would go under water it was pulled up by a strong man (Daniel Goodwin)- the spirit says, you’re that pig, your name is little pig. 4/28/08- It was extra mile that did it- going to beehive house after rejected. Repent- should have given testimony to taxi driver- I’ve found the true church. Mine is from God. Preach to people in street-repent-true church/ pure in heart or pass out to people or on cars. Free rent members homes. Was diligent today- up at 7:30 and walked far preached till 6:30 and started mind reading and spirit and miracles. Secret combinations following me. Felt spirit and charity to kids. They plant false accusers and accuse me of saying bad things to people, tell me to leave Temple Square. Who am I? Am I God/Jesus? This is unbelievable. Made decision to go Mexico. They’re knocking on my door, following me around. Is my life the Truman Show? This is surreal, and no I’m not the guy on a Beautiful Mind, this is all real. The devil enters woman who was really friendly to me at first, when I share my testimony- You shouldn’t share your testimony she said, and rejected me. 5/15/08- Felt spirit/ charity again from liking yessir- because he talked to me etc. Imagined le amo and abrazo. Punished for following lusts of eyes and for leaving early. Was rewarded in Taxco for staying late preaching. Felt spirit super strong going to church my first Sundays. Early for church/ all wards. Spirit said give her 500 I only gave 200. Bishop was loving at first then devil enters him when he reads my testimony he really looked possessed- spirit tells me it’s a purity issue. I get varied responses from my testimony, some people love it, others get possessed by the devil when they read it. Mind over body- No dogs go to heaven, it says that in scriptures. The great error of the church- we trust in man more than God. If I do what I want I get punished by God, but if I do what God wants me to do its much better. If you don’t have love you won’t enter the kingdom of God. The men of Ninevah will rise up in judgement against us because they repented of worshipping their idols, but we have not repented of worshipping the tv. Me bajaj mi fe- they lower my faith. 6/07/08- I had a dream of deceivers in our church- they were fat with brownish or tan skin in nice fashionable clothes preaching and spreading false doctrine and unimportant doctrine. . This is happening now. I must let the others know. You can’t flirt and have the Spirit. Do not use this power to put down others to make myself feel great/ wise. Only to bring souls/ convince people. *Whatever the devil does to put me down (rumors to emmy) only helps me more because God blesses and makes me even greater and greater (rejected for work). Prayed for anointing/spirit/high intelligence, mj spirit. I am the one. Felt spirit thinking about movies- matrix. Because I had haste to preach he will heal me- suffered from flirting. Spirit warns- if you continue with her you will lose everything. Felt spirit strong when made copies of my testimony. Has anointing so strong felt I was JC or mj. About 3 women grab my arms and my shirt wanting me to buy their tacos. That does not happen in U.S.. Felt loss of spirit because of joking around. Traveling(in bus) gives spirit- more spirit formulas. I’m following the spirit to learn my mission- things I should be doing. 7/03/08- Imagined saying- that’s me, Spiderman, I have spidey sense. You were chosen to meet me. Take up your cross and follow me. And I will make you a hero more than you can imagine. Saw a vision of future- pure virtue healing people thousands believe my message. City to City, wise. Just being with some women takes away the Spirit. I will give you your desires if you do my will first. Had dream of working at a bad job eating gross food. This is the job I would have if continue with her forsaking my mission. Saw my future going down that path and it was bleak. Sometimes I am given comparisons of what will happen in the future not exactly what will happen. The spirit of prophecy often exaggerates or uses comparisons-spirit of prophecy 101. 7/11/08- The god of the broken hearted. If I show faith- preach/ pure-the key /no lust/ sacrament, and pray for it it will happen another healing of mind. Remember Jesus standing and saying I won’t let the d. accomplish his will with you. Moving to a new city, gives more intelligence/ spirit after punished from accepting money from an enemy. Job=inspiration. Received healing from working a job, but first priority sharing my testimony with workers. Shared my experience of mind healing and When God told me that when he comes for this church he will tale me up to heaven because this church has the keys and if I’m pure and loyal he will take me up too. When you do the things God wants first he gives you what you want later. Don’t look for women look for the kingdom of heaven and will be blessed a 100 fold in next life too. Focus on them- preaching not money. Felt spirit and presence of JC he bestows his charity on me for being pure holding out till Sunday, and feeling love to people. Also at church felt love for them, on combi bowels ached for them- how can I leave these your children, in tears. Saw another vision of me suffering as Jesus on cross. For the deceived. You’re ready now to do it- the sacrifice. Don’t worry about your job, worry about the souls of your coworkers. God can give you a better job- to those punished for doing his will. There’s no job shortages with God. There’s no scarcity with God. God is a god of abundance. I challenge the status quo. 7/23/08- Follow me and everything is alright. Look past the face and the intelligence. What do you see? Can you see my heart. I can see your heart. Jose Manuel, lovest thou me more than these? God loves shy people and dumb people too. That’s the way God made me. I’ve been calling you for a long time Hector, its time to go to church. I choose you, follow me. Take up your cross and follow me and I will make you greater than you can imagine. 7/30/08- Because I want to go to heaven not heck, that’s why I go to church. Its not fun in heck, believe me I’ve been there. What in heck do you want? All you have to do is look and you’ll be saved (experiment).. I am the light of this city while I am here. I am the truth. Felt love for Gabby- I love you, and Lisset- ven a mi. Preaching gave anointing. Preaching= anointing. Sacrifice= anointing. I loved her for her hard work. Had compassion felt spirit/ charity. Love felt for them talking to me. Spirit says, I will triumph over all my enemies because I’m like him/ think like him. Oh. Lord keep me from sin. I’m the only one who believes its possible. I’m the only one who knows how to be purified and sanctified. I’ve done miracles bigger than this. I don’t believe in limitations only possibilities. Your brothers and sisters are dying spiritually and you don’t want to show them the way? You’re a murderer and you’re judging me? To do miracles- pray everyday for/ show love affect lives/ preach/ share testimony/ work a job and share wisdom and experience of healing/ pure hold out till Sunday I’m the only one who can do it my mission-purified sanctified, miracles, faith, wisdom, believes its possible, willing to leave everything, obeys God not man. Intelligence and love not a woman. Worked when felt lust and went away. 8/27/08- I woke up and saw what’s going on again with secret combos- I am the chosen one. The one. I see the path- preaching everyday late, faith, haling of mind, sprit, charity, leads to healings souls saved to cross. His desires in this life (preach), my desires in next life or mold my desires to his. No woman= intelligent. In the matrix (referring to the movie) felt spirit/ intelligence/cool/spirit/ lindo/happy again. 8/30/08- Discovering the spirit of greatness, How to get the spirit of greatness- prayed for/ preached/ brought forth fruit. Dream Seeds bring spirit of greatness/ inspiration- thought- Saucedo saying he’s a prophet. The guys at the taller (mechanic shop) getting baptized. Angel visits them says you have brought condemnation on your house. Pictured I’m not worthy before thee oh magnificent God . Jesus pleading for me. Singing praises to him. Forgive me father. Take it away. I commit to being alone preaching. To tears with spirit. Why me? I’m rejected and despised. I need you song. Envisioned God and Jesus, humble too, not worthy. 1/9/09- Spirit left when talked about women. It was stolen- my intelligence, personality/ favor with people. Rejection of women= spirit of inspiration and greatness. Fire comes out of my mouth when I speak. Pictured giving testimony to person who rejected me and felt sprit charity for enemies. Felt charity again for Javier for his sufferings and sins. Was spirit filled after giving tomatoes to woman. Take the sword. I am the king. Everyone is against me- the whole world wants me to give up and just go home. When will you join the battle? I have to beat the hippos. Because of grand thoughts of Frodo, etc came spirit of greatness/ inspiration. This day you are my son/ noble/ king, no lust. Not nervous because realized I was more intelligent wise. Follow me and men of purity I will make you, men of miracles. I raised you from the sheepcote (nerd/rejected) to a great man (speaker/preacher) bringer of souls. When I speak I speak not of things of this world but another. What my Father has told me I tell you. I am the head. . Faith- fruit preaching/ work/wisdom, plus purity, w dreams, purified=healing/miracles. The only perfect man- the spirit tells me. If thou wilt be perfect… And all heaven was stunned/ silenced at a nerd king/ hero/ my faith and all bow the knee. Whose the king? Every knee shall bow and every tongue confess. Where is the king? Said the angel.. God restores 10 times what the devil takes so reject me. Pray to remember how I silenced all heaven. Imagine being healed presence of Jesus/ Holy Spirit and read D&C healing again. I’m Luke Skywalker and I want my father back. I’m the jedi. No one wants me to be king but God. It was part of a plot to destroy me, my mind everything. 9/12/08- Had spirit intelligence from talking to people because talked with friendly old guy showed love for his welfare (getting baptized) and shared pamphlets. On again and attracted people smile face charisma, spirit/ wisdom. I have committed all power into your hands this day- thought from God. The d. says you can have it-the sacrifice. Went from depressed dumb to smart loving spirit. Felt it for war heroes. 9/15/08- I didn’t love them like I love you father. Asked why did he leave (the spirit). skimming through unimportant stuff in d and c. Because I had love for the welfare of his soul even though rejected I was blessed. Just loved him. He raises me makes me stronger for feeling rejection. The Lord of Hosts wishes to enter. Will you let the king of kings enter? 9/18/08- The bewitching hour is 9 am any later than that getting up and the sprit leaves. When will he be the king I know he is the king I see inside. Life is hard so we would learn to trust in God. I was always told growing up the formula for success is work. My dad told me that everyday. But all I got from just working was tired depressed sick, not able to hold a job or find one. What I didn’t realize was that for me God was the formula for success for me.Leaning on God, using the power of t he Spirit was how I was able to survive and be happy. Nobody ever taught me real wisdom. Why? Because nobody real has it. I found God at age 22 after I used the Spirit Formula, fasting for 3 days reading scriptures. Before that God was just some distant fantasy for me. God came into my life and saved me after I made the effort to find him. Had faith not sad that Saucedo might reject me- he’ll give me more friends even better. So reject me. Come on I dare you. I was lowered by bad spirits lust dream, but my friends gave me a good dream- spirit tells me to give a kidney to a guy. I say I will and feel spirit to tears others in tears too. This is an example of the back and forth battle I’ve had all my life. Evil hates me destroys me then God saves me. 9/20/08- its in the thoughts spirit comes- started again from speaking speech thoughts- I took you from the sheepcote to being king of all Israel: Feed my sheep. I raised you up to be a leader. This day you dine with a king. Hoy es el dia de su salvacion. On fire. Was blessed for rejection, felt spirit, they hate me reject me, humble.. Because I went out and did something- make copies. Because I stayed and talked with her, loved her, gave spirit. what is the secret of the prophets- to know God, and to know the mind of God- he wants souls for his kingdom. What does this world lack- wisdom. Affecting lives gives spirit- some day your are going to want to know the truth. You have to do the sacrifices necessary to gain favor with God/ get closer to God. to have revelation. For everything bad that happens, something good happens- evil spirits led to inspiration. 9/23/08- LOVE- felt spirit because of love for woman wanting to help her for her salvation, her problems about not going to church that would stop her from being blessed and possibly cost her eternal life.. It’s a commandment to go to church take sacrament. Must be baptized by proper authority and priesthood to enter highest level of heaven. Got to doubt- anxiety- God told me if they say things/ reject me he would bless me and punish them. God loves all his children and will punish those who reject you. Those thoughts are from the enemy, he doesn’t want you to go to church, because you’ll be blessed. Then love felt strong almost to tears- look at the marks in my hands, I would die for you. I am the beloved son. Feed my sheep, I was an hungered… When are you going to take up your cross and follow me? So I’m asking you when, when? I love you. I speak the truth. I just want to help you, save you from torment/ your soul. Closer to God for spirit and he tells you things. Guide of the spirit, God has told me J.S was a prophet. I felt the spirit many times reading the stories in this book and when it says only true and living church. Show a little faith. 9/23/08- I can teach you to be prophets, but you have to have the desire. That’s the last thing the devil wants. Miracles, spirit of prophecy, preaching the gospel. I discovered a formula that I used to get spirit power of God, wisdom, favor, and to achieve my goals in life- its called the Spirit Formula. Pray for w dreams, progress ot purified and sanctified. Take sacrament to quell urges. Teach from my book- spirit=happiness, cross life’s bridges in the mind first, go to mountains to read/ get inspiration, move to sacred place no sin not mobile homes, mas sabios viven in casas buenas. I’m on the rise- gaining intelligence, love for people / christs love to help them their welfare of their soul. I’m a doctor of the soul. I fix souls. My treasures are in the heavens. I’ve made the greatest discovery of the 21st century. We have to ask God what did I do to lose the spirit. Didn’t love them, thought of yourself not my purposes (bring souls to me etc.) I’m here to show you the wisdom of God, not quote scriptures or leader. One person trying to discourage me from preaching said, imagine your joy with just one soul that you bring to Jesus. Why don’t you just worry about yourself. I replied, imagine your joy if you should bring many souls to Christ. Now do you understand why I’m here? What you believe becomes your reality. Like a tire- the game is in the thoughts- the spirit of greatness/ inspiration. The wants us to feel lower than, put us down. I’ve discovered spirit admires us think I’m great not lowly. I want to help you achieve a level higher than what you’re on. I want to teach you about how the Holy Spirit is. It (he) admires us , wants us to be great. There is a rule higher than all- he that loseth his life shall find it. He that findeth his life shall lose it. I am the teacher of teachers. You soy el maestro de maestros. How do you learn wisdom- I’ve already answered that with many formulas. Everything the devil does to lower you, God will use to your benefit. I was always considered dumb, until I finally learned wisdom through Spirit formula. I don’t want your money, I want your heart. Asked for wisdom/ love/ healing/ spirit of greatness- thought of reading minds, people believing me, saying I will teach you to be prophets. It’s in the thoughts (greatness) .He gives it to you for church, pure, preaching, scriptures, gives you favor/ spirit. We can’t think lustful thoughts. The hope of the world. I never lose. They’ve thrown me in hospitals but they will never beat me. 9/24/08-spirit again- I’m the teacher, I deserve it- they call you the teacher- I will teach you to be a teacher, a real teacher. The stone the builders rejected is now the head of the cornerstone and is it marvelous in your eyes? If he steals my book, God will give me another one. Spirit says that desire Saucedo asking me to go home is from the devil. Will you leave me too? I said to Jesus/ spirit to tears. I’m like Zacheus, a hobbit. Jesus is living again through me? 9/25/08- That’s why I know all the answers to the big questions in life- the spirit gives you the answer when you have the mind of the spirit from reading the scriptures/ preaching. That’s how you get wisdom, wisdom is born of desire. Everything in life is born of desire. That’s a principle that changed my life. You will never hear another man teach the things I teach. You’re not going to find this in any manual or in the Bible. Never a man spake as this man. Whatever the devil does just makes me stronger. Rejected by man = loved by God (Leah, Joseph). Bring fruits/preaching ask for purity no lust thoughts. Little by little we can rise to level of Christ. Grace for Grace, it’s a process. 9/26/08- No me quieres, no me amas? You don’t love me? I gave my life for you. Look at the marks in my hands. I gave my body and my blood for you. Who am I? Who am I? Spirit tells me he was angry. I ask, “were you angry?” Surprised he said he was. I didn’t come to bring peace. The things I say will split up families. The wife will rise up against the husband and the husband against the wife for the things I say. I tell it like it is and some people don’t like that. They are chanting my name in the spirit world. There’s only a little time left to complete my mission. No me llamo elder ray, me llamo el rey de los reyes. Fight for me- I’m Luke Skywalker and I want my father back. Need to spend more time on praying to remember how I figured out how to be pure before. Who are you to teach us, they say. We have titles, we’re doctors and lawyers and bishops. One bishop told me where’s your authority and power, I have a certificate signed by such and such a leader. I replied, “ My certificate of power comes from the blood of Jesus Christ all over my body and soul. My authority comes from the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, you think you have more authority than me? “ I can part the red sea if God tells me too. I can make you deaf, dumb, and blind if he gives me the command. I’ve been called directly by god to be a prophet and preacher of the gospel of Jesus Christ. I’ve got a title greater than yours, I have the title of Jesus Christ on my forehead can’t you see it? My name is Jesus Christ. I was bought and paid for by his blood. The prostitutes and sinners will enter the kingdom of heaven before you. They repented at the preaching of John the Baptist. But you hypocrites wouldn’t repent of your pride and worshipping your rules and your order. You don’t let others enter the kingdom of heaven because you don’t love them, you reject them because of your pride and jealousy and selfishness. You forget the most important things like actually caring about the welfare of the soul of your neighbor and preaching and concentrate on less important rules like tithing just like the Pharisees of old and then you judge me, go figure. Who’s the king now, the rich man or the beggar? Who said send Lazarus to take away my torment? Do you want to go to heck? Do you remember a man named Jesus? I want you to be Jedi’s. I want you to be prophets, that receive revelation from God. If you want to learn the Spanish language, first learn to get the Holy Spirit. I want to know what behind the façade, the lies, and the hypocrisy. Tell me the truth. What is it you don’t like about me? Why do you think you’re better than me. This has nothing to do with your stupid rules. What was the sin of the pharoses? Pride. There’s always going to be Pharisees and there’s always going to be Christs. They always want to lower the chosen one. History repeats itself. Do you have any interest in your salvation. It doesn’t matter the IQ level, but the level of your heart. It’s not important the type of personality you have, but the type of heart you have. It’s not the color of your skin, but the color of your heart. It’s not your intelligence quota, but your spiritual quota. It’s not how much money you have, its how much love you have. It’s not how many cars you have in the driveway, its how many souls you have brought to Jesus. It’s not important how cool you are, but how wise you are. The world just doesn’t get it. No, I don’t give inspiration, I am inspiration. I guarantee you won’t enter my kingdom if you don’t have the desire to search for the truth. How much does God love this woman. How beautiful is her heart? All my life I have suffered the stupidities and hypocrisy of men. This woman since I met her has been talking to me, telling me jokes, giving me something to eat. How much does God love this woman? I’m giving you my hand. I want you to be in my kingdom. Take my hand. I have the truth. What I say unto one I say unto all- take up your crosses and follow me. He that is born of God cannot sin for his seed remaineth in him. Full of the spirit and virtue a celestial body changes into a celestial glory. Crucify the flesh daily Deny yourself. Deny your body, your desires. If the Holy Ghost isn’t in our temple the enemy is in our temple. If you can’t feel the spirit, you’re doing something wrong. Those who don’t want me to be king will be cast out, I will put them beneath my foot. Those who lower me will be severly punished, those who raise me will be highly blessed. There’s always a Christ and there’s always Pharosees. I have to achieve totally purity- w dreams, no m. He paid a big price for me, but he said it was worth the trouble because I have a servant that will fight for me. He chose the lowest man to defeat the most powerful man. Less of me, more of thee. Less physical exercise, more spiritual exercise. Less tv, more scriptures. Less sports, more preaching. Less work, more church. The battle is for the souls of men. How can we do miracles? Through fasting. How many days have you fasted? There’s something worse than hunger, its called being without the spirit. There’s a disease worse than gastritis, its called spiritual death. There’s something worse than being unpopular its called being unsaved. There’s something worse than losing your job, its called losing your soul. There’s something worse than being in church, its called being in hell. It’s not important how your face looks but how your heart looks. Its preaching/ talking to people, learning after with Spirit how to love them and what to say to bring Christ’s spirit of love. We often forget the most important story ever told. 2/26/09- It is my right to reign. I’ve suffered hospital, rejection for d.’s taking my intelligence. Master, healing preaching, consume with plagues, sword of truth, reading minds. --***Speech. I get a lot of flak for this- for saying my name is Jesus Christ. In the presence of all Israel and the angels of heaven I proclaim my identity. I am not ashamed to bear the name of Jesus Christ. I am Jesus Christ. If you think about it, all of us should have taken upon us the name of Jesus Christ when we were baptized. Aren’t all those who are called by God to preach the gospel given the name of Jesus Christ? If you reject me, you’re not rejecting me, your rejecting Jesus; the very man you say you love and worship. I want each one of you to confess- my name is Jesus Christ. Say it. I’ve got the greatest mission of my time. Don’t you think its possible that there could be another deliverer of his people of these times like Moses? Someone asked me, how should I invest my money for retirement. I said, invest in me, invest in Jesus. Think about it. If you had invested in Jesus or gave to him or his ministry, how rich would you be now? You’d probably be the richest man in the world. You’d probably make Bill Gates look like a sap sucker. If you invest in me, I don’t promise you a 2% or 3% return, I promise you a 1000% return on your money. Some ministries promise you a two- fold or even a 10 fold return on your money. I’ve even heard some say 100 fold, but I’m promising a 1000 fold or more. Why? I’ve got the greatest mission of my time, I’m the deliverer, the chosen one. I will explain more. Some people preach save your money, I preach just the opposite. I preach if you want to be rich, give it all away. Why? Because I know it works, Jesus is not a liar. He said sell that you have and give alms. Sell that you have and give it to the poor and take up your cross and follow me and you will be blessed a hundred fold and have life everlasting. Give and it shall be given unto you. Pressed down and flowing over. I was a regular/ real boy. I have been purified and sanctified. But now I have the passions of men again. I preach a absolute purity. Through faith asking for it, it was given. *Rewarded for resisting lust with wisdom. Anther sanctifying and healing? That’s why brought here? You have to earn it- purified and sanctified, healing of mind/ intelligent. I’m the comeback kid. It’s possible to lose half your brain and then have it restored. I’ve done it. It is the will of the Father that I am a normal man right now. It is the will of God that I struggle- it wasn’t meant to be easy for me, to claim my throne, my position. I lost that thanks to a clever trick by the adversary I want to teach people to be spiritual giants, geniuses, prophets, seers, and revelators. Bringing fruits is key in the process. Why quote someone who’s dumber than you? I’m not here to teach you how to quote great men, but to show you how to be great men. I’ve suffered more than man should suffer. I’m not talking 4 squared minus 2 squared. I have had sex. I have had masterbation. Oh no. It’s a matter of trust. It’s saying God I trust you enough to postpone my desires for a later reward. I admit to you my true identity, my mission, and my purpose. No one is better than anyone else, and if we think we’re better than others God will punish us. God is the only judge/ JC. Our job is to love people unconditionally, nothing more. I’m not here to show you how smart I am and how dumb everyone else is. If you can’t see my potential, you need a magnifying glass. We must all hang together, or we will all hang separately. The hypocrites will pick us off one by one and there won’t be any honest, good people left. If you know anyone using their power to put down other people or spreading gossip about another person, let me know. I will personally bust their chops. We can’t tolerate hypocrites in power. I’ll sick God on em, then love em to death. I’ve been a bully buster since birth. I’ve been bullied because I am smitten and afflicted of the devil. Together, united, we can beat the hypocrites. We’re Americans. We’re not robots, we’re Americans. You know who the real nerds are, the real losers in our society are the hypocrites. They’re the real dumb, selfish losers. Because I had an intelligence deficiency or mentally disadvantaged. Jesus said if you don’t love your brother, you don’t love me. A hypocrite is someone who points the finger at others or uses their power to lower others. The measure of a man is not what ins he has committed or where he has stumbled, but the desires of his heart and his destination. Do I put fear in the heart of every hypocrite? But that’s not my mission, my mission in life is to preach and bring souls to Jesus. I’m like Jesus, I expose those snively, finger pointing gossiping hypocrites for what they are. Why do hypocrites hate me? Why do you think? I was the kid the bullies picked on for years. I am Moses. I am Jesus Christ. When a bully smells weakness he attacks. They don’t pick on the rich and powerful. We cannot tolerate bullies picking on the weak. My purpose is not to break the jaw of the wicked. In shower- weapon, pretend, ticket to heck, lost my soul, I still love them. I want you to understand what a hypocrite is. A hypocrite pretends to be like Jesus and says he loves all men, but really doesn’t- he hates them. The favorite weapon of a hypocrite is gossip and using the rules to destroy others. Hypocrites are the real losers. Why? Because they’re getting a one-way ticket to heck for all they’ve done to people like me. They just don’t realize it. They’re so stupid they think that if they reject and cause someone else to fall they won’t be punished for it. I’ve suffered at the hands of hypocrites in power all my life. They pretend to be like Jesus, they say they love all their brothers and sisters, but they don’t. Sometimes my presence is enough to destroy a hypocrite. Why? Because God sees that I show love for hypocrites, while they are trying to tear me down. The weapon of a hypocrite is hate. Their gossip is really a form of hate. I’ve been in some wards where just my presence destroys and exposes hypocrites. Why? Because God loves me so much, he punishes hypocrites severly for what they do to me. I show them love while they show me hate. Who would you punish if you were God? The only people who can read minds are true men of God. The favorite behavior of a hypocrite is to point the finger. We need to confront bullies and tell them to repent. We need to tell leaders about whats going on. I’ve suffered more than you can imagine at the hands of hypocrites. Why? So that the wicked may be condemned and the righteous rewarded. Resisted lust sad hopeless, but then went away. The secret combinations in our church that are trying to destroy it are a bunch of hypocrites. We must pluck the spoil out of their teeth and and give it to the righteous. I would like to talk to you of higher things like how to be prophets, seers, and revelators. How to do miracles and stuff like that, but I feel I must chastise some of you for ignorance. We must put in men who are Christlike, men who love all of their brothers and sisters. I’m trying to reach my goal of being perfected again, purified and sanctified. They have judged me for the ways I’ve been deceived by man. Sometimes we have to use our imagination in order to think of how to do miracles. Who accept other people regardless of their personality flaws or weaknesses, foibles, imperfections. If you are a hypocrite there is still time to repent- get on your knees and ask for forgiveness for what you’ve done to your brothers. There is hope for you. Of how I make them look stupid, spank their sorry little behinds. *I should have been given a Nobel Prize for what I’ve done. But all I’ve gotten is a bunch of crap from hypocrites. I’ve discovered formulas that allow anyone to be a genius, prophet, seer, or revelator, or do miracles. Just fulfilling the commandment to love another is a start. If hypocrites are in power people are not going to be treated fairly. Hypocrites do not have the spirit of love, do not know the mind and will of God, and worship rules not God. When hypocrites are in power everyone suffers. When Christlike men are in power everyone gets blessed. We should give power and authority only to Christlike men. Yes, I am the better man, and the better man should be in power. Yes we are Gods and sons of Gods. Humble, anyone can be the greatest man who ever lived, my message. I am totally transparent. I’m not going to lie to you. Yes, I have had sex, and yes I have masterbated. The most Chrsitlike man should be in power. The best man should be in power not he worst. What good is it going to do if everyone does miracles, is a prophet, a celestial being, I don’t like some people, I want them to go to heck. I don’t want nerds being geniuses. What good is it if everyone gets saved, becomes a prophet, does miracles, becomes a God? Could you think of anything better than that? Socially awkward, low intelligence and social intellignce level. If a nerd can do it why can’t you? No speaking ability, money. If I were a fat lazy cat like everyone else I would not have been motivated to beat the hypocrites. If rich, I wouldn’t have relied on the Lord, Lord wouldn’t have been able to bless me. It’s because I’m better than them I’ve always wondered why a threat. Do you know what adultery is? The most Christlike man should be king. When I’m around hypocrites don’t have a cloak for their sin. Jesus is coming. It’s time to get ready. If you haven’t learned to be pure be pure. This is just for the record. If you are men of courage and honor I need your help. There are secret combinations at work trying to overthrow this church. But I’m the only one that knows about that. Wherever great men go there are always rumors. I came to this world to show everyone that even a nerd could be like Jesus Christ, do what he did. By the way teach your kids what masterbation is, that’s very important. Who would I boss around? We don’t everyone being prophets. My only disability is that I’m a nerd and I’ve had intelligence stolen from me by the devil. Hypocrites really aren’t stupid people they’re just deceived into thinking they can get away with putting down and rejecting others. We don’t need the court jester in power, The hypocrites who have persecuted or put me down will suffer more than they can imagine. I am the one who discovered the glitch in the Matrix. Spiritual nitwit. I don’t want you to go to heck. I am the anti-bully. Ring of power- had strong intelligence- realized they were part of secret combos those guys to beat give out papers about them to people in power. God chose his hero(me). If you have a wicked ruler the people become wicked. Commiting ad with other man’s w, Lisa, take off.the Ranger and become king. Wah, wah, wah, say the hypocrites, he heals on Sundays, he broke this rule, that rule say those little hypocrites. Everything you have is a gift from God. Nothing you have is yours. I’m not a rules guy, I’m a spirit guy. Transformed myself into a winner/ genius. A loser with half a brain. Stupid enough to believe rumors and gossip. There are secret combinations on this earth right now that make the gadianton robbers look like pom pom girls. I teach absolute purity. Sometimes a man has desires. I don’t remember Jesus going to dunkin doughnuts, do you? You’re going to end up in the great and spacious building where all the hypocrites are. Teach them to love, faith. I couldn’t get a girl to talk to me let alone a date. And laugh your brains out. Comedy is for people who don’t have wisdom. What’s love got to do with it? Love is God. Without love (charity the pure love of Christ) you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. Have I ever been treated for the God I am? I don’t think so. When you look at someone on the wrong path and your heart aches that’s when you know you’ve mastered love. They’re deceived into thinking they can get away with not obeying the commandments. Even if you’re the biggest loser you can be the biggest winner. *One year ago I set out on a mission to bring souls to Jesus. One goal, one purpose, one mission. The Son of Man is in this room today. Wakeup America, there’s a battle gong on for the souls of men. Confusion reigns. I will raise up another Moses, and in him I will give the ring of power. A battle rages in the hearts of men- Jesus great prophet mode. Back on with spirit to tears, love- Imagined- I would give my life for this woman, (Nora). Love she has for me, my love for her, no ves, can’t you see the marks I’m not worthy. You love me- pictured Christ loving me, dying for me. He will be crucified says Hulet. Tried till crucified. He just wants to make all the hypocrites look bad says j. Purified and sanctified hold out pray to preach somehow. I want them to see who you really are behind personality. Die for them. He beat the devil with half a brain and he’s coming to the earth to reign. I am the voice of the voiceless. I am the hero of the poor, the homeless, the mentally ill, the hungry, the forgotten, the rejected, the down trodden. I have been chosen to do a sacrifice for all mankind. Why? Because I’m the most like Jesus. The question is will you help/ support me. I can’t do it alone. I’m going to save the world. I want you to think about that. I came for the deceived. Explain the consequences of masterbation and we need to explain them how to get a testimony through fasting or sacrifice. 1/27/09- Its coming back. Felt it getting up at 7:45 and when I went to walmart felt a shot of spirit smarts again. Big time spirit to tears and shot of energy/ spirit from just love her (spirit says)- thought of saying I love you that’s why I’m telling you this. I want you in my church. The spirit told me to give you my testimony. Its not coincidence Jesus Christ power act llike I want you in my kingdom when I come. If they reject you blessed – answer their doubt, affect lives. I’m an answer to your prayers. I came here for you understand Thought of preaching love them I love you want you in my church. They’re part of the greatest movie ever- the people around me. Energy/ spirit/ smart from preaching to a lot of people or list of inactives, affectin lives. Take the sword and be king- the sword is the guide or voice of the Spirit I have God on my side to guide my every step to beat that rascally rabbit. 11/04/08- I don’t want to change because bad things happen to righteous people a lady told me. I said, that’s what the devil wants you to think. He puts those thoughts in your mind- but you will be blessed with happiness, the spirit/ health , wisdom/ eternal life. *It’s the LOVE they showed me- talking to me, interested in me, chile, their love made me smarter gave me spirit. Also my love for them, talk to them ask questions, teach a principle- no chismes, take off the blinders, your sleeping, I awoke when I read 3 Nephi 18. Tell story of police wanting bribe, He has you deceived into thinking you don’t have to go to church and take sacrament. Little by little you will go down hill without spirit. To happy, be healed you must be on right path. There are certain things we have to do in this life Going to church, looking for the truth Fruit= preach then ask for in prayer= receive. Enthusiasm building. What I say unto the Mexican I say unto the American. What I say to the tallest, I say to the smallest. Talk to show love to like Laura’s mom did to me. Just show love for their hate and you will be blessed and them punished. Preach to relieve lust or pray for strength to resist. Talk to them says spirit always. Parable- Life is like a sport: Only the champion gets the prize. Only those who go to the games (church every Sunday, and partake of sacrament, purity, to have Holy Spirit) and those who practice the sport (fast, read scriptures, ask if true) will get the prize. Those who don’t go to the games or practice the sport get cut from the time (thrown out of the kingdom of heaven). Parable- Not gong to church or partaking of the sacrament is like having your hand on a hot stove. God allows the devil to turn up the temperature of the stove little by little by giving you problems (bad health, depression, etc) Finally taking your hand off the stove because your hand is burning is going to church taking the sacrament and rinsing your hand with the cold water of the Holy Spirit, baptism, and love for others. Look at the devil and tell him he can’t have you then come to church with me. Would you rather have 500 dollars or 500 pesos? 500 dollars right? Would you rather have a taco with chile or a taco without chile? Would you rather be miserable and sad or be happy joyful and have the love of God? That’s the difference between this church and another church. Why? Because the other churches are churches of men and not of God, don’t have the proper authority or priesthood to do necessary ordinances or the Holy Spirit (witness of truth). 3/04/09- The way out is a job. Convince them with books, 1000 times blessed, when join battle, if a nerd can do it. I can do it- preach be famous, believe in myself- How to be a genius, prophet, God. its’ not that they hate me, they want me to win, its that they’ve suffered. Caught the vision- my greatness/ revelations, etc The evidence is overwhelming that I’m the chosen one (matrix also). Are there more movies? Just convince better- that I am the One from movies. Rejection to be the best stuff it in their face, my truth (sword). Put one foot in front of the other- preach, then receive inspirtation on how to achieve greatness/ healing/ preaching/ convince O/M. The way to fight bullies/ hate is with love, be their friend. General points of being a Prophet: Purity is greatness. Release any bad thought, pray for strength when tempted, take up cross means no lust. One cannot lust or drink or smoke or anything like that. Use Spirit Formula- fasting, reading important scriptures, read quickly unimportant scripture and slowly important parts. Pray for intelligence, wisdom. Bring fruit- preach to non or inactives, change lives with truth/ wisdom/ share your testimony then ask for spirit of wisdom/ mind of spirit/ spirit of inspiration and greatness. Then in morning think happy thoughts/ analyze and learn from what people said you said. Use dream seeds- think of people getting baptized because of you, people saying you’re a prophet, who is this, or speeches. What to say- take up your crosses, then have mind of spirit to think about anything and get answer (wisdom). Also bring fruit- preach/ fast/ sacrifice/ sacrament/ go to church every Sunday/ tithing for spirit of prophecy read minds, spirit/ love/ humility/ charity. Greatness- what you believe becomes your reality. Believe you are a prophet- act like, do what they did/ talk like transform with imagination into JC. The mind cannot tell the difference between a success imagined or a real success. If you imagine you’ve done miracles eventually you believe you can do them thus increasing your faith. Ask for righteous desires- bring souls, charity, will of God. Virtue filled/ anointing feeling of Holy Spirit- preach/ fruit then ask for. Perfect charity- think love for welfare of their soul/ needs, go to church , solve their fears and doubts, help them- their needs, love them like medina or Obispo Israel. Grace for grace- preach- ask (receive wisdom, etc.) Talk to Lord- what did I do wrong (when lose spirit) ask what to do where to go inspiration for. Picture why me- humble before throne or feet of Jesus. Think of what to say to love them. I would die for you, take my hand, I want to save you. Goal is purified and sanctified- revelations/ power/ virtue/ healing/ preaching/ king of Israel, highest level of Celestial Kingdom. Sacrament relieves lust and gives healing. No distractions good house- spirits/ spiritual environment. Happiness= Spirit not games. Obey the greater counsel of the Lord- go to Mexico not local church. Wise as a serpent, don’t tell anyone, don’t blab sacred stuff or let on you’re a prophet. Expect the unexpected, do the unexpected. Try every option, then think of something else. Pray for welfare of soul and others. Then give me wisdom/ money/ work. Sacrifice- preach- more Holy Spirit. Spirit as a guide- feel when testimony, do copies of testimony, preach not in bars or people with bad language, no tv internet or music, no women or flirting- no physical thoughts only spiritual thoughts- totally pure. 10/ 23/08- More on being a Prophet- to Juan Manuel- I can give you the truths (additional information) necessary so that you can be more happy full of spirit, go to a better place, unlock your potential (be a winner, hero), in this life and next life. I teach people to be prophets, soul winners, celestial beings. The game is in the thoughts, desires. Grace for grace, preach change lives, bring souls to repentance, righteousness, and he gives you health blessings/ wisdom if you ask for it/ work or money. Spirit Formula- how to read (quickly in boring parts), How to fast (drink water), where to fast and read scriptures- with no distractions/ evil spirits/ move to different place/ or in mountains. Take spirit as guide. How to pray- for welfare of soul/ will of God. Develop charity welfare of the soul. If you reject the truth (me) there are punishments. Purity= greatness. How to be pure, reject lust, pray for change of heart/ desires. Path to apostle/ prophet- ask for spirit of prophecy/ spirit/ totally pure from lust/ sacrament to help give me strength. Preach in front of groups/ congregations/ spirit of greatness/ inspiration-take your swords and follow me. Wisdom more important than intelligence. Intelligent man falls while wise man keeps laws of God first and achieves Celestial glory. Every time I share my testimony I feel spirit. Preach, service, money to poor, tithing. I know this is true and if you follow me you will be blessed with joy power of spirit, etc. Be obedient to the greater counsel of God- got to mexico not local church. They are like the Pharisees fixated on rules. Jesus Christ went by what the spirit says/ heart. This is what other churches don’t want you to know because they don’t believe in revelation. God talking to man. If you died tomorrow do you know for sure where exactly you’d go? Know the mind of God. I’m not trying to deceive anyone to get donations or something, this is all true. Do you know for 100% sure you’re in the right church, the highest path? More- Purity not animal. Thoughts. Desires. Happiness= Spirit. Spirit Formula to receive inspiration and wisdom. Preach/ fruits for wisdom/ healing me and others. Full of virtue like Jesus. Anointing of spirit. Filled with Holy Spirit. Pray for change of heart and mind. Sacrament relieves lust and for healing of mind. Pray for wisdom/ mind of Spirit. Spirit of inspiration and greatness speeches. Dream seeds give spirit of inspiration and greatness. Love for Medina, lawyer Israel gives me intelligence. Their good qualities, talking to me/ charisma. Love to help them, their needs. Love for welfare of their souls to solve give answers to their needs or doubts about going to church. Love for welfare of their soul, so they don’t go to heck punishment. Grace for grace- preach for wisdom in morning. Lord, what did I do wrong- ask God- when lose spirit intelligence, mind of spirit. Goal- preacher in congregations with greatness/ share wisdom, miracles healing virtue. Purified and sanctified, spirit strong thinking in spirit again, reject lust totally. King of all Israel, leader of armies/ church/ ultimate sacrifice for sins cross pure totally. Souls to Christ in path- church/ pure. Better house/ spirits or field to read. Thoughts of Greatness/ inspiration, got tire rolling, give spirit/ wisdom/ mind of spirit. Thought Gabby says he’s changed/ he’s JC. I’ve judged JC I live the scriptures, you guys are reading about me. In testimony meeting- from bearing my testimony- from their thoughts about me- Enthusiasm from their thoughts, what they’re thinking about me. Think Happy thoughts. That movie was a message for me. You all have waited your whole lives to meet me. Imagination from spirit and thoughts begin to run and run- Enthusiasm, thoughts of greatness- what they’re thinking about me- He goes from dumb to smart, he does miracles. Cuatehmoc was punished for giving me wisdom. He’s the most awake man in the world says Robert. I’m scared what if he is the Christ. Even after lust changed tire/ direction of mind from preaching yesterday- talking to wise lawyers and pastors, etc. You have one piece of truth, but you could have two. The wisdom of the world has no value really. I make the wisest men in the world look dumb. .Imagine the power and confidence I have believing I’m JC. What you think or believe begins to become your reality. If you think thoughts of greatness and winning eventually you will be great, do great things. Your faith is sufficient to do miracles says spirit. I want to talk to his parents says president of stake. I am the chosen one, do dodging bullets gesture. Talk fast to give spirit with spirit. Twirl finger- its roundup time. Fight for me and point. The lion of Judah has come, take up your crosses and follow me. I’m here to give you hope/ inspiration. Come here fingers gesture. Riddle me this, Riddle me that. Who am I? I live for glory, I die for glory, and glory is my name. Whatever the devil does just makes me stronger. I don’t want you to suffer like the jews Every time they reject me he blesses me with wisdom or spirit or something. Your Spanish is bad says person- spirit tells me devil sent him and nose comment. Teaching Javier to do miracles- preach, change lives, give my testimony, then pray for it will happen. I came unto my own and my own received me not. The scriptures are being fulfilled this day in your ears. The chosen one is here. Read minds- Javier thinks look on top not bottom. Angeles thinks he’s not dumb. Nora- I feel sorry for girls who think he’s smart. Jesus learned grace for grace. Figured it out most intelligent like me-figured out the puzzle how to heal virtue spirit/ wisdom he earned it/ overcame. . I love the Mexican people. They’re very unassuming and accomadating. Mexicans are very good and humble people. I was invited over for dinner many times; that doesn’t happen to me in U.S. very often. But, Mexicans generally have a low honesty IQ. If you plan on going to Mexico for any length of time, plan on being robbed. That’s just a part of life there. I don’t know how many times I’ve been shortchanged at the cash register or scammed or lied to- told something is one price when it really isn’t etc.etc.. They don’t realize that they’ll suffer and be punished for dishonesty especially if they’re ripping off someone who’s preaching the gospel and chosen of God. Mexicans have a high friendliness IQ, they’re very friendly- when they see an American they’re eyes light up, they see dollar signs, cha-ching. I think its 14 pesos per dollar- that’s a lot of pesos. You can stretch a dollar there further than you can stretch spandex. I was at albertsons the other day and the lady at the cash register said my change was 7 dollars when the computer screen said 7.55. I was outraged, I said what are you talking about, it says 7.55. Then she pointed to the change slot and said there’s the change. Boy, did I feel stupid and I realized I’m not in Mexico anymore-culture shock. Who’s more honest, a politician or a Mexican? Tough question. Mexicans love tacos. Mexicans love chili and anything hot and spicy. How do you get a Mexican to eat a hamburger? Pour chili all over it. The Mexican people have been kept down they have been an oppressed people. Their leaders and government have a long history of corruption. But they’re a freedom loving people. I’d say they have roughly a tenth of the laws and regulations we do. Guatemala doesn’t have any rules. On every street corner in Mexico, there’s some guy with a hot- dog cart or selling something- hammocks, jewelry, remote controls. Jobs are hard to come by so you have to be creative to survive sometimes. Everyone in Mexico belongs to a religion. 90% of the people are catholic. I didn’t suffer too much for telling people I was JC, but if I would have said I was the Virgin Mary look out. They would have impaled me, ripped out my organs, and drilled holes in my skull. They would always ask me so you don’t believe in the Virgin Mary. I would say, yes I do believe in the Virgin Mary, she’s my mom. I’m Jesus Christ. That always got a few weird looks. Look, I’m not here to tell a bunch of jokes to show how cool I am and how stupid everybody else is, okay. What I want to do is change your life today. Not everyone is going to sell everything they have take up their crosses and go preach the gospel in Timbucktoo or Kalamazoo. I’m not asking everyone to do that, well actually I am if you want to be perfect. But what I want you to do is make some changes in your life. I want you to get to that next level of spirituality. Even if you just turn off the tv for awhile to read scriptures, even if you just talk about the gospel to that nonmember friend at work, even if you just fast a couple meals one day, even if you fast for a couple days to get a stronger testimony and to receive revelation from the Holy Spirit, even if you just pass out flyers, even if you just start treat dumb people with respect, even if you give a dollar to a homeless person, even if you tell that ugly girl she’s beautiful; even if you just ask that fat girl out to the prom, even if you just tell that loser he can be the greatest man who ever lived. A nerd wakes up one day and discovers he’s God. What a story line. If you knew who you were. I’ve never met a more spiritually intelligent man than me. I make the smartest guys look like idiots with the Spirit. I am more intelligent than them all. Devil after me since birth or even before birth actually. I’m a man ahead of his time. That’s right says my mom he was born prematurely. I’ve been rejected and despised my whole life by the very people I was sent to save. I am the chosen one to do a sacrifice like Jesus for all mankind. I’ve suffered at the hands of everyone in my life, even almost lost my soul. I’m in the 13trh ward. I was born on Friday the 13th. The nice decent park ranger was replaced with a mean jerk park ranger when I was living in a campround area. He impounded my vehicle and left me with no place to stay. Things like that keep happening to me. I’ve been followed around everywhere I go by secret combos. The Spirit tells me I’m the richest man who ever lived. I have nothing in my bank account. In fact, I’m in the whole a bunch. I’m the hero of the poor, the rejected, the disabled. Who am I? I do miracles that have not been done since the beginning of time. All the greatest movies are about me. I’ve found the glitch in the devil’s system. I’m the only one awake in the Matrix. I’ve thrown the ring into the fire. I’ve learned to crow and to fight. I save the lost boys. I am the beloved son. Excelsisas is my name and saving souls is my game. My scepter is a scepter of never-changing righteousness. In my name shall all the nations of the earth be blessed. Pharoah, let my people go. Give me the list, give me the throne and sword of Gandor. The light saber of truth and the Holy Spirit. Luke, use the force let it guide your actions. Think with your heart and not your mind and a jedi knight you will become. Listen to your heart, and you will find… Why I’m the chosen one- an example from the past- kindergarten- Justin Anderson catches the dodge ball and crouches down to tag me out. I jump leap frog style over him and make it to home plate (somehow I find a way). Also, evil spirited kid stabs me with an IV needle and I’m rushed to nurse’s office. First grade- I’m almost drowned by a bigger kid (bully), but miraculously survive. Age 23, no place to go, devil and evil spirits all over me, I live in a van and an old motor home for awhile. Half my brain is gone and suicide spirits after me, suffering depression and no hope and I discover the Spirit Formula to become intelligent and happy. Age 30- Little by little losing Spirit and falling into mental (slowly losing more and more intelligence) and spiritual decay so I fast for 3 days and suffered torments of heck from reading 3 Nephi 18. Repented/ went back to church take sacrament and receive a complete healing of mind and purified and sanctified.
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my brethren (my disciples) has done it unto me. He that giveth a cup of water unto one of these my little one (my disciples/ preachers shall in nowise lose his reward. Do you want to be on the left side of God or the right side? How to beat hate/ jerks. Show love for hate. Shake his hand loved him (Javier). Keep trying to say hi even though rejected to punish them for rejecting me. That’s what the devil does is lower/ put down people. God loves and builds people up. You don’t think you’ll be punished for lowering/ putting me down? It’s dumb to lower/ put down others because God is just going to punish you for it. It’s better/ smarter to show love for others and God will bless you especially to a prophet. If you reject me you’re rejecting Jesus Christ. Why do you lower/ put me down, I only want to build you up and help you. Why do you show me hate. I show you love. Do you think you’re better than me. I left everything for God and you still think you’re better than me. I have love for all. People punished who reject/ put me down so don’t be afraid of them (bishop) because God will punish. God tells me don’t fret because of what evil (emmy) does to put me down I will give you it back and more. If you treat me like a servant and lower me/ tear me down God will treat you like a servant and punish you. If you treat me like a friend God will treat you like a friend and bless you. God blesses those who treat others well. Do you think you’re better than me- when I know somethings wrong I repent. I have been deceived but repented. I can’t promise you you’ll go to heck, but I can promise you you’ll regret it not helping me. I’m in a position where I need help to fulfill the Lord’s command. You don’t think God will hold you accountable if you love you rules more than his servants? He’s going to put the blood of all those I could have helped/ saved on your hands. Is that what you want to be condemned to heck. I call hypocrites hippos. They’re fat because they glut off the poor. Don’t feed the hippos. What happens if you feed a hippo? It turns around and rips you to shreds. Don’t let hypocrites get into power, all they do is tear down others they don’t like. They love power more than people. Not to make fun of fat people- don’t take that the wrong way. Some of the nicest people are fat. Why? Because they’ve been rejected all their lives If you’ve been rejected all your life you don’t want someone else to feel that way. 2/16/09- cried from spirit when realized/ happy from purity which helps make me smart. I crucified him- I’m sorry I said when I realized I contributed. They crucified an innocent loving nerd who never hurt a fly and loved everyone. Also to tears when thought of how to treat my brothers- greet- Wayne, man of courage and valor and purity, son of jarel, prince of peace shall be your name-and a scepter of unending righteousness shall you have and you shall speak the word and my enemies shall flee. My love for Wayne and Maria palpable. They will try to imprison me musst preach/ flee no time left. Treat them the way Spirit treated me- King Jesus, Excelcias. To tears with spirit when thought these testimonies I’m giving out represent my brothers and sisters I love so very much. Nothing is too much too spend on my brothers and sisters. I love them so much, nothing is too much too spend on my brothers and sisters, don’t you get it? I’m dumb because he loves me and wanted to make me into a great prophet- (spirit of prophecy/ mind reading/ healing / super intelligence/ or spirit genius. I have the mind of the spirit. It’s a sacrifice to save all mankind, throw the ring into the fire. Have the spirit so strong from preaching that I do healings. Touch of hands on head like Oral Roberts/ purity/ love/ compassion plus high spirit= healing power. I know this sounds loony, but think about it. While everyone else is leading a normal life I wanted to design a formula for being perfect. What does the name Jesus Christ mean? I”ve found the formula for being a savior of mankind. Perfect than sacrifice for all mankind. He almost took ring before I to Mexico (Frodo, Golem). I want you to understand the importance and the impact this will have- all prophets. I’m the only nerd to become a genius. The smartest man in the world is a a nerd, a dummy (considered a dummy). I figured out prophecies from movies- Lord of the Rings etc. I am the chosen one because I’m the smartest man in the world. I am your savior. I am your Jesus Christ. I wanted to show the world even a nerd could do it- be like me, so I came back again- to do miracles be a prophet and do another sacrifice for all mankind. No one wants me to be king, but it doesn’t matter God chose me (read minds, etc,) He’s a liar/ deceiver he should be in jail- they are deceived. Just live life he will gladly crucify me that’s not my job. I have to earn it to be leader king of armies of Israel from preaching/ faith . Present myself to brethren so they know I can do it. This is my reward for last life for suffering the cross, sins of the world. That’s why he fights me so hard, I am his nemesis- I took from him his kingdom that’s why they follow me grimace at me and hate me. Earn spirit of prophecy to lead armies against. You don’t believe yet. You think punished for abandoning me in my weakness. To me its even more impressive when a nerd no friends rejected by everyone not gifted with a half brain does it. That’s why I’m the greatest man who ever lived. He loves me so much he gave me that honor to be king. You are all witnessing the greatest event in human history. JC returns to the earth. How would you feel if you’re dog was smarter than you. Not very good right. I’m someone thats been stepped on/ trampled on all my life. Why did Jesus choose to come to Jewish people? What religion would you choose to be born into if you were Jesus come back to the earth again? Mormon. Would you choose a nerd brain so no one suspects. I’ve discovered a formula for being perfect and a formula for being JC. What could I do to make the d. so mad he would crucify me? It’s because he was chosen and pure. , repented of sins, so he was sinless. When forgiven you are sinless, those are requirements, or even not crucified. Dumb people are here to be loved not rejected. I’ve suffered for the sins of others all my life. I qualify (rejection, hated jealousy) Instead of being treated like a hero I’ve been treated like a zero even by my own family. They’re tightening down borders / campgrounds, fasting discouraged, and preaching/ sharing testimony with others- evil is learning from me. The devil wants you to have a normal 9-5 life he doesn’t want you to be a prophet , do miracles, transform into a Savior (trust me). They don’t want nerds or poor becoming heroes they want them suicidal, sick and miserable. It detracts from their order of things- hypocrites jerks don’t want nerds becoming cool/smart. I’ve upset their whole order of things. I’m the glitch in the system, the one that got away, that figured it out. Why do people hate nerds? It’s because of their imperfections and behaviors. Who do hardworkers hate? Lazy people. Nerds of ten have a lack of energy and ability to get/ keep jobs. I’ve figured out the formulas necessary to be a Genius that’s why I’m the smartest man in the world. I’m not a genius naturally. I’m simply obeying the rules necessary ot be entitled to be smart, to overcome the affects of the devil or sin. You’re cheating dumb people shouldn’t be able to be smart. Because I have done something they thought was impossible- I’ve overcome dumbness. That’s like me depriving you of your gift of intelligence or your happiness would you like that? No one wants to be perceived as dull, ineffective, lacking social intelligence or skills (a nerd or geek). Why? Because one talks to them gives them love validation, help etc. That’s why we all talk, socialize because of the reward of doing so. Why has the d. hurt me so much? He’s a bully – bullies pick on the weak. When they smell weakness they attack, they’re animals- Emmy. She never talks to me or harasses me when I’m smart with the spirit. ****-Talk- A person I knew was putting me down trying to discourage me from preaching etc. etc. He was using rules and anything he could think of to put me down- typical jerk behavior. And he asked me, “why don’t you put me down why do you build me up,” he asked. I put my arm around this young man and I said its because I truly love you . You’re my brother that’s why I want to help you not hurt you. To me you’re not an enemy just someone deceived. We need another hero I told him, look around evil is winning. That’s why I came into the world. God chose me because of who I am. I’m not a prophet because I’ve somehow cheated the system and cheated God. I’m a prophet because he chose me to be a prophet and because I’ve found the necessary formulas to be a prophet. This young man’s countenance changed- his demeanor changed- he realized the truth of what I was saying in that instant. I continually showed him love not returning his hate and he eventually loved me and showed me love. He realized the truth- the truth of what I was saying and it dawned on him. Often people will tell me I’ll never pick on dumb people again. I didn’t realize they had potential until I met you. I’ve always judged dumb people because I thought God didn’t love them or was punishing them- I didn’t realize it was in fact a blessing. No one treated me with more love than this man the rest of my stay in that area. Big miracles revelations and visions don’t impress me as much anymore I’ve had too many to count. But what really impresses me most is this-.a soul being saved and changing from a bad path to the correct path. I told them I was sent here because I love my brothers and sisters. My brothers and sisters are dying spiritually, will not have all the joy they could have. Can’t you see that? Brothers and sisters, I want to show you the way of the Master (say in testimony meeting). I was chosen because of who I am. I often had people ask me are you here for the tourist attractions, are you here to see the pyramids, the sights to see. I had one person ask are you here to find the silver mines and all the silver we have here? I’ve always said no I’ not here for anything like that- Im here because I want to look for souls. I’m here to find souls. I’ve said, the souls of people are of more value than all the silver and gold in the world. I’m not here to look for silver mines or pyramids or tourist attractions I’m here to look for lost souls. They couldn’t understand that, they couldn’t understand why anyone would think like that. Now I want to tell another story that teaches the principle of worshipping God not rules. I’m a firm believer in what the spirit tells you to do, not necessarily what man tells you to do. This one is also about this young man, his name is yessir. I got two golden stories from this guy. During that first conversation he was using rules to tear me down, put me down. And he made the comment well why don’t you go home and get your garments, get a recommend, go to the temple, work a few years, pay off all your debts, get a special blessing, then take up your cross and go preach the gospel. You’re walking around without any protection he said. Don’t you know it’s a rule you have to wear garments? Now I agree that wearing garments is a good thing and I believe it can afford you some spiritual protection, Now don’t misunderstand me I’m not trying to knock the use of garments in anyway (we’ve all heard of the miraculous stories of garments saving people’s lives.-I’m just using this as a teaching example. I proceeded to explain. That yes I knew it was a rule but when God tells you to do something you better go do it. Then he denied the Holy Spirit and the spirit of revelation and basically told me I was a liar . And I told him the truth that I trusted in God more than my clothes more than the type of clothing I wore and that those who were for me were more than those who were against me. That I was surrounded by angels assigned to bear me up , that he that is in me is greater than all , that I was not alone God was with me, etc, etc. As the story goes, a little while later, maybe a month later I got the news that he had been shot and in critical condition having lost a lot of blood, and as he said almost died. I visited this young man an ex-missionary in the hospital. I felt the spirit and I think everyone else in the room felt it.too. One of my thoughts was that I was tempted to tell him see I told you so, Why didn’t your garments protect you, aren’t they really bullet proof? But I held my tounge for obvious reasons. Close to tears I just showed him love, the spirit was palpable in that room. Jesus Christ didn’t tell me to wait until my situation was perfect to go preach the gospel He just said, go preach. Why? My health was deteriating, the devil had gotten power to destroy my finances and was destroying my mind. . I was losing the ring of power, I had to do something. I had to act on the promptings I was getting from the Holy Spirit to got to Mexico and preach the gospel. The whole world was against me it always is, but I went and I’ve been blessed a thousand fold for it in every aspect of my life. Not only that but I gained my soul which is a good thing to have if you think about it. In the scriptures he doesn’t say wait until you’re a millionaire or wait until you win the lottery to go preach, he just says go preach, find a way. I’m not saying you have to go to Mexico to preach the gospel. I’m not saying you have to go to Japan or China to preach the gospel. I’m just saying do what you feel the Holy Spirit is telling you to do, not what the world is telling you to do. Trust in God more than man for a change. Yes, it would be nice to be debt free. It would be nice if money starting growing on trees, but God will provide if you show the faith. Any miracle you want done just requires the faith. I’ve waited all my life for the perfect job or even a good job and haven’t found it. Do you think I’d be thinking about and relying on God if I had the perfect job? No I’d be out partying and having a good time. Life was meant to be hard for a reason. Only the champion gets the prize. Those who come in last place who don’t do anything don’t get a prize. Why do you think everyone was discouraging me from being in Mexico? Well some of them did so because they wanted me to have last place so I wouldn’t make them look bad. What they don’t realize is that there’s enough to go around. There’s enough to help others succeed and still be successful ourselves. It would destroy the pride of their hearts if someone they considered to be less than did more than them. Bros.and sisters, I’m not going to lie to you and tell you I’ve been perfect all my life, that I’ve never done anything wrong. The measure of a man is not where he stumbles along the way but where he arrives, his destination. If we insist on judging, why don’t we judge righteously? There is only one judge and that was Jesus Christ. I’ve got another story that teaches the principle of how to beat the hypocrites or Goliaths in our lives. There was another missionary in an area where I was who judged me because of something I did or one of my imperfections He decided to treat me with hate- he wouldn’t talk to me , he wouldn’t return any of my greetings he talked bad about me. He would spread rumors about me saying he’s this and this he’s done this don’t talk to him, etc, etc. When ever I sat by him he got up and left. He thought that by treating with hate he would teach me to be perfect like him. He didn’t realize that you don’t show love to people by showing hate that just backfires. He was convinced that I was less than him so he treated me like garbage. He also didn’t like Americans much because he had been racistly treated badly by an American who thought he was better than Mexicans. I would go out of my way to show him love I would always greet him anyway, shake his hand, praise him and publicly praise him to others for his good qualities- he was a funny guy and always had a funny story to make people laugh, he was a good missionary. He wouldn’t accept anything from me I gave him something one time and he wouldn’t take it. Well, he was finally transferred, I think because he finally learned his lesson, but I remember him saying before leaving, “I just don’t feel the spirit, I feel depressed.” Well Gee I wonder why- hypocrites are stupid they just don’t get it. They’re like a fly hitting up against a window time and time again, never learning the lesson- You can’t treat others badly and get away with it, that’s just not how life works, that s not God’s system. God will keep punishing you until you learn your lesson. He wasn’t hurting me, God blessed me for everything bad he did to me, he was only hurting himself. When you treat others like a servant God treats you like a servant. When you treat others like a friend God treats you like a friend. . No one understands my potential or what I have and can do. No one has grasped it yet. I’m hoping this book will help people understand. They just don’t get it. I’m trying to get that little light bulb to goof in people’s head. . I’m hoping this book will help me in my goal of saving the world. But I can’t do it alone. I often teach with stories or parables that teach a lesson. One parable to illustrate the importance of taking up your cross and preaching the gospel is this- If a a farmer never decides to get on his tractor and plow and plant seed in the field it never gets done. If the farmer decides well its someone else’s responsibility someone more qualified with a special license to plant; his field will remain fruitless and unproductive. I want them to see the scope and potential of what I’m doing/ have accomplished here. If everyone in the world were a God made genius or a prophet what difference would this make do you think? If someone were to discover a formula for saving the world (all the souls in the world) would that be of value? When some scientist devises a a way to harness the sun’s energy to create energy or electricity that’s wonderful. If someone devises a new toothbrush or a better toilet seat to sit on that’s great, but what if we had someone smart enough to figure out how to make others smart even geniuses and to be prophets and how to save the world (the souls in the world). Isn’t that of more value? I want you to see the scope and potential of what I have accomplished. The spiritual frontier is where its at where the most potential for good and change lies; and I’m the leading pioneer. Why does everyone want to deny that I do miracles? Why does everyone say oh well he was on acid when he wrote his books or he uses drugs to be smarter, or he’s crazy- all his visions and revelations are just a mental disease, or he’s a liar/ deceiver nothing he says is true. Why do people hate me and put me down? What is the value of someone who has figured out how to save the world? Everyone thought being dumb was a punishment for me. But because of being dumb I’ve become a master of the Spirit. No one knows the things I I know; know one does the things I do. Spirit teach me to heal/.pray foe this. I often use the example of Bill Gates would be the richest man in the world if he would have invested in me. I’m asking you to invest in me and see if you don’t get a miraculous return. Did I make a dumb decision to go to Mexico to preach or one of the smartest decisions of all time? President calls me- I tell him I’m the only nerd genius. Anyone can be a genius or the greatest man who ever lived, do miracles. Think about this for a minute. I’ve discovered how ordinary people can do miracles. The miracles Jesus did. I am on my way of achieving my goal of saving the world- earn it, preaching somehow bring souls for completion help in achieving my goal (for inspiration on how to accomplish it). 90% of success is inspiration, 10% is perspiration. Actually I’m the expert on everything spiritual not to brag. I discovered a formula for life everlasting ot only 100 fold, and to save my soul. I was given wisdom necessary to beat d. The devil’s favorite trick is to steal intelligence from me so everyone thinks I’m dumb. I’ve found a way to overcome/ counteract that. It’s not a mistake that you have met me. You’ve been chosen to help me. He’s not rally a nerd, he’s the smartest man in the world. – a formula for being smart/ prophet. I was considered selfish, dull, dumb, ineffective, but I’ve discovered a formula for spirit genius. Everyone can be an Einstein, a Jesus Christ. Selfish smart people don’t want dumb people being smart. I’m here to solve the world’s spiritual problems their real problems. Your real problem is not financial, you’re real problem is you’re not a genius or a prophet or a soul winner. That’s your real problem. Their problem is not the environment or air pollution. The real problem is they’re not spirit-filled. They don’t know how to harness the power of Spirit Genius. We take the sacrament it’s helped. I’m not saying you have to be Mormon, I’m just telling you what has worked for me. If you have the faith God will give you a job. You have to ask for it- preach etc. ****Speeches, presidential. The problem is we don’t have faith. We really don’t understand why we’re here and what we can accomplish. It’s not that the rain forests in South America are disappearing, not that the ozone layer is disappearing. It’s that our faith is disappearing. We can pray to have all of our problems fixed, but we have to learn to have the faith to get our prayers answered. Faith/ preaching/ earn it to be famous/ leader. Inspiration will come on how to be President. This is a formula for becoming the President of the United States. Ohehohehoheh, ohehoeoheho. Started out with thinking- There’s a guy who says he’s a prophet and JC, what should I do. I want to talk to this young man says Thomas S M. I believe what he says says G. Fight manfully for me and I promise you a place in my father’s kingdom a mansion. For honor, for glory, for your families. I will fight and die with free and the brave, I am an American- honor and freedom are my names. I have the spirit of Elijah. The borders are closed the devil marches on Gandor. Flee to the mountains for safety. The dead shall fight for me. I will bless you with the spirit of greatness. I call on the Mexican nation to stand with me, the latino nations I shall speak the word and the mountains shall flee before me. Great and terrible is my name. My enemies shall fear me greatly. I shall call down fire from the heavens to consume mine enemies. Man of Holiness is my name. Excelcias… He’s just smarter than we are. We can choose to be jealous and feel less because someone else is smarter or more accomplished than we are. Or we can choose to be grateful and appreciate what God has given/ done for that person. Should we kill Albert Einstein because we don’t understand e=mc2? Realizing that other people’s successes don’t make us nay less significant. Prayed a simple prayer that changed the world- I want to do a sacrifice for all people because I love them. Why was I still given spirit of inspiration after lust sin? Because I affected enough lives in the week, that’s why I still have spirit/intelligence after sin-God gave me a reward. When someone knows every thought that comes into your mind that can freak you out. I don’t blame people for being scared of me. Why does God allow me to be dependant on others, receive from others. So they won’t be condemned for not recognizing my potential or who I am. I’m smart because God’s smart. I’m not smart because I’m smart. I can convince you. I’m confident in that. If you haven’t realized my value yet don’t despair, I think I can convince you. Does that mean I’m better than you? No, it just means I’ve shown the faith to receive them (visions/ revelations). I’ve had more visions, revelations, and miracles in my life than I can shake a stick at. I’m just a loser who discovered how to harness the power of God. Don’t be scared of me Do you realize how full of myself I would be without that weakness for all the miracles and revelation I’ve received? I’d be walking around with the head the size of the good year blimp if I weren’t a nerd. How did I discover my first and most important formula? I analyzed the progression of Jesus after his 40 days of fasting . He returned in the power of the Sprit. Also the scripture, I fasted and prayed many days for a knowledge of these things. And this kind cometh not out but by fasting and prayer. I used that formula to write the greatest book ever written aside from this one- my first book. ***The Prophet formula simplified is something like this. An x amount of preaching/ visiting inactives/ handing out testimonies and showing love for others plus asking for it= wisdom, the spirit of greatness/ inspiration and the spirit of prophecy. The hypocrites want to put me down stone me to death? Why? I’m the type of person they’ve picked on and hated for years. If you are a bully do you want the kid you’ve picked on and hated for years becoming class President? Of course not. What would happen. You’d be afraid of going to detention. Forget about any special favors or positions in student government as well. Now you see why the world hates me I even love hypocrites. I treat everyone fairly. They’re afraid of me being king, because they’re afraid I’ll run them out of town. What they don’t realize is I love everyone. There’s a place for everyone in my kingdom; well not everyone. My favor with E is dependant on faith. My mission is to preach the gospel and bring souls to Christ. Sacrificing 5 souls for 5 million. Why aren’t your goals to preach./ save souls? Helping me is helping you. My goal is to be the greatest man who ever lived. Not to be a… And accomplishing a sacrifice to save the world. I To save the nation of Japan. If Lord tells me to go to China or Japan to save them and I’m a father what is the devil going to say about me? How am I going to take care of a family and preach at the same time. With much power comes much responsibility (from spiderman). Why did Jesus leave him family to go preach? Why didn’t he take his whole family with him? She’s a good girl who loves her momma. Loves Jesus and Elvis Presley. All women love Jesus. That’s a universal law. Why? Because he was full of love and pure. Lunch money and the school yard bully: Why does the devil hate me so much? Let me give an analogy. The school bully hates the nerd he’s been picking on since grade school. If the nerd is a smart-alec and makes him look bad in front of the other students how much more does the bully hate him And hates him even more when the nerd tells the other kids when the bully is going to steal their lunch money (preaching). The bully goes hungry when that happens, right? How mad is the bully at the nerd, now? Mad enough to beat the tar out of him, I’d imagine. But, what happens if the bully totally creams and beats up the nerd- the principal or teacher raps him on the knuckles with a ruler and sends him to detention for a long time. That’s why the devil hasn’t killed me yet, he’s afraid of getting punished for it. Lets look at this logically. I do miracles that nobody in their wildest dreams has ever done or thought of before. It had to be me. I’m the only one that qualifies to be king. I spent years reading self-help books trying to find a distinction that would change my life, allow me to be successful/ accepted, a way to achieve my goals. It didn’t work. So I had one option left- God. I had a belief and faith in God. I found the formula, and other formulas, (My Spirit Formulas) that would change my life forever and propel me to the top. Where did I get the ideas for the formulas? In the scriptures, that boring old dusty book written by a bunch of clueless grumpy old men (that’s what the world thinks). Bingo! I studied the life of the greatest man who ever lived ad found the answers to my problems- the formulas necessary to beat the bully (the devil) and the hypocrites and be and achieve what I wanted to achieve. Have you ever seen the movie- Never ending Story? Well it was kind of like that. My life began to miraculously change- I grew in wisdom and favor with God and man. I spoke with power and authority. I returned in the Spirit. I began to preach the kingdom of Heaven- show the path to eternal life. I began to do healings, read minds, have the spirit of prophecy, cast out devils, you name it. Incidently the bad parts came true too- The hearts of the people turned against me, conspirings, persecution, secret combinations (the devil’s men) after me, temptations, the forces of evil combining against me, hated and rejected by the people I was sent to save, etc. What you can imagine- you can do; with the help of God. How do you beat the hypocrites? You love them to death. You show more faith, outwork them spiritually to beat them or bring forth the fruit to beat them. God will see your efforts and deliver you if you affect enough lives. Remember God’s first goal is that everyone of his sons and daughters returns to him. Put your goals in line with his and what do you get. S-U-C-C-E-S-S-. Why is this such a hard principle for people to understand? God doesn’t judge us on our past mistakes, but our future potential. Do you think God chose Moses because of his past record? Of course not. He killed a man for crying outloud. But God saw in him something different something special. Why did God choose David to be King and not Eliab. Jesse said. “ why are you choosing David over Eliab” Eliab’s tall and strong and muscular, intelligent, all the girls love him, he has a great education multiple degrees in combat ,horsenmanship, agriculture, and politics he’s a leader, he’s got connections. Why did you choose a red haired pimply faced skinny kid who sings hymns to the sheep? God doesn’t judge the way man judges. He saw David’s heart and his spiritual intelligence, not his worldly intelligence. Saul was an intelligent man in a worldly sense, he was a very cunning man, he almost killed David a couple of times, but Saul lacked spiritual intelligence, intelligence for the things of God like obedience to God not man, knowing the Holy Spirit and doing the will of God. Who wrote Psalms? Was it Saul? I don’t recall Saul being the author of Psalms, do you? I’m the poor man’s apostle. If you want someone who’s going to teach you about stocks and bonds and how to invest your money so you can retire and play golf the rest of your life I’m not your guy, I’m not going to be your favorite. I don’t know any of that stuff. I’ve never had more than a thousand bucks cash on hand. What I preach is a hard gospel, a gospel of sacrifice, of selling all that you have giving it to the poor taking up your cross and preaching the gospel, of caring for the poor, of bringing precious souls to God, loving all your brothers and sisters, and the important things in life. If you’re rich the world loves you if you’re successful everyone is attracted to you, Why because everybody wants to be rich and successful. A poor man’s wisdom is despised. If I were rich and respected can you imagine the impact for good I could have? Can you imagine how this world would change if every loser had the spirit of prophecy and could do miracles like Jesus did, The devil wants status quo- he wants the hypocrites rich and powerful in power just like the pharoses wanted. If I had the money to do it the whole world would understand the secrets of being a winner, genius, prophet, and how to save the world/ be a God. It would all be over and everyone would be lifted up into heaven if I were rich. Why David was anointed King. The only notable thing David did was kill a lion with a slingshot (representing the power and intelligence of the Spirit. With the power and intelligence of the Holy Spirit, a lowly farm boy or shepherd boy can beat the biggest baddest bully in the world. Why have I been anointed king? Why do you think? Do you think its just a coincidence that my last name means king in Spanish? Whenever someone would ask me how to pronounce my last name I would tell them it’s pronounced like the word king in Spanish or like king of the gringos (Americans). Joke? Or Prophecy? Is there a significance in names? It’s not very often in history that God chooses the king- usually the king is the one with the biggest gun or the biggest army, or biggest pocketbook. Do we choose our leaders the way God chooses His leaders or Kings? An interesting question. Was it important to God to choose a king who would save his chosen people (the children of Israel)? My testimony just might change your life. I have some key distinctions on that page. All of life’s difficult questions are answered on that 8 ½ inch by 11 inch piece of paper. There is more wisdom on this 8 ½ by 11 inch piece of paper than in all the libraries in the world put together. Why are the majority of people spiritually inept? They’re spoiled. I fasted for 2 days a week for eight years to have the power intelligence and wisdom of God. You tell someone to fast for 48 hours and they gasp in horror. “I couldn’t do that- I love food they say or I would get hungry I can’t do that”. Well, okay- love your food-but you’re never going to get the testimony, know the truth, have the relationship with the Holy Spirit that you want. Do you love food more than God? Do you love your possessions more than God, your security and ease of life more than God? God responds to sacrifice. What reason would God have to bless you if you do the same things everyone else does? And forget about asking someone to go to a different country to preach. “Well, I’ve heard the water’s bad in mexico. I might get diareah. I don’t like the heat, I can’t take bucket showers. I don’t’ like to eat beans.” Beans give you energy, chile puts hair on your chest and a little sun is not going to kill you. I always use to tell people I want to be Mexican but I don’t eat chile. That always got a big laugh. You’re not considered Mexican if you don’t eat chile or hot sauce. I would ask for a bowl of soup and it had chile in it. I asked for chicken and they would mix it in a pot with chile. I asked for a sandwich and they gave me one with chili peppers in it and it was so hot it felt like I put a branding iron on my toungue I would suck on candy to ease the pain. Everybody says Mexicans are lazy. All they do is drink and sing drunk guy songs. That’s not true. I knew some Mexicans who worked from 6 in the morning till ten at night and all they got paid was 5 dollars a day. They worked harder than mules. They made enough to buy a meal and some bread, and then it was back to work another day’s work to earn another meal. It’s a miracle some of them even survive with all the other expenses there are. That’s why they’re all here in this country. I’m the first person in the world to discover a cure for dumbness. Why don’t they give me a congretional medal. What do you think God is going to do if you treat badly or let the guy preaching the gospel who has the spirit of prophecy sit out in the rain and favor the rich hypocrite. Do you think God is going to be happy? Our job is not to punish the sinner God does a good job of that himself. Our job is to love and lift the sinner and show the way. There’s nothing new or spectacular about that. We’ve had it beat into our heads the need and value of work. We’ve all known that from the the beginning of time. There’s nothing new or revolutionary about the idea of having kids. People having babies is the reason we’re here. The dumbest man in the world can have sex and make babies. We don’t need more men who want to have sex and make babies. We need more men who want to preach and save all those babies that are being made. We need spirit-filled anointed preachers of the gospel not sex crazed baby-making machines. We should shower others with praise and adoration like they do to Pres. Hinckley. Why isn’t everyone treated like that? Hypocrites will never get it. They just don’t get it. A hypocrite is like a fly that keeps hitting up against the window, trying to get out instead of going out the open door. If you keep hitting yourself up against a window you’re just making it harder for yourself. You could go to heck for treating me bad. I’m dead serious. Hypocrites aren’t bad people, they’re just stupid and deceived. They don’t realize there’ a punishment for doing wrong and a reward for being good. A hypocrite thinks- I can treat him bad and hate some people and get away with it. No it doesn’t work that way. It’s not your system. God doesn’t have a hypocritical system. God’s not a hypocrite. God favors the righteous, the poor, those who have suffered. The rich he sends away empty. Why? Because God’s fair. I’ve often said that God is not a hypocrite. When you point a finger at someone else there’s four fingers pointing back at you. When you gossip you’re not really destroying someone else really. You’re destroying yourself. I tell it like it is. I really love hypocrites. Some of the hardest working people are hypocrites. The devil is a hardworker, he walks up and down the earth all day and all night at his job. Good leaders are not those who boss people around, but those who teat others with love. I do the impossible.? Why? Because I am impossible. My name is impossible. Many leaders of the church are hypocrites. Hypocrites of ten pay a lot of tithing (like the Pharosees n the Bible) and do a lot for the church. 2/18/09- Thoughts of “ He took the time to talk to that old lady,”: and he spoke with confidence like a God at testimony meeting.- brought spirit, brought sprit of greatness inspiration for speaking. Also divorced hypocrite story. What you dream becomes your reality. I dreamed at early age of being JC, Now I am. You can be my hero baby. You can wipe away my tears. –Like Jesus was, that’s why I went. I wanted to be their hero- I love this woman with all my heart. I want her to be in my kingdom when I come with my father- to tears pointing at Nora. I loved laura / dian. I loved little Carlos. He even loved the gay guy. I didn’t want him to do more miracles said bishop. I preach give away all you have to get rich. Everyone else says save your money, save for retirement, save for a rainy day, build a barn and store all your goods. Save for this, save for that. I say give it all away and God will give you more. God will make you the richest man in the world if you give it all away. I’ve been blessed more than I can fathom, more than I can even imagine for being obedient to that one commandment- sell all that you have give to the poor, take up your cross and follow me. Imagine if the young rich man would have sold all he had gave to the poor and preached the gospel. I’ll bet he would have been the richest man in the world (the true riches are not earthly by the way), but God is so good I bet he would have made him worldly rich again as well. Does the scripture say save that you have and deny the poor? No, the scripture says Sell that you have and give to the poor. Every time the devil throws a monkey wrench into my plans of bringing the most souls to Jesus, God calls a mechanic to fix it. Repeat after me, everything the devil does just makes me stronger He takes away my intelligence, so what do I do, I become a master of the Spirit and learn how to be a Genius. He puts me in a hospital, brainwashes me and takes away my testimony and healings, and what do I do- I take up my cross and go preach the gospel and become the greatest man who ever lived. He sends false prophets to rob me and what happens? I’m blessed with more money. He discredits me and what happens? God gives me favor. He sends people to say a pack of lies and gossip about me to take away my fruit and friends. What does God do, he gives me more friends and more fruit. If you’re in a mental hospital and you tell the doctors you feel and receive revelation from the Holy Spirit you get labeled schizoaffective or schizophrenic. Caution: you are entering the mind of a highly spiritually intelligent genius, if you can’t take the heat get out of the kitchen as they say. Am I crazy? Or am I a genius? Am I dumb, or am I a genius? You’ve seen the evidence, you be the judge. Like I said before, I’ve read a lot of self-help books in the past. Let me be clear about this. This is not a self-help book. This is a God-help book. There is a big difference. I never was able to achieve my goals on my own, but when I learned to harness the power of God, I did. One book in particular comes to mind by Tony Robbins. In it there’s a principle he talks about called CANI- constant and never ending improvement. I had always wondered how that was possible, because for me life was just constant and never ending trouble. It was only when I discovered the Spirit Formula and other formulas that I teach that I realized how it was possible to beat the devil and be constantly improving. It is possible to be prosperous by applying these formulas. The devil like I said before, wants you miserable broke and sick. I want you happy, prosperous, and healthy from the Holy Spirit of course. Who is the author of sickness? Who is the author of depression? Who robs you of your money, time, and salvation? You got it, the big D. Why does the devil seek to discredit me at every turn and even has gone so far as stealing my intelligence to make people think I was dumb, just a nerd and worthless? Think about it. If you don’t know the answer to that question from reading this book you’ve got problems. I’m the chosen one, the anointed one. But in order to be truly happy, truly rich (with treasure in heaven) you have to be molded into a Godly person. Ouch, that hurts you say. It’s not as bad as you think it is. My books take you through that process step by step. **** 2/19/09- So why aren’t you rich they ask- if you’re the leading pioneer/ innovator of the most dramatic world-changing science- the science of spirituality (oneness with God and harnessing the powers of heaven), why aren’t you rich? Good question- the reason is one has discovered/ seen my potential yet. No one wants to help support or give me what I deserve. Why? Can you imagine the tv ads I would run, the televised speeches I would make?- the people I would affect if I were rich? If I had the money to do it the whole world would understand the secrets of being a winner/ genius/ prophet, and how to save the world/ be a God. It would all be over, and everyone would be lifted up into heaven if I were rich. Why have the people who have not helped me been so condemned? Or the people who have tried to put me down? Think about it. What do you think happened to the Jews who didn’t help Jesus or even rejected him? Do you remember how cursed those people were? Do I have to recite history? If I am the savior/ Christ of these times how would it be any different for those that reject me? It comes down to stupidity , pride and jealous selfishness. The only difference between me and Jesus Christ is he figured out who he was at an earlier age than I did. I didn’t figure out I was Jesus Christ until after in life. I’m the only one who will admit I’m a loser/nothing without God. I have the brain of a nerd and the heart of a lion. I have the highest spiritual IQ. I didn’t say the highest social or verbal IQ. Everyone else lifted up in pride of hearts saying they’re better. Everything they have including their intelligence to think and act was given to them by God. I give all the glory and credit to God for what I’ve done Why did Herod give up the ghost when he gave a great rousing speech. Because he didn’t give God the credit. He claimed he was the smart one. He didn’t say the truth that God had given him his superior intellectual ability. No, he said its all me I earned my superiority and speaking ability. God can only help us when we’re humble. Smart people always win. Smart people ge the best jobs, the most money, the most friends and favor. It’s a gift. When I’m smart and crack a few jokes everyone is suddenly my friend, why? Because intelligence is power, it’s a great gift. People in power have more resources.and are usually smarter, they’ve learned to master the system of gaining favor and what they want. People favor smart people. Let me put it this way- if you had two workers one that gave you 5 times as much increase and glory- who would you choose for a promotion? The one who gave you more glory or increase right? That’s why he chose me. What kind of a belief system would empower you more than believing you’re Jesus Christ? How would you act if you really thought you were Jesus Christ the savior of mankind? What confidence would you feel? What power or belief in yourself and self worth would you have? Think about it. Now wait a minute, before you judge me/ doubt me. I know its hard to believe that I could be Jesus Christ. And that I came to the earth to do another sacrifice for mankind. So I’m going to make it simple. Lets take it slow. Do you know the meaning of the name Jesus Christ? It’s one who takes away the sins of his people. A savior. I think the Spirit wants me to think I’m JC or is giving me that privilige of being Him. Why? For starters I’ve been rejected, treated like dirt my whole life when I’ve actually had more potential for good than others done more affected more lives. A Christ is a savior. We all should have taken upon ourselves the name of Christ and the responsibility of being saviors. I’ve told you already part of the evidence I have that I am JC or the Christ of these times if you’ve been paying attention. Analyzing the mind of God. Lets look at it from a different angle for a minute. I’m just a nerd brain that that God chose to be a Jesus brain (the smartest). Another angle- if you had a son who got everything he wanted was happy and had a joyful life and another son who got nothing that he wanted was treated like dirt/ homeless abandoned by everyone- Who would you want to help, give the gift too? Which would give you the most glory/ spirit to give a gift to a poor person or a rich person? Is there a light bulb turning on in your head yet? Why did you give all your money to the poor they ask me- that was a dumb thing to do. Was it really a dumb thing to do, or was it a genius thing to do? Do you think I didn’t want to be rich, have a home, family, friends, a nice pension or retirement plan, health insurance, an easy life? Of course I did. But I chose a different path. Because of my disability (a lack of intelligence for social/ relations/ speaking/ math/ other intelligences and a lack of money, I wasn’t able to finish college and take that path. I had to learn to rely on God not on my own ability (because I didn’t have any) or education. I could have died, but I didn’t. I found/ learned a formula to tap into God’s wisdom and intelligence that allowed me to survive and achieve many of my goals and dreams. Does that mean I’m out of the woods or I’ve got it made? NO, the devil still hounds me like a bloodhound on steroids, but as I said before one of my formulas or sayings is that for everything the devil does to me, I’m rewarded 10 times or even more for what he does/ persecutes me. If I would have been able to go that path, the easier, more acceptable path I would have relied on my ability/ education/ money etc and would have never made the sacrifices I made to find God and learn how to take the Spirit as a guide and become the smartest man in the world. Are you starting to get to know me yet? I hope so. I’m a pretty transparent guy- - I make no bones about the fact that I was a total loser/ nerd who just happened to discover the greatest secrets of all time. I teach people how to be Gods. Now the question remains- do I have the faith to accomplish my other goals, more specifically my goal for saving the world. I’ve already been chosen to do it (by God). I’ve told you the prophecies and movies about me. Another question “are you going to help me accomplish my goal?” I’ll include more of the revelations I’ve gotten about my purpose and who I am in my next book. Why are my best friends and people that love me hit so hard by the devil? I’m sure Benny Hinn has taken a hit because of me. Why do you think? If you want more evidence I’ve got plenty more where that came from (God). Have I answered the question “who I am I” or “what am I dong here” The two questions I always got when I was in Mexico. I can’t sit around all day writing books, I’m a man of action and I came to save the world. I’d like to type up all my revelations and evidence and formulas I got in Mexico, but I’ll have to save it for the next book. I’m feeling a liitle low in the spirit. Almost all the preachers you see rehash what they’ve heard others say or read in the Bible. I give you cutting edge, straight from the source revelation/ prophecy/ wisdom. The best insurance plan you can have is to go preach. The best retirement plan you can have is to trust in the Lord not riches. The best pension you can have is from serving the Lord. I’m tired of the world’s nonsense. Someone said- you may be smarter than me, but you’re still a nerd. I responded, you may be dumber than me, but you’re still a jerk. People are smarter than we are so that we would be more humble. Not so we would mope around all day saying God doesn’t love me. I discovered a formula for being a Genius. Your salvation is on the line not mine. If you had imprisoned Jesus Christ and stopped him from preaching/ saving souls, I’d imagine you’d be in the deepest darkest pit in hell. Where do you think you’d be right now if you put an innocent man who’s preaching the gospel in prison? God doesn’t just love jerks, he loves everyone. If you treat someone else bad you ‘re going to suffer and be punished by God. I don’t have to punish you, my daddy will. A nerd and his computer can change the world. The pen is mightier than the sword. The gigabyte is mightier than the sword. There’s not a devil in heck who doesn’t rage my name, I guarantee that. That’s what I like about God. God doesn’t discriminate based on personality. Its not logical that the dumbest man could be the smartest man. God’s not logical, he’s miraculous. God treats everyone the same, he loves everyone. If you show the faith he rewards you. God doesn’t say oh,, he’s a nerd, I’m not going to talk to him or give him love. On the contrary, he blesses and loves the rejected more. Isn’t God good? Isn’t he wonderful. He tells the rich to go away empty (he sends them packing) . What does he do to the proud and those who thing they’re better than others he gives them a one-way ticket to hell. Do not pass go Do not collect $200. The devil has a hissy fit when I tell people they can be Gods. We need to stand up to bullies and people who use their power to put down others. That’s part of being a man. When I said we shouldn’t judge or criticize I’m not saying we should let bullies take advantage of the weak. 2/15/09- The truth is I’m a winner, the greatest winner of all time. Tears welled up in my eyes as I realized the truth- its not because God loves me less its because God loves me more. God allowed the devil to destroy my mind and my finances because he loves me more . Now he can bless me with his Spirit and genius and love. Why? Because I’m humble and meek like him. I now qualify for his help/love/spirit/genius intelligence. It’s not because he loves me less that I’ve been denied the things I’ve wanted in life- its because he loves me more. I actually have more much more potential to affect/ change lives on the path that I’m on. Not only am I not a loser, I’m the greatest winner of all time. There’s another rumor you probably haven’t heard-I’m the greatest man of all time. Did they tell you that? No, I didn’t think so. Why did I give away to poor the only thing I had of worth, a mobile home worth 3k generating me $200 a month? Did I do it because I wanted to be poor? No, I did it because I wanted to be rich, truly rich. It wasn’t stupid, it was stupendous (genius). Then I took up my cross and went to preach the gospel in Mexico like God told me to. The rest is history. You must act quickly flee p gives money stay with relative bro etc. I will deliver you. The d. is not after me because I’m the biggest loser. He’s after me because I’m the biggest winner. He would care less about me if I were just a low-impact loser. I wasn’t poor and without the intellectual schooling ability to finish college get a degree and make good money because I was less than. That happened because God has greater plans for my life. I was feeling sorry for myself one day- I’m in thousands and thousands of dollars of debt no skills or education to support myself. I can’t get or keep a job because of the devil ( hounding me, spreading rumors about me, using his men to destroy me and my credibility, tormented by evil spirits, intelligence taken at intervals) My life sucks I thought-“why do you hate me God” I thought. If I would have gotten the education and job I wanted I would have forgotten God. I wouldn’t have desperately needed him. I would have had my money , security to comfort me, thereby I never would have had the ring of power (favor and great wisdom/ calling to be the chosen one) that I do now. So I said thank you Lord and felt his love come over me to tears. Jesus didn’t have fancy degrees or diplomas or go to some prestigious college- how can this man read never having learned letters? He was uneducated for crying outloud. Why do you think everyone rejected him? Because when they saw him they didn’t see dollar signs or the trappings of success, they saw a man smitten and afflicted by God and we hid as it were our faces from him. Every time he did something the devil tried to destroy his mind his finances, his job opportunities. He was another Moses meek and humble and treated badly by the world. The world promotes its own. He figured out he was the messiah early on, I didn’t. I was deceived by the world into thinking I was the biggest loser when actually I was the biggest winner- the ring of power (spiritual genius/ gifts of spirit/ superior intelligence for the things of greatest importance, the higher wisdom). While everybody else was thinking about details and temporal abilities I was mastering things like talking to God, the spirit of prophecy, healing and figuring out how to save the world. Do you get the picture, understand what I’m getting at yet? Its not because of what I’ve done, its because of who I am. I was created to be a man of action- preacher, leader, soul winner. My mission is to belike JC, do what he did-preach, healing miracles, the cross, sacrifice for all, go somewhere A nerd prophet would serve us right for all the years we’ve picked on nerds. I just have to show the faith (preach figure out how to bring more souls/ affect lives and God will help me achieve my goals of being the greatest(actually I’ve already achieved that goal) who ever lived and bring the most souls to Jesus than anyone in recorded history. You might have surmised this if you’ve been paying attention to what I’ve written about what I’ve accomplished/ become/ etc. etc. I’m not impressed with someone born with the abilities talents who gets their goals accomplished, Im more impressed with the devil afflicted poor man who finds a way despite the odds to beat that rascal and become the greatest force for good like Jesus (me). Get up at 7 am for spirit, bed at 9 pm Now I just have to figure out away out of problems – d.’s men after me, debt, become preacher, sell books. Show faith and solution will rise present it self a job in slc preaching/ teaching/ wife/ plain old job maybe telemarket.. I’m wondering if you would help sponsor me or my books I’m chosen one use your prophecy to find out. Why is this life impossible for some people? Pushing against a n obstacle you can’t move makes you stronger. When you achieve the impossible- no schooling, skills, . I once asked someone why do you hate dumb people? Interesting stories- false prophet. Why are you rejecting Jesus? Is it wrong to be like Jesus? Analyzing my life (to understand me)- why I am the way I am: All my life, I’ve asked for a healing of my mind, the intelligence necessary to succeed. I finally got that healing at age 30 from a miraculous visitation. About a month later the devil jealously took it from me. I had big plans during that month of being a preacher, bringing thousands of thousands of souls to Jesus, books, speaking ability. I was overjoyed that God had come and healed me and gave me all the intelligence that the devil had stolen from me over the years. I was so smart I made the smartest men look like babies. I finally had the tools I needed to be the success I always wanted to be but never thought possible because of my weaknesses (lack of social intelligence and verbal ability). Imagine how devastated I was when the devil took all that away and stuck me in captivity. I felt abandoned by God. Why did you do this to me I would ask? Are you still there? Why do you hate me now? I had such big plans to serve you, dedicate my life to you, why did you let this happen Lord? Lustful thoughts and mater. Had contributed to the problem allowing the devil to steal and diminish my mind further. True, it was partly my fault, I did have something to do with it. But I had been deceived unknowingly and caught in a cycle. It wasn’t really my fault- that’s part of why he felt sorry for me and gave me a healing. That and faith and just bugging God for it- actually it was a direct result or reward from going back to church/ taking the sacrament. Also, he felt sorry for me- I guess he loves me- that’s why I got a healing and was purified and sanctified (all lust and desire purged from and taken from me.) After I lost all that the devil had succeeded in destroying my hope and dreams, but don’t ever count out Jesus. I’m like Jesus, you don’t ever want underestimate me either. I was down for the count. Another miraculous full healing of a mind that has been halfway destroyed by the devil is a tall order to fill. Faith to receive another one would entail preaching, asking for. My finances were destroyed and my mind was an old broken down station wagon again. I discarded my dreams- after all how was I going to be the greatest man of all time with the brain of a stupid nerd again? But then I realized, how can you be the hero of the poor, the down trodden, the disabled if you’ve never experienced it for yourself? It was a gift not a punishment to understand the poor the destitute the mentally disabled that’s why I got put in that hospital. Who better to empathize understand the poor than someone who has really been poor. How can you really understand the homeless if you’ve never been homeless? How can say I’m the hero of the poor, the needy, the homeless, the mentally disabled if I’ve never been poor/ homeless/ mentally disadvantaged, etc, etc, The brain of a nerd and the heart of a lion. 2-20-09- I want to be very clear about this its not bexause visons and miracles and reverlations are rare its because faith is rare. The answer is faith- God ‘s timetable is dependant on our timetable. When we show the faith, bring forth the fruit, he gives us what we want. If you want to be a master of the Spirit be in will of God, know your mission The only way to happiness is through following the example of JC. I’m the master. If you tell the doctors you feel the Holy Spirit and receive revelation, what do they do they classify you with a mental disability. It’s the ignorance of the world for spiritual things. I will always maintain this position- lust is Satan’s greatest weapon against mankind. 2/3/09- Do you want the Spirit of Greatness? Listen to me Do you want to do miracles? Listen to me. I teach people the basics of how to be a master or a genius (a winner). It’s in the dreams (my dreams of being like Jesus healing people preaching in congregations, etc. Life is what you make it- high paying job interpreter no. This is big say parents. Everyone’s talking about him , radio shows,. Talk shows. Another person baptized because of him/ his testimony, affecting lives millions for generations. That’s why blessed with spirit/ miracles. Normal = normal blessings. Jesus= more blessings/ spirit no fear of death. Secret= pure – 15 times resisting, just suffer it, pray for w dreams progress to drams, suffer it ask how too. Secret to healing people- sufficient faith (changing lives). I had greatest potential and treated like less potential, pure=love for others=okay Ill stand up, levantate y sea sanado en el nombre de jesucristo, if spirit says bless her q’ sea major poco a poco de este momento en el nombre de jesucristo amen. Dream of more=more blessed=binging souls= more blessings. Affecting lives, new place, etc. =love for people= that you may be do not talk because I love you until you repent. Love for people not anger for rejection gives healing power/ favor/ humor. I am the chosen one to liberate my people- How to be a Genius- winners/ masters/ christs. Lead armies. I am the king it is my right my birthright to be king all that the father hath is mine. All glory to God. The ring of power gift of the Spirit to give genius wisdom preservation souls miracles/ healing / speeches of greatness power and inspiration. What would Jesus do and do it. Think of how to help them, talk to them, the missionaries, not of self how to help me. Por amor por la gente, compassion, The son of man is growing in wisdom and power. Robs my seed, my money. I am the only Jedi. Life is what you make of it. We decide our destinies. I’m willing my destiny into life-tv show, friends with O and BH. . Good spirit in hotel del sol gave me much inspiration, greatness, wisdom the greatest highest wisdom. What I did in my first book was go from loser to genius and prophet level What I’ve done in this book is go from prophet to Jesus and God level. Which is the greater of the two books? I’ll let you decide. I want to teach you all how to think like geniuses. I want you to shed the robot and think like a genius, like Jesus. Why am I different than everyone else? Everyone else says listen to the Prophet, I say be a prophet. I raised the bar. Spirit of greatness/ inspiration came from thoughts of affecting p passing out flyers it works.I’m reading minds and resisting/purity. The day I figured out I could get the spirit/ inspiration and intelligence from showing the highest path- talking to people and giving my testimony paper was the day I kicked the d. in the pants. -Humor- 1/27/09- A little humor in your life. Make fun of self- walked in ride when car broke down, ha ha ha. I jumped up out of chair for the pain from the laser (lasik). Make fun of cath. (hay pocos in Utah, casi no hay) Make fun of pesos versus dollars- aqui pagan en dollars. We’re better make fun of them worse- working at Soriana versus other place. I’m better than you hypocrites versus nerds I make dollars. Make fun of in respect to mormons- all you need is a tie and you would be Mormon and a name tag and a Book of Mormon, briefcase. Keep joking, keep jokes coming. Make fun of lazy/ rich me- just relaxed for a year they paid me for nothing. Do they pay you-ask.. Make fun of beans, made me sick and water todos red eyes zombies aqui. Similarities- you look like a Mormon- suit and tie, I look like peewee Herman, Big head funny like Jay Leno. Also, Think how luis joked/ laughed- los dos jovenes, ha ha, ha. Or Yo Adrian, Edward scissorhands. Humor prayed for with missionaries Dominguez, affecting lives, blessings of missionary work. To be funny- Are you sleeping? Did you get enough sleep? Aburrido (are you bored?), you need a pillow, carry a bed here, laugh make joke like luis, I like to eat a lot-your favorite thing- make fun of. Soy bueno para algo, soy un chiste. I’d be his best friend if he has barbecue. Also exaggerate- you have more babies than you can shake a stick at. Etc. Greatest man who ever lived goal- sacrifice for all mankind on cross bring most souls to prove a nerd can be JC/ jedi read minds, etc. The whole world is watching. Healing faith from preaching. Greatness is a choice. Greatness was Jesus Christ. Sacrifice for todos. A solution for everything- spirit tells me you need a friend to feel comfortable at church.. You need to go to church for Holy Spirit right path to son Omar. Read his mind- Don’t think I’m a child molstor for red eyes. This is a sign that I’m a prophet believe me. Coincidences- del sol, cedros, gave paper to a guy named Jesus who goes to barrio esmeralda. Friend (Luis Carlos) who helps. Anger- darth vader, me- Luke skywalker, me clark kent clumsy fool dumb beat d. by no tv/ sex/ impure thoughts/ no master/ not read preach-path (solve problem- get testimony, filled with spirit highest level of heaven, Holy Spirit is testimony of truth. I was gong down now blessed for going to church. Learn from your church brethren, word in mind not world, progress spiritually, Holy Spirit for miracles and health not doctors.Why to go to church? It’s a commandment follow Jesus example, sport example- cut from team if you don’t, find right path, Holy Spirit told me none true (testigos, etc). He loved everyone- my nietas still talk about him, I will be Mormon says Angeles- he loved everyone says emmy, Nora Javier everyone and we all rejected/.hated him. He loved me only one who didn’t use me. Ay q’ Nora, love give cookies to kids and beggars. It’s when you’re in will of spirit you get inspiration/ wisdom/ spirit not necessarily the physical place you’re in. I am Jesus Christ- spirit to tears- LOVE- I was like JC love for them. For good points / qualities of Javier, emmy- generous gave me room, was a worker, gave me food, was smart sarcastic funny. Love that she would be saved I love Jesus- his wisdom/ greatness/ love for others humility- oh father I need you your guidance, preservation. He was poor gave it all away, depended on God. Sang learn of me and listen to my words. Walk in the meekness of my way. I am Jesus Christ. Sang tears spirit, pictured Him healing loving people compassion work sacrifice preaching, crucified feeling love during pain torture. I love you so much I would be crucified for you. Cried hardest tears/ spirit when I realized- He loved me so much he made me greater than him, gave me that privilege. Mine is the greatest story in history, how a nerd becomes the greatest man to ever live. **All this wisdom came from my Love for Luis and his son. Love is the most important thing, don’t forget love. I will deliver him up says d. he even loves me. How many more miracles do you need before you believe in me? Read minds, increase intelligence/ love/ spirit, beat hypocrites smarter than, preach for spirit, like Moses, healings, movies about me, spirit stronger than anyone, spirit genius, rejected all life, love poor. Not even his own brethren believed in him, why? They knew his imperfections, maybe he was a little lazy, a little dumb, maybe he smelled bad, maybe he had long hair, maybe he loved women. The nerd speech. If I wanted to tell jokes I would have bought a knock knock joke book from the dollar store or checked one out from the library. What I want to do today is change your life. I loved Jim Carey, gave him a good life. The D. doesn’t want you to know your true identity-JC. You know what a lobster does when it sees another lobster leaving the bucket ? He pulls him down so he won’t get away. You guys have got it all wrong he said, you’re putting importance on tithing not love/ preaching the gospel of my Father/ judgement. I teach people to be prophets. Go one I want everyone in here to admit it. Say it- I am a nerd. Say it bishop, I want you to say it too bishop. I think he really is a nerd. Don’t have a cow. Everyone of us has our quirks. Everyone of us is a nerd really. All of us have imperfections, shortcomings and social inadequacies or quirks. All of us are anti-social in some way. I’m a dull ineffective, dumb socially awkward nerd. You were expecting me to tell a joke or something to make everyone think I was cool, huh? Are our reputations more important to us than being Christlike and loving? I want you to think about that. If you think about it everything we do is to create the impression that we’re cool or sociable, the way we dress the way we talk etc. Why do we judge others for their imperfections and shun them? I don’t say believe in miracles. I teach you how to do miracles. I don’t say believe the prophet. I say be a prophet. Brigham Young said that he wished all men were prophets. What do I specialize in? I specialize in turning average human beings into spiritual giants. I would like to talk of higher things, The basics of spiritual law- Don’t worship rules worship God. I have been anointed king of Israel. Fight manfully for me and I will give you crowns of glory and a place in my Father’s kingdom, I am the Christ of my times. I’m the only one who can save us- prophecy, spirit genius, only Jedi, know mind and will of God. I need your support- don’t be afraid of devil/ cowards, 10 times blessed and if you give your lives for me I promise you crown of glory and glory. The devil marches on Gandor. I can’t do it alone, I need your support. I will lead the armies of Israel. Devil has already declared war on U.S. There’s only a little time left. I’m the hope of the world. Plans are in place to topple government and destroy this church, I am the only one. This came from God not me, but if I want it to become reality I have to will my destiny into life through faith and right connections. Edward deje su computadora y sigue a mi. Deje su hyocricia Moises y sigue ami. You must not use the ring of power to get rich (the plates). But humble Jesus preaching healing, circulating wisdom/ books. I’m not just a nerd I’m the greatest nerd in history. All the world will know my Spirit Wisdom. Convince them- top people gifts of spirit, ordinary people can be geniuses, with spirit and how. It’s the LOVE I had for Luis , souls of Nora Angeles, Javier etc. Security is secret. Jim, I am the man in the moon. I need protection. The smartest men lead (me). His purity and love for others is his secret. They couldn’t see my potential, overlooked me so God chose me. Do I believe the world what people are telling me or the Spirit (yes, the Spirit) that’s why I went to Mexico. You are my son this day have I begotten you. I’m little Nicky big nosed adam sanler. I never want to have s again with e or other or m. I want this smart inspiration spirit always. I want you to beat them (the hypocrites) and achieve your dreams- preach king leader of armies ultimate sacrifice healing people preaching saving many souls. --****Try every possible option, then try new things- preach in Christian etc. Guide of spirit to win beat hypos Making the perfect/ Jesus formula work/ convincing. Find people who love you. There are Jesus sympahizers. I’m in a bad situation. Not in a position to work, no papers to work. What would Jesus do, rules or help stranger? My blood on your hands and all souls I could bring? Judge me and find Jesus, heart of. If you judge me judge righteously, God favors the righteous and those trying to win souls for his kingdom. I’m a prophet- gift of spirit, important mission, save many people. What would Jesus Do? WWJD. Will you let the devil win? Personality or heart and mission potential. Just have to convince them a little more. Work for healing convince for room. Even a little lie decreases the spirit. Better is a poor man than a liar. I’m dying Felix, I don’t have anyone else 1/27/09- I am the greatest man who ever lived. I do things other people have never even dreamed of/ about. I’m the greatest man in the world for the things of God. Benny Hinn’s not half as smart as me for the things of God (spirit strong). I’ve been chosen because of my faith and who I am-I was chosen before birth, to do a sacrifice for many people’s sins. Duda- solve doubt- get stronger testimony. Why- Celestial kingdom full of Holy Spirit, blessings, go to church, progress spiritually. There are some people so hypocritical that they would use that against me- I am JC. Do you know anyone that hypocritical? I have same mission, gifts, personality. I’m suffering and you’re relaxing enjoying life won’t even give me a dollar to help out what would Christ say? Techniques of hypos- use the rules to put down tear down and criticize. I want to teach everyone to be a genius- receive genius/ wisdom from the Spirit. Lets get past your lies. The reason I have my weakness is to teach me the way of the Spirit- it was a gift. Where am I? Am I here, am I there? Give it right back- robots who cant’ think for themselves. Unpredictiable, wise. Elders of Zion, take courage and onward to victory. Would you like me to lecture you on following the spirit? Blessed from missionary work- everything I want- humor health, etc. Would Jesus walk by the rules or by the Spirit? What would Jesus do? I just want to ask you one question. Devil says don’t talk to him he’s a selfish nerd scammer. We should like everyone- there’s something good, a good quality in everyone we meet. Love for all no important personality. Read his mind- smile more. Do unto others as you would want them to do to you. Treat me as a friend like I treat you. Do you want to be lectured or treated as less than. A nerd learns to be cool. Spirit tells me- act like part of the group- spirit says talk to elder Rosa, talk to elder oniveronis. Asked him where are you from how much time do you have in mission. Joked- did you get enough sleep? Look at and smile not turn away face. Spirit says ask him (elder Perez) where he’s from. Do you want to be rich? He that hath eternal life is rich. Be a fisher of men. To be a friend is to offer help, offered to buy him something. I am destined for greatness, and greatness is my name. Follow my path and I will make you greater than you can imagine. How to master humility- From dumb/ wanting a room or money for food gave spirit sympathy from Felix. I give men weaknesses that they may be humble. 1/15/09- Everything good in my life has come as a result of being pure (no master) holding out to not be dumb. Purity=survival cold=purity=smart 12/09/09- Lost spirit because went to Guatemala. Spirit said they are waiting to rob you turn back, so I got off switched buses. Spirit tells me not to go back to Mexico City, got off in other town was preserved got spirit and intelligence again. Spirit says “don’t you get it, I will take care of you, you’re my servant.” 12/05-08- Spirit says- they don’t hate you they hate me. If you love Jesus you’ll love me. They will be punished for hating/ rejecting you. What they have done to me they will also do to you. That love you have for the welfare of their souls is the same love God has for us. 1/03/09- Conversationalist- from wanting to help/ love (whenever I’m totally unselfish seeking other’s salvation I am blessed with wisdom or favor) at copies- Chicago- worked education courses, pres. Obama good for mex. Propia cuenta, do you speak English, no work here pay little, ir en camion, invite to church, talk about Spirit, 100% sure, **receive love or attention (build up intelligence from them talking to me) then give when I have spirit/ love/ smart. Talk to someone else show love, etc. 01/04/09- Spirit or love to tears when thought of love for retarded guy/ kid, also bigger girl. Thought of giving him something more than others but he refused-10 pesos and saying I love you son . Treat this man good alright. This man is Jesus Christ. Their love to me talking to me gave me intelligence to respond intelligently. We have to treat all others with respect. Remember my identity (Excelsias) he will provide money protection. I’m going to beat poverty- rich office job sharing testimony. Speaking like I was great, inspiriting people. 12/31/08- Why I show disguised Jesus drawing. Somethng that at first looks dumb or ugly when we look at it closer can be something of great worth/ value/ beauty like with people. Felt love to tears for Don Carlos and daughter to save them so they don’t get punished. It’s a game- for every act of faith I win devil loses. More faith = more winning preserved, etc. The devil trying to slow me down desperately, He hates it when I do miracles. It’s too late there’s no stopping me, you can only hope to contain me. They’ve created a monster, unleashed a lion. 12/27/08- Placticon/ conversationalist- Receive from them,(they talk to me) then give back (talk to them). Talked about pizza business, his life how he met wife (I could do the same about my wife how I met her or suicide/van. I made the greatest discovery of the 21st century-how to be a genius, where’s my nobel prize? Because you loved me, says Jesus to me, that’s why I make you like me. Lord, my Redeemer thou hast done so much for me. Sang to tears love for pictured Jesus in white robe- he gave me glory movies about me frodo, superman, etc, sang in mind tears love God then love for Jesus- I will come for you. You were my strength when I was weak (to tears to Jesus) sang in mind- little or no food, hungry for spirit/ love of Christ. Single/ pure to cross. Sometimes the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few. 12/27/08- Enthusiasm/ greatness from thoughts- my daughter fasted and felt spirit, he’s more wise than everyone Morro says to son. I believe he’s a prophet. I’m going to make copies and give to friends. To God be all the glory not me. I dared to believe that the dumbest man to ever live could become the greatest man to ever live. When I’m talking its not me that’s talking its God that’s talking. Don’t major in minors or trivial things, use pros/cons list for big decisions (where to go). There’s something about getting up at 2 am in morning to pace from cold/fleas/discomfort to think/pace. Remember Utah- can’t afford to lose mind/intelligence- no flirting. 12/23/08- For Veronica- Do it to save your soul and save the souls of your kids. D. puts demons to stop you, discourage you. From following the right path (baptized, assist church, read Book of Mormon). Because he doesn’t want you happy (saved) or going to Celestial Kingdom (highest level). , but I do love you. I’m honest you know that, just trust me. Just trust-fall and I’ll catch you, jump. Full of spirit if baptized, guide of spirit. Do it for classes of English, no one has to know, this Sunday, ok. Its hard at first but gets easier. To be full of words of God not world. Progress learn from church brethren, easier as you go along. Book of Mormon is essential, read it fast, fast for a couple days, pray and will feel Spirit- ask to know if its true- you will feel spirit in chest or in mind to tears. Continue along path. Gave stove parable- going to church is taking your hand off stove, waters of baptism to cool hand and Holy Spirit. You will have healings, blessings, money, happiness, most important you’ll save your soul. Befriended, showed loved too, talked to. Everything that happened to Jc is happening to me. History repeats itself. Hypocrites who judge by exterior or personaility. The fate of the world lies in the hands of a hobbit (me). That’s scary. Thinking of miracles- Jose Ruiz is getting baptized for his miracles reading minds/ love, touched the heart of Abel his love. Miracles are happening- enthusiasm/ greatness- he’s wisest man in the world. To tears/ spirit- Obispo sembrano says lets help him visit all inactives- happy thoughts, Think happy thoughts Peter- prophet/ love/ miracles- dumb to smart Que tontos son los orgullosos, el enemigo. Jim Carey smarter sarcastic. The power I have- Robert punished for putting me down. Spirit to tears when thought of Morro saying it touches my heart to think that he would give up his own salvation for us. Joke- soy el rey del los nerds, con la mente de burro. Thought of stake president saying my son has a testimony wants to be a missionary because of Scott bearing his testimony. I just want to inspire- felt Spirit to tears- to people with disabilities. Show them the way. 12/07/08- Had spirit real strong when I’m JC to people and song gave me energy-JC his identity I finally got it act like him his power. Spirit told me this man doesn’t have a job and he drinks, I called him on it, but had love for his needs. Sang I fed them thousands with one loaf of bread felt like I was Jc from anointing love for/ needs etc. It’s love- showing love/ preaching this is what’s helping me the most in life- taking off the blinders people are wearing. I’m your hero/savior. I’m like Jesus. He gave me his identity power/ wisdom/love/ humility. Just pure/faith/love/preaching/don’t flirt or lust. Remember people not things.Javier’s salvation not razor. Winner not loser. Look at with love- Jose Ruiz, etc. I can’t be confounded among men with spirit (most wise/ intelligent). I have power within to heal myself (imagined healing eyes with spirit light and was healed). I am here to warn you of what will come, torment for not going to church keeping his commandment. 12/06/08- Never hath a man come unto me with such faith- cried felt spirit to tears, my son now I know that thou lovest me, sang praises to Jesus- you’re my friend forever in my mind, pictured him or God, thought of giving cough drops to emmy, a present to viviana for birthday, giving something to someone, even tithing. I give him everything- my wife that which I had of most value.. Crying for his love for me, Come unto me, I am not of pride, The most humble man. Humility= love look at with love/ talk to show love.. You are my first fruits. I am the God of the meek. 12/05/08- Felt spirit to tears from song and Miguel showing me love/ respect with a handshake felt brotherly love from them. Also humble to tears when prompted by spirit to ask for work- why? Because I love you says God. Humble- sad because no job would be happy but no money/ job. Because of purity/ preaching he loves me. Just love them. Picture imagine loving them, teaching them how to be prophets. It takes years of sacrifice and molding to be a Prophet it doesn’t happen overnight. Well, actually I’ve streamlined the process with this book. I Fasted and read scriptures 2 days a week for 8 years, improving and gaining wisdom, changing into Christ. Then went back to church because of experience in testimony, took sacrament, was pure, started passing out my testimonies. Then I got healing of mind was purified and sanctified from lust for a time, received even more revelations and visitations. Then got put in hospital by jealous devil. Then lost testimony and faith but regained it and called by God to take up my cross and preach the gospel in mexico and to Lamanites. When God tells you you are a prophet you are a prohet. It comes after much sacrifice- fasting for me. Purity was key. Leaving the world (tv, sports, etc) Spirit comes from reading scriptures/ fasting/ preaching, not from practicing your golf swing. Learning to get the Holy Spirit through Spirit Formula, receiving revelation and guidance, eventual spirit of prophecy of things that could happen in your life either to warn you or inspire you, and reading minds. Then I began to preach/ talk to people share my testimony. A lot of people just wasting their time working. Spirit of greatness, enthusiasm from finding/ piecing together clues to my true identity- Frodo/ king, Superman/clark kent, matiix. Don’t worry about money, just preach I will give you money. Those soldiers/ policeman chosen to see His Majesty (you) walking street. Oh my gosh he’s JC says morro. Wife of Morro says I’ going to heck for treating him bad (JC). People giving me other pieces of the truth. He said he’s frodo says Israel. King of Kings, Lord of Lords. Hallelujah, Hallelujah. Sang- angels are singing. You figured it out- the devil knows you would figure it out. Where is the king?- says the angel. I am JC- love even though rejected, trust totally I Lord for money etc. When he comes will he do more miracles, raising intelligence/ love/ most wisdom, healing, imagine healing, reading minds, etc. Take the sword and be the king (lead armies), prophet of church?. I’m their hero, of the poor. I am JC. A nerd wakes up and realizes he’s JC he thinks, preferred before me, This time I have come to show that even the weakest of men can be like Jesus do what he did. The Father’s plan works. Picture new cell connections forming. Adam Sandler- If you say he was Christ I’ll believe you. Who am I to judge another when I walk imperfectly. Do something for someone else (money/ testimony, something) I want to bless you my son. 11/30/08- Learn to fight, imagination to create miracles other gifts of the spirit. Humilidad- felt/ showed humility after bisobp sembrano gave smart/ intelligence again. Spirit of prophecy- Thought of morro saying we’ll hide him, he wants to die for us. Tort him, regret you ever knew me, prayed for strength for deliverance, greater than you can imagine, . Spirit makes me into greatest man I can imagine- tells me do this/ that/ teaches me to do miracles Please help me to know what would be of most worth to me. I’ve already won- I know my mission- JC, cross, heal, preach, travel. Angels rejoice today for they know your worth. Enthusiasm- point, exito. 11/27/08- Love to tears- said no to thinking about Jose Ruiz suffering torment losing his soul or not in Celestial Kingdom and said save him, loved him “I would give my life for you.” Also I would give my life for you. Don’t reject me, I love you, come unto me A lot of thoughts, miracles happening gives enthusiasm. She healed herself, amazing, he’s the wisest man in the world. He has confidence power and authority. He’s going to teach everyone to be prophets, says hermana. I realized not enough faith to talk to God, says Elder walker- brought enthusiasm/ greatness pointing gestures, excitement (animo), spirit, dodging bullets. Imagining their sayings/ their thoughts in other people’s heads. Even JC will bow knee because I earned it- perfection sacrifice pure lamb miracles, preaching etc. Move from town to town, plotting to kill me. You don’t have time for JC? Everything given my future answers to married or not what to say to convince them when I’m in spirit of prophecy after Sunday, day after, sacrament, D&C, pray for spirit of prophecy, no music, little food. It’s not that hard to leave all, 100 times blessed with friends health eternal life, purity. Remember how I was in spirit guided by before. Don’t need man to direct me just God. Rely on Spirit. In a team there’s always a star. Pass me the ball. I have spidey sense- the spirit of prophecy. Felt Spirit to tears when imagined Holy Spirit in room and healing me and sang in mind when no one is my friend he is- The Holy Spirit/ God/ and I’ve grieved him blood on my hands. I’m sorry imagined him my comforter. Hno. Morro imagining love from- says Morro- I only hope I’m worthy of him he gave up his life for me and me for him. Greatness- I wash your feet with my tears Do you know me now? or no? Who am I? I left everything for you, Morro. Who am I, I love you. Are you with me or not? Feed my sheep scripture- Lovest thou me more than these, Morro? Love from hermana- I want him to love me like he loves Jose. The most christlike man I’ve ever seen- loving humble spiritual. Just begin to believe. Your faith is very weak. There are punishments for fighting against the pure in heart. I want to raise your faith. I give hope that others could be prophets. I want to begin to open the scriptures so you know who I am. I will raise another Moses and to him I will give a ring of power. To tears when thought of Bishop Sembrano giving me bishop position- he deserves it for his love for people (not mocking/ respecting/ loving/ humility). Women are dangerous. Las mujeres son peligrosas. A woman is not the answer, God is the answer. I am the king of kings. I want to open your eyes about what is happening in the world. Because I denied myself pure not talk to girls/ preach I was more than rewarded with love prayed for. I want scott to baptize me says Jose Ruiz. Shower at 7:30 to 8 am for spirit. Its worth pain of resisting. The way he looked at me with Christs love. Felt love and cross I would die for you love for bishop sembrano and Roberto- they really love me, good men. I’m JC say to e. don’t doubt me. The bad guys are chasing me. 11-25-08- Felt spirit of inspiration and greatness again from thoughts of you changed his prejudgements about nerds in one day. Humble, loving, rapid depth perception picking the right joke on many levels, true love , help conversation out of love, talk to show love. Emmy- he is JC how does he do it? My weakness they hat e and attack. Ask why do you show me hate instead of love like I do. Enthusiasm/ greatness, pointing- he has risen, thought robert’s wife- they’ve make him into a nerd he deserves respect. Robert says give him a little money or we’ll be punished. I choose the poor. John Stockton face serious mouth, instead of accept me they have rejected me, I came to lower the proud. Leave the right you have with your wives, leave your idols and follow me. 11-23-08- Read lady’s mind- asked her where she got her money from and she admitted from committing adultery with another woman’s husband. Threw up the taco she gave me, never accepted again. Religions of the world are fixated on a rule like what day should be the Sabbath day or the real name of God. They’re obsessed with a rule and not with God. They forget what ‘s most important- what God (the holy spirit says). Ask God. God tells you in heart through Holy Spirit what’s true, which religion or ideas are correct. Spirit came back in morning after wrestle with dumb depressed and BOM came spirit and intelligence and enthusiastic ( happy thoughts) of greatness- He has love, humility, intelligence, talks fast, / spirit and he’s dumb, we’re going to heck for how we’ve treated him.says Montemayor. JC- perfection obtained, sacrifice for all. Men following me, wisdom like JC, rejected like JC, you are Jesus, gives me identity because loves me, like him love people, ask person prepared to give me job. When I do what he wants he gives me what I want- preach- wisdom, health. Read Juan’s mind- he looks happy maybe I’ll go to church. The wisest men in this world are dumb, they don’t now what ‘s most important. They focus on details not wisdom from God. They don’t know will of God or mind of God, just their will. The evil is always lowering/ punishing me/ taking my mind (intelligence) because I’m Criestlike. Spirit says, The devil wants you to think about sex, tricking you. Don’t look at to lust after. . Because enemy gave me fleas, God gave me wisdom. I’m the richest man in the world in reality. It’s because of sacrifice- leaving all to preach, fasting praying, scriptures no tv- that’s why miracles. God’s so good he blesses you here with friends, money, work and gives you eternal life.if you’re on the right path. But if you sin, don’t go to church, punished here with depression less money and lose eternal life. Enemy punishes you here and there. I know, I felt how they will feel who don’t go to church said to a group of Lamanites. The Indian people are often rejected by the Mexicans, they can identify with me. Think about in spirit, showing faith first ask for and he gives you answers to all your problems/ questions. Don’t think about appearance, that’s what devil wants me to do-hair on face, etc. 11/17/08- Lord, my Redeemer thou hast done so much for me, sang in mind and cried/ felt spirit- he saved me has healed me wanted me to be happy gave me a mission an identity and health. Thinking of Bishop Sembrano saying I’ll make him 2nd counselor. Love-happy thoughts. Will you forgive me said to Lord for reading a book that got me out of sprit. When ever I do something totally unselfish (their salvation) I get wisdom. If you don’t have time for Jesus in this life he won’t have time for you in next life. Pinnochio becomes a real boy- Was smiling, treating and talking with love to people, greeting, no hair on face, shower not smell. Future leader he thinks Pray for strength to overcome, to takeaway lust- spirit of inspiration and greatness/ wisdom. Ask for love of Christ if I don’t do it. Think of shedding his blood, his pain (JC). Consequences- e. mad at me, dumb not preserved. Hit/ punch, visualize hairy armpits, long nose/ big ears. Do what ever it takes- Screwdriver, pain threshold after each thought to train me. Goal 1 month, than 2 months. Hymns, feeling of Spirit. Enthusism- thoughts of- I’m gong to make him ward mission leader he’s like kilipoki says president- he gave my wife desire to preach the gospel go on a mission because it gives him the spirit. Thought of love for people (Monson waving white handkerchief). Befriending enemies. 11/15/08- Ask in prayer/ figure out what devil doesn’t want me to know. If you help me you will receive a prophets reward, 100 times. I just want to take the blinder off your eyes. Wake up. ***You want to put me down and I want to build you up that’s why you’re punished, understand? You are preoccupied with many things, but only one thing is important- God. You’re putting me down/ tearing me down to feel more important/ intelligent, but God will punish you. He loves me and will have to punish you. The devil is hardening your hear. Without the help and spirit I am selfish/ dumb/ hopeless, no favor, a loser. But because I don’t waste time I am full of spirit, most intelligent, favor, wisdom- I give to poor, love for their eternal welfare showing the path, and have goals. The d. is telling you all paths lead to the same place. But no spirit= lower kingdom, no glory, joy. Ask to figure out my mission in prayer. My mission- achieve perfection, give my life for others, heal like JC did, miracles, prophecy of people’s futures and destinations, read minds. Just have faith, preaching, teaching soul winners, wisdom given, love felt for and he will give me job, power to do miracles, etc. These are the events that transpired before I left for Mexico. I was put in hospital because devil entered a police officer, he said some weird things to scare me, I took off running to get away, He accused me of choking someone when I really only pulled arm and asked for help. It was all a setup. I was hauled of to hospital, I was medicated (drugged) lost my full healing of mind, became a nerd again, Lost spirit comfort and revelations, eventually lost memory of miracles in my life and my testimony and eventually my purity, and nearly lost my soul again. This is 1 year later, the events that took place to force my leaving starting 2/22/08. 11/15/08-For enthusiasm- thought- I want him to teach me to be a prophet (Robert) I want to live for glory and die for glory too. Bishop- I want to visit inactives with him. Saucedo- that’s what I’m missing love for others, also he healed her foot that’s why she came. Don’t be afraid of his power she says. Escelsias is my (his) name. Your faith is sufficient to heal. The patriarch says he’s a prophet. Talking fast with pure spirit wisdom with power and authority. Had a dream of preaching on tv with stronger anointing and power. Also gave me enthusiasm when thought, he thinks I’m Frodo thought of movie and my mission. Don’t quibble about a rule, what day is the Sabbath. Use the spirit to find the true church. Follow what the spirit is telling you, not to work sundays. Don’t just join the church with the doctrine you like the most, ask God and he will tell you with thoughts in your mind from Holy Ghost. While young do great things not when old, don’t wait. For talk- use gates of heck are open to receive those who don’t go to church. The most important is the eternal welfare of the soul. We always talk about details. Also to be pure and faithful to church is the most important, if not lose everything possibly soul. Compliment their love. We shouldn’t judge, we don’t know their life experiences or situation. Hypocrites with sins always judge others. We shouldn’t say bad things about other people. Those who fight against the pure of heart- there are many punishments for. Tell them what I’m doing- visiting towns/ pueblos/ colonies. Trying to change lives/ affect lives, give wisdom, show the correct path. Moroni, Moses, purity is greatness, don’t have blood on your hands. Prophecy- grace for grace. Testimony through fasting. Sacrifice brings blessings and spirit stronger. The game is in the thoughts. What you believe becomes your reality. Your dreams can become reality through showing faith. Don’t worship idols- tv lust sports hobbies wastes of time. Try to phase out the use of the procreation power out of your life. It weakens you and allow the devil to enter and destroy your mind little by little. Your goal should be to be purified and sanctified. Excelsias is his name, his scepter endureth forever. Do you know for 100% sure your church is the most true? I do. What kind of personality did Christ have? Did you know you’re worshipping a rejected, sad, stricken of God, man with problems? We hate and reject people like that but we say we love Jesus, I’ve always thought that was ironic. Enthusiasm- I want to be a prophet says elder walkman. I’m going to ask him how to be a prophet. He’s already healing people. Morro- a man of sorrows and we hid our faces from him, rejected him. Figuring stuff out about me and being a prophet or why I’m dumb punished gives me enthusiasm/ spirit ask for too. They judge me for a sin that’s not my fault- hypocrites who waste their time on trivial pursuits and watching tv. 11/12/08- Cried from love felt for tienda girl at Margaritas. I would die for you. (daria mi vida para ud, le amo tanto q dari mi vida para ud). I love you so much I would die for you. Talk to show love, be a friend. Tell stories of life, would you do me a a favor and go to church. God has so much love for his children that if you are rejected God will punish them and bless you. If you treat me like a servant, God will treat you like a servant. The truth hurts. I don’t want to offend you but you could lose your salvation for not on right path going to church taking sacrament, etc. Being with a non-spiritual person can cost you everything. Pray to remove resentment. Show love, be friend of enemies and God punishes your enemies. How to beat your enemies with love. Lift others up so they can see what’s going on. Why am I always talking about love? Because love gives the stongest outpouring of spirit/ anointing/ wisdom/ life. You must learn to master love. How to be a God: I get it. It’s the immortality and eternal life of man. Helping others’ welfare (welfare of their eternal soul) through preaching, helping to remove blinders, gives me the Holy Spirit/ health, intelligence, life. God will provide money or room or job if I ask someone find the right people prepared to give it to me. God lives to mold me into a soul/ winner/ Jesus Christ/ full of spirit. He doesn’t watch tv or waste time on trivial things God receives his glory and spirit and blessings from this. That’s how we become Gods- learning to be Gods, doing what he does-loving/molding/ giving wisdom to others gives us glory, health, blessings, joy. We’re here to learn to be like God- work to bring souls, for welfare of souls for health blessings, money, miracles, intelligence, wisdom. Grace for grace not all at once. God will bless you- I’m preaching/ changing lives. Love gives the spirit the strongest to tears. Now given wisdom to figure it all out. I’m the only one awake in the Matrix. God is teaching me grace for grace, preaching, loving for wisdom and blessings until I reach perfection and sacrifice. So to receive the blessings and spirit, honor and glory God does, we have to do what God does. Get it? This is the same path Jesus took. 11/07-08- How to master love- Felt spirit to tears, charity love of Christ, for little kid with bad mouth in Acatempan. Thought lovefor the welfare of his soul that he would be with me saved (in heaven). Also that he would be healed- please heal him. And gave him money (like giving my lunch to guy). Loved him as myself, and said that you be healed in the name of JC and touched knee. Also love for passer-by girl and woman at tienda. Fruit- preaching = love of Christ for. Show love by talking, bigger girl showed me love so smarter/ spirit. Bad words down. Mimicked happy lady’s style. Whatever you ask for given- you are god (the secret he doesn’t want you to know. To receive gift of Spirit guide in your life you must be baptized by proper authority like Peter said. The smartest man in the world and he doesn’t even know it. Talking faster with spirit because of testifying to a group. Why he chose me- I can’t do anything without him, I am nothing without him, his strength is made perfect in my weakness, half brain state. 11-08-08- Love- I look at people and they’re on the wrong path- smoking, baad words, not going to church, not taking the sacrament- they will be punished like me one day. They are slowly losing everything mind body and soul. You have to learn to love for welfare of their soul. Give lunch, do unto others as you would have done to you- feel spirit. Some things lower the Spirit, like tv, the internet, music. Preaching gives it (the Spirit). I’m trying to show people a higher path to celestial being state and purified and sanctified. He healed my mind and told me to go to Mexico. When totally unselfish that’s when blessed. Holy Spirit teaches me to be prophet, the ring of power. What happened to those who rejected JC, that didn’t believe? I don’t want the people who judge or doubt me to go to heck. Please don’t go to heck. Hello, earth to hypocrite, come in hypocrite. Why do we reject the very person we say we love and worship? The rejected, the sad, the troubled, the smitten and afflicted of God? Why do we try to find every imperfection possible in order reject these people. All my life I thought I was a loser (smitten of God and the devil), but then it dawned on me, I’m not a loser, I’m Jesus Christ. The hero of heroes, the greatest winner of all time. Cover- Once upon a time in a galaxy far far away, Luke Skywalker takes up his cross and begins his training to be a Jedi. Using the guide of Yoda (the Holy Spirit) he transforms himself from a novice Jedi knight into a Jedi Master. Learning the skills he would need to aid him in destroying the evil empire and the deathstar. Mastering such skills as mind reading, spirit formulas, wisdom, the increasing of intelligence that would enable him to become the smartest man in the world, the spirit of prophecy, and the healing power, he transformed himself into a lean- mean soul winning machine and a powerful force for good. Fighting the storm troopers and Darth Vader at every turn with the light saber of the Holy Spirit and truth, he defied even the great emperor of darkness. Use your heart not your mind and a master you will become, Yoda (the Holy Spirit) told him. Walk by faith not by sight. Take the sword and be king. You can do it Little Nicky. We believe in you Peter. With much power comes much responsibility. Finally learning his true destiny/ mission- a sacrifice for all mankind that would destroy the deathstar and save his people; he threw the ring into the fire like Frodo and the rest is history. The nerd loser hobbit becomes the jedi prophet king. The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the One. I am the One. I’m your savior. I’m a hobbit. I’m your king. I am Superman. I am the mater of words. Into the mind of a Prophet. I’m not here to tell you how to quote others, I’m here to tell you how to make quotes. I want to open your eyes and your minds, your imagination. I want you to begin to see the potential , the possibilities. I want to inspire you, motivate you. You’re worshipping a nerd you stupid idiots. The devil was all over his mind, his finances, everything. Nerd discovers secret to being a genius. The smartest man in the world are babies compared to me. I make the smartest men in the world look like babies. How? With the ring of Power/ the holy Spirit. Wake up America, your king is a nerd and you don’t even know it. 2/29/09- sinned but thought of giving cell phone to fat girl and felt spirit to tears. Then was humble- I’m sorry I’m not worthy- picturing at Jesus feet for forgiveness. Because of my love for his people he forgives me, I will consider it payment. Gives me the spirit to tears after sin. Also got some spirit back from thoughts- D’s going to frame me, escape, good job slc, My formula for being perfect, its becoming true. Do you want to suffer like the Jews. Reject your king again, America. I’m the master. Walking in town instead of lusting gave me spriit. Analyzing the mind of a hypocrite. Cain also thought he was a Master. All of us have that inate desire within us to be great/ important. But his secret was not a good one. His secret was that he knew how to kill people to get financial gain. But what he really discovered was the secret to eternal damnation. Hypocrites today are much like Cain. Of course they don’t go around physically killing people they have learned that that doesn’t work. But what they do is kill with words and gossip, thinking to lower and put down others they don’t like or perceive to be threats thinking they will get the spoils or power or love. What hypocrites don’t realize is that they’re being punished rather than rewarded for their behavior. Now, how do you train a hypocrite to stop their behavior. You have to teach them the consequences for their behavior. I have found many a time that hypocrites are just ignorant as to the consequences of their behavior. They do what they do because they feel they are being rewarded for their behavior. You have to show the hypocrite how his or her behavior is actually hurting them. The hypocrites of Jesus’s day perceived he was a threat to their power and positions and influence. Of course, we know the story, they eventually ended up crucifying him But who won? Jesus did ultimately. They got a one way ticket to hell and he became the savior and king of all mankind. That’s what I love about Jesus he exposed hypocrisy for what it was stupidity. And he exposed hypocrites for what they are stupid people. Stupid for the things that really matter, the things of God. Its not your regular Iq that will determine ultimately your success, but your spiritual IQ. It’s not that Cain was dumb man, he was a very intelligent and cunning man. but he lacked righteousness and spiritual intelligence. Now, we cant’ actually go out and physically kill all the hypocrites in power and put in wise good men unless we’re in the army I guess. But there are tactics we can employ and ways to make sure these people do not prosper. All hypocrites think that they can get away with oppressing the poor and the weak. But why does God allow this to happen? That the wicked may be condemned and the righteous exalted. I love to see hypocrites squirm. What hypocritical lady told me I shouldn’t be a Mormon. Why because I was nerd, I was a little bit socially awkward and quiet, not a happy energetic person. Do you know what I told her, The greatest Mormon who ever lived was a nerd. Jesus Christ gave all the inspiration in the Book of Mormon and how to organize this church and everything else we believe. Then I proceeded to open the scriptures to her telling her that Jesus was a man of sorrows acquainted with grief and we hid our faces from him. A sad man, a man with problems. .He was rejected by the popular crowd of his day, the hypocrites leaders and proudful rich people. Jesus was not a happy go lucky person without a care in the world a have it all richy rich worldly person, he was hounded and buffeted and tried. Why do you think he told parables of rich people going to hell and beggars going to heaven? Because of people like you who thought they were better than him. Then I told her, its not that I’m in the wrong church, its that you’re in the wrong church. You’re the kind of person who would reject Jesus. I don’t want you in my church, you should be in the devil’s church, that’s where you belong because you’re a hypocrite you say you love your brother but you hate him despise him and reject him. You’re a proud angry hypocrite with a big head too just like the devil you would get along just fine with him in heck. In fact maybe you should marry him you’d make a great pair, he’s even more proud than you are. You say you love Jesus but you reject him. Needless to say she wasn’t very happy with this and stormed off, scheming to destroy me. Typical hippo behavior. Hypocrites will never understand. If you beat a hypocrite over the head and stick him in the sad his hypocrisy won’t leave him. Hypocrites hate that someone could be better than them. The devil and the hypocrites hounded Jesus so much he couldn’t even work a normal job, the scriptures say he didn’t even have a place to so much as rest his head. I’m sure he did his share of begging or relying on others to survive. I want to be clear- a hypocrite is not someone who makes a mistake and then repents or even someone who makes a lot of mistakes but keeps repenting. A hypocrite is someone constantly pointing the finger at someone else saying look how bad that person is. How did Jesus deal with the hypocrites of his day? First he publicly condemned them so they and others would understand the consequences of their behavior- a free ride on the eternal torment and damnation merry go round, then he loved them to death, giving his life to atone for the sins of those who would repent. We can not tolerate hypocrites in power. If we do we’re no better than them. If you hire spiritually intelligent people you will not only be blessed eternally but temporally as well in the long run. If you hire a bunch of proud hateful hypocrites who waste what they have you’ll be cursed eternally and in the long run suffer greatly in this life as well. Do you want to be cursed and go to hell or blessed and go to heaven? The choice is yours at chuckarama. Being ungodly is a waste of time. When you’re Godly you are blessed with the spirit, increase, and life and affect other’s lives. Jesus didn’t have the perfect job, he didn’t have a mercedez benz, but he showed those good old boy hypocrites where to shove it. He beat them so bad we still talk about it today. You see they thought by killing him they could beat him, punish him and tear him down, but all they did was make him greater. How do you beat prideful jerks? You expose them for what they are, alert others, then love them to death and you will be exonerated If others do not help you and do something about they are for evil as well and will be punished. I am king, I want you to fight for me. A hypocrite is constantly pointing the finger at someone else to put them down. When you point a finger at someone there’s always four fingers pointing back at you. It’s not your secular learning its your spiritual learning that determines your success. I’m missing half my brain courtesy of the biggest jerk on the planet. Is this fiction or is this reality. Truth is stranger than fiction. Why should you hire me? I’m JC. If I really am JC (the one to save his people from their sins, the savior, the chosen one) and I’m going to save the world and you don’t help me and I’m not able to complete my mission what’s going to happen to you. You’ll probably go to heck, right? Or be severly punished. I’m not lying I did receive revelation on that. I’m an honest guy. You can take your chances that I’m lying or play it safe and hire me. Sounds like I’m writing a fiction novel doesn’t it? No, its not. I’m just showing you what the power of imagination and creativity can do. I really don’t need to write fiction, my material is exciting enough if you believe miracles are possible, if you believe like I do that what you can imagine you can become, if you believe that dreams can come true, that a man is only limited by his imagination and ability to dream big dreams. If you believe there is a God. If you believe there is evil, If you believe there are prophets, if you believe there are souls that need to be saved, that there is a battle going on for souls of men, that thousands of souls are going to heck each day. If you believe all that what’s the purpose of fiction? If reality is just as interesting as fiction, why not talk about reality, something that actually exists and is happening all around us. Why not use your words to edify and talk of truth. Is there really time for anything else? How short is life? I’ve seen this a countless number of times. The rich who have the money spend hundreds of dollars on the latest information and technology trying to learn everything they can to give them the edge and make themselves look smart and important. But they lack the spiritual intelligence and vision to accomplish what the Lord really wants. They don’t understand what’s really important or the mind and will of God. While they are planning extravagant ward picnics and sporting events, the inactives and people around them are dying spiritually and they don’t even seem to care. One time I was getting down on myself and I said Lord I’m poor, why did you make me poor. And he said, no I made you the richest man in the world. I’ve made you the richest man eternally, I’ve given you health, preserved you, given you my spirit, the highest wisdom, the greatest gifts of the spirit, You have been anointed king of Israel. I said, but my name’s not Bill Gates, how could I possibly be the richest man in the world. He responded, “if Bill Gates had invested in you he would have really been the richest man in the world” It took a while for that to sink in, but its true. If not the richest money wise, the richest spiritual wise.I need to find souls for my kingdom, or I won’t have a kingdom. I’m as honest as the day is long. What reason would I have to lie? Do you think I’m stupid enough to think that you’ll fall to my feet and worship me? I’m so honest I let cashiers or bank tellers no when they’ve given me to much change back. These are the events that transpired before I left for Mexico. I was put in a hospital because devil entered a police officer, he said some weird things to scare me, I took off running to get away, He accused me of choking someone when I really only pulled arm and asked for help. It was all a setup. I was hauled of to hospital, I was medicated (drugged) lost my full healing of mind, became a nerd again (lost potential), Lost spirit comfort and revelations, eventually lost memory of miracles in my life and my testimony and eventually my purity, and nearly lost my soul again. This is 1 year later, the events that took place to force my leaving. 2/22/08- I’m starting to believe in God again due to 2 dreams when evil spirits were attacking me and I felt paralyzed- just like I use to get. I fought them off, went to lighted hall and felt terror/ fear. Also tormented verbally. Got no sleep that night. The next day felt spirit in chest after tears for sex addiction with E. Need to choose what inspiration I obey and believe to prevent another episode. I went from 150% Christian to 100% atheist to 100% Christian again. All evidence is coming back through Holy Spirit of God (all my dreams and healings- details of episode). I had a spiritual blood baptism to be purified and sanctified- no lustful dreams or desires for 2 years, and spiritual brain surgery on my brain to transform me from a nerd lacking intelligence to the smartest man in the world full of potential. I doubt a miracle has happened like that since the beginning of time. I had lost my healing though due to hospital stay and being purified and sanctified due to being deceived into having sex with my wife again. Eli said, “I banish you ,” to an evil spirit in her dream and she says I’m crazy for my spiritual experiences. I’m talking to myself and answering my own questions through the spirit again. My ability to remember my dreams is what did it (got me to believe in God again). To obtain this ability I would always tell myself, I will remember my dreams, before I went to sleep each night and I started remembering my dreams. Need to forgive those who have deceived me and done this to me. I now have overwhelming evidence that there is a God- from all my evil spirit dreams to remembering when Holy Spirit performed surgery on my brain, to being spiritually baptized in blood of Jesus, to evil spirits attacking me when awake in Guatemala as a missionary. Pray to remember more- the evil doctor Steve Sigler in St. George facility who was responsible for sending me to Provo hospital Pray for the welfare of my eternal soul and others. 2/23/08- told go (go and do) by Spirit. Faith is an action word. Felt moses when I said I would name a son Moses. Just get a job says Stacey in a dream. Will testify to everyone. Go and sin no more says Spirit. or a worse thing will come upon you. Man of holiness is my name (getting back my identity). Look away from her with sad Jesus face. Ask myself more questions come up with the answers. I was lost now I’m found- believe and on right path more or less. I got up the courage to wash dishes, something I didn’t even think I could do my confidence and ability was so low. I believed I could do it ( wash dishes) because I knew God believed in me. A job? Take showers again. Remember the hate the devil has for you- felt intense hatred of evil for me. 2/25/08- Had another evil spirit dream this one of the Jezebelic sprit around my waist- felt deep terror / evil, need to get rid of. Then brain was taken over / damaged by evil spirits (eating my brain and making my sentences and thoughts disjointed and muddled). They’ve been waiting for me to wake up to destroy me and punish me for having sex with E. I know for sure God and Jesus are real (felt spirit confirmation from reading scriptures- asked is this all true?). I need to forsake all lust and sex with wife. What to do- fast? I’m receiving punishment for sins- throwup and vomiting, also brain damage and no sleep because of torments (basically a living nightmare that I’m going through). Always remember today. Chessmatch with the devil, whats my next move? Devote life to Lord. Must endure to the end even if I have dementia or something awful. Do not touch her. Never forget today. No lust or sex at all cost- preach, preach, send flyers of my testimony like I did before. You have to work here on earth. Eat nothing she fixex, small portions, a fig bar a day and infection ( I had a life threatening infection that started in bladder/ stomach and spread to whole body, no sleep, lots of physical pain as well). Spirit also tells me no more pills/ medication causing side effects. There really was an evil spirit sent by the Lord to Saul, its all true (evil spirits) I realize that again- I have awoken from a deep slumber. Keep the Sabbath day Holy says Holy Spirit. Sin no more less a worse thing come upon thee. All my days I will serve thee diligently – passing out flyers, thinking about doing good not about lust, dream seeds, scriptures fasting and prayer, church and testimony bearing. Lord I pray that Elisha will receive a witness of these things if it be for the welfare of our souls and your will. I Received witness a burning or glowing feeling in chest of Holy Spirit that brought me to tears from scriptures today.(from Book of Mormon). Fasted whole day, no tv.(there’s a formula here for people interested in getting a testimony) I know for 100% sure its true I’m not crazy its Jesus- I won’t be deceived by man or devil. The scriptures are true, I have a memory of all my revelations, miracles and healings- their all true. There really is a God. 2/28/08- Mind problems because spiritually raped, I’m learning my true identity. Cannot sin- was given some blood to purify and sanctify me spiritually . Sex should be used for procreation purposes only- a word of caution to everyone- unless you want tok live the nightmare I’m living. Not eating till 3 or 4 in day then scriptures then brake fast is inspiration I’m getting. I made you a Eunuch for the kingdom of heave’s sake. I’m giving her up and that’s final. Now just me where to go. 2/30/08- when I am oppressed by evil I receive inspiration (rewarded for suffering). It could have been the devil as an angel of light that told me to go to Mexico. Need to think with my head to not be deceived- what are my options? Spirit tells me to stay up all night due to satanic attacks. I pray for power/ protection and it is given. Get a group of elders to pray for me? Experiencing heavy spiritual warfare. Spirit enlightens me- The evil of drugs in mental hospital. Remembering Spanish lady tormented because of mind- altering drugs. Recalling that someone told me their schizophrenia was caused by having sex. The drugs are altering brain, not allowing Spirit’s influence in mind thus causing unbelief and eventual loss of faith maybe loss of soul as well- the evil of these medications and the mental health system- treated like a number, little food, shut up inside, people need to go outside. Those drugs mess with chemicals in the mind. My healing and Spirit was taken from me, a loss of my testimony and faith eventually almost lost everything. It must be a right patients have to refuse medication- it is a terrible injustice, not just that- it’s spiritual murder, these people are killing these patients’ souls. The devil set me up big time. I didn’t even have the confidence or ability to wash dishes. The Holy Spirit working and protecting the mind is necessary. I want my people to be free- we need to change the rules so that people have the right to refuse medication in these satanic warehouses for tortured souls they call mental hospitals, they’re being used to destroy people like me- spiritual geniuses or people of great faith. Somebody wake up and do something- change the laws, monitor these places. When you see the power of the devil (evil spirits, torment) you know that God is real. Spirit tells me don’t eat meats. Eat grains not sweets- I was eating a lot of doughnuts and pastries. Spirit tells me, “teach not but repentance,”, “Declare with a loud voice- repent for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.” Tell them Jesus is coming says Spirit. Open wide your mouth to all you see. No food till 3 or 4 then just a figbar, eat small portions everyday get use to it. I beat the devil for a little while, then the d. came back and took away my purity and harassed me mentally again, the nightmare continues. I thought all was lost (much intelligence was taken again) but it was restored back to me later- another miracle. I will always know that God is real and 3 Nephi 18 (go to church and take sacrament oft) is real. The Jedi diet- no meat, fast till 3, grain bars and proteins, and wheat. No more hamburgers hot dogs, milk, pop, cookies. Child of the devil will turn away kids from the truth. 3/01/08- Had a dream of a black guy who had 10 girls/ dates and smiling and a good place to live. Spirit says if I forsook all I would have more than what I wanted- this man lost his life while preaching in India now he has all he wants/ happiness. I must go to Mexico. I had a dream- I will play a part in destroying evil partly with my revelations such as no sex for other than procreation purposes, let leaders know, was lifted up to fight evil then dead then fireworks (celebration) then the prophet Joseph Smith’s memorial statue (thoughts of Frodo the ringbearer than came). Then evil (evil spirits converged on me) after the dream. 3/02/08- Dream- black guy walks by me and won’t shake my hand. Condemnation dreams for sinning. Gave pearls to swine. Prayed for fear to be taken and replaced with love of God/ man. It matters if you’re pure in heart, not how many times you go to church. You can’t have lust or lustful thoughts even to your wife other than for procreation purposes- be very very careful. The pure in heart- free from lust are Zion. The church of Satan is alive and well in our prisons and mental institutions, many of the prisoners and patients are the most righteous people, letter to George Bush. Lord please take away my fear. He will prepare a way for me to escape. My thoughts are always toward him not tv. or food or lust. I’m not saying you have to be a Mormon to be saved, I’m just saying you must be pure of heart (no lust) to be part of Zion. If you’re a faithful member of another religion, you’re alright, but you would be missing out on a lot. No lustful thoughts or imaginations even toward wife. Fasting to fight it. Holy Spirit says- Now go and peach my gospel to every tongue and people, be not afraid of him (d.) I will deliver you. I speak a hard thing, only the righteous will be saved. God to church and repent. Jesus is coming, now is the day of your salvation. Only the pure in heart ( no lust or lustful imaginations) will be saved. Your temple must be the temple of the Holy Ghost not the temple of evil lust spirits. 3/05/08- It was a great opportunity- dreaming of Jesus like miracles arise you are healed to people of Mexico, all my needs would have been taken care of- housing etc. by God. Must be ever vigilant from lust and (d.). Come when you’re called- go to Mexico. Now d. given power to take away more intelligence and gifts. Would have had spirit guide. Miracles/ thousands to Jesus/ church. Pray to be purified and sanctified that you may not be tempted. Nephi preached gospel to everyone. Hold on until you are perfected. I will make you great, I forgive you. 3/06/08- I will provide away for you to escape- given a temporary blood cleansing to protect me (my mind from being destroyed further). I will not suffer the d. to accomplish his will against you. Had a vision of a latin woman crying for a soul gone to heck- her husband. (this is what will happen if you don’t go). In the least degree you’ve tasted when I’ve withdrawn my spirit- need to repent. Forsake e and more later. Slothful- must arise with sun or 7-8 and he would have been with me. The d. is thorn in my flesh to buffet me if lazy. :Prayed for courage. Men must be pure of heart without lustful thoughts or imaginations. I’ve suffered a lot in my life because of lust. You’ve humbled yourself because of e. It is finished, get out of here. You have humbled yourself to my will. Felt spirit after testifying to wife of importance of purity- a godly man to heaven, a lustful man to heck. Concern for the welfare of her soul= spirit/ true love. Your souls at stake. Cry repentance, Jesus coming, pure in heart, go to church take sacrament, church, BOM, baptized, no tv. 3/08/08- Had dream of being 1 of 6 great prophets chosen to preach, then I was given godly fear to leave, then a dream of neighbor getting mad at me and shooting me- I got the message, I’m in danger, need to leave, d. destroying my mind. 3/08/08- Had feeling of spirit real strong that protected me at night. Get the out of the midst of her. Don’t think just do it. Prison- d. wants to throw me in to stop my progression and mission. I gave you a keen and alert mind because you asked. My desire will be granted- oh that I were an angel and could cry repentance unto every soul and convince them of purity and the consequences for not keeping your mind pure. I hate her love you. Do you want this spirit feeling? Then leave it says. Think of as a vacation. Receive a hundredfold if forsake wife. She will be punished she wants your destruction. The devil comes as a thief in the night to destroy me. Because of your love for Jesus from Matthew I was given spirit protection. 3/10/08- Received 2 witnesses of Holy Spirit to tears that I did the right thing- gave mobile home widow Spirit says- this shall be a memorial to me wherever this gospel is preached- symbolic of what I did. Then I had a strange dream in which the devil and his angels had no power over me or to tempt me. Then as waking, attacked by many evil spirits- Saw what looked like a 3d halogram of a man who looked like Jesus rebuking the evil spirits ganged up on me- they instantly left. Then an image of a woman appeared (the first time that’s happened by the way) and she said to me, “When will you join the battle (the battle for souls)? I was stunned in awe. 3/11/08- Felt d. power all over me attracting evil spirits . Holy Spirit promises me- Spirit will descend on me in Mexico. Devils will try to stop me from going. Teach Mexicans from testimony paper, to save soul- be pure in heart/ show faith and get baptized/ church, pray to be purified and sanctified. Now you know your true identity- movies about me so world would love me, spirit said friend / Jesus, preferred before me, Joeseph and Mary my parents, same identity, same desires, the son of man must be lifted up, then the gospel preached in its fullness. Talk like Christ- marvel not. Believe I am and will do works after faith (saving souls). Not sent to Gentiles hardened hearts but to lamanites. Will suffer tribulation but by and by success, will regret leaving wife. Many souls at stake, says spirit, many souls will be lost if you don’t go. 3/12/08- Life is one big chessmatch between good and evil, me and d. Thought of next moves while in spirit. God is ultimate chessmaster. Need to get up by 8 to keep mind alert. Made a solemn promise to go to Mexico today. Stoned and tortured in this country. Felt fear from God to leave again. Saw a dream of Stacey and felt impression he was okay. Then had a dream of a man holding a dying bleeding eagle- that’s you says spirit. I want to help you. I was in the bathroom and saw a blind ant confused and going I all directions not knowing where to go. The spirit says, “see that blind ant, so shall they be who fight against Zion the pure in heart- fear not”. 3/20/08- If you do not repent unto his desires. I was entangled in sin again after hospital because believed man’s lies and d. that sex is okay in marriage no matter the circumstance. Punished with crazy dreams from master. Felt impressed that in a few days prison/ labor/ gadianton robbers rape wife. Do not be afraid got to Mexico. I feel their hatred for me- they spit in my eye- evil spirits. Marvel not for I am sent to save that which is lost, who am I, I left everything, this is the price of your soul, take your cross and follow me. Need to get out of d’s house. I point the way to eternal life. This is the path you need to take otherwise you will go to heck. Do you want to suffer the pain of heck? What in heck do you want? This is the way to heaven- my testimony. All you have to do is look and be saved. Felt spirit for passing out flyers at Laundromat.The wisdom of the world is exalted. Julius Caser- why fear death, just enjoy life. Because your soul is at stake dummy that’s why you should fear death. The wisdom of God is thought of as nothing (my wisdom). Tomorrow I will deliver you. 4/1/08- Prophecy- things that might happen from Spirit- I will draw all Lamanites to me save the sons of perdition. Read about Jesus in the Gideon Bible and it gave me the spirit- the Gideons have a part in my story as well. Because I was healed again I went up to forsake even my life if necessary to go preach. The spirit had told me- Go to mexico, and preach the gospel to the Lamanites. 4/2/08- Was healed of mind pain and some intelligence restored, stomach pain healed as well as eye pain so I went fastingand had no problems all though met a false prophet named Joseph Maddai in bus from Cedar to Las Vegas. I just happened to sit next to him, he said God gave him a vision of me sitting next to him and telling him which church was true. I was in awe of course, and proceeded to testify that I knew that the Mormon church was true and that we had the ordinances and proper authority to allow him to enter the highest level of heaven. I also said if he didn’t go to church there could be serious consequences, possibly losing his soul- referring to the experience I had of almost losing my soul for not going to church or taking the sacrament. Then I told him of all the blessings and healings that had happened to me as a result of being obedient to that commandment. He produced a Joeseph Smith book that he said he had been studying. He said he was a man of God, a prophet sent to help me in my mission to preach. He had various scriptures memorized about how angels could appear to men and being obedient to the man of God and the Holy Spirit. I must admit I did feel the Holy Spirit as I was testifying to him so thought he was an okay person. He was very respectful, an intelligent talker, and a good personality- he even told the bus driver to wait for a passenger at one of the rest stops (St. George). He proceeded to give me a sob story about how he needed a thousand dollars to get his wife into the United States from Africa- he was black and had a Benny Hinn kind of accent. I felt sorry for him, but explained I didn’t have the money to help him out. Then we proceeded to talk some more and he finally convinced me to give him the money after he told me some things about my life that no one could know- he knew about some of the revelations I had like for instance that I had the revelation that I represented the character Frodo in the Lord of the Rings Movie and that I had an important mission to perform. I asked him if I were a Savior, he said no but you’re a prophet from the lineage of the prophets. He also had information about some friends I had had where they were and how they were doing, also that I had written a book and other details no one could have known about me. I was convinced he was a prophet or an angel. He then gave me a story that he worked for Enron or some big company that went down and lost his money but that he was getting a big check and that he would pay me back even give me more- I think he said like 20k extra and an suv for me to travel around in. I bought it hook line and sinker because of the miracles I thought he did- he seemed to have the spirit of prophecy like he was talking to someone who knew all about me. Also his personality was really affable and likeable not proud or condescending in any way, and a great command of the bible, memorized stories and sermons, he was like the Christian preachers I had seen on tv, very eloquent I finally agreed to give him the money thinking I was being obedient to God in order to receive a great blessing- this was a test of my faith. So we went to the nearest casino near the bus stop in Vegas- I withdrew the money and gave it to him, He called me again when I got to El Paso and said he was going to send me the money and an extra 20k but that he needed another thousand. So I wired him 1000 through the western union there in El Paso. Then he told me to get on a plane to Vegas to meet him for the money. So I did that- I went to Vegas and met him at the New York New York casino building where he had some friends. They all talked about how on fire for Jesus and the gospel they were and I saw them do some kind of secret handshake that was actually a miracle a sign they had between themselves. By this time I was a little suspicious but when he asked to go to the wells fargo bank and withdraw another thousand I obliged. So in all I gave him a little more than 3 thousand expecting a big return on my money. I rode back to Cedar City on the bus. Before leaving though was told by the spirit that certain men at the bus stop were Gadianton robbers thieves in a secret combination, they all seemed to be staring at me as if they knew who I was. I was a little fearful. I saw some give me a sign that they do with their eyes and mouth right out of some kind of satanic group ritual movie. I was marked. So not only did I meet the false prophets, but I also saw the gadianton robbers whose leader is none other than Satan. They’re the most evil baser fellows. That’s to the extent of my knowledge, but I have always been followed by these secret combinations since in almost every town I’ve been in, apparently they’re everywhere. I was threatened by them in Mexico City. They said they would do me bodily harm if I didn’t go back to my F’n country as they put it. They followed me at every street corner. In Salt Lake City they were everywhere in the church buildings in temple square- we’re taking a big secret operation bent on destroying the church and government and all that oppose Satan. Well anyway, I went back to Cedar City, and he (the false prophet) calls me again. This time the spirit kicks in and tells me what’s going on that he’s scamming me. He wants me to go to Vegas again apparently to give me the money and show him more of his false prophet friends, these guys are really believable by the way, they act and talk real spiritual. I tell him no way are you kiddning and I check the balances on my bank account and three credit cards. All the balances have been zapped, I was totally cleaned out by this guy, a total of about 5k in all, all the remaining balances on my accounts for Capital One like 2k stolen, Bank of America 2k and 500 from my bank account. I called all banks to report fraud immediately, but all say they’ve investigated and determined it was not fraud. My bank sent me a copy of the withdrawal slip and it is obvious to me it has been forged. At least I have some evidence. Also the remaining balance on one of my cards was taken at a casino I had never been at. The other card companies had no information as to the whereabouts of the withdrawals. The grand total that was scammed or stolen from me is about 7k. I called credit agencies to put a freeze on my credit, so that doesn’t get used. How he stole my information- none of my cards were stolen by the way. I think he went in to the bank in Vegas maybe with a cop friend and had them give him my information, account information etc. These guys are very sophisticated and cunning. 4/02/08- Should have not feared and shared testimony with catholic guy. This is the truth. Don’t swear-offensive to God. I perceive you are looking for the true church. Lots of people, lots of evil spirits, alone is prayer and scriptures, and spirit. Talk about Mormons to introduce testimony. It’s not temporal needs, spiritual needs are higher. You have much wisdom don’t let that blind you from the truth. Wisdom puffeth up. At least try the fruit before you reject it. If you’re the man of God you say you are it will be revealed. Greater joy would you have if you believed BOM. Details don’t matter- obey the greater counsel of the Lord. I found the true church said to taxi driver. If you want to go to heck continue sinning, but if you want to go to heaven repent and go to church. Felt spirit with Liz should have said true church. Felt overpowering spirit witness after gave lady my testimony. 4/10/08- expect the unexpected- d. tactics/ tricks, etc prison. The walls have ears- don’t tell anyone my plans until do it- fly to cedar etc. Also don’t blab sacred stuff- prophecy. How to identify them- they have red eyes and are rude, usually darker leathery skin. Also sometimes wear sunglasses and have bad language, sometimes sensitive to light. 4/14/08- took sacrament- no l. demons to give lust.dreams but don’t sin or a worse thing. Keep my Sabbath days Holy He tells me. Had a dream I was taken to places to Brent davies- You need to find God. Another dream- foreshadowing of things to come- light torches banging on door. Jesus suffered it. Another dream- they put me in jail cell. This is what will happen if you don’t leave. Many souls will be lost if you don’t go. Also dreamed of a little pig that kept almost drowning, but each time its head would go under water it was pulled up by a strong man (Daniel Goodwin)- the spirit says, you’re that pig, your name is little pig. 4/28/08- It was extra mile that did it- going to beehive house after rejected. Repent- should have given testimony to taxi driver- I’ve found the true church. Mine is from God. Preach to people in street-repent-true church/ pure in heart or pass out to people or on cars. Free rent members homes. Was diligent today- up at 7:30 and walked far preached till 6:30 and started mind reading and spirit and miracles. Secret combinations following me. Felt spirit and charity to kids. They plant false accusers and accuse me of saying bad things to people, tell me to leave Temple Square. Who am I? Am I God/Jesus? This is unbelievable. Made decision to go Mexico. They’re knocking on my door, following me around. Is my life the Truman Show? This is surreal, and no I’m not the guy on a Beautiful Mind, this is all real. The devil enters woman who was really friendly to me at first, when I share my testimony- You shouldn’t share your testimony she said, and rejected me. 5/15/08- Felt spirit/ charity again from liking yessir- because he talked to me etc. Imagined le amo and abrazo. Punished for following lusts of eyes and for leaving early. Was rewarded in Taxco for staying late preaching. Felt spirit super strong going to church my first Sundays. Early for church/ all wards. Spirit said give her 500 I only gave 200. Bishop was loving at first then devil enters him when he reads my testimony he really looked possessed- spirit tells me it’s a purity issue. I get varied responses from my testimony, some people love it, others get possessed by the devil when they read it. Mind over body- No dogs go to heaven, it says that in scriptures. The great error of the church- we trust in man more than God. If I do what I want I get punished by God, but if I do what God wants me to do its much better. If you don’t have love you won’t enter the kingdom of God. The men of Ninevah will rise up in judgement against us because they repented of worshipping their idols, but we have not repented of worshipping the tv. Me bajaj mi fe- they lower my faith. 6/07/08- I had a dream of deceivers in our church- they were fat with brownish or tan skin in nice fashionable clothes preaching and spreading false doctrine and unimportant doctrine. . This is happening now. I must let the others know. You can’t flirt and have the Spirit. Do not use this power to put down others to make myself feel great/ wise. Only to bring souls/ convince people. *Whatever the devil does to put me down (rumors to emmy) only helps me more because God blesses and makes me even greater and greater (rejected for work). Prayed for anointing/spirit/high intelligence, mj spirit. I am the one. Felt spirit thinking about movies- matrix. Because I had haste to preach he will heal me- suffered from flirting. Spirit warns- if you continue with her you will lose everything. Felt spirit strong when made copies of my testimony. Has anointing so strong felt I was JC or mj. About 3 women grab my arms and my shirt wanting me to buy their tacos. That does not happen in U.S.. Felt loss of spirit because of joking around. Traveling(in bus) gives spirit- more spirit formulas. I’m following the spirit to learn my mission- things I should be doing. 7/03/08- Imagined saying- that’s me, Spiderman, I have spidey sense. You were chosen to meet me. Take up your cross and follow me. And I will make you a hero more than you can imagine. Saw a vision of future- pure virtue healing people thousands believe my message. City to City, wise. Just being with some women takes away the Spirit. I will give you your desires if you do my will first. Had dream of working at a bad job eating gross food. This is the job I would have if continue with her forsaking my mission. Saw my future going down that path and it was bleak. Sometimes I am given comparisons of what will happen in the future not exactly what will happen. The spirit of prophecy often exaggerates or uses comparisons-spirit of prophecy 101. 7/11/08- The god of the broken hearted. If I show faith- preach/ pure-the key /no lust/ sacrament, and pray for it it will happen another healing of mind. Remember Jesus standing and saying I won’t let the d. accomplish his will with you. Moving to a new city, gives more intelligence/ spirit after punished from accepting money from an enemy. Job=inspiration. Received healing from working a job, but first priority sharing my testimony with workers. Shared my experience of mind healing and When God told me that when he comes for this church he will tale me up to heaven because this church has the keys and if I’m pure and loyal he will take me up too. When you do the things God wants first he gives you what you want later. Don’t look for women look for the kingdom of heaven and will be blessed a 100 fold in next life too. Focus on them- preaching not money. Felt spirit and presence of JC he bestows his charity on me for being pure holding out till Sunday, and feeling love to people. Also at church felt love for them, on combi bowels ached for them- how can I leave these your children, in tears. Saw another vision of me suffering as Jesus on cross. For the deceived. You’re ready now to do it- the sacrifice. Don’t worry about your job, worry about the souls of your coworkers. God can give you a better job- to those punished for doing his will. There’s no job shortages with God. There’s no scarcity with God. God is a god of abundance. I challenge the status quo. 7/23/08- Follow me and everything is alright. Look past the face and the intelligence. What do you see? Can you see my heart. I can see your heart. Jose Manuel, lovest thou me more than these? God loves shy people and dumb people too. That’s the way God made me. I’ve been calling you for a long time Hector, its time to go to church. I choose you, follow me. Take up your cross and follow me and I will make you greater than you can imagine. 7/30/08- Because I want to go to heaven not heck, that’s why I go to church. Its not fun in heck, believe me I’ve been there. What in heck do you want? All you have to do is look and you’ll be saved (experiment).. I am the light of this city while I am here. I am the truth. Felt love for Gabby- I love you, and Lisset- ven a mi. Preaching gave anointing. Preaching= anointing. Sacrifice= anointing. I loved her for her hard work. Had compassion felt spirit/ charity. Love felt for them talking to me. Spirit says, I will triumph over all my enemies because I’m like him/ think like him. Oh. Lord keep me from sin. I’m the only one who believes its possible. I’m the only one who knows how to be purified and sanctified. I’ve done miracles bigger than this. I don’t believe in limitations only possibilities. Your brothers and sisters are dying spiritually and you don’t want to show them the way? You’re a murderer and you’re judging me? To do miracles- pray everyday for/ show love affect lives/ preach/ share testimony/ work a job and share wisdom and experience of healing/ pure hold out till Sunday I’m the only one who can do it my mission-purified sanctified, miracles, faith, wisdom, believes its possible, willing to leave everything, obeys God not man. Intelligence and love not a woman. Worked when felt lust and went away. 8/27/08- I woke up and saw what’s going on again with secret combos- I am the chosen one. The one. I see the path- preaching everyday late, faith, haling of mind, sprit, charity, leads to healings souls saved to cross. His desires in this life (preach), my desires in next life or mold my desires to his. No woman= intelligent. In the matrix (referring to the movie) felt spirit/ intelligence/cool/spirit/ lindo/happy again. 8/30/08- Discovering the spirit of greatness, How to get the spirit of greatness- prayed for/ preached/ brought forth fruit. Dream Seeds bring spirit of greatness/ inspiration- thought- Saucedo saying he’s a prophet. The guys at the taller (mechanic shop) getting baptized. Angel visits them says you have brought condemnation on your house. Pictured I’m not worthy before thee oh magnificent God . Jesus pleading for me. Singing praises to him. Forgive me father. Take it away. I commit to being alone preaching. To tears with spirit. Why me? I’m rejected and despised. I need you song. Envisioned God and Jesus, humble too, not worthy. 1/9/09- Spirit left when talked about women. It was stolen- my intelligence, personality/ favor with people. Rejection of women= spirit of inspiration and greatness. Fire comes out of my mouth when I speak. Pictured giving testimony to person who rejected me and felt sprit charity for enemies. Felt charity again for Javier for his sufferings and sins. Was spirit filled after giving tomatoes to woman. Take the sword. I am the king. Everyone is against me- the whole world wants me to give up and just go home. When will you join the battle? I have to beat the hippos. Because of grand thoughts of Frodo, etc came spirit of greatness/ inspiration. This day you are my son/ noble/ king, no lust. Not nervous because realized I was more intelligent wise. Follow me and men of purity I will make you, men of miracles. I raised you from the sheepcote (nerd/rejected) to a great man (speaker/preacher) bringer of souls. When I speak I speak not of things of this world but another. What my Father has told me I tell you. I am the head. . Faith- fruit preaching/ work/wisdom, plus purity, w dreams, purified=healing/miracles. The only perfect man- the spirit tells me. If thou wilt be perfect… And all heaven was stunned/ silenced at a nerd king/ hero/ my faith and all bow the knee. Whose the king? Every knee shall bow and every tongue confess. Where is the king? Said the angel.. God restores 10 times what the devil takes so reject me. Pray to remember how I silenced all heaven. Imagine being healed presence of Jesus/ Holy Spirit and read D&C healing again. I’m Luke Skywalker and I want my father back. I’m the jedi. No one wants me to be king but God. It was part of a plot to destroy me, my mind everything. 9/12/08- Had spirit intelligence from talking to people because talked with friendly old guy showed love for his welfare (getting baptized) and shared pamphlets. On again and attracted people smile face charisma, spirit/ wisdom. I have committed all power into your hands this day- thought from God. The d. says you can have it-the sacrifice. Went from depressed dumb to smart loving spirit. Felt it for war heroes. 9/15/08- I didn’t love them like I love you father. Asked why did he leave (the spirit). skimming through unimportant stuff in d and c. Because I had love for the welfare of his soul even though rejected I was blessed. Just loved him. He raises me makes me stronger for feeling rejection. The Lord of Hosts wishes to enter. Will you let the king of kings enter? 9/18/08- The bewitching hour is 9 am any later than that getting up and the sprit leaves. When will he be the king I know he is the king I see inside. Life is hard so we would learn to trust in God. I was always told growing up the formula for success is work. My dad told me that everyday. But all I got from just working was tired depressed sick, not able to hold a job or find one. What I didn’t realize was that for me God was the formula for success for me.Leaning on God, using the power of t he Spirit was how I was able to survive and be happy. Nobody ever taught me real wisdom. Why? Because nobody real has it. I found God at age 22 after I used the Spirit Formula, fasting for 3 days reading scriptures. Before that God was just some distant fantasy for me. God came into my life and saved me after I made the effort to find him. Had faith not sad that Saucedo might reject me- he’ll give me more friends even better. So reject me. Come on I dare you. I was lowered by bad spirits lust dream, but my friends gave me a good dream- spirit tells me to give a kidney to a guy. I say I will and feel spirit to tears others in tears too. This is an example of the back and forth battle I’ve had all my life. Evil hates me destroys me then God saves me. 9/20/08- its in the thoughts spirit comes- started again from speaking speech thoughts- I took you from the sheepcote to being king of all Israel: Feed my sheep. I raised you up to be a leader. This day you dine with a king. Hoy es el dia de su salvacion. On fire. Was blessed for rejection, felt spirit, they hate me reject me, humble.. Because I went out and did something- make copies. Because I stayed and talked with her, loved her, gave spirit. what is the secret of the prophets- to know God, and to know the mind of God- he wants souls for his kingdom. What does this world lack- wisdom. Affecting lives gives spirit- some day your are going to want to know the truth. You have to do the sacrifices necessary to gain favor with God/ get closer to God. to have revelation. For everything bad that happens, something good happens- evil spirits led to inspiration. 9/23/08- LOVE- felt spirit because of love for woman wanting to help her for her salvation, her problems about not going to church that would stop her from being blessed and possibly cost her eternal life.. It’s a commandment to go to church take sacrament. Must be baptized by proper authority and priesthood to enter highest level of heaven. Got to doubt- anxiety- God told me if they say things/ reject me he would bless me and punish them. God loves all his children and will punish those who reject you. Those thoughts are from the enemy, he doesn’t want you to go to church, because you’ll be blessed. Then love felt strong almost to tears- look at the marks in my hands, I would die for you. I am the beloved son. Feed my sheep, I was an hungered… When are you going to take up your cross and follow me? So I’m asking you when, when? I love you. I speak the truth. I just want to help you, save you from torment/ your soul. Closer to God for spirit and he tells you things. Guide of the spirit, God has told me J.S was a prophet. I felt the spirit many times reading the stories in this book and when it says only true and living church. Show a little faith. 9/23/08- I can teach you to be prophets, but you have to have the desire. That’s the last thing the devil wants. Miracles, spirit of prophecy, preaching the gospel. I discovered a formula that I used to get spirit power of God, wisdom, favor, and to achieve my goals in life- its called the Spirit Formula. Pray for w dreams, progress ot purified and sanctified. Take sacrament to quell urges. Teach from my book- spirit=happiness, cross life’s bridges in the mind first, go to mountains to read/ get inspiration, move to sacred place no sin not mobile homes, mas sabios viven in casas buenas. I’m on the rise- gaining intelligence, love for people / christs love to help them their welfare of their soul. I’m a doctor of the soul. I fix souls. My treasures are in the heavens. I’ve made the greatest discovery of the 21st century. We have to ask God what did I do to lose the spirit. Didn’t love them, thought of yourself not my purposes (bring souls to me etc.) I’m here to show you the wisdom of God, not quote scriptures or leader. One person trying to discourage me from preaching said, imagine your joy with just one soul that you bring to Jesus. Why don’t you just worry about yourself. I replied, imagine your joy if you should bring many souls to Christ. Now do you understand why I’m here? What you believe becomes your reality. Like a tire- the game is in the thoughts- the spirit of greatness/ inspiration. The wants us to feel lower than, put us down. I’ve discovered spirit admires us think I’m great not lowly. I want to help you achieve a level higher than what you’re on. I want to teach you about how the Holy Spirit is. It (he) admires us , wants us to be great. There is a rule higher than all- he that loseth his life shall find it. He that findeth his life shall lose it. I am the teacher of teachers. You soy el maestro de maestros. How do you learn wisdom- I’ve already answered that with many formulas. Everything the devil does to lower you, God will use to your benefit. I was always considered dumb, until I finally learned wisdom through Spirit formula. I don’t want your money, I want your heart. Asked for wisdom/ love/ healing/ spirit of greatness- thought of reading minds, people believing me, saying I will teach you to be prophets. It’s in the thoughts (greatness) .He gives it to you for church, pure, preaching, scriptures, gives you favor/ spirit. We can’t think lustful thoughts. The hope of the world. I never lose. They’ve thrown me in hospitals but they will never beat me. 9/24/08-spirit again- I’m the teacher, I deserve it- they call you the teacher- I will teach you to be a teacher, a real teacher. The stone the builders rejected is now the head of the cornerstone and is it marvelous in your eyes? If he steals my book, God will give me another one. Spirit says that desire Saucedo asking me to go home is from the devil. Will you leave me too? I said to Jesus/ spirit to tears. I’m like Zacheus, a hobbit. Jesus is living again through me? 9/25/08- That’s why I know all the answers to the big questions in life- the spirit gives you the answer when you have the mind of the spirit from reading the scriptures/ preaching. That’s how you get wisdom, wisdom is born of desire. Everything in life is born of desire. That’s a principle that changed my life. You will never hear another man teach the things I teach. You’re not going to find this in any manual or in the Bible. Never a man spake as this man. Whatever the devil does just makes me stronger. Rejected by man = loved by God (Leah, Joseph). Bring fruits/preaching ask for purity no lust thoughts. Little by little we can rise to level of Christ. Grace for Grace, it’s a process. 9/26/08- No me quieres, no me amas? You don’t love me? I gave my life for you. Look at the marks in my hands. I gave my body and my blood for you. Who am I? Who am I? Spirit tells me he was angry. I ask, “were you angry?” Surprised he said he was. I didn’t come to bring peace. The things I say will split up families. The wife will rise up against the husband and the husband against the wife for the things I say. I tell it like it is and some people don’t like that. They are chanting my name in the spirit world. There’s only a little time left to complete my mission. No me llamo elder ray, me llamo el rey de los reyes. Fight for me- I’m Luke Skywalker and I want my father back. Need to spend more time on praying to remember how I figured out how to be pure before. Who are you to teach us, they say. We have titles, we’re doctors and lawyers and bishops. One bishop told me where’s your authority and power, I have a certificate signed by such and such a leader. I replied, “ My certificate of power comes from the blood of Jesus Christ all over my body and soul. My authority comes from the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, you think you have more authority than me? “ I can part the red sea if God tells me too. I can make you deaf, dumb, and blind if he gives me the command. I’ve been called directly by god to be a prophet and preacher of the gospel of Jesus Christ. I’ve got a title greater than yours, I have the title of Jesus Christ on my forehead can’t you see it? My name is Jesus Christ. I was bought and paid for by his blood. The prostitutes and sinners will enter the kingdom of heaven before you. They repented at the preaching of John the Baptist. But you hypocrites wouldn’t repent of your pride and worshipping your rules and your order. You don’t let others enter the kingdom of heaven because you don’t love them, you reject them because of your pride and jealousy and selfishness. You forget the most important things like actually caring about the welfare of the soul of your neighbor and preaching and concentrate on less important rules like tithing just like the Pharisees of old and then you judge me, go figure. Who’s the king now, the rich man or the beggar? Who said send Lazarus to take away my torment? Do you want to go to heck? Do you remember a man named Jesus? I want you to be Jedi’s. I want you to be prophets, that receive revelation from God. If you want to learn the Spanish language, first learn to get the Holy Spirit. I want to know what behind the façade, the lies, and the hypocrisy. Tell me the truth. What is it you don’t like about me? Why do you think you’re better than me. This has nothing to do with your stupid rules. What was the sin of the pharoses? Pride. There’s always going to be Pharisees and there’s always going to be Christs. They always want to lower the chosen one. History repeats itself. Do you have any interest in your salvation. It doesn’t matter the IQ level, but the level of your heart. It’s not important the type of personality you have, but the type of heart you have. It’s not the color of your skin, but the color of your heart. It’s not your intelligence quota, but your spiritual quota. It’s not how much money you have, its how much love you have. It’s not how many cars you have in the driveway, its how many souls you have brought to Jesus. It’s not important how cool you are, but how wise you are. The world just doesn’t get it. No, I don’t give inspiration, I am inspiration. I guarantee you won’t enter my kingdom if you don’t have the desire to search for the truth. How much does God love this woman. How beautiful is her heart? All my life I have suffered the stupidities and hypocrisy of men. This woman since I met her has been talking to me, telling me jokes, giving me something to eat. How much does God love this woman? I’m giving you my hand. I want you to be in my kingdom. Take my hand. I have the truth. What I say unto one I say unto all- take up your crosses and follow me. He that is born of God cannot sin for his seed remaineth in him. Full of the spirit and virtue a celestial body changes into a celestial glory. Crucify the flesh daily Deny yourself. Deny your body, your desires. If the Holy Ghost isn’t in our temple the enemy is in our temple. If you can’t feel the spirit, you’re doing something wrong. Those who don’t want me to be king will be cast out, I will put them beneath my foot. Those who lower me will be severly punished, those who raise me will be highly blessed. There’s always a Christ and there’s always Pharosees. I have to achieve totally purity- w dreams, no m. He paid a big price for me, but he said it was worth the trouble because I have a servant that will fight for me. He chose the lowest man to defeat the most powerful man. Less of me, more of thee. Less physical exercise, more spiritual exercise. Less tv, more scriptures. Less sports, more preaching. Less work, more church. The battle is for the souls of men. How can we do miracles? Through fasting. How many days have you fasted? There’s something worse than hunger, its called being without the spirit. There’s a disease worse than gastritis, its called spiritual death. There’s something worse than being unpopular its called being unsaved. There’s something worse than losing your job, its called losing your soul. There’s something worse than being in church, its called being in hell. It’s not important how your face looks but how your heart looks. Its preaching/ talking to people, learning after with Spirit how to love them and what to say to bring Christ’s spirit of love. We often forget the most important story ever told. 2/26/09- It is my right to reign. I’ve suffered hospital, rejection for d.’s taking my intelligence. Master, healing preaching, consume with plagues, sword of truth, reading minds. --***Speech. I get a lot of flak for this- for saying my name is Jesus Christ. In the presence of all Israel and the angels of heaven I proclaim my identity. I am not ashamed to bear the name of Jesus Christ. I am Jesus Christ. If you think about it, all of us should have taken upon us the name of Jesus Christ when we were baptized. Aren’t all those who are called by God to preach the gospel given the name of Jesus Christ? If you reject me, you’re not rejecting me, your rejecting Jesus; the very man you say you love and worship. I want each one of you to confess- my name is Jesus Christ. Say it. I’ve got the greatest mission of my time. Don’t you think its possible that there could be another deliverer of his people of these times like Moses? Someone asked me, how should I invest my money for retirement. I said, invest in me, invest in Jesus. Think about it. If you had invested in Jesus or gave to him or his ministry, how rich would you be now? You’d probably be the richest man in the world. You’d probably make Bill Gates look like a sap sucker. If you invest in me, I don’t promise you a 2% or 3% return, I promise you a 1000% return on your money. Some ministries promise you a two- fold or even a 10 fold return on your money. I’ve even heard some say 100 fold, but I’m promising a 1000 fold or more. Why? I’ve got the greatest mission of my time, I’m the deliverer, the chosen one. I will explain more. Some people preach save your money, I preach just the opposite. I preach if you want to be rich, give it all away. Why? Because I know it works, Jesus is not a liar. He said sell that you have and give alms. Sell that you have and give it to the poor and take up your cross and follow me and you will be blessed a hundred fold and have life everlasting. Give and it shall be given unto you. Pressed down and flowing over. I was a regular/ real boy. I have been purified and sanctified. But now I have the passions of men again. I preach a absolute purity. Through faith asking for it, it was given. *Rewarded for resisting lust with wisdom. Anther sanctifying and healing? That’s why brought here? You have to earn it- purified and sanctified, healing of mind/ intelligent. I’m the comeback kid. It’s possible to lose half your brain and then have it restored. I’ve done it. It is the will of the Father that I am a normal man right now. It is the will of God that I struggle- it wasn’t meant to be easy for me, to claim my throne, my position. I lost that thanks to a clever trick by the adversary I want to teach people to be spiritual giants, geniuses, prophets, seers, and revelators. Bringing fruits is key in the process. Why quote someone who’s dumber than you? I’m not here to teach you how to quote great men, but to show you how to be great men. I’ve suffered more than man should suffer. I’m not talking 4 squared minus 2 squared. I have had sex. I have had masterbation. Oh no. It’s a matter of trust. It’s saying God I trust you enough to postpone my desires for a later reward. I admit to you my true identity, my mission, and my purpose. No one is better than anyone else, and if we think we’re better than others God will punish us. God is the only judge/ JC. Our job is to love people unconditionally, nothing more. I’m not here to show you how smart I am and how dumb everyone else is. If you can’t see my potential, you need a magnifying glass. We must all hang together, or we will all hang separately. The hypocrites will pick us off one by one and there won’t be any honest, good people left. If you know anyone using their power to put down other people or spreading gossip about another person, let me know. I will personally bust their chops. We can’t tolerate hypocrites in power. I’ll sick God on em, then love em to death. I’ve been a bully buster since birth. I’ve been bullied because I am smitten and afflicted of the devil. Together, united, we can beat the hypocrites. We’re Americans. We’re not robots, we’re Americans. You know who the real nerds are, the real losers in our society are the hypocrites. They’re the real dumb, selfish losers. Because I had an intelligence deficiency or mentally disadvantaged. Jesus said if you don’t love your brother, you don’t love me. A hypocrite is someone who points the finger at others or uses their power to lower others. The measure of a man is not what ins he has committed or where he has stumbled, but the desires of his heart and his destination. Do I put fear in the heart of every hypocrite? But that’s not my mission, my mission in life is to preach and bring souls to Jesus. I’m like Jesus, I expose those snively, finger pointing gossiping hypocrites for what they are. Why do hypocrites hate me? Why do you think? I was the kid the bullies picked on for years. I am Moses. I am Jesus Christ. When a bully smells weakness he attacks. They don’t pick on the rich and powerful. We cannot tolerate bullies picking on the weak. My purpose is not to break the jaw of the wicked. In shower- weapon, pretend, ticket to heck, lost my soul, I still love them. I want you to understand what a hypocrite is. A hypocrite pretends to be like Jesus and says he loves all men, but really doesn’t- he hates them. The favorite weapon of a hypocrite is gossip and using the rules to destroy others. Hypocrites are the real losers. Why? Because they’re getting a one-way ticket to heck for all they’ve done to people like me. They just don’t realize it. They’re so stupid they think that if they reject and cause someone else to fall they won’t be punished for it. I’ve suffered at the hands of hypocrites in power all my life. They pretend to be like Jesus, they say they love all their brothers and sisters, but they don’t. Sometimes my presence is enough to destroy a hypocrite. Why? Because God sees that I show love for hypocrites, while they are trying to tear me down. The weapon of a hypocrite is hate. Their gossip is really a form of hate. I’ve been in some wards where just my presence destroys and exposes hypocrites. Why? Because God loves me so much, he punishes hypocrites severly for what they do to me. I show them love while they show me hate. Who would you punish if you were God? The only people who can read minds are true men of God. The favorite behavior of a hypocrite is to point the finger. We need to confront bullies and tell them to repent. We need to tell leaders about whats going on. I’ve suffered more than you can imagine at the hands of hypocrites. Why? So that the wicked may be condemned and the righteous rewarded. Resisted lust sad hopeless, but then went away. The secret combinations in our church that are trying to destroy it are a bunch of hypocrites. We must pluck the spoil out of their teeth and and give it to the righteous. I would like to talk to you of higher things like how to be prophets, seers, and revelators. How to do miracles and stuff like that, but I feel I must chastise some of you for ignorance. We must put in men who are Christlike, men who love all of their brothers and sisters. I’m trying to reach my goal of being perfected again, purified and sanctified. They have judged me for the ways I’ve been deceived by man. Sometimes we have to use our imagination in order to think of how to do miracles. Who accept other people regardless of their personality flaws or weaknesses, foibles, imperfections. If you are a hypocrite there is still time to repent- get on your knees and ask for forgiveness for what you’ve done to your brothers. There is hope for you. Of how I make them look stupid, spank their sorry little behinds. *I should have been given a Nobel Prize for what I’ve done. But all I’ve gotten is a bunch of crap from hypocrites. I’ve discovered formulas that allow anyone to be a genius, prophet, seer, or revelator, or do miracles. Just fulfilling the commandment to love another is a start. If hypocrites are in power people are not going to be treated fairly. Hypocrites do not have the spirit of love, do not know the mind and will of God, and worship rules not God. When hypocrites are in power everyone suffers. When Christlike men are in power everyone gets blessed. We should give power and authority only to Christlike men. Yes, I am the better man, and the better man should be in power. Yes we are Gods and sons of Gods. Humble, anyone can be the greatest man who ever lived, my message. I am totally transparent. I’m not going to lie to you. Yes, I have had sex, and yes I have masterbated. The most Chrsitlike man should be in power. The best man should be in power not he worst. What good is it going to do if everyone does miracles, is a prophet, a celestial being, I don’t like some people, I want them to go to heck. I don’t want nerds being geniuses. What good is it if everyone gets saved, becomes a prophet, does miracles, becomes a God? Could you think of anything better than that? Socially awkward, low intelligence and social intellignce level. If a nerd can do it why can’t you? No speaking ability, money. If I were a fat lazy cat like everyone else I would not have been motivated to beat the hypocrites. If rich, I wouldn’t have relied on the Lord, Lord wouldn’t have been able to bless me. It’s because I’m better than them I’ve always wondered why a threat. Do you know what adultery is? The most Christlike man should be king. When I’m around hypocrites don’t have a cloak for their sin. Jesus is coming. It’s time to get ready. If you haven’t learned to be pure be pure. This is just for the record. If you are men of courage and honor I need your help. There are secret combinations at work trying to overthrow this church. But I’m the only one that knows about that. Wherever great men go there are always rumors. I came to this world to show everyone that even a nerd could be like Jesus Christ, do what he did. By the way teach your kids what masterbation is, that’s very important. Who would I boss around? We don’t everyone being prophets. My only disability is that I’m a nerd and I’ve had intelligence stolen from me by the devil. Hypocrites really aren’t stupid people they’re just deceived into thinking they can get away with putting down and rejecting others. We don’t need the court jester in power, The hypocrites who have persecuted or put me down will suffer more than they can imagine. I am the one who discovered the glitch in the Matrix. Spiritual nitwit. I don’t want you to go to heck. I am the anti-bully. Ring of power- had strong intelligence- realized they were part of secret combos those guys to beat give out papers about them to people in power. God chose his hero(me). If you have a wicked ruler the people become wicked. Commiting ad with other man’s w, Lisa, take off.the Ranger and become king. Wah, wah, wah, say the hypocrites, he heals on Sundays, he broke this rule, that rule say those little hypocrites. Everything you have is a gift from God. Nothing you have is yours. I’m not a rules guy, I’m a spirit guy. Transformed myself into a winner/ genius. A loser with half a brain. Stupid enough to believe rumors and gossip. There are secret combinations on this earth right now that make the gadianton robbers look like pom pom girls. I teach absolute purity. Sometimes a man has desires. I don’t remember Jesus going to dunkin doughnuts, do you? You’re going to end up in the great and spacious building where all the hypocrites are. Teach them to love, faith. I couldn’t get a girl to talk to me let alone a date. And laugh your brains out. Comedy is for people who don’t have wisdom. What’s love got to do with it? Love is God. Without love (charity the pure love of Christ) you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. Have I ever been treated for the God I am? I don’t think so. When you look at someone on the wrong path and your heart aches that’s when you know you’ve mastered love. They’re deceived into thinking they can get away with not obeying the commandments. Even if you’re the biggest loser you can be the biggest winner. *One year ago I set out on a mission to bring souls to Jesus. One goal, one purpose, one mission. The Son of Man is in this room today. Wakeup America, there’s a battle gong on for the souls of men. Confusion reigns. I will raise up another Moses, and in him I will give the ring of power. A battle rages in the hearts of men- Jesus great prophet mode. Back on with spirit to tears, love- Imagined- I would give my life for this woman, (Nora). Love she has for me, my love for her, no ves, can’t you see the marks I’m not worthy. You love me- pictured Christ loving me, dying for me. He will be crucified says Hulet. Tried till crucified. He just wants to make all the hypocrites look bad says j. Purified and sanctified hold out pray to preach somehow. I want them to see who you really are behind personality. Die for them. He beat the devil with half a brain and he’s coming to the earth to reign. I am the voice of the voiceless. I am the hero of the poor, the homeless, the mentally ill, the hungry, the forgotten, the rejected, the down trodden. I have been chosen to do a sacrifice for all mankind. Why? Because I’m the most like Jesus. The question is will you help/ support me. I can’t do it alone. I’m going to save the world. I want you to think about that. I came for the deceived. Explain the consequences of masterbation and we need to explain them how to get a testimony through fasting or sacrifice. 1/27/09- Its coming back. Felt it getting up at 7:45 and when I went to walmart felt a shot of spirit smarts again. Big time spirit to tears and shot of energy/ spirit from just love her (spirit says)- thought of saying I love you that’s why I’m telling you this. I want you in my church. The spirit told me to give you my testimony. Its not coincidence Jesus Christ power act llike I want you in my kingdom when I come. If they reject you blessed – answer their doubt, affect lives. I’m an answer to your prayers. I came here for you understand Thought of preaching love them I love you want you in my church. They’re part of the greatest movie ever- the people around me. Energy/ spirit/ smart from preaching to a lot of people or list of inactives, affectin lives. Take the sword and be king- the sword is the guide or voice of the Spirit I have God on my side to guide my every step to beat that rascally rabbit. 11/04/08- I don’t want to change because bad things happen to righteous people a lady told me. I said, that’s what the devil wants you to think. He puts those thoughts in your mind- but you will be blessed with happiness, the spirit/ health , wisdom/ eternal life. *It’s the LOVE they showed me- talking to me, interested in me, chile, their love made me smarter gave me spirit. Also my love for them, talk to them ask questions, teach a principle- no chismes, take off the blinders, your sleeping, I awoke when I read 3 Nephi 18. Tell story of police wanting bribe, He has you deceived into thinking you don’t have to go to church and take sacrament. Little by little you will go down hill without spirit. To happy, be healed you must be on right path. There are certain things we have to do in this life Going to church, looking for the truth Fruit= preach then ask for in prayer= receive. Enthusiasm building. What I say unto the Mexican I say unto the American. What I say to the tallest, I say to the smallest. Talk to show love to like Laura’s mom did to me. Just show love for their hate and you will be blessed and them punished. Preach to relieve lust or pray for strength to resist. Talk to them says spirit always. Parable- Life is like a sport: Only the champion gets the prize. Only those who go to the games (church every Sunday, and partake of sacrament, purity, to have Holy Spirit) and those who practice the sport (fast, read scriptures, ask if true) will get the prize. Those who don’t go to the games or practice the sport get cut from the time (thrown out of the kingdom of heaven). Parable- Not gong to church or partaking of the sacrament is like having your hand on a hot stove. God allows the devil to turn up the temperature of the stove little by little by giving you problems (bad health, depression, etc) Finally taking your hand off the stove because your hand is burning is going to church taking the sacrament and rinsing your hand with the cold water of the Holy Spirit, baptism, and love for others. Look at the devil and tell him he can’t have you then come to church with me. Would you rather have 500 dollars or 500 pesos? 500 dollars right? Would you rather have a taco with chile or a taco without chile? Would you rather be miserable and sad or be happy joyful and have the love of God? That’s the difference between this church and another church. Why? Because the other churches are churches of men and not of God, don’t have the proper authority or priesthood to do necessary ordinances or the Holy Spirit (witness of truth). 3/04/09- The way out is a job. Convince them with books, 1000 times blessed, when join battle, if a nerd can do it. I can do it- preach be famous, believe in myself- How to be a genius, prophet, God. its’ not that they hate me, they want me to win, its that they’ve suffered. Caught the vision- my greatness/ revelations, etc The evidence is overwhelming that I’m the chosen one (matrix also). Are there more movies? Just convince better- that I am the One from movies. Rejection to be the best stuff it in their face, my truth (sword). Put one foot in front of the other- preach, then receive inspirtation on how to achieve greatness/ healing/ preaching/ convince O/M. The way to fight bullies/ hate is with love, be their friend. General points of being a Prophet: Purity is greatness. Release any bad thought, pray for strength when tempted, take up cross means no lust. One cannot lust or drink or smoke or anything like that. Use Spirit Formula- fasting, reading important scriptures, read quickly unimportant scripture and slowly important parts. Pray for intelligence, wisdom. Bring fruit- preach to non or inactives, change lives with truth/ wisdom/ share your testimony then ask for spirit of wisdom/ mind of spirit/ spirit of inspiration and greatness. Then in morning think happy thoughts/ analyze and learn from what people said you said. Use dream seeds- think of people getting baptized because of you, people saying you’re a prophet, who is this, or speeches. What to say- take up your crosses, then have mind of spirit to think about anything and get answer (wisdom). Also bring fruit- preach/ fast/ sacrifice/ sacrament/ go to church every Sunday/ tithing for spirit of prophecy read minds, spirit/ love/ humility/ charity. Greatness- what you believe becomes your reality. Believe you are a prophet- act like, do what they did/ talk like transform with imagination into JC. The mind cannot tell the difference between a success imagined or a real success. If you imagine you’ve done miracles eventually you believe you can do them thus increasing your faith. Ask for righteous desires- bring souls, charity, will of God. Virtue filled/ anointing feeling of Holy Spirit- preach/ fruit then ask for. Perfect charity- think love for welfare of their soul/ needs, go to church , solve their fears and doubts, help them- their needs, love them like medina or Obispo Israel. Grace for grace- preach- ask (receive wisdom, etc.) Talk to Lord- what did I do wrong (when lose spirit) ask what to do where to go inspiration for. Picture why me- humble before throne or feet of Jesus. Think of what to say to love them. I would die for you, take my hand, I want to save you. Goal is purified and sanctified- revelations/ power/ virtue/ healing/ preaching/ king of Israel, highest level of Celestial Kingdom. Sacrament relieves lust and gives healing. No distractions good house- spirits/ spiritual environment. Happiness= Spirit not games. Obey the greater counsel of the Lord- go to Mexico not local church. Wise as a serpent, don’t tell anyone, don’t blab sacred stuff or let on you’re a prophet. Expect the unexpected, do the unexpected. Try every option, then think of something else. Pray for welfare of soul and others. Then give me wisdom/ money/ work. Sacrifice- preach- more Holy Spirit. Spirit as a guide- feel when testimony, do copies of testimony, preach not in bars or people with bad language, no tv internet or music, no women or flirting- no physical thoughts only spiritual thoughts- totally pure. 10/ 23/08- More on being a Prophet- to Juan Manuel- I can give you the truths (additional information) necessary so that you can be more happy full of spirit, go to a better place, unlock your potential (be a winner, hero), in this life and next life. I teach people to be prophets, soul winners, celestial beings. The game is in the thoughts, desires. Grace for grace, preach change lives, bring souls to repentance, righteousness, and he gives you health blessings/ wisdom if you ask for it/ work or money. Spirit Formula- how to read (quickly in boring parts), How to fast (drink water), where to fast and read scriptures- with no distractions/ evil spirits/ move to different place/ or in mountains. Take spirit as guide. How to pray- for welfare of soul/ will of God. Develop charity welfare of the soul. If you reject the truth (me) there are punishments. Purity= greatness. How to be pure, reject lust, pray for change of heart/ desires. Path to apostle/ prophet- ask for spirit of prophecy/ spirit/ totally pure from lust/ sacrament to help give me strength. Preach in front of groups/ congregations/ spirit of greatness/ inspiration-take your swords and follow me. Wisdom more important than intelligence. Intelligent man falls while wise man keeps laws of God first and achieves Celestial glory. Every time I share my testimony I feel spirit. Preach, service, money to poor, tithing. I know this is true and if you follow me you will be blessed with joy power of spirit, etc. Be obedient to the greater counsel of God- got to mexico not local church. They are like the Pharisees fixated on rules. Jesus Christ went by what the spirit says/ heart. This is what other churches don’t want you to know because they don’t believe in revelation. God talking to man. If you died tomorrow do you know for sure where exactly you’d go? Know the mind of God. I’m not trying to deceive anyone to get donations or something, this is all true. Do you know for 100% sure you’re in the right church, the highest path? More- Purity not animal. Thoughts. Desires. Happiness= Spirit. Spirit Formula to receive inspiration and wisdom. Preach/ fruits for wisdom/ healing me and others. Full of virtue like Jesus. Anointing of spirit. Filled with Holy Spirit. Pray for change of heart and mind. Sacrament relieves lust and for healing of mind. Pray for wisdom/ mind of Spirit. Spirit of inspiration and greatness speeches. Dream seeds give spirit of inspiration and greatness. Love for Medina, lawyer Israel gives me intelligence. Their good qualities, talking to me/ charisma. Love to help them, their needs. Love for welfare of their souls to solve give answers to their needs or doubts about going to church. Love for welfare of their soul, so they don’t go to heck punishment. Grace for grace- preach for wisdom in morning. Lord, what did I do wrong- ask God- when lose spirit intelligence, mind of spirit. Goal- preacher in congregations with greatness/ share wisdom, miracles healing virtue. Purified and sanctified, spirit strong thinking in spirit again, reject lust totally. King of all Israel, leader of armies/ church/ ultimate sacrifice for sins cross pure totally. Souls to Christ in path- church/ pure. Better house/ spirits or field to read. Thoughts of Greatness/ inspiration, got tire rolling, give spirit/ wisdom/ mind of spirit. Thought Gabby says he’s changed/ he’s JC. I’ve judged JC I live the scriptures, you guys are reading about me. In testimony meeting- from bearing my testimony- from their thoughts about me- Enthusiasm from their thoughts, what they’re thinking about me. Think Happy thoughts. That movie was a message for me. You all have waited your whole lives to meet me. Imagination from spirit and thoughts begin to run and run- Enthusiasm, thoughts of greatness- what they’re thinking about me- He goes from dumb to smart, he does miracles. Cuatehmoc was punished for giving me wisdom. He’s the most awake man in the world says Robert. I’m scared what if he is the Christ. Even after lust changed tire/ direction of mind from preaching yesterday- talking to wise lawyers and pastors, etc. You have one piece of truth, but you could have two. The wisdom of the world has no value really. I make the wisest men in the world look dumb. .Imagine the power and confidence I have believing I’m JC. What you think or believe begins to become your reality. If you think thoughts of greatness and winning eventually you will be great, do great things. Your faith is sufficient to do miracles says spirit. I want to talk to his parents says president of stake. I am the chosen one, do dodging bullets gesture. Talk fast to give spirit with spirit. Twirl finger- its roundup time. Fight for me and point. The lion of Judah has come, take up your crosses and follow me. I’m here to give you hope/ inspiration. Come here fingers gesture. Riddle me this, Riddle me that. Who am I? I live for glory, I die for glory, and glory is my name. Whatever the devil does just makes me stronger. I don’t want you to suffer like the jews Every time they reject me he blesses me with wisdom or spirit or something. Your Spanish is bad says person- spirit tells me devil sent him and nose comment. Teaching Javier to do miracles- preach, change lives, give my testimony, then pray for it will happen. I came unto my own and my own received me not. The scriptures are being fulfilled this day in your ears. The chosen one is here. Read minds- Javier thinks look on top not bottom. Angeles thinks he’s not dumb. Nora- I feel sorry for girls who think he’s smart. Jesus learned grace for grace. Figured it out most intelligent like me-figured out the puzzle how to heal virtue spirit/ wisdom he earned it/ overcame. . I love the Mexican people. They’re very unassuming and accomadating. Mexicans are very good and humble people. I was invited over for dinner many times; that doesn’t happen to me in U.S. very often. But, Mexicans generally have a low honesty IQ. If you plan on going to Mexico for any length of time, plan on being robbed. That’s just a part of life there. I don’t know how many times I’ve been shortchanged at the cash register or scammed or lied to- told something is one price when it really isn’t etc.etc.. They don’t realize that they’ll suffer and be punished for dishonesty especially if they’re ripping off someone who’s preaching the gospel and chosen of God. Mexicans have a high friendliness IQ, they’re very friendly- when they see an American they’re eyes light up, they see dollar signs, cha-ching. I think its 14 pesos per dollar- that’s a lot of pesos. You can stretch a dollar there further than you can stretch spandex. I was at albertsons the other day and the lady at the cash register said my change was 7 dollars when the computer screen said 7.55. I was outraged, I said what are you talking about, it says 7.55. Then she pointed to the change slot and said there’s the change. Boy, did I feel stupid and I realized I’m not in Mexico anymore-culture shock. Who’s more honest, a politician or a Mexican? Tough question. Mexicans love tacos. Mexicans love chili and anything hot and spicy. How do you get a Mexican to eat a hamburger? Pour chili all over it. The Mexican people have been kept down they have been an oppressed people. Their leaders and government have a long history of corruption. But they’re a freedom loving people. I’d say they have roughly a tenth of the laws and regulations we do. Guatemala doesn’t have any rules. On every street corner in Mexico, there’s some guy with a hot- dog cart or selling something- hammocks, jewelry, remote controls. Jobs are hard to come by so you have to be creative to survive sometimes. Everyone in Mexico belongs to a religion. 90% of the people are catholic. I didn’t suffer too much for telling people I was JC, but if I would have said I was the Virgin Mary look out. They would have impaled me, ripped out my organs, and drilled holes in my skull. They would always ask me so you don’t believe in the Virgin Mary. I would say, yes I do believe in the Virgin Mary, she’s my mom. I’m Jesus Christ. That always got a few weird looks. Look, I’m not here to tell a bunch of jokes to show how cool I am and how stupid everybody else is, okay. What I want to do is change your life today. Not everyone is going to sell everything they have take up their crosses and go preach the gospel in Timbucktoo or Kalamazoo. I’m not asking everyone to do that, well actually I am if you want to be perfect. But what I want you to do is make some changes in your life. I want you to get to that next level of spirituality. Even if you just turn off the tv for awhile to read scriptures, even if you just talk about the gospel to that nonmember friend at work, even if you just fast a couple meals one day, even if you fast for a couple days to get a stronger testimony and to receive revelation from the Holy Spirit, even if you just pass out flyers, even if you just start treat dumb people with respect, even if you give a dollar to a homeless person, even if you tell that ugly girl she’s beautiful; even if you just ask that fat girl out to the prom, even if you just tell that loser he can be the greatest man who ever lived. A nerd wakes up one day and discovers he’s God. What a story line. If you knew who you were. I’ve never met a more spiritually intelligent man than me. I make the smartest guys look like idiots with the Spirit. I am more intelligent than them all. Devil after me since birth or even before birth actually. I’m a man ahead of his time. That’s right says my mom he was born prematurely. I’ve been rejected and despised my whole life by the very people I was sent to save. I am the chosen one to do a sacrifice like Jesus for all mankind. I’ve suffered at the hands of everyone in my life, even almost lost my soul. I’m in the 13trh ward. I was born on Friday the 13th. The nice decent park ranger was replaced with a mean jerk park ranger when I was living in a campround area. He impounded my vehicle and left me with no place to stay. Things like that keep happening to me. I’ve been followed around everywhere I go by secret combos. The Spirit tells me I’m the richest man who ever lived. I have nothing in my bank account. In fact, I’m in the whole a bunch. I’m the hero of the poor, the rejected, the disabled. Who am I? I do miracles that have not been done since the beginning of time. All the greatest movies are about me. I’ve found the glitch in the devil’s system. I’m the only one awake in the Matrix. I’ve thrown the ring into the fire. I’ve learned to crow and to fight. I save the lost boys. I am the beloved son. Excelsisas is my name and saving souls is my game. My scepter is a scepter of never-changing righteousness. In my name shall all the nations of the earth be blessed. Pharoah, let my people go. Give me the list, give me the throne and sword of Gandor. The light saber of truth and the Holy Spirit. Luke, use the force let it guide your actions. Think with your heart and not your mind and a jedi knight you will become. Listen to your heart, and you will find… Why I’m the chosen one- an example from the past- kindergarten- Justin Anderson catches the dodge ball and crouches down to tag me out. I jump leap frog style over him and make it to home plate (somehow I find a way). Also, evil spirited kid stabs me with an IV needle and I’m rushed to nurse’s office. First grade- I’m almost drowned by a bigger kid (bully), but miraculously survive. Age 23, no place to go, devil and evil spirits all over me, I live in a van and an old motor home for awhile. Half my brain is gone and suicide spirits after me, suffering depression and no hope and I discover the Spirit Formula to become intelligent and happy. Age 30- Little by little losing Spirit and falling into mental (slowly losing more and more intelligence) and spiritual decay so I fast for 3 days and suffered torments of heck from reading 3 Nephi 18. Repented/ went back to church take sacrament and receive a complete healing of mind and purified and sanctified.