Brandy and I met in July of '96. We were introduced by a mutal friend of ours. She is one of the sweetest niftiest girlie-girls that I know. I mean.. if I were to have to choose between Brandy and booze it would be Brandy all the way.
Brandy and I have been through a lot of interesting times since we met and she has really helped me through some tough emotional times with some of my other friends. I think I would have to trust Brandy in almost anything. She is definately my favorite super-heroine. Even if she did start out as a sidekick. Girl-girl may not be around anymore but Her has stolen the show.
I may not always show it to her but Brandy means a great deal to me. She may think sometimes that I take her for granted but I really do apprieciate her. More than she knows.
In January of this year ('97) I was in a really tough time my obsession with a girl that I knew was driving me crazy and making me do stupid and irrational things. Brandy was the rock that I clung to. She was very supportive and kept my sanity for me. I am thankful that she was there. I was a selfish bastard for some of this time and respect and apprieciate the honesty that she showed in telling me so when she revealed to me that she had grown certain emotional attachments to me.
After my breakup with Azurell I realized how much she meant to me and I developed a very deep love for her. I didn't feel that it was fair to her to talk with her about it, though, because of me selfishness during the situation in January. I felt it even less fair to tell her when I found out that she was getting into a relationship with a guy she had met, though I did hint about my feelings for her.
Now she has told me that she has a new guy and things may solidify between them. I am very happy for her that she has found someone that she feels this compatible with, but I am also saddened that I didn't talk with her about my feelings when I should have. I really love Brandy in a way that I have never loved another person. I wish all the best for her in whatever comes in her future.
Since the last revision of this page(Oct. of '97), Brandy and I have not been talking much... strange that things should so easily become uncomfortable and strange between the two of us when we were once so close to each other... I miss her terribly.. . She was still one of the best friends of my life. But I also realize that she needs her space and I have to grant that to her.
She is also scheduled to marry sometime this year. No matter what, Brandy, you have my strongest hopes that things go well with you... Be happy and have fun... and maybe call me once in a while... I won't even make fun of his name.. *WINK*